The car was driving in the night, and it was past eleven o'clock and almost twelve o'clock at this time. From the moment Su Fu got on the car, his complexion did not slow down. He was always pale, with his eyes closed, exhausted.
Tang Si Bai sat beside him, reaching out his hand to touch his forehead from time to time, the night wind was quite cold tonight, after standing for so long, he was afraid that Su Fu's state would cause a fever.
"Is your stomach still uncomfortable?" Tang Si Bai asked softly after the car was quiet for a long time.
Su Fu didn't answer, but slowly opened his eyes, looked blankly at the roof of the car, and asked feebly, "Why is this happening?"
His voice was very low, Tang Si Bai knew what he was talking about only after seeing the shape of his mouth, he frowned slightly, the recovery tonight made his heart ache.
"Don't think about it, they don't deserve your sorrow."
Su Fu shook his head slightly, he didn't want to be sad, but why Su Jing and He Shaoqi? Even if it were someone else, he wouldn't feel so uncomfortable or disgusted.
He thought that if he broke up with He Shaoqi, he would have a different life, but he didn't expect that after breaking up, He Shaoqi still didn't let him go. The relationship between him and his parents has finally eased a lot, and now this kind of thing happens again, isn't this forcing his parents to a dead end
For the first time, Su Fu felt that getting to know He Shaoqi ruined everything about him.
"Why did I know him..."
What happened today is equivalent to negating the ten years they have been together. Although they broke up before, there are good memories of that past love after all, but today, Su Fu wished he had never known He Shaoqi, never had that relationship. He never knew that a relationship would ruin him so much.
Thinking bitterly, holding back the tears all night, they finally fell down.
Tang Sibo watched Su Fu cry, thinking about his words, he also felt a little sad for no reason. He has never experienced an unforgettable love, but at this moment, he seems to feel Su Fu's sadness and helplessness.
He has given so many years of affection, but this is what he got in return.
Tang Sibo, who was always talkative, didn't know how to comfort Su Fu at this time. He can comment and reprimand He Shaoqi and Su Jing, but he can't question a relationship at will.
Still holding the handkerchief that he had just wiped Su Fu's mouth in his hand, Tang Si Bai folded it and folded the dirty part to the bottom, then gently wiped Su Fu's tears, then hugged him into the arms.
He thought, all the comfort is empty talk now, it is better to hug people to make people warm.
"You can cry, Teacher Su."
Su Fu couldn't react from the sudden embrace, but when he heard this sentence, the tears suddenly fell more fiercely.
Mr. Bodyguard drove fast and steadily. At around one o'clock in the morning, the car drove into the garage of the villa at No. 3 Waterside Pavilion.
During this time, Su Fu has been leaning in Tang Sibo's arms, he actually realized that this is not good, but he didn't have the energy to think too much, and he really didn't want to move.
Tang Si Bai thought he was asleep, so he called him softly when he arrived at the villa.
Su Fu turned his head to look out the window in a daze, only to realize that he had already arrived. He came out of Tang Si Bai's arms, thanked him apologetically, his expression still grim.
As soon as he got out of the car, there was another churn in his stomach, Su Fu's expression changed, he hurried in, ran to the kitchen sink, held the edge of the sink, and vomited out painfully, until finally he vomited out even the bitter water.
Tang Si Bai frowned and walked over, patting his back while saying: "Don't think about that bad thing, you can't vomit anymore."
After vomiting, Su Fu took the tap water to rinse his mouth, supported the sink with his whole body limp, and said weakly, "I'm sick, I can't control it."
When he thought of his sister falling in love with He Shaoqi, when he thought of his sister being pregnant with He Shaoqi's child, and when he thought of He Shaoqi's "I'm all for you" face, he couldn't control the churn in his stomach.
"Don't think about it, go and rest for a while." Tang Si Bai went to get a new towel, wiped Su Fu's mouth and hands, and helped him up the stairs somewhat forcefully.
Su Fu didn't have the strength to resist, and was brought to the master bedroom by Tang Si Bai half in his arms and half in his arms.
"Fan Yao is in another guest room. You can't scare the child with your appearance, so you can sleep here tonight." Tang Sibo said, and gave him the nightgown that Su Fu wore that day.
Su Fu sat on the edge of the bed, took the nightgown, but did not move.
Tang Si Bai looked at him for a while, sighed, squatted down in front of him, and looked up at him.
"Su Fu, what are you sad about? Are you sad that He Shaoqi did such a thing? But you have already broken up, you should be glad you got rid of him. Are you sad that your sister did such a thing? But she doesn't treat you like a brother , you don’t need to pity her. They don’t deserve your sorrow at all, let them bear the consequences for their own mistakes, you are not wrong, you don’t need to pay for their actions, understand?”
Su Fu stared blankly at Tang Si Bai, lowered his eyes, his muddy head became clearer.
"I can ignore it, but what about my parents? They will collapse if they find out, right? I would have been kicked out of the house because of He Shaoqi, but now Xiaojing has fallen in love with him again and is pregnant with his child. If it wasn't for me, There won't be so many things, they can't bear so much."
"Your sister is an adult. How she chooses is her own business and has nothing to do with you. I'm putting it harshly, but any well-educated girl would not do such a thing. Without He Shaoqi, there would be Wang Shaoqi and Li Shaoqi. As for uncle At Auntie's place, paper can't hold fire, and the matter has come to this point, you need to cheer up, the two old people still need your care, don't they?"
Su Fu tightly gripped the nightgown in his hand, listened to Tang Si Bai's words, and analyzed the whole story of the matter layer by layer, until finally, he found that Tang Si Bai was right.
Why should he be sad? What happened to He Shaoqi was none of his business anymore, this time his sister completely broke his heart, and made him see clearly that Su Jing really didn't care about brotherhood. Whether they get married or kill the child, it's their own business and has nothing to do with him. The only thing he needs to worry about is his parents.
Seeing that Su Fu gradually let go of the nightgown that was being held by him, Tang Si Bai thought he should have figured it out a little bit, stretched his brows, and reached out to touch his forehead.
"Don't think about it anymore. What they did was in vain for lovers and sisters. You can see it clearly. Look around you. There are cute little curly rolls, parents who are willing to accept you again, and a bright future. And those are just rotten past, disgusting enough, but not worth hurting, people look forward and move forward."
Tang Sibo's gentle reassurance permeated Su Fu's wounded heart little by little. Su Fu's cute little face, mother's unbearable distress, father's awkward attitude, and Tang Luoke's serious expression appeared in Su Fu's mind. Caring and considerate care of Tang Sibo.
He found that his current life is really beautiful. Just as Tang Sibo said, the affair between He Shaoqi and Su Jing can only be regarded as a rotten past now, he feels disgusting, but it is not enough to destroy his current life.
Su Jing is obsessed with obsession, and will definitely anger his parents. He should cheer up and take care of his parents. It doesn't matter if his parents blame him or blame him. Besides him, who else can be their parents' support
Thinking of this, Su Fu finally gradually recovered from the sadness and nausea just now, looked at Tang Si Bai, and nodded firmly.
Tang Si Bai smiled slightly, supported the edge of the bed and stood up, after squatting for a while, his legs became numb.
Su Fu hurriedly got up to help him, and said apologetically, "Thank you for being with me for so long, and for enlightening me."
"Who made you my teacher?"
Su Fu pursed his lips and smiled, thinking Mr. Tang said that again.
Seeing that Su Fu is still in good condition, Tang Si Bai said, "I'll go and put some hot water on you. You've blown the cold wind for too long just now. Soak it before going to sleep."
Su Fu felt a little embarrassed, and hurriedly said, "Don't bother, I'll do it myself, you're tired too."
"What else can you do in this state? Sit down and rest for a while." Tang Si Bai chuckled, pushed Su Fu to the edge of the bed and sat down, and went to the bathroom to put hot water for him.
Su Fu didn't know why, at this moment, his heart was thumping, he turned his head and looked around Tang Si Bai's spacious bedroom, inexplicably feeling a little unreal.
After a while, Tang Sibo came out and went to the cabinet to get new towels and bath towels.
"Go soak for a while, you vomited too much just now, I'll make you some millet porridge, and eat some later."
"No, it's too late, I'm fine now." Su Fu really felt that Tang Si Bai was too troublesome, and he was a little panicked.
But Tang Si Bai didn't feel anything, just smiled and said: "Your stomach can't stand it."
After saying that, she left the master bedroom and went downstairs to make porridge.
Su Fu froze on the spot, grabbed his nightgown, sighed after a long time, and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
After Tang Si Bai went downstairs, the two bodyguards were still waiting in the living room. He walked over to give some instructions to the bodyguards, the bodyguards nodded respectfully in response, and they both left.
When the millet porridge was ready and brought to the master bedroom, Su Fu had already taken a bath, and felt much more relaxed. His head ached and his stomach didn't feel so uncomfortable. He sat on the edge of the bed with his arms and legs bound. Tang Si Bai asked him to sleep in the master bedroom just now, and he answered in a daze. Now that he is more awake, he doesn't feel very good.
This villa has a total of one master bedroom, one side bedroom and two guest rooms, and the rest of the rooms have been converted into rooms for other purposes. If he sleeps in the master bedroom, what will Tang Sibo do? There is no reason to squeeze the master out of the master bedroom. So Su Fu sat on the edge of the bed restrainedly, and did not lie down under the quilt for a long time.
When Tang Si Bai came in with the millet porridge, he saw that Su Fu looked a little distressed, but his complexion improved a lot.
"What's the matter? Waiting for food?" Tang Si Bai walked over with a smile, put the small tray on the bedside table, picked up the porridge bowl, touched it, and found that the side of the bowl was not too hot, then put the spoon on and handed it to Su Fu.
Su Fu was embarrassed, thanked him, took the porridge bowl, and took a sip silently.
"I'll go to the guest room and sleep with Juanjuan later, you are also tired and need a good rest."
Tang Si Bai raised his eyebrows, "You are not in good condition, and the cold wind blows again tonight. I don't know if you will catch a cold, so be careful of getting it on the child. Just sleep here, it's fine."
Su Fu thought about it, the child's resistance is weak, so it's better to be careful.
"Then you..." He wanted to ask something, but felt that two big men seemed very hypocritical, so Su Fu was deliberating over his words, not knowing how to say it.
Seeing his distressed look, Tang Sibo smiled, and joked: "Don't worry, it's getting late, I'll just go and lie down on the sofa, I won't eat Teacher Su's tofu."
Hearing this, Su Fu's face turned red, and he said hastily: "No, no, that's not what I mean, you know I am... I'm afraid you won't feel comfortable."
"They're all men, why am I uncomfortable?" Tang Sibo asked with a smile.
Su Fu looked at Tang Si Bai, and thought of how he usually took care of him, probably because he really didn't care about his sexual orientation. Thinking of this, Su Fu felt relieved.
"It's nothing, you can go take a bath to get tired, and sleep together later, don't sleep on the sofa, there is no reason for the master to sleep on the sofa."
At first Tang Si Bai thought that Su Fu's sexual orientation was afraid of sleeping with men, since he didn't care, then Tang Si Bai didn't care much either. In the past, in the army, there were a few stinky men who slept together, and that was nothing. So he nodded and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When Tang Si Bai came out in his nightgown after taking a shower, Su Fu had already finished eating, the bedside table was clean, and the bowls and spoons were gone, probably Su Fu went downstairs to clean it.
Su Fu was still sitting on the edge of the bed, holding his mobile phone, playing the Juice Splash game he had downloaded for Juanjuan.
Tang Sibo guessed that he was embarrassed to sleep alone and was waiting for him. Seeing him sitting on the edge of the bed, Tang Si Bai suddenly thought of a word - little daughter-in-law.
Then, Tang Sibo made himself laugh.
"It's almost three o'clock, go to sleep, do you want to ask for leave tomorrow?" In order to avoid Su Fu's embarrassment, Tang Si Bai acted very naturally, walked to the other side of the bed, and got into the bed.
Su Fu quit the game, saw that he had already gone to bed, his face felt a little hot for no reason, and he also slowly crawled into bed.
"No, I'll just sleep for a while, it's okay, but I set an alarm clock, won't it disturb you?"
Tang Si Bai smiled, "It's okay, I just happen to have something to do tomorrow, let's get up together."
Su Fu nodded, seeing that he was already lying down, picked up the remote control on the bedside table, turned off all the lights in the room, and lay down silently.
The bed was a big bed, and the two of them slept on each side in a regular manner, even in a regular sleeping position.
After lying down for a while, Su Fu felt that he had forgotten something, so he opened his mouth softly and said, "Good night."
Tang Si Bai smiled, and replied softly: "Good night, Teacher Su."