Break Up, Next

Chapter 21: Night talk, warm heart

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Under Tang Si Bai's soft words, the excitement from the beginning was gradually swept away by drowsiness and fell asleep. Tang Si Bai's heart was very soft, he couldn't help but bow his head and kiss each of them on the forehead. Su Fu watched from the side, smiling slightly.

After arranging the children one by one and covering them with blankets, Tang Si Bai and Su Fu didn't bother to take a bath by themselves.

Su Fu came out of the shower, sat on the edge of the bed, picked up his phone and glanced at it. I didn't have time to look at my phone today, but now I opened it, and there was an extra text message, which was from Su Jing.

Su Jing is Su Fu's younger sister, she is 6 years younger than him, she is now 21, and is a senior at V University in City B. When they were young, the siblings had a very good relationship. Su Fu loved his younger sister very much, and Su Jing also relied on his elder brother. After growing up, the relationship was not bad until Su Fu went to S City to go to university.

The true relationship between the two brothers and sisters had to be counted after Su came out of the closet. The younger sister, like her parents, could not accept homosexuality. At that time, Su Jing was still in high school. It was the time when her studies were stressful and rebellious. She was very angry that her brother gave up the family for a man. Severe brother-sister relationship.

However, Su Fu still chose He Shaoqi at that time. Because of this, Su Fu felt very guilty towards Su Jing and tried his best to make up for it. The way he can use now is to send money to her every month, because Su Jing doesn't want to Seeing him, he can't even answer the phone, and it's rare to send text messages.

The text message is concise and clear - call me 5000

Not even a punctuation mark.

Su Fu looked at the text message and frowned. He called Su Jing 3000 in early September, and he knew that his parents would also give 2000 every month. 5,000 a month is definitely not low for living expenses. After it's over, Su Jing wants another five thousand. What does she want to do

Reminiscent of hearing the conversation of her parents in the restaurant today, Su Jing did not go home for the whole summer vacation, nor did she return during the Mid-Autumn Festival, Su Fu felt a little worried. What's the matter

Although I was a little puzzled, Sufu would still call the money. He replied to the text message and said that he would call tomorrow. By the way, he asked her how she was doing in City B and if there was anything wrong.

There was no reply after I sent the text message, maybe it was too late to sleep, or maybe I didn't want to reply at all.

Worrying about Su Jing and missing her parents, thinking about what happened in the restaurant today, Su Fu couldn't sleep. After looking at the two children, he covered them with blankets, quietly left the room, and went to the living room downstairs to sit for a while.

There are two days left until the Mid-Autumn Festival, and Su Fu was prepared to buy some supplements and send them to his parents' home by courier, just like the usual festivals, thinking that his parents might accept them. But after today, Su Fu decided to go in person. He doesn't ask his parents to forgive him, he just hopes to get a chance to go back and visit them from time to time.

At the He family, Su Fu would prepare a gift for the Mid-Autumn Festival in previous years. Mother He hated it, but she would accept it. Do you want to send it this year? Su Fu thought, although he and He Shaoqi had an appointment for half a year, they broke up after all at this moment, and there was no need to blame He's mother, but Juanjuan was still with him, a member of their He family.

After thinking about it, Su Fu decided to prepare a copy, and go to He's house tomorrow to pick up his and Juanjuan's things, and give a Mid-Autumn Festival gift by the way, it's not too ugly in terms of etiquette.

"Still sleeping?" Tang Si Bai took two cups of hot milk, walked over with a smile and handed one to Su Fu.

"Thank you, I'm not sleepy yet." Su Fu took the milk and smiled at him.

Tang Si Bai sat down beside him, drinking milk quietly.

The TV was not turned on, it was late at night, and the living room was extremely quiet, so quiet that Su Fu could almost hear the sound of Tang Si Bai swallowing milk, so quiet that Su Fu could only drink the milk in silence.

"not in a good mood?"

Just when Su Fu was so quiet and began to fall into deep thought, Tang Si Bai finished drinking the milk and put the cup on the coffee table.

Su Fu was taken aback, glanced at him, and shook his head habitually.

Tang Si Bai smiled slightly, looked at Su Fu and asked softly: "A teacher who likes to hold back his worries, can he also enlighten his students?"

Knowing that he was joking, Su Fu smiled, and looked down at the drop of milk on the rim of the milk cup slowly sliding down the cup until it was submerged in the milk, and its original trace could no longer be found.

After a long time, Su Fu said, "I am different from you, and there are some things that are not easy to tell people."

"That's because you didn't find the right person."

Su Fu was surprised for a moment, turned his head to look at Tang Si Bai, Tang Si Bai leaned on the back of the sofa relaxedly, with a smile on his face, as if saying "I'm ready, I'm all ears".

For some reason, at that moment Su Fu felt a string that was often tense in his heart suddenly loosened, and the corners of his mouth could not help but slightly curl up. He thought that he really needed someone to confide in.

"I lost my composure in front of Mr. Tang at dinner today." Su Fu chose such an opening to describe his own thoughts, and his flat voice carried many unknown emotions.

"A man doesn't flick his tears lightly, but he doesn't reach the point of sadness." Tang Si Bai replied softly, telling Su Fu that this is not shameful, and he can confide in his sadness.

Su Fu shook his head slightly and sighed: "I'm not sad, I'm very happy, but my heart is sore and uncomfortable. That restaurant was opened by my parents, I haven't seen them for a long time, since I came out and was kicked out of the house After that, I didn’t get to take a good look at them.”

Having said that, Su Fu paused for a while, rubbing the milk glass with both hands, feeling a little strained, and feeling a little uneasy. He never talked about his sexual orientation with Tang Si Bai. Before Tang Luoke mentioned that he didn't have a mother, Su Fu took it for granted that Tang Si Bai was divorced, and also took it for granted that Tang Si Bai was a straight man. At this time, he was a little worried whether Tang Sibo might also hate homosexuality, if so, he would not continue talking.

He didn't know that Tang Si Bai had already guessed his sexual orientation when he met him in City B, and that Tang Si Bai's friend Li Chao was also crooked, and there was also a crooked guy in the Tang family's secrets. Tang Sibo has treated things normally since he was a child, and will never be prejudiced. As for Tang Si Bai's own sexual orientation, he has not met anyone who makes him fall in love with him so far, and he keeps himself clean so that he doesn't go out and mess around, so he himself doesn't know, or he doesn't care.

The owner of the restaurant is Su Fu's father, Tang Sibo also guessed about 70% today, he was not surprised, he just said: "I think uncle still speaks for that boy, it doesn't seem like..."

Seeing that Tang Si Bai was not disgusted, and his attitude was natural, Su Fu heaved a sigh of relief, shook his head and continued: "My parents were very disgusted before, so disgusted that they kicked me out of the house. I haven't seen them for a long time, and I was beaten out the first time I went back. , I went there with gifts during the holidays, and even people and belongings were kicked out. Later, I dared not go back. First, I was afraid that they would feel uncomfortable seeing me, and second... I was really scared. …”

As Su Fu spoke, his hands began to tremble, and the little milk in the cup shook slightly.

Tang Si Bai reached over, put the milk on the coffee table for him, and comforted him: "Now, uncle doesn't have such big prejudices, does he?"

Su Fu nodded, wanted to laugh, but felt a little sore in his heart, "I don't know when my dad changed. When I went out today, I felt that he saw me. I sat in the car and watched him go to the car. Hope, at that moment I understood everything, he was changing for me, my parents still love me, they also miss me, it is my retreat that chills their hearts, so they can only harden their hearts, There was no chance to forgive me."

"Parents love their children, they just can't accept it for a while, how can they really blame you for a lifetime."

Su Fu tried his best to hold back the tears, trying not to look so fragile, "If I used more snacks and went back to see more, maybe this situation would not be the case. Now when I think of my parents secretly paying attention to homosexuality, I slowly change Prejudice, I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, that should be the process of me accompanying them, and I should not let them bear it by themselves. I only think that they blame me and hate me, but forget that they love me too."

Su Fu's tears finally fell as the soreness in his heart came, which could not be held back by patience.

Tang Si Bai wanted to get a handkerchief, only to realize that he was wearing a nightgown and didn't have a handkerchief on him, so he took out the tissue on the coffee table, folded it squarely, and handed it to Su Fu.

Su Fu took the tissue, looked at the square shape, almost burst into tears, wiped away his tears, and thanked him.

"It's not too late for you to find out. You still have a chance to get your parents' forgiveness, and your parents still have a chance to accept their son again. It's still too late. You should be happy, right?" Tang Sibo looked at Su with a smile. Complex, slightly deep voice seems to have the power to comfort people's hearts.

Calming down his emotions, Su Fu slightly bent his lips, and said to Tang Sibo: "Yes, I should be happy, I still have a chance, I will go to see them on Mid-Autumn Festival, even if I get beaten out."

Seeing his confident appearance, Tang Sibo nodded with a smile, feeling a little emotional in his heart, thinking of the past of the Tang family.

"While there is still time for the father to be kind and the son to be filial, the enmity between parents and children will hurt both sides."

Su Fu felt the same, nodded vigorously, and asked with some doubts, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Tang Sibo shook his head with a faint smile, "No, I just remembered the events of my parents' generation. At that time, homosexuality was even more unacceptable than it is now. That would be a complete loss. It is a deep regret to this day..."

After speaking, Tang Si Bai realized that he had gone too far, sighed and shook his head again, looked at Su Fu and said, "Come on, Mr. Su is so kind and filial, I believe uncle and aunt will accept it slowly."

"Well, come on!" After talking, Su Fu, who was in a better mood, picked up the milk on the coffee table, poured it down, and said "cool" from the bottom of his heart!

Tang Si Bai smiled, before he could stop him, he said helplessly: "Is it cold?"

"No, it's warm and delicious."

When you feel good, you can see everything.

Seeing that it was getting late, Tang Sibo said: "Go to sleep, don't hold back if you have something to do in the future, it will make you feel better if you talk about it."

Su Fu nodded and said with emotion: "Nobody said it before, but now..."

"Now you can come to me," Tang Sibo answered with a smile, "Teacher Su teaches and educates people, parents should share some emotions for the teacher."

Su Fu chuckled without being pretentious, and gratefully agreed.

Tang Si Bai put the cup in the kitchen sink, and when Su Fu saw him come out, he turned off the light in the living room, and the two walked upstairs together under the illumination of the upstairs corridor.

"When will you move to Jinghe?" Tang Sibo asked.

Su Fu thought for a while, and said, "Go and move some things tomorrow. I don't have many things. I'll take a break at noon."

Walking upstairs to the corridor, the two were going in different directions, Tang Sibo paused when he heard this.

"Get it?"

Su Fu also paused for a moment, feeling a slight pain in his heart, and then it dissipated.

"Well, go to his house to get things, we broke up." After saying it, I felt much more relaxed, and it turned out that the breakup was not so painful that people couldn't say it.

Tang Sibo didn't mean to mention other people's sad things, he was a little sorry, but when he thought of Su Fu's partner, he felt that it would be good to break up, that man was not worth Su Fu's efforts for him. At least in his view as a bystander, if Su Fu could be allowed to do that research alone, and if he didn't believe it once, he would do it a second time. This man is not worth spending his life with.

"Don't think too much," Tang Si Bai comforted softly, after thinking for a while, he added: "You deserve better."

He turned around and went back to the room, Liu Sufu was still standing in the corridor, a little dazed, it took him a long time to feel warm in his heart. During the days in He's family, he was disliked too much, Su Fu even forgot that he was also very good.

That's right, He Shaoqi is not the only man in the world, he can put his mother first, he can cheat, and he can cover everything up with a sorry, so why can't Su Fu find a better one