Xie Lin didn't know how long he had been crying until his arms lost his senses and his shoulders collapsed weakly. Then he numbly bowed his waist and faced the mirror, holding his breath, trembling his fingers, and unbuttoned his shirt one by one.
When the penultimate button was undone, he shed his last tear, closed his eyes, quickly undressed, turned and walked to the bathtub.
He didn't want, didn't want to see the scar on his body that symbolized dirtiness and humiliation.
As Xie Lin left longer and longer, Mo Han's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and the thin light from the crack in the bathroom door finally turned into a blur, and his eyelashes trembled as he slowly closed his eyes .
At this moment, his mind was full of Jiang Mingquan besides Jiang Mingquan.
Five years ago, he was 18 years old. After leaving the orphanage, he stayed in a nursing home and took care of Mao Xiao for more than two years. He was cowardly by nature. After leaving the nursing home, he was bullied for everything. The nursing home is in the suburbs, next to K In the city film and television city, apart from working in restaurants and hotels, they can only be extras.
After being a part-time performer, he finally found the joy of his work. As a twin, he always had more opportunities than others. Because of his good looks, the acting head treated him well, although he always played the role of a little eunuch.
But he likes it.
Shi Rushui was the person who treated him best since he was a child, even better than the dean.
At that time, Shi Rushui had already followed Gao Tianyi and almost lost his freedom.
Gao Tianyi is very machismo, Shi Rushui is also very thoughtful, Gao Tianyi's status is too high and his status is too complicated, he arranged everything before following Gao Tianyi, and told him not to take the initiative to contact him.
But Shi Rushui still cared about him all the time, and entrusted someone to enroll him in an actor training class, let him study for half a year, and bought him a small house in the neighborhood closest to the studio.
Half a year later, he was working in the film studio during the day, and he had to return to Mao Xiao's place to live before eight o'clock in the evening. This was Shi Rushui's request, borrowing Mao Xiao's security control over him.
Four years ago, when he was nineteen years old, he was bullied in the film studio, which was also owned by Gao Tianyi. Shi Rushui contacted Gao Wenze with the intention of asking him to take care of him, but unexpectedly, Gao Wenze was more serious than Shi Rushui imagined. Shang Xin directly handed him over to Jiang Mingquan, the boss of the studio.
The day he met Jiang Mingquan, he became Jiang Mingquan's assistant. Later, Jiang Mingquan fell in love with him, but he couldn't help teasing him. He slept with Jiang Mingquan in just one month.
At that time, Jiang Mingquan was really kind to him. Although he was an assistant, Jiang Mingquan ordered his favorite dishes every time. He personally fed him and supported him, especially on the day when he had menstruation in the crew.
That day, he held milk tea for Jiang Mingquan and stood aside to watch Jiang Mingquan filming. The blood stained his pants like that. When he heard someone yelling, Jiang Mingquan immediately put down his work, dressed in a suave ancient costume, and carried him to the hotel where he was staying. .
That day, Jiang Mingquan personally washed his body and changed him into a tampon. He shrank in Jiang Mingquan's arms with tears all over his face, letting Jiang Mingquan's warm hands slide over his abdomen over and over again.
It was at that moment that he fell into it completely.
He had never been so spoiled before, he felt that Jiang Mingquan treated him better than Shi Rushui, at that moment, Jiang Mingquan said he would give his life, not to mention his body.
So, shortly after his menarche passed, he had a relationship with Jiang Mingquan.
In the first two years, Jiang Mingquan took him almost everywhere except when Jiang Mingquan fucked him hard, or when his uncle came.
However, Jiang Yingdi's lace news in major media has never stopped.
But, at that time, he believed him.
Because Jiang Mingquan stayed with him for a long time at that time, and he was really kind to him. Although he was an assistant, Jiang Mingquan had many assistants, and he was basically waited on except that he had to bear a lot in bed.
Jiang Mingquan asked someone to wait on him.
From the third year onwards, Jiang Mingquan's reputation quickly gained international fame. At this time, he and Jiang Mingquan were rumored to be having an affair, but within a few days, Jiang Mingquan suppressed the news about their relationship. Then, Jiang Mingquan participated in the There are more and more dinner parties, and those who attend are rumored to be either new actresses or actresses, whether they are true or not is beyond his ability to guess.
This incident made him suddenly realize that he had been indulging in a dream for too long, and there was no way between him and Jiang Mingquan.
Love makes people dull, even though he understands that it will be empty after all, as long as Jiang Mingquan needs him, he wants to stay by his side forever.
However, in the end, Jiang Mingquan drifted away from him, and he stopped taking him everywhere. He held his mobile phone day and night, watching Jiang Mingquan's lace news, and washed his face with tears for a full year.
In fact, he knew about it when he was one month pregnant, but he was reluctant to leave, but Jiang Mingquan announced the marriage. The other party was the young international actress Gong Yaru, whose family background, appearance, and fame all matched Jiang Mingquan.
It was a few days before he left that he really let go of this relationship.
Jiang Mingquan, who hadn't seen him for many days, stripped him naked and threw him on the bed as soon as he came to him. Jiang Mingquan liked to play, especially when it came to sex.
After Jiang Mingquan was relieved, he stroked his stomach with trembling hands, looked at Jiang Mingquan who was smoking after the event with his last bit of strength, and asked, "Brother Quan, will you really marry Gong Yaru?"
"It's possible." The temperature in Jiang Mingquan's peach blossom eyes gradually disappeared, and his eyebrows became sharp after the smoke, "Why, what do you want to say?"
"It's nothing," he said hoarsely, "I just thought, if it wasn't Gong Yaru, it would be someone else, anyway, it wouldn't be me, right?"
"Oh, who knows!" Jiang Mingquan sneered, extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray, turned his face and pinched his chin, he saw the cruel smile on Jiang Mingquan's face: "After all, you are so funny, in case I find you If you don’t get a good toy like you, maybe you’ll get married.”
He closed his eyes weakly, and murmured: "A toy..."
Before he fell into a coma, he was crushed by Jiang Mingquan, and when he heard Jiang Mingquan's last voice, he was evil and cold: "This is not enough, and you still expect me to marry you, huh?"
Even if he loves Jiang Mingquan again, he is already twenty-three years old. He is already pregnant and will soon be a papa. He cannot be innocent forever, so he no longer counts on it.
It's just that he didn't understand why Jiang Mingquan, whom he no longer counted on, would come back to him...
When Xie Lin walked into the bedroom, Mo Han was already sound asleep. He kicked the quilt away, and he was holding his pregnant belly with both hands in a protective posture, with obvious creases between his brows.
Xie Lin smoothed Mo Han's wrinkles, covered him with a quilt, and then lay flat beside him, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, until one o'clock in the middle of the night, when he couldn't hold on anymore, and fell asleep.
The next day, shortly after breakfast, Wu Zeya proposed to take Mo Han to go shopping, and wanted to buy some comfortable maternity clothes for Mo Han.
Of course Wu Zeya hoped that Mo Han would have a good chance to get along with Jiang Mingquan, and seeing that Xie Lin's complexion was not very good, he said, "Xie Lin, did you not sleep well, why don't you rest at home and don't go back and forth Ran."
Xie Lin understood Wu Zeya's thoughts and hoped that Mo Han would be happy, so he agreed.
When Mo Han went out, Jiang Mingquan naturally wanted to follow, and Jiang Shiyuan had business to go back to the capital for two days. When Wu Zeya left, he asked Hong Yi to take care of Xie Lin. It seemed that he would not come back for lunch.
Tiancheng villa is not as big as Gao's villa, except for the bodyguards, there are only two servants, Guo Zi also went shopping, and only Hong Yi and Xie Lin are left in the living room.
The sudden silence made Xie Lin feel the great pressure of the air, making it difficult to breathe.
Xie Lin stood stiffly between the hall and the stairs on the second floor, his mind was in a mess.
"Do you want to go out for a walk? There is a sweet-scented osmanthus forest behind here. The scenery is nice." Hong Yi put the juice on the coffee table, walked up to Xie Lin, and bent down to look at his closed eyes: "Or... watch TV at home."
"..." Xie Lin clenched his hands into fists, missed Hong Yi and went to the sofa, hesitated for a moment and sat on the sofa: "Watch TV."
"Okay." The corners of Hong Yi's lips twitched slightly, watching Xie Lin who was sitting on the sofa walk to him step by step, and then sat on the couch beside him, "What do you like to watch?"
Xie Lin's lips trembled for a while before he could speak, his left hand was held by Hong Yi, and he quickly branded a kiss on the back of his hand.
Xie Lin's spine tensed suddenly, his teeth creaked, and he was about to lose his temper. Hong Yi had already pulled his hand to his knee that was touching his thigh and held it tightly. At the same time, the sound of an advertisement on the TV came, Hong Yi said: "Movies, variety shows, or the TV series you are watching?"
Xie Lin struggled, but Hong Yi was so strong that the hand holding him remained motionless.
Xie Lin slowly raised his head and stared at the TV screen. After calming down for a while, he said, "Mr. Hong, I think I made my words very clear that night."
"I think, I also made my words very clear." Hong Yi looked at Xie Lin's half face that had returned to indifference and alienation, his voice was gentle yet solemn, and he bit each word very clearly: "My love for you, I want to marry your favorite, I will never let go!"
"But..." Xie Lin gritted his teeth and stared back at Hong Yi: "I don't like you."
"It's up to you to say that." Hong Yi said, "Didn't you already tell me your attitude?"
Schelling: "..."
"But it doesn't matter." Hong Yi raised the corners of his lips evilly, and smiled a little: "Anyway, you can only be mine, chirp~"
Hong Yi kissed the back of Xie Lin's hand with his lips, then let go of his hand and stood up, ending the conversation.
"Hong Yi," Xie Lin looked at Hong Yi's back and frowned, "Are all members of your Gao family so domineering?"
"Xie Lin, brother Yi is called taking by force, and you are the overbearing person." Hong Yi stopped, but did not look back: "Could it be that you don't like me, and I don't even have the right to pursue you?" !"