After Fu Ming visited the prison and returned to the mansion, he received a letter sent by Zhou Yuqing, urging him to leave as soon as possible, so that he could leave Jin mansion as soon as possible, so that Jin could return to Jin mansion as soon as possible.
Fu Ming asked Lu Fei and Qian Lan to pack up for him, and what really belonged to him had decreased but hardly increased compared to when he married into the Jin residence.
When Lu Fei and Xian Lan heard that he was leaving, they thought he was only going out for a while, but when Fu Ming asked them to put away some of the relics of their father and mother that were locked in the cabinet, they were shocked and asked. Why is he. Fu Ming couldn't explain the whole story, so he gave up the euphemism and said only: "The dove occupies the magpie's nest, it's time to return it. If you want to go with me, you will also pack your own things. If you want to stay in Jin Mansion, you can, the masters in this mansion are all very good, and presumably they will not treat you badly because of me... But in the future, I don't know what the situation will be. "
After Lu Fei's soft words were finished, Qianlan even cried a few times in a hurry, but Fu Ming seemed to have eaten the scales and dealt with them calmly a few times. He replied: "Forget it, you can stay if you don't want to give up, and I will leave alone."
Lv Fei and Qian Lan looked at each other as if they had fallen to the bottom of the valley. They both saw the irreversible despair in each other's eyes. They knew Fu Ming too well, and the matter had come to this point, and there was no room for improvement.
No matter how decisive Fu Ming behaved, he felt reluctant to give up. He wanted to say goodbye to everyone, but no matter how many words were hidden in his heart, he couldn't open his mouth no matter what.
He can't tell them directly that he is leaving, he thinks, when Jin Yi comes back, they will know by then, maybe they will be shocked and sad for a while, but it will gradually fade away. They may completely forget about him in the future, or mention it again, with a trace of doubt or even disdain in the light of the wind...
Fu Ming ordered himself not to think any more. Every time he thought about it, he was an inch behind him.
He suppressed all his emotions and seemed to be the same as before, but he directly held Zhaoyan in his arms and taught him the last content of "Thousand Characters": ignorance, ignorance, etc. It is said that the language helps those who are so arrogant.
Zhao Yan asked him, "Dad, what do these words mean?"
A "Daddy" almost broke his heart, he hugged Zhaoyan tighter, Zhaoyan seemed to feel a little uncomfortable, but frowned slightly and let Fu Ming hug him tightly.
Fu Ming stroked his head and explained warmly, "Yan'er, what these words mean..."
He explained these words for Zhaoyan in the most common way, but he couldn't help laughing at himself: He has lived to this day and ended up like this, it seems that he is foolish and waiting, making a joke and getting a few "It's over" in vain Just sigh.
He was in a trance, when Zhao Yan finally couldn't help complaining in a low voice: "Dad, you hurt Yan'er a little bit."
Fu Ming returned to his senses, and let go of his hands quickly, Zhaoyan jumped off his lap, his legs lightened, and his arms were empty.
Fu Ming looked at his hand, and the lines on his palms were horrific. Some people said that this was the most life-long life, while others said that it was the most lonely life. Fu Ming smiled, he was moved by himself, and he chose to give up, what does it have to do with fate
Suddenly, a small hand was stretched into the big hand, and Zhao Yan smiled and said, "Dad, take me to greet the old lady, I haven't gone today yet!"
"Okay, let's go now." Fu Ming took Zhaoyan and clenched a little warmth in his palm, and took him to the old lady.
Lu Fei followed, while Qian Lan stood at the door of the house, looking at them, wiping her tears again.
Two days ago, Zhou Yanqing came to Jin's house to visit the old lady. She should have told her that the Zhou family would try their best to help Jin Yi get out of trouble, and what kind of guarantee did she make? some.
Zhao Yan sat down beside her, and told her about all kinds of things about him today. It was fun to tell trivial things in the tone of a child. Although the old lady didn't smile, there was a smile in her words, and she kept complimenting her heart. The baby is sensible and painful. Seeing Fu Ming smiling but being silent, he persuaded him again: "Chang Bor will be back soon, brother Ming, you should cheer up too. Seeing that you don't look very good, you have suffered a lot these days. Take care of yourself quickly and wait for your husband to come back."
Fu Ming nodded and replied, "Thank you old lady for your concern, I will."
A few people chatted for a while, the old lady left Zhaoyan behind, and Fu Ming went back alone.
On the way back to Fangmanting, he first turned to Renlan.
Ren Lan was embroidering the pair of mandarin ducks on the quilt. When she saw him coming, she hurriedly put down her work to greet him, and asked, "Brother Ming, why are you here now?"
Fu Ming handed her a picture book, "I drew this when I had nothing to do. I'll make a trick for you."
Renlan sometimes asks Fu Ming to paint embroidery for herself. She likes Fu Ming's paintings, so when she took over the album, she looked through it. There were birds, beasts, insects, fish, flowers, plants and trees on it. It was lifelike and endearing. Looking at the album, he smiled and said, "Thank you, Brother Ming, I'll take the time to do something for you another day."
But Fu Ming said: "For now, don't need it, you should do your own thing first."
"I can't finish these for a while, but I can still make time for small things. Brother Ming, do you see what else you're missing?" Then he shook his head again, "With Qianlan and the others here, you wouldn't want to come here. something is missing."
"When I think about it, I'll ask my sister for it."
"Alright, then Brother Ming must tell me." Ren Lan's mood has also improved a lot these past two days, and she is much more careful in dressing up than in the past. With such a smile on her face, Yan Yan looks very beautiful and moving.
Seeing her like this, Fu Ming thought that she would marry Tao Yang in the future, and he seemed to be relieved when he saw her happy future.
This night, the sky was cloudy and the moon was dark, the cold wind blew the trees, the door of the corner of Jin's house opened and closed, and a car drove away slowly, but no one cared.
The next day, Jin Yi returned home. All the masters got the news and rushed to the front hall to welcome people, but Fang Manting went to the empty house. Only a few little maids searched inside and out, and they didn't know where their masters went. The two big maids Also disappeared. There was a piece of paper on the desk in the study, they didn't recognize it, so they had to take it to Jin Yi.
After Jin Yicai finished grooming, he was drinking soup in the old lady's house. He couldn't wait for Fu Ming, but he waited for a piece of paper left by Fu Ming, with black and white characters, which was striking:
As soon as Houmen came out, Xiao Lang was a passerby.
Jin Yi couldn't understand why Fu Ming left the words and what it meant. Jin's house was unaware of it beforehand, and each was shocked. But there was no one waiting for him in Fangmanting. The house was clean and tidy. Except for Fu Ming's personal and commonly used things, everything else was in its place. It seemed that the house had never had an owner.
After carefully examining the signs in the house, the possibility of being looted has been ruled out. It is true that the person left on his own initiative.
Jin Yi sent a lot of people to look for it. In any case, he would not be dismissed by Fu Ming with just a few words on a piece of paper. He must find people and ask them clearly, so that he can't leave so easily.
That day in prison, he was clearly so affectionate and reluctant to give up, how could he abandon people so ruthlessly in just a few days
The person has not yet been found, but waited for a piece of paper and a book from the government. The signature on it was recognizable by Jin Yi, and the name he had recited countless times in his heart was written in handwriting that he was extremely familiar with.
Fu Ming, Fu Ming, what exactly do you want
In the early winter of the capital, the cold air was very cold, and the wind blew through the courtyard walls and into the Fang Manting. Jin Yi will come alone when the sun rises when he finishes his official duties every day, but there is always no one here, only the trees that have lost their dead leaves and the trees that are still green stand in the courtyard, as if they were abandoned. His loyal guard, Jin Yi stood in the middle of the trees, looking at the pool that was covered with dead leaves and no one was cleaning, and the wind was blowing and rippling, which made him suddenly startled.
He couldn't help but wonder if Fu Ming was a dream, was it a dream in prison that day, or was it a dream now? If not, how can people leave when they say go, and disappear when they say no
Jin Yi didn't want to sign the Heli book sent by the government, so he pressed the paperweight that Fu Ming often used on the desk that he often used. He wants to find the person and let him tear this piece of paper to shreds in front of his own face.
But people have not been able to find it.
At first, the old lady was as shocked as Jin Yi, unable to believe it, but then she became chilled. Gradually, she felt a little resentful when she saw that her grandson, although she seemed calm and steady, was still thin and haggard today. .
When the Zhou family came and stated that they would like to have a good relationship with Qin Jin again, the old lady was moved.
Jin Yi was unwilling, and the old lady repeatedly persuaded him that he could not directly disobey the old man, so he said that everything would have to wait until Fu Ming was found.
Compared with the old lady's resentment and desire to give up, Renlan waited in silence, but Zhaoyan was still looking forward to his other father's return every day. Whenever he saw Jin Yi, he would lean into his ear and ask softly, and sometimes he would cry and drag Jin Yi around to find someone. Seeing Zhaoyan like this, Jin Yi would think, how could Fu Ming be willing? Even if he doesn't care about himself, can this child who loves him so much be able to ignore it like this
During the winter solstice, Jin Yi drank a lot of wine in order to resist the coldness that hit him everywhere. After he patiently sent the guests who came to the house away, he stumbled to Fangmanting, and walked around inside and out, but still no one was seen.
Tired of walking, he leaned against the door, letting the wind ruffle his hair on his temples and chill his whole body, but the pain in his heart could not be weakened in the slightest. He said something that no one had ever said before, like exposing his fatal wound in the most hidden place, and slowly releasing the accumulated poison:
"Why do you treat me like this? Didn't you say you wanted to wait for me to come back? Didn't you mean—" Jin Yi murmured, "Didn't you say that Zhijun is as diligent as the sun and the moon?"
Just as Jin Yi's body was stiff and his heart seemed to be frozen, and when he was about to leave, Bai Lu hurried over, panting and said to Jin Yi, "Master, found it, found it!"
Jin Yi kept saying, "Who did you find? It's Fu Ming?!"
Bai Lu shook his head, "No, it's not Young Master Ming, yes, it's Bai Hua."
Bai Hua was originally a servant who followed Fu Ming out. Before Jin Yi was released from prison, he followed Fu Ming to many places and met many people. In order to avoid extracurricular troubles, Fu Ming gave him a sum of money before leaving, and let him leave the capital far away. But he was originally the son of Jin's house. Although his parents had died, he could stop after a trip, and he was reluctant to give up. In the end, he returned to the capital by horseback, and came to Jin's house to "cast himself into the net".
When Jin Yi heard that he had been found, the flame that ignited in his heart went out again, but then it rekindled, finding Bai Hua was also a clue, a ray of hope.
"Let him come to see me soon!" Jin Yi said, but changed his words, "Forget it, where is he, take me there!"