Lu Tao only talked to the girl for a few minutes, and then the girl turned around and went back to school. Lu Tao stared at the other person's back blankly, and then walked back dejectedly until he disappeared.
He got in the car, and I asked the girl if it was his girlfriend. Lu Tao said that it can't be regarded as true, it's just that the parents of both sides agreed, and he just shaved his head and was hot.
I asked him if he came to Tongren to look at his dad for the purpose of seeing the girl. Lu Tao didn't twitch or evade him, so he said yes.
Maybe it was the heroic girl who stimulated Lu Tao. Lu Tao decided that we would leave Tongren on the same day and go to Changsha, Hunan. Although the decision was a bit hasty, I couldn't ask for it.
Guizhou is too dangerous for me, the sooner I can leave, the better.
So Lu Tao called his family and drove to Changsha.
When I arrived in Changsha, a few days later, I was arranged by Lu Tao to work in his bar. The job was very simple as a waiter.
He gave others two thousand and eight per month, and he gave me three thousand. For me, who had made a lot of money, I didn't care about the two hundred dollars, but I remembered this friendship.
Lu Tao's bar is not big, it is divided into upper and lower floors, and each floor has more than 100 square meters. I am mainly responsible for the second floor. This work lasted two months. And after the first month was paid, I found a fake ID card on the street and got a fake ID card.
In fact, it is not too fake, because the ID card information is correct, but it is not issued by the government. But ordinary people can't see it at all in their hands.
During this period, I was still struggling with a problem. I am not homeless, but I cannot go back if I have a home, but when I can go home and return to my original life is unknown.
Because I don't know when will I be able to overcome my tragic fate as Jia Sidao's last words explained. Moreover, the term "sorrowful destiny" is very general. How can it be regarded as not sad
I have cut off all contact with the people before, and no one can give me any inspiration.
I thought about going to Yizhismith to ask for advice, but when I thought of it, even An Chen had to hide this matter, and Yizhismith naturally couldn't say it.
I also thought about calling Big Eye and telling him that I am fine now and that the world is not dead. But when I think of Mao Buyue’s powerful back
Jing, it is possible that he has reached the point of pervasiveness. What if disasters are brought in
I also thought about contacting Zhang Ling, who also has a government background, but she is also a master who breaks the casserole and asks the end, in case she is entangled with me, or arguing to take me to the Lop Nur Shambala , What can I do to explore aliens
Always, I want to connect with many people, but I always worry about gains and losses.
In addition to these distressing things, I still have some puzzles. Jia Sidao’s primordial spirit is attached to the five-bead bracelet. At this time, the five-bead bracelet has returned to its original appearance. I have exhausted almost everything. I wanted to communicate with the soul of Jia Sidao, and even to communicate with him once, I once attracted wandering souls all over the room, but Jia Sidao never showed up.
It's as if it was just an illusion of mine at the beginning, that what Jia Sidao Yuanshen showed on the five-bead bracelet has never happened.
What I need most now is an expert, a knowledgeable person to give me pointers, let me clear the fog, understand where I should go, and how to deal with it.
But no, in this prosperous and unfamiliar city, no one noticed my existence at all. It is safe for me, but it is more of endless depression and loneliness.
It is easy to change from simple to extravagant, but difficult from extravagant to simple. How rich my life was at the beginning, but now I am so lonely, is this the fate of the practitioner
But I serve dishes here every day. Which way do I fix it? Obviously it is disaster avoidance!
Depression, it's so depressing!
The only thing that comforts me is that my boss, Lu Tao, treats me well and makes me feel that I am not a person abandoned by the whole world.
Lu Tao didn't know much about me, except for the information on my identity, he knew everything about me was made up by me. Sometimes, I think, if he knew that he was a funeral shop before and dealt with ghosts and gods all day, what would he feel
He should suspect that I am bragging. After all, not everyone believes that there are ghosts in the world, let alone a spiritual practitioner.
Of course I wouldn’t tell him that, and in order not to cause him trouble in the future, I didn’t want to walk too close to him. I rejected his offer to let me live in his house, but lived in a bar. . Should see
In the shop, I can avoid too much intersection with others. The most important thing is that I can still meditate when there is no one in the middle of the night, so that people will not find it.
It can be said that during the two months in Hunan, my life was very simple, even as simple as boring.
However, in the last few days, I have discovered something that is a little uncomfortable, or something unusual. That is, every night on the second floor of the bar, a woman comes to her. She always sits in the same position, orders a cup of rescue or a drink, and then sits all night, until one or two o'clock in the morning, she reluctantly leaves.
At first, I thought she was a girl who fished for Kaizi, and came here just to indulge, or to find some prodigal sons who are willing to pay. After all, she looks pretty good, and her dress is also fashionable, and she looks pretty in the beautiful bar.
However, I found that she was not as frivolous as I had imagined. For the men who kept coming forward to strike up a conversation, she basically did not say anything. Not only did she refuse to drink the wine requested by others, but she also rarely talked with others.
Sometimes she comes alone, sometimes with a group of friends, but I can see her almost every night.
Then I saw a lot, and I gradually realized that she would focus on me a lot of times. This incident seemed to be an affair to outsiders, but it made me a little hesitant.
After all, I know I am different!
The ones that should come will come, and they can't hide. Finally one day, when I gave her a drink and was about to leave, she stopped me and said, "Do you have time? I want to talk to you."
At this moment, if those dicks or those who are expecting to meet an affair, they will definitely agree with flattery, and then have a chat with the other party, but I have a ghost in my heart, which provokes this woman who doesn't know where it comes from.
So, I subconsciously took a step back and made a gesture of rejecting people thousands of miles away, and said: "Miss, do you still have any needs?"
The woman looked up at my face and said, "My need is to chat with you. Okay?"
"Sorry, I still have a job. If you want to find someone to chat, there are many people in the bar. So..."
Before I could finish speaking, the woman suddenly raised her hand and grabbed my wrist and said, "I just want to talk to you."
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