Su Fu cried, he didn't want to cry in public, but he couldn't help the sadness in his heart, and the tears were uncontrollable.
He never expected, never expected, that his father would say such a thing. He always thought that his father hated homosexuals extremely, so no matter what he did, he couldn't get his parents' forgiveness. Every year, I had to wait for the holidays to give presents, but I was still kicked out and my things were thrown out. Later, Su Fu didn't dare to come to the door in person and let the courier deliver it, but in the end it was still sent back.
After so many years, my father's concept has actually changed. Su Fu didn't know how hard his father had put in to gradually change his mind, but he thought that his father's willingness to change his mind must be for his own sake. His father's "son" just now made Su Fu's eyes turn red instantly. He always hated and hated himself as a father, but he never knew that his father also secretly missed him.
Su Fu hadn't looked at his father for a long, long time, but he just had a quick glance, and he seemed to see that his father had a lot of gray hair and looked a lot older. He didn't dare to turn his head to look, but tried his best not to let himself cry out to attract others' attention.
Su Fu blamed himself, blamed himself, why he didn't pay more attention to his parents, why he flinched after being beaten a few times, kicked out a few times and scolded a few times, why he didn't use more patience. Maybe I have to be more patient, maybe I can see my father is quietly changing when I go home a few more times, maybe now he doesn't have to miss him so much but dare not let his father see him.
The father has been strong all his life, and he is quietly changing for his son. Su Fu thought, his parents still love him, and it is his retreat that chills their hearts.
Su Fu was immersed in his own sadness, and for a moment forgot that there was anyone beside him, until there was a neatly stacked handkerchief in front of him. Su Fu was taken aback for a moment, then looked up, it was Tang Si Bai.
Su Fu, who came back to his senses, was a little embarrassed, took the handkerchief, wiped away his tears, and exhaled slightly to calm himself down.
"Daddy, what's the matter with you, don't cry." Juanjuan beside him was terrified when he found that his little dad was crying, tears welled up in his big eyes, and he grabbed Su Fu's clothes nervously while clumsily to comfort Su Fu.
"It's okay, little dad doesn't cry, it's because there's sand in his eyes, it's okay."
"Is there any sand? Curl it up and blow it."
Juan Juan was about to stand up on the chair while holding on to the table, Su Fu hurriedly helped him up, and let him blow his eyes clumsily but caringly.
"Okay, okay, Juanjuan is awesome, little dad is done."
The innocent and innocent Juanjuan became happy again when he heard the words, and was supported by Su Fu to sit on the chair, continued to pick up the spoon to eat, and thoughtfully scooped a piece of braised chicken for Su Fu and put it in Su Fu's bowl. Fu was healed a lot by his thoughtful actions, stroking his curly hair and praising him again and again.
Sitting opposite, Tang Luoke glanced at Su Fu, with an inquiry that didn't fit a child, and then went to talk to Juanjuan again.
"What's the matter, did you remember your own experience after seeing that boy?" Tang Si Bai knew that was not the case, so he just asked casually to share Su Fu's heart, and if Su Fu wanted to confide, he could also follow the topic.
Su Fu had just cried in front of others, and he seemed embarrassed. Of course, he didn't want to talk about himself, so he just shook his head lightly.
"I'll return the handkerchief to you after I wash it." Looking at the handkerchief in his hand, Su Fu was still a little sad, but now he wanted to laugh. After all, they are father and son, handing handkerchiefs when they see people crying, which makes Su Fu feel inexplicably funny and cute.
This handkerchief belonged to Tang Sibo, with the word "Bo" embroidered on it, and the fabric was the same as Tang Luoke's, so Su Fu could tell by touching it that it was expensive.
"Okay." Tang Si Bai nodded lightly, although he didn't care about a handkerchief, but Su Fu did, so let's do what he wants.
Su Fu didn't want to talk about his sadness, and Tang Si Bai didn't force it, he opened the page, and the few people continued to eat, but Su Fu always drifted to the counter from the corner of his eye from time to time.
After eating, Tang Si Bai went to the counter to pay the bill. Originally, Tang Si Bai accompanied Su Fu to look at the house today, and this meal should be invited by Su Fu, but he still doesn't have the courage to go to the counter to face his father face to face. Su Fu was very happy to learn that his father's prejudice against homosexuality had changed, but this kind of occasion is not suitable for father-son conversation. Su Fu plans to go back to calm down. The Mid-Autumn Festival will be in two days, and then he will bring gifts and visit his parents in person. .
When going out, Su Fu hugged Juanjuan, still covering half of his face with his small body. Before reaching the door, a woman in an apron hurried towards the counter. Su Fu caught sight of it out of the corner of her eye and couldn't move. It was her mother!
Su Fu was very excited. Today's trip was worthwhile, and his parents saw it. Although he knew that his parents must still be resenting him, even though it was not the time to ask his parents for forgiveness, it had eased the longing in Su Fu's heart.
Knowing that stopping suddenly would attract attention, Su Fu hesitated for a moment, and immediately followed Tang Si Bai, but listened carefully to the speech at the counter.
"Old man, I called Jingjing just now. She said she would not come back during the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday. What do you think is going on? She didn't come back for the whole summer vacation, and she didn't come back during the Mid-Autumn Festival. What is she doing outside? Nothing will happen, right?"
"What's the matter? The child has grown up and should be independent. Didn't he say that there are few classes in the fourth year of senior year, and it doesn't conflict with the job he found during the summer vacation? Is he still working there? Probably working overtime."
"How can anyone work overtime during the Mid-Autumn Festival?"
Father Su didn't answer any more, but looked towards the door. Su Fu, who stayed at the door listening to their conversation, was stunned, and quickly pretended to straighten the child's clothes, then walked away.
"What is the old man looking at?" Mother Su followed her gaze, but saw nothing.
Father Su shook his head, walked out of the counter, walked to the door and looked out, only to see Su Fu's car closed. Su's father looked at him a little dazedly, but he couldn't see anything. In fact, he didn't know if he saw his son just now, but he just watched.
After watching for a while, Father Su suddenly asked, "How long has it been since he delivered anything?"
As soon as Su's mother heard it, she knew that "he" was referring to their son, and her eyes turned red instantly.
"It's gone after the Dragon Boat Festival, and there were no festivals before, so it must have been three months. If you ask why, you'll return it after it's delivered!"
Father Su didn't answer, but only thought in his heart that it had been so long, and he returned to the counter a little lonely.
Su's mother glanced at the old man, and said: "The news before, no matter how I look at it, it looks like Xiao Fu. What did he go to the hospital for? Did he get sick? How about I call and ask?"
When Su's father heard this, his eyes widened, "Don't hit him! Don't let him go!"
Su's father had absolute majesty at home, Su's mother was scolded, so she stopped talking, just stared at the old man, cursed "hard heart", and went back to the kitchen unhappy.
Father Su couldn't see inside the car, but Su Fu could see outside the car. He was sitting in the car, watching his father staring at the door of the small restaurant, until the car drove away, Su Fu felt sore and ache in his heart, and his eyes were red again. It turned out that his father really cared about him! Su Fu suddenly felt more confident, and decided to bring things to see his parents on the Mid-Autumn Festival, so that even if he was beaten out, he would not be afraid anymore.
While driving, Tang Sibo looked at Su Fu in the rearview mirror from time to time. From the moment he got in the car, he kept looking out, to the moment when Su Fu's eyes were red, he saw them all. Tang Sibo also looked outside at the place Su Fu was looking at just now, and thought of Su Fu's look around when they first came to the "family", and made a guess in his heart.
It was already past 7:30, it was quite late, Tang Sibo originally thought that he would not teach tonight, but Su Fu and Tang Luoke disagreed, so he had no choice but to drive them straight to the No. 3 Water Pavilion.
It wasn't until Tang Luoke's small study that Su Fu suddenly remembered that his car was still parked in the Tengyuan parking lot. It's just that it's a bit late now, and he's too embarrassed to ask Tang Sibo to drive him to pick up the car, so he has no choice but to concentrate on teaching Tang Luoke grammar knowledge.
Because it started late, it ended late, and by the time they finished, it was already ten o'clock. At this time, some buses have already passed the last bus, and it may not be easy to take a taxi, so Tang Sibo persuades Su Fu and Juanjuan to stay overnight. Su Fu was also helpless, it was so late, it would not be good to ask Tang Sibo to take them to the hotel, and it would not be safe for him to walk on the road with the children at night, so he had to stay and cause trouble for the Tang family and his son again. He was very sorry.
The Tang family father and son didn't find it troublesome, but the addition of Su Fu and Xiao Juanjuan made it lively. Tang Luoke was even happier. With the sweetness of last night, after taking a bath tonight, he spontaneously went to the guest room. At that time, Su Fu was still bathing Juan Juan, so he lay on the bed alone, waiting for Su Fu Talk to them before going to bed.
Tang Si Bai finished his business in his study and wanted to visit his son, so he ran into nothing and found the guest room helplessly.
The headlights were turned off in the guest room, and only a small wall lamp was on. The light was weak, but it created a warm atmosphere. Su Fu was still the same as last night, lying on his side against the head of the bed, chatting softly with the two villains about some unimportant things.
Because Su Fu hadn't slept yet, the door was only ajar, Tang Si Bai just opened the door and saw this scene, his whole face softened, he thought to himself, no wonder his son is obsessed with the guest room, so it feels so good, it makes him feel fresh Interesting again.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Tang Luoke looked up at his father at the door, waved his little hand, and said, "Dad, come too, and learn from the teacher. From now on, we will also have a small talk before going to bed."
Su Fu chuckled and patted Tang Luoke's head. Anyway, his hair would be messy when he slept at night, so Tang Luoke didn't feel disgusted.
Although Tang Si Bai felt a little helpless, he also wanted to join their warm conversation, so he nodded and walked over, imitating Su Fu's appearance, lying on his side on the other side of the children.
"What are you talking about?" Tang Sibo asked.
Tang Luoke looked unhappy, and said seriously: "Dad, your voice is too loud, how can you sleep while chatting like this? You learn from the teacher!"
Being scolded by his son, Tang Si Bai nodded helplessly with a smile, rubbed his son's head, and lowered his voice, "What are we talking about?"
Tang Si Bai's voice was originally slightly deep and magnetic, and he usually spoke softly, but now that he lowered his voice, it was even more gentle and magnetic, making Su Fu involuntarily stunned for a moment in this dark atmosphere.
Juanjuan really likes the feeling now, very happy, grabbed Tang Sibo's hand, and said in a soft voice: "My little dad talked about his childhood, and Uncle Tang also talked about it."
Tang Luoke interjected: "Father used to go to the army with Uncle Li and the others. It was fun there."
Tang Sibo had a headache for a while, because the Li family was in the army, and Li Chao was also in the army since he was a child. The Tang family and the Li family were family friends, and Tang Sibo and his elder brother were in the iron triangle with Li Chao, so they were often in the army when they were young. mix. I'm used to it now, I don't think it's anything, but it's fun? That's not something everyone can wait for!
Due to the expectant gazes of the two villains, Tang Si Bai had no choice but to pick and choose and whisper about what happened in the army back then. Su Fu also listened carefully, thinking of the always elegant and refined Tang Si Bai rolling in the mud. , secretly laughed.