Yazen, who was lying at the door to eavesdrop, heard footsteps behind him, turned his head suddenly, and met Su Ying's eyes looking at him.
Eyes met, Yazeen pulled the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, then covered his lips and coughed lightly, walked back to the sofa area with heavy steps and sat down again.
Su Ying raised her sword eyebrows indifferently, put a small bag of wet edamame and a plate in front of Yazen, and asked, "Why did they come into the room to chat?"
"Oh," recently, edamame is new. Beibei likes to eat green peppers and stir-fried edamame. Yazen has been here a few times. Su Ying usually asks Beibei to peel edamame when he is busy cooking, so he doesn't even think about it. Then he opened the plastic bag and peeled the edamame: "Beibei said he bought some new clothes, and I want Brother Xin to help him see how to match them."
"What a little stinky beauty." Su Ying said with a slightly doting arc on the corner of his mouth. He stood opposite the coffee table and did not leave. A glimmer of light flashed in his eyes before he said: "You and Brother Xin... are okay. ?"
"..." Yazeen was stunned for a moment, stopped what he was doing, looked up at Su Ying, and thought for a while: "To be honest, I don't know how to get along with Brother Xin."
Recently, Su Ying has seen all of Yazen's kindness to Lu Xin. As a man, he has also caused some harm to Beibei because of jealousy, but this does not mean that he loves Yazen's love for Lu Xin. Xin agreed with what he did, so his words were very straightforward: "Zen, you have hurt Brother Xin. If possible, I advise you not to force him anymore, just let it go."
"!!!" Yazen clenched his fists violently, and the three beans in his palms shattered in an instant, and the juice wet his palms. He stiffened his back and restrained himself from standing up, but raised his head to face Su Ying's. His eyes were extremely fierce: "If I say, no!"
Su Ying frowned, and said in a deep voice, "Do you really want to take Brother Xin back to Country S?"
"No." Yazen gritted his teeth, lowered his sword eyebrows, held back his temper for the sake of Beibei's good words for him, and slapped his hands towards the trash can, and slapped the bean paste stuck in his palm into the trash can , and then pretended to be nonchalant, picked up the beans and peeled them again, but the fingers were visibly trembling: "I want to stay here with Brother Xin."
"I heard," Su Ying frowned, "You are the next monarch of country S, and you will inherit the throne within five years. Your family will probably not agree to your staying here for a long time. Still have to go back."
"I have decided to give up the throne." Yazen threw the peeled beans into the plate, and with the sound of the beans bouncing on the bottom of the basin, wrote lightly: "At the beginning, the fight was for Brother Xin, but now, Brother Xin wants to To live here, that position doesn't mean anything to me."
This time, with unbelievable shock on Su Ying's face, he glanced at Yazen with deep brows, the calmness on his face silenced him, and he turned and walked towards the kitchen.
However, within two steps, he suddenly turned around again.
Su Ying looked at Ya Zeen, her expression and tone were very solemn: "Zen, actually, brother Xin doesn't love me."
"!!!" Yazen's throat trembled, and he slowly raised his head.
"Because of similar personalities and similar interests, Brother Xin and I thought that we were suitable to live together. In the end, what we have between us is nothing more than mutual admiration." Su Ying took away Ya The thorn in Zen's heart: "However, Beibei's arrival not only made me realize that I love Beibei, but also made Brother Xin realize that I was not his choice, so at the last moment of my hesitation, It was Brother Xin who asked me to choose Beibei."
"You said this..." Yazen's mind buzzed, he tried to calm himself down, squinted at Su Ying and paused, "What are you trying to tell me?"
"Of course it's to tell you not to always come to see me with a bottle of vinegar in your arms." After Su Xing finished speaking with a smile, the expression on his face suddenly became solemn: "Also, Brother Xin is a smart person, he should understand soon, Even if you hurt him, you are still the one who loves him the most in this world. True love is inherently paranoid and insane. Brother Xin is also a soft-hearted person. The best way to make him accept you must be a soft attack. If this If you can't, it proves that he really can't accept you, please don't hurt him any more, and please let go when Jie Shi is calm."
"..." Yazen lowered his eyebrows, picked up another bean, and peeled it by himself: "I see, thank you for telling me this."
Su Ying smiled lightly, changed into a relaxed tone and blinked and said: "If you don't know how to attack softly, you might as well bring brother Xin here to eat more, learn from Beibei, that villain is also an expert in this field .”
"..." After hearing Su Ying's footsteps leaving, Yazeen threw the beans into the basin, and slowly raised his head to look at Su Ying's back, with gratitude in his eyes.
How could he be so jealous that he didn't care whether Lu Xin liked Su Ying or not. Although Su Ying's words could not completely relieve him, he really felt much better.
The conversation in the room continued.
Lu Xin asked Beibei: "Beibei, I know you have liked Su Ying for many years, I want to know, when you thought Su Ying didn't like you, what did you think in your heart?"
"I..." Beibei dodged Lu Xin's probing eyes, with an unnatural expression on his face: "Brother Xin, I don't want to lie to you, but don't scare you when I say it, I... I was wrong downstairs at the time." When Brother Ying hugged you and kissed you, I almost fainted, my eyes were gray, and there was only one thought in my mind at that time, that is, I don’t want to live anymore, I want to die!”
"!!!" Obviously, Lu Xin was shocked and froze.
"Brother Xin, I know you will think this is exaggerated. Of course, this was just my first reaction when I saw that scene." Beibei touched her head embarrassedly and smiled: "You may not be able to express this kind of feeling. Experience, I knew that I liked Brother Ying since I saw boys and girls holding hands when I was in elementary school. At that time, I only had him in my heart, and dreamed of marrying him every day when I grew up. More than ten years have passed. It has become my goal in life, and no matter what I do, I can't help getting closer to it, and before I know it, Brother Ying has become the whole of my life."
Lu Xin's lips twitched, and he couldn't help but think of the similar words that Yazeen said to him.
"If I lose Brother Ying, it means that I have lost everything I had in the eighteen years of my life. I would even wonder if I have lived in these eighteen years." Beibei bit her lower lip, a little embarrassed and said: "So I seduced Brother Ying without limit. When I realized that I had no hope, although I tried my best to appease my heart, my body began to have problems."
After finishing speaking, Beibei said seriously: "Brother Xin, I don't mean to say good things to Brother Zeen today, but I just think that if you really can't accept him, it's best not to leave him any leeway and hope, because I I know, brother Zeen likes brother Xin, and he has liked him for more than ten years."
"Beibei, thank you for telling me this today." After listening, Lu Xin was silent for a while, then looked at Beibei and said sincerely: "I will go back and think seriously about what you said."
"Well," a sweet smile soon appeared on Beibei's face, she got up and walked to the closet and said, "Brother Xin, I actually bought you a dress, please try it on for me."
Lu Xin: "..." This little guy is really... cute and kind.
After lunch, there was no class before four o'clock, so Lu Xin stayed at Su Ying's house and taught Bei Bei how to play the piano for two hours.
At four o'clock, Lu Xin went to two classes, and Yazeen followed him like a little tail to class, after class, after school, and home as usual.
After dinner in the villa, when Yasai ordered his bodyguards to take Yazen back to his room, Lu Xin wiped his mouth and stood up from the dining chair: "Uncle An, there's no need."
Yasai'an looked at Lu Qiming worriedly, and Lu Qiming also stood up, hesitatingly saying: "Xiaoxin..."
"If Yazen insists on entering my room, he will always find a way, so there's no need." It's too dangerous to climb over walls and windows in the dark, so Lu Xin naturally wouldn't say this: "Dad, I'm done eating." , go upstairs to rest first."
Lu Qiming had no choice but to say: "Okay."
"Brother Xin..." Seeing that Lu Xin was about to go upstairs, Yazeen pushed away the bodyguards left and right, and quickly chased after Lu Xin: "Brother Xin."
Yasaian followed Yazen, held his shoulders, and growled, "Yazeen, stop!"
"Let him come up." Lu Xin paused, turned back to Yazen who was looking at him beggingly, and said lightly, "You won't hurt me again, right, Xiaoen."
"Xiao En..." Lu Qiming murmured, Lu Xin is willing to call Ya Zeen Xiao En, is it true that he doesn't care about the harm Ya Zeen has done to him
"..." Yazen's tall and young body couldn't help shaking, seeing Lu Xin's head heat up, tears welled up, and then nodded vigorously: "No, Brother Xin, I will never hurt you again. You, I swear!"
Tears fell on the wooden floor with his movements. Lu Xin seemed to hear the sound of teardrops shattering, her throat shrank, and she turned her head and walked towards the second floor: "Then... come up."
Ya Zeen waved Ya Sai An's hand on his shoulder, and quickly followed Lu Xin.
After entering the bedroom, Lu Xin put the clothes that Beibei gave him into the cabinet, then took out a set of pajamas and put them on the bed, glanced at Yazen who was standing in the middle of the room and looked at him helplessly, and fell down on the side of the bed A cup of water.
"Brother Xin!" As soon as Lu Xin took a sip of water, he saw Yazen strode up to him suddenly, then knelt down at his feet, holding his knee with one hand, "Brother Xin, you...don't you?" Frighten me, I will do what you tell me to do, and I will never make you angry again, don't do this, okay?!"
Lu Xin's throat slipped, and he swallowed the saliva with difficulty, looking at Yazen who was kneeling in front of him and weeping inexplicably.
"Brother Xin," Yazeen was really terrified, Lu Xin's sudden 360-degree change in attitude caused countless tragic possibilities to cross his mind: "Brother Xin, I know I'm sorry for you ,you let me… "
"Stop!" Lu Xin raised his hand to interrupt Yazen's words, put down his water glass, looked down at him, and said, "You can do whatever you are told, right?"
Yazen nodded vigorously.
"Okay then," Lu Xin narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "Now, go back to your own room to sleep obediently, don't disturb me, and return to Country S with Uncle An early in the morning the day after tomorrow, and don't come here again."
"No..." Yazen dodged Lu Xin's eyes: "No!"
"If you can't, get out!" Lu Xin pushed him away rudely: "Don't disturb me taking a shower and sleeping!"
Because Yazen was caught off guard, Lu Xin pushed him down on the carpet, and propped his elbows on the ground pitifully, watching Lu Xin pick up the pajamas on the bed and walk into the bathroom.
Lu Xin was very irritable. After talking with Beibei, his mind had never been so confused.
He even began to be confused about what kind of feelings he had for Yazen.
Before returning to China, I could say with certainty that Yazen is the younger brother, but now that he is being raped by Yazen, and I can’t really hate him, not only can’t hate him, but I also start to feel physically and mentally that I can’t be with another person either. together.
What a fucking ghost setting, is he a masochist, falling in love with a rapist!
After taking a shower angrily, Lu Xin, who was wiping his hair, opened the bathroom door, but saw Yazen kneeling straight at the door.
Yazen's eyes climbed up from his slippers-wearing feet, met his eyes, and begged with tears on his face: "Brother Xin, I'm sorry, don't drive me away, okay, you can tell me to do anything. "
Yazen, who has been very strong since he was a child, suddenly cried several times in front of him today. Lu Xin had a sore nose, and turned his face away from Yazeen. As he became heavier, his thoughts were also blocked. Pulled back to the past without warning.
After getting to know Yazeen, Yazeen was injured for the first time when he was six years old, because he loved to eat winter dates, the little guy went to climb a tree alone to pick dates for him without saying a word, from a three-meter-high jujube tree branch fell down.
When it fell, the two jujubes in the palm of the hand were still tightly grasped, and blood flowed from the knees and elbows, but the little Yazen did not shed a single tear. When he hugged him for stitches, Yazen hugged his neck and said a word of pain in his arms.
When he was ten years old, Yazen was selected as one of the heirs of the royal family, and was taken to the palace to cultivate. After half a year, he came back half a year later and was bullied by his brothers all over his body.
On the first night when he came back, he made a fuss to sleep with him.
That night, he gave Yazen medicine, Yazen cried in his arms for the first time in front of him, he said: Brother Xin, they beat me, only you love me, since childhood, only you.
Yazen's fate is unchangeable. That night he said to Yazen: When others bully you, it is because you are not strong enough. The more you do this, the more you have to become stronger. Only by becoming stronger can you protect yourself , and the people and things you want to protect.
Yazen looked at him and nodded heavily: Well, I must become the strongest boy, so that I can protect Brother Xin.
Thus, at the age of twelve, Yazen's martial arts became the best among the several princes, and no one dared to provoke him anymore.
At the age of fifteen, Yazen was established as the heir to the royal family and returned to him.
After seeing him, Yazen, who was already half a head taller than him, hugged him, and the first words were: Brother Xin, I'm back, and from now on, I will never leave you again, with me here, no one else Dare to bully you!
As a result, Yazen, who became stronger and tougher and became the heir, made him lose his freedom and friends. Apart from his father, Yazen was the only one in his life.
Fate, sometimes, is really ridiculous!
Before he left country S, he questioned Yazeen, but Yazeen asked him back: Brother Xin, from the moment you came to me, you are the only one in my world. Why can't you be the only one with me? !
Now that I think about it, in Yazen's eyes and his world view, it seems... he is really the only one.
Lu Xin's eyes flickered against the light, he stopped, and said in a deep voice: "If you have to stay, go back and get your pajamas, take a shower, and sleep!"
Kneeling and turning to face Lu Xin, Yazeen tilted his head and looked confused: "Brother Xin..."
"I'll give you ten minutes." Lu Xin turned her head, squinted her eyes and stared at him coldly: "If you can't do it in ten minutes, get out!"