Jin Yi stood there for a long time, the ray of light was too dazzling, it hurt his eyes, and taught him to misread the words on the monument. Just wait for the glow to dissipate, wait for the glow to dissipate, go forward again, and take a good look at those words, it must be his first look at it.
The rays of light dissipated too quickly and converged too slowly, and he was finally able to step forward in the deepening twilight, knelt down in front of the square grave, and read the four characters from beginning to end, stroke by stroke. , over and over, and stroked with hands, over and over again.
He couldn't deceive himself any more. The edge of the word cut his fingers, and hot blood flowed out, replacing the tears in his heart that were full but never overflowed.
At night, the moon has not yet come out, the wind has risen, the mountains and trees are swaying and swaying, making a whistling sound, as if thousands of people are weeping together.
In the cold eyes of the sky and the cry of the mountain, Jin Yi suddenly raised his head to the sky and howled, and the shrill sound alarmed all the birds in the forest. The tired bird has a return, he leaned on a cold grave, but suddenly found that he had lost the direction to return.
"Why don't you wait for me, and wait a little longer for me who was late on purpose?"
"You came that night, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me and let me keep you?"
"From the world to Huangquan, how long have you been on this road? How much pain have you suffered? Why don't you let me know?"
"Why do you want to leave? Since you have left, why don't you let yourself live better? Why do you let yourself end up in such a field?"
"Can you still see? Can you hear? I'm here, you know? I'm here!"
Why? Why? Why? If you ask all your doubts, sorrow, resentment, remorse in your heart, pain in your heart, and blood in your heart, you will never be able to ask someone who has passed away, and you will not be able to ask an answer that will make him even drink poison to quench his thirst.
Good fortune tricks people, and those who make big mistakes and can no longer be forgiven can only help themselves.
Before this prison that will never be opened to the world again, Jin Yi painfully realized that it was Fu Ming who passed away, but himself who was irreversible.
Jin Yi knelt in front of Fu Ming's grave all night. In the early morning, when the morning sun dyed the yellow ridges and green pines again, he stepped on the white dew that was about to be melted, and walked away in despair.
A few days later, he finally found Lu Fei and Xiang Lan.
Seeing him like this, Lu Fei asked, "Master, have you seen your son?"
Jin Yique said, "I want to know everything, everything."
Qian Lan sneered: "We are no longer servants of the Jin Mansion. Your orders are useless to us. If we don't want to say, you can't even hear a word!"
Lu Fei pulled Xianlan and said to Jin Yi, "Master wait a moment."
Lu Fei took out the letter Fu Ming gave him and handed it to Jin Yi, "This is the son, the son left it to you before he died. He said that if you still go to him, let me pass this to you."
Jin Yi grabbed the letter, but carefully tore the envelope, for fear of tearing up any word.
Letterhead expands:
Long loan, such as meeting.
After reading the four characters, Jin Yi's eyes became blurred, he reached out and wiped it randomly, and continued to look down:
If you leave without saying goodbye, please don't blame me.
As the saying goes, a husband and wife are blessed a hundred days a day. You and I should have more than a hundred years of grace. I would like to see that for the sake of this kindness, you can forgive all kinds of things from the past, but it is good to remember one thing about me, and don't think about it with resentment. In this way, I can go there in peace and rest in the Jiuquan.
Gather and disperse in a hurry. You have given me the happiest and most joyful years in my life. Although the days are short, they are enough to comfort my heart. Fortunately, even zai, you have been your husband. However, you are a good match. I am not a good partner. You are a person who values love and righteousness. You will be sad for me when you know that my life will end. I hope you will be sad for a short time. Together, and gradually forget the old days of heartbreakers.
If there is a next life, see or not, but form a good relationship, a good beginning and a good end.
Bye bye. Jun An.
night heart
spring return
Words and words, in the past, dripped from the wound on Fu Ming's heart, but now they are all tempered into knives, and the knives slashed at Jin Yi's heart.
Jin Yi held the thin letter paper and wanted to crush it, but he didn't dare to damage it.
This is the last thing Fu Ming left to him, still with the warmth of his affection, talking about drinking poison for the widow to quench thirst.
I don't know how long it took, Jin Yicai struggled out of the invisible blood and flesh, his eyes were red, and he asked Lu Fei: "Miss pity, can you tell me about his life and death."
Lu Fei wiped the corners of her eyes and said with a long sigh, "Young Master was already ill when he left the Jin residence. During your time in prison, Master has never had a good life. , I just want to help you go home as soon as possible. The young master was leaving, and I was the last to know. Before that, the young master showed no sign of leaving. We asked several times, but the young master still refused to tell us the truth. You almost know about it, sir. In those days, the son's condition was getting worse. Fortunately, Dr. Fang was there to stabilize his condition. But later, Shen's mother, the son's nurse, who the son regarded as a mother died of illness. , the son was hit again, and his condition worsened. Later, he died after being cured. Now the son is neither from the Jin residence nor the Fu family, so he cannot enter any cemetery and ancestral hall. We follow the will of the son and bury him in I went to the mountain pass in the northeast corner of the farm. There is a tall tree there, and my son said that it was the place where the three of them used to rest together when they went out to the green when they were young.”
"He was, when did he... leave?"
Lu Fei was silent for a long time, and Qian Lan replied on her behalf: "On the tenth day of April, it's three quarters of the year."
"On the tenth day of the fourth lunar month, at three quarters of the hour," Jin Yi said in a low voice, "It's ridiculous that I'm ignorant."
"You already know what you should know..." Qian Lan wanted to evict the guest, but Lu Fei interrupted her and said to Jin Yi:
"Master, would you like to know why the son left Jin's residence?"
Jin Yi was shocked, looked at her and said, "You know?!"
Lu Fei nodded, "I didn't know, the son refused to tell anyone until he died. But I don't believe that he really left for his own selfishness, so after the son was buried, I inquired a lot and finally found a possibility. the truth."
Lu Fei is a person raised by Shen's mother. She is not without scheming and means, but just follows Fu Ming. The master is not a good person, so she can be an honest and honest maid with peace of mind. But Fu Ming was wronged and left, but she didn't want to swallow it any longer. Even if there is something behind Fu Ming's original intention, she has to find out. These days, she has been pondering constantly, looking for evidence everywhere, following the vines, gradually finding the direction and finding the initiator.
After discovering the truth, she also decided that as long as Jin Yi came to the door, she would tell everything.
Although her son was benevolent, he never owed anyone. But what others owed her son, she didn't want to let it go.
Seeing Lu Fei's expression, Jin Yi believed that she really knew what was going on, so he said, "Please tell me everything, girl."
Lv Fei said with a smile: "Actually, it's not that the matter is cloudy and foggy, it's just as the son said, you have the heart of a gentleman, and the heart of a gentleman does not know the belly of a villain. But think about it carefully, my son will leave Jin's house and eventually Who is the beneficiary? Why did she let the son be willing to leave you? What does the son value most more than himself? If you think about it like this, isn't it clear?"
Jin Yi followed Lu Fei's words one by one, his face turned paler, and he asked, "Do you have proof for what the girl said?"
"If you don't believe me, you might as well go back to the manor and ask Bai Hua, who used to be with you. During the days when you didn't go back to the mansion, who else the son had met besides the people he had to meet. The son met her. , it was not long before you got out of prison. Besides, I have some old relationship with one of the maidservants of the young master Zhou Zhou over there. She inquired about it for me, and the matter was indeed what I had guessed. After all, you have your own conclusions."
"Okay, I'll go to verify." Jin Yi thanked Lu Fei, and said, "If there is any difficulty between the two of you in the future, you can go to Jin's house to find me."
Qianlan smiled sullenly: "Although we are illiterate, we often hear the son reading and reading poems, and I have also heard a sentence, and I still want to feel sorry for the servant. But in fact, there is no need, we will leave here soon, far away leave."
"Are you leaving?" Somewhat unexpected. Jin Yi asked: "In this case, can I keep the key to the courtyard in the suburbs of Beijing? I will take care of it from time to time. His... he also needs someone to go... go... "
"Here." Lu Fei didn't wait for him to say something that was difficult to say, and then took out the key that he carried with him and gave it to Jin Yi.
"We may not come back for three or five years, or even longer. I hope that you will not forget the old man too soon after taking this key, and leave the young master alone." Qian Lan's tone was originally angry, but she said it again. turned into sadness.
Jin Yi made a promise, and Lu Fei also believed that he was the one who made the promise, so he was relieved to let him go with the key.
After Jin Yi left, Lan Lan and Lu Fei also began to pack their luggage. They could have waited for Jin Qiang to go there in the suburbs of Beijing, but firstly, Fu Ming was no longer there. They lived in the suburbs, and it was very uncomfortable. Second, they also wanted to see if Jin Yi would meet them. Will take the initiative to find them. Now that things are done, they can leave without worries.
When she was about to go out, Qian Lan hesitated and asked Lu Fei, "Sister, are we really okay with this? Young Master, Young Master, he doesn't really want to know about those things, right? Will Young Master blame us?"
Lu Fei shook his head and said, "Even if the young master blames us, I will say it. What's more, you will be away from home, and the king's life will not be accepted. Now that the young master is not here, as his maids, it's okay to act occasionally."
Qianlan smiled and said, "Okay, you're too eloquent. Let's go, I've never been farther than the capital."
Lu Fei put the burden on her back, let out a long sigh of relief, her face disappeared, and she smiled: "Let's go, start a new life!"
The next day, Jin Yi kissed Zhoufu.
Both Master Zhou and Zhou Chengyan were away, and Mrs. Zhou personally entertained them. On the grounds that she was half Mrs. Jin, Zhou Yuqing did not avoid the protection of men and women, and went out with her mother to meet people.
Mrs. Zhou and Zhou Yuqing originally came with a smile, but when they saw Jin Yi's face somber, they couldn't help but smile. Mrs. Zhou asked, "Long borrow, it's rare for you to come to see us. Is there anything in the Yamen today?"
However, Jin Yi didn't plan to greet each other, and said straight to the point: "Mother, Sister Xi, I have something to ask for advice."
Zhou Xingqing laughed again, "Brother Chang is really polite. If you have anything to say, just say it directly. The family asks for advice and does not ask for advice."
Jin Yidao: "I want to ask, my... Fu Ming, why did he want to make peace with me?"
Mrs. Zhou's face changed when she heard the words, but Zhou Yuqing still seemed to reply calmly: "How can brother Changji ask us this question? How would we know if he wants to divorce you? You can ask him personally. Do you understand?"
Jin Yi suddenly looked at her with hatred in his eyes: "Ask him? What would he say? How did you tell him back then?"
Zhou Yuqing was shocked by his eyes and words, she still wanted to quibble, but saw the anger burning in Jin Yi's eyes growing, she was silent for a while, at a loss as to what to do.
At this time, Mrs. Zhou said: "Changbor, what is your attitude? No matter how he left, he was willing to leave. Our Zhou family has done so much for you, the eldest daughter will marry you and be for you. Having a son and running a family, but dying prematurely, have we blamed you? Now we have remarried our most precious daughter to continue with you, and we are willing to share weal and woe with the Jin mansion. Isn’t it love and righteousness? My ex-wife spoke rudely to us, but what did a gentleman do?"
"Mother, what I owe the Zhou family should be paid by myself. Fu Ming why? You forced him to this point, made him homeless, made him terminally ill, made him... You hide from me and force him to leave, just for this. Marriage? Ha, how ridiculous?! It's ridiculous!"
"Brother Changbor, you can't say that, you can't say that..." Zhou Qiqing cried.
Madam Zhou angrily said, "Jin Yi, what are you talking about? Do you want to regret your marriage?"
"Repentance?" Jin Yi sneered bitterly, "In my heart, I have never willingly agreed to it! Yes, I want to regret my marriage, and want me to marry the person I love, unless I die!"
"You - don't forget how you got out of prison! Don't forget the current situation of the Jin family, and you are against my Zhou family. You can weigh it clearly, whether it's worth it!"
"Betraying my heart for glory and wealth, my Jin family can't do it! You saved my life, but killed my wife. From then on, we don't owe you anything. If you want to collect debts, come here! But from now on, I have nothing to do with your Zhou family anymore."
"Where's my sister? Where's Yan'er? Brother-in-law, don't you even care about them?" Zhou Yanqing cried and shouted bitterly.
"Sirou is married to me, and is the Jin family. Zhaoyan is my son, and has nothing to do with your Zhou family." If he hadn't come this far, he wouldn't be so cruel. But although Fu Ming was not killed by the Zhou family, the Zhou family absolutely couldn't get rid of it. He can no longer be in the company of these people who pushed Fu Ming into Huangquan. Even if he has to bear the condemnation of his conscience and be regarded as an ungrateful person by the world, he will also cut off his favor with these people.
"Long-borrowing brother..." Zhou Yanqing laughed after weeping, "You are so cruel!"
Mrs. Zhou hugged her daughter halfway, and looked at Jin Yi with burning eyes: "Jin Yi, remember what you said today. I hope you will not regret it in the future, my Zhou family is not just what you want to befriend. of!"
"You also remember what I said today. From now on, I will never be your son-in-law of Zhou's house, Jin Yi."
After Jin Yi finished speaking, he turned around and walked away. Zhou Yuqing looked at his resolute back and burst into tears again.