He Shaoqi took Su Fu to the doctor to prescribe medicine. He originally wanted to give him a general examination, but Su Fu refused. Although he was beaten a few times just now, it was not that serious, and he didn't want to stay in the hospital any longer.
After taking the medicine, seeing that Su Fu was a little tired, He Shaoqi directly carried Su Fu out of the hospital without caring about other people's eyes. Su Fu also rarely refused, but buried his head on He Shaoqi's shoulder, his eyes wet.
He still remembers that when he was in school, homosexuality was not as accepted by society as it is now, but at that time, the two of them went shopping at night, and when they came back, He Shaoqi always carried him behind his back. He Shaoqi was not afraid of the eyes of outsiders. Su Fu pointed and pointed, and He Shaoqi would definitely go up and speak with his fists.
Unknowingly, they have walked together for nearly ten years, but why did the relationship between them gradually become like this
Carrying Su Fu out of the hospital and walking towards the parking lot, before reaching his car, he suddenly felt a heat in his neck, and He Shaoqi was shocked all over, and stopped almost instantly.
Su Fu cried. For so many years, no matter how hard it was, no matter how his mother made Su Fu difficult, He Shaoqi never saw Su Fu shed a single tear in front of him. Why did he suddenly
He Shaoqi stood there in a daze, feeling so flustered that he couldn't move his feet.
"Shaoqi," Su Fu's soft voice sounded, hitting He Shaoqi's heart heavily, and he said, "Let's break up."
He Shaoqi felt that he could not find his own voice, and after a long pause, he asked dryly, "Why?"
"I'm tired, I can't hold on anymore."
At this time, He Shaoqi felt a little relieved again, Su Fu just said that he was tired, not that he didn't love him anymore. He Shaoqi thinks this is not a problem, he persuades Su Fu well, Su Fu will change his mind, Su Fu loves him so much, how could he let him go because he was tired? And he's already dealing with the kids, and everything will be fine.
"Xiao Fu, shall we go back and talk?"
Su Fu responded and didn't say anything else, just got off He Shaoqi's back and was about to get to the car, he didn't want He's mother to say anything when she saw them like this.
Back in the car, Mother He gave him a blank look, saying that he was troublesome, making people wait so long and so on. Su Fu ignored it, and leaned on his seat silently. He was determined to leave the He family this time. He didn't want to pay attention to the thorns in He's mother's words, and because he decided to leave, he felt a lot more relaxed.
On the way back, Mother He was still looking for her own sense of existence, chattering. He Shaoqi felt a little uncomfortable because Su Fu broke up, and he didn't answer He Mother as patiently as when he came, only occasionally responding perfunctorily. A few times. Mother He felt bored, and soon stopped talking.
The car became quiet, Su Fu leaned against the seat, and gradually fell asleep.
When he woke up, it was already dark. Su Fu was still sitting in the co-pilot, but the car had already parked in the parking lot of the community. Father He and mother had already returned home. He and He Shaoqi were the only ones in the car .
When Su Fu opened his eyes, He Shaoqi was looking at him, with a tender love in his eyes that hadn't been seen for a long, long time.
Picking up the phone and looking at it, it was past six o'clock, Su Fu sat up straight and repeated that sentence.
"Let's break up. It's a little late today. I'll move things tomorrow."
He Shaoqi frowned. If he heard about the breakup before, he thought it was just Su Fu venting after being a little tired. Now that Su Fu said that he wanted to move things, he believed that Su Fu was serious.
"Xiao Fu, are you serious?"
Su Fu lowered his head, was silent for a while, and said: "Shao Qi, you know I won't joke about this kind of thing, I'm very tired, really, ever since we got together, I've been imagining the future every day, thinking about our future What a beautiful life there will be in the future, but now I know that the gap between dreams and reality is too great."
"Is it because of my mother? Just because of her occasional embarrassment, you are going to give up our ten-year relationship? Xiao Fu, you are not such a cruel person."
Su Fu opened his mouth, not knowing what to say. Their positions are different, which leads to different perspectives on issues, which also determines the different pressures they bear.
In He Shaoqi's eyes, being arrogant and arrogant is just an occasional embarrassment, but in Su Fu's eyes, this is a huge obstacle in their relationship, which makes it hard for him to breathe every time, no matter how much he backs down, there is no end.
Of course, if it was just Mother He's embarrassment, Su Fu would not be unable to persevere. What really made him unable to persevere was He Shaoqi's attitude. He always stood by Mother He's side, no matter how big or small, Su Fu would give in to everything. To end, Su Fu felt that he had nowhere to go. He was tired and wanted to move forward.
"Shao Qi, have you ever seen me smile since I've been in your family for so many years?"
No, in the He family, all he has is forbearance and compromise, all his smiles are polite and have to laugh.
"I know you have been wronged a lot, Xiaofu, can you give me some more time? I promise that this time the problem will be resolved."
Su Fu smiled lightly, didn't respond, just sighed: "You know I'm wronged, yes, you just know it."
He Shaoqi knew that he was in the wrong, but he couldn't let Su Fu leave him. He was a little irritable, frowned, looked at Su Fu for a long time, and then said dissatisfiedly: "Su Fu, do you have to be so aggressive? I have explained to you a lot. Again, it's not that I don't care about you, it's just that my mother is getting old, and I want her to live happily for a few more years. How can you, a man, always compare to my mother? Letting her do it will not lose a piece of meat. "
"Isn't it enough for me? How far do I have to give in? Is my life given to you?"
"How could I kill you?! Are you angry? Because I signed that agreement today? That's because I know you won't do that research, and my mother is making trouble again, it's just a show, do you care so much ?”
Su Fu smiled wryly, turned his head to look He Shaoqi in the eyes, and asked, "A show? What if it's real? Your mother asked you to sign it, will you sign it?"
"Xiao Fu, I love you, how could I make fun of your life?"
Su Fu smiled, the laughter was full of sarcasm, he didn't believe it, maybe He Shaoqi loved him, but this didn't prevent him from listening to He Mu's words.
"Your mother is good at everything. You want your mother to be happy, and I want my mother to be happy. For so many years, they throw away whatever I give you. My mother is getting old. Have you ever cared about me? Every time I go home to be rejected, every time I get homesick and want to go crazy, I have to look at your mother's face when I come back to your house, you know to let me bear it, I bear it, your mother let me go Did you?! Your mother and child love each other deeply, and I miss my mother too! But I can’t go back!”
The more Su Fu talked, the more excited he became. Thinking of his parents, all the grievances were magnified almost instantly, and the tears that were already red eyes suddenly fell down, and he couldn't hold it back.
He Shaoqi had never seen Su Fu so excited, and his collapse made He Shaoqi's heart ache, so he quickly hugged Su Fu into his arms.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I'm sorry. I'll accompany you home to have a look, okay?"
Su Fu closed his eyes, and tried hard to control his emotions. He was tired of hearing He Shaoqi's apology, and he wouldn't expect any change from He Shaoqi. He knew that even if everything was said and done today, in He Shaoqi's heart, his mother would still come first, and his Su Fu's position in the He family would not change at all, so he had already made up his mind to leave, and He Shaoqi apologized palely And retaining it will only make him see it more clearly.
Wiping away his tears and controlling his emotions, Su Fu pushed He Shaoqi's embrace away, still saying the same thing.
"Let's break up."
"I won't agree."
He Shaoqi tightly clasped Su Fu's wrist, glaring, the strength was so great that Su Fu frowned in pain, but he didn't compromise because of it.
The two were in a stalemate like this, one enduring the pain and looking out the window indifferently, the other stared at each other with staring eyes.
It wasn't until Su Fu was in so much pain that he couldn't help struggling, that He Shaoqi belatedly let go, looking at the red marks on Su Fu's wrist that he had scratched, his handsome brows were furrowed.
"Xiaofu, you made this decision too impulsively. Ten years of relationship can't be let go just by letting go. I won't agree to break up. You should think about it again. I'll give you time to figure it out." He Shaoqi's voice softened again, and he gently rubbed the red mark on Su Fu's wrist.
Seeing He Shaoqi's gentle look, Su Fu suddenly wanted to laugh. He knew that He Shaoqi was a bit selfish, but he didn't expect that he could talk to himself like this, but it was true, He Shaoqi was used to making decisions for him, just like he used to talk to himself and decided to make Su Fu back down and tolerate his mother.
Today, it was time to break up, He Shaoqi still wanted him to back down, Su Fu felt sore, and withdrew his hand, too lazy to say anything more. He didn't make a decision impulsively like what He Shaoqi said. Breaking up is a decision accumulated over the past few years, and his feelings have been worn away bit by bit over the past few years. He doesn't understand why He Shaoqi is already having an affair. Can you still take it for granted that their feelings are the same as before
"It's late, I'm going to pick up the papers, you go back." Su Fu said, opened the door and got off the car, without responding to He Shaoqi's words.
He Shaoqi took his hand and asked, "Are you going back to the hotel tonight?"
Yes, otherwise where else could we go? Su Fu nodded, but didn't speak.
He Shaoqi was silent for a while, leaned forward and kissed Su Fu's forehead, and said, "You've been tired recently, I'll give you time to think about it, I'll wait for you at home, and I'll come back when I figure it out."
Su Fu didn't say anything in the end. After getting out of the car, he hesitated for a moment, wiped the kissed place on his forehead, and drove away in his own car.
He Shaoqi kept his temper under control until after Su Fu left, his face turned ferocious, and he hammered the steering wheel several times in resentment. He will not allow Su Fu to leave him, absolutely not!
The author has something to say: spoof small theater:
He: I don't agree with breaking up. What I disagree with doesn't exist. Breaking up doesn't exist! does not exist!
Su: Ah bah!