The person in front of me is the most delicate Lan, who has been growing up in the warm room and being held in the palm of someone's hand, pampered, pampered and pampered.
Extremely luxurious, but also extremely wanton.
But suddenly one day, this orchid fell into a bush, its flowers were smashed to pieces, its leaves were riddled with thorns, and its flower stem was severely bent...
Fortunately, now, this orchid stands in front of him again intact and undamaged. After going through the wind and frost, it blooms more and more fragrantly.
However, even so, Su Mu's brows and eyes no longer had the unbridled spring spirit of those years.
He was not as happy as before, Jing Zhixuan could see it.
What hurt Jing Zhixuan the most was that Su Mu's eyes would show the vigilance like a deer from time to time.
Su Mu's uneasiness would probably take him a long time to calm down, or even - a lifetime!
In just a few days, Jing Zhixuan finally knew what the greatest torture in the world was for him, the angina pectoris induced by thinking about Su Mu's suffering.
Jing Zhixuan took a deep breath, raised his right hand, gently stroked Su Mu's warm cheek with his fingers, and said in a deep voice, "Mu Mu, I have a lot to say to you."
Su Mu's eyelashes trembled twice like the wings of a butterfly, and her slightly swollen lips parted: "...Me too."
"Mu Mu." Hearing Su Mu's answer, Jing Zhixuan was not a gentleman at all. He tightened his grip on Su Mu's waist and slowly opened his hand on his right cheek. His face and ears were accommodated, and he opened his mouth eagerly: "Mumu, when I decided to go abroad in advance, I planned not to go out in the name of an exchange student, so that I could be freer and come back to see you at any time without being affected by the length of time." bound, I…”
Speaking of this, Jing Zhixuan's eyes flashed with pain: "I wasn't sure at the time whether you were willing to go abroad with me, not to mention that my financial situation at that time couldn't give you anything, so I couldn't speak."
Su Mu gently placed his hand in front of Jing Zhixuan, feeling Jing Zhixuan's overstretched heartbeat, and slightly pursed the corners of his lips.
Once the floodgates of emotion are opened, it seems impossible to take them back.
Jing Zhixuan breathed a sigh of relief and continued: "Mumu, I really didn't stay with you because of the money back then. I wanted to wait until the day when the one-year term expires to put all your money in front of you and confess to you." , you know I'm not a romantic person, I... was the only way I could think of to confess at the time."
In fact, it is not entirely true. He also privately thought that at that time, Su Mu's spirit must be dampened, and let him know that Jing Zhixuan still has arrogance. Unfortunately, what he showed was not arrogance, but Low self-esteem and conceit.
Such low self-esteem and conceit made him lose this person for five full years.
Before he knew it, Jing Zhixuan hugged him even tighter, and Su Mu's slender body trembled slightly in Jing Zhixuan's arms.
"It's my fault that you didn't show up on your birthday. It's my stubbornness and indifference that hurt you time and time again. If I knew you cared so much about whether I went or not, if I knew you were pregnant at that time..."
If I didn't care about other people's strange eyes, if I could love a little more, if I wasn't in an embarrassing situation at the time, maybe we wouldn't have missed these five years of great time in vain.
Let me suffer from lovesickness, let you move forward in the thorns.
Jing Zhixuan, who was gradually unable to continue, saw that Su Mu's eyebrows were gradually drooping, and his choked throat became tighter for a while. His hand holding the side of Su Mu's face trembled, and his palm slid to Su Mu's chin to put his face on the ground. Hold it up: "Mumu, can you... have a word with me?"
"... Zhixuan."
After the words fell, what Jing Zhixuan returned was Su Mu's kiss.
When Jing Zhixuan didn't react in time, Su Mu's hands suddenly lifted up, clung to Jing Zhixuan's neck, and slowly raised his feet, kissing Jing Zhixuan's lips under Jing Zhixuan's astonished eyes, and then Like him once kissing him, along the corners of Jing Zhixuan's resolute lips, he pecked lightly on his cheek, ear temples, and finally, he breathed hot and humid breath on his ear: "Zhixuan, I want to see you first. Injury to the leg."
The lingering voice was accompanied by an uncontrollable vibrato.
Jing Zhixuan, who was in the middle of his heart and soul, let out a muffled snort, and hugged Gao Sumu with the strength of his arms: "Mu Mu, I'm fine, I'm really fine, I know this matter has nothing to do with you, it's Fang Aodong's own decision."
Accompanied by the slight sound of hair rubbing against each other, Jing Zhixuan looked at Su Mu's face, and comforted him with a light smile: "Don't you always say that my strength is beyond the charts on the bed, Fang Aodong's wine bag and rice bag, who did you find?" May be my opponent..."
Su Mu bit her lip and repeated the sentence: "Zhixuan, I want to see your injury."
Su Mu rarely persisted like this. Jing Zhixuan's originally sincere face suddenly showed a bit of bewilderment, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Still... let's not do it, that position is a bit..."
Awkward.
The stab wound was on the back of the right thigh, from the bottom of the buttock to the third of the knee socket.
Embarrassment in uppercase!
However, Su Mu looked at him with gentle and firm eyes, which looked charming and delicate in the mist, which made Jing Zhixuan unable to refuse.
He blushed, pressed his lips on Su Mu's forehead, and sighed, "Well, just look at it if you want, the wound is actually not serious, the scar was left because of improper treatment at that time, it is a very small scar. "
Jing Zhixuan held Su Mu's hand and came to the bedside, his face was hot as if on fire, and his brain couldn't function like a paste for a while.
If he stood up for Su Mu to see, Su Mu would bend down, and then... no no!
If he was lying on the bed for Su Mu to see, he would have to raise his legs... forget it!
If he lay down on the bed for Su Mu to see... no, after much deliberation, Jing Zhixuan felt that it was most suitable for him to stand on the bed with his back to Su Mu.
But Su Mu, who had already started to untie his belt, didn't think so. The little man joked anxiously because of nervousness and shyness: "Zhixuan, if... if I were the one above, then I should have discovered the scar on your leg a long time ago." gone."
When Jing Zhixuan heard it, he automatically remembered all the postures he wanted Su Mu, and his whole body became even worse.
After Su Mu untied the belt, seeing that Jing Zhixuan was as motionless as a mountain, he bit his lip and pushed Jing Zhixuan to sit on the bed when he was distracted. Then he shyly pointed at Jing Zhixuan's knees: "Yes... which leg was injured?"
The corner of Jing Zhixuan's mouth twitched, and he uttered a word with difficulty: "Right..."
As soon as Jing Zhixuan finished speaking, Su Mu leaned down on the bedside carpet and turned his head to look for his scars. He felt uncomfortable being stared at by Su Mu, and he said in a rough voice: "Dang, at that time, Fang Aodong couldn't beat four people. Me, someone took a small dagger and cut my leg while I was kicking someone, but I... huh... "
Such a contrasting posture made Jing Zhixuan suddenly put Su Mu on the dining table five years ago in their love nest...
Just as Su Mu saw the slanting scar of more than ten centimeters, he was sure that the scar was indeed as thin and long as Jing Zhixuan had said, and it shouldn't be a deep wound, and then his world spun.
"Zhi..." When Su Mu realized that he was being pressed on the bed by Jing Zhixuan, he shouted in confusion, "Zhixuan."
"Baby," Jing Zhixuan's heavy breath sprayed on Su Mu's face: "You looked at mine, is it my turn to look at yours next?"
"I..." Su Mu's throat tightened, his neck turned to one side, and he whispered, "I'm not hurt."
Jing Zhixuan chuckled, and his voice became more and more evil: "You can only know if you are injured or not."
Then, Jing Zhixuan's lips pressed against Su Mu's lips impartially, and skillfully undid the first button on Su Mu's neck...
Half an hour later, Su Mu regained his composure, and looked weakly at Jing Zhixuan who had restrained himself, and raised his hand to wipe the cold sweat off his forehead: "I...it's okay..."
"You have to have dinner with He Wenzhuo and his wife tonight." Jing Zhixuan teased, "If I make you unable to walk, your good Lanyan will kill me with a knife."
Sure enough, Su Mu stopped talking, and his embarrassed breath was full of shame.
In fact, Jing Zhixuan also felt that this feeling was very strange. Not long ago, his body was screaming like it was bursting, but seeing Su Mu feel happy because of him again and again, his heart and body were just like that... without warning. Gradually calmed down.
It seems that the body can feel the same happiness as Su Mu.
After calming down for a while, Su Mu said softly, "Wen Zhuo, he didn't mean anything malicious."
"I know." Jing Zhixuan stroked Su Mu's hair: "He's right, it's all my fault, I was wrong for not cherishing you five years ago, I was wrong for not looking for you for five years, and I was even more wrong Now, five years later, put you in such a painful situation."
"Zhixuan." Su Mu moved awkwardly, his cheeks flushed, and he looked into Jing Zhixuan's eyes: "I... haven't told anyone about me... I'll give you money, except Wen Zhuo."
"… Ok, I know."
"And," Su Mu said in a panic, "and, I told Wen Zhuo that it was when I decided, decided to go abroad, and I only told him when I saw him for the last time."
At that time, He Wenzhuo had to go to Jing Zhixuan to settle the score, so he had no other choice.
"Mu Mu, you don't need to explain this to me." Jing Zhixuan gently hooked Su Mu's hair behind his ears. Even if Su Mu didn't say such a thing back then, his high-profile behavior would indeed bring him a lot of trouble. Criticism, he cared a lot in the past, but now he just thinks about Su Mu's sufferings these years and regrets it, why does he care about these things: "I want to know, baby, tell me, when did you find out that you were pregnant."
"About ten days before my birthday, when I accompanied my grandfather to the hospital for an examination." Su Mu frowned, and said slowly, "At that time, the doctor told me that I was already pregnant for more than a month."
"Then you..." Jing Zhixuan really wanted to ask him why he didn't tell him for so long, but he couldn't bear to say it. Question: "Didn't you plan to tell me then?"
"I..." Su Mu put his hand on his delicate face, and then slowly said: "Yes, I asked you out for dinner on the night of my birthday. Actually... I didn't invite anyone else, but you didn't go. Later... that night, I I heard that you called someone and said that you would... leave the country early."
It turned out that a small move at that time might be able to keep Su Mu.
If he went to meet Su Mu, if he told Su Mu that the pinna was carefully selected by him, if he didn't make that phone call that night, if...
But even if there are 10,000 ifs, there is no way to go back to the past, so that the two of them will never miss it again.
"Mu Mu," Jing Zhixuan wanted to cry for a while, and he raised his hand to cover Su Mu's hand that was sticking to his face, "I'm sorry for making you suffer so much, and for making you suffer so much with your child alone. .”
"...Zhixuan." Su Mu looked at Jing Zhixuan with a little powerlessness, and gently raised the corners of his lips: "I'm not bitter, Xiaoying is the best gift you gave me."
"Mu Mu," Jing Zhixuan's tears finally flowed down silently. The tears blurred between Su Mu's fingers and stuck between his palm and Jing Zhixuan's face. Can't resist: "Mumu, I'm sorry, I love you."
Su Mu's eyes trembled: "..."
"I love you." Jing Zhixuan's sincere voice was accompanied by small sobs: "Five years ago, it had nothing to do with money, and today, five years later, it has nothing to do with children."
Su Mu hugged Jing Zhixuan's neck with the last bit of strength: "...um."
Five years ago, there were too many misunderstandings, and I couldn't finish it all at once.
For five years, Jing Zhixuan wanted to know too many things, such as what Su Mu was like when he was pregnant with Xiaoying, whether it was painful when he gave birth, what happened when he returned to China, and even, every day, every day. He wants to know all about raising his son in a day.
But now, he has too many love words, and he wants to tell Su Mu all the best things he has seen and heard.
But.
At this moment, thousands of words can't compare to quietly looking at Su Mu and occasionally kissing his lips.
After a full half an hour's delay, Jing Zhixuan carried the limp Su Kitten into the bathroom and washed his face.
Su Mu insisted on using cold water, but the red tide on his face couldn't go away after all, and his legs were as soft as two sticks of plasticine.
Coming out of the bathroom, he was supported by Jing Zhixuan and stood behind the door for five or six minutes, and finally had to push the door open.
After not going out for so long, even if there are no such signs, they still know what good things they did in the room.
Sure enough, as soon as Su Mu walked into the living room, three pairs of probing eyes shot at him.
Su Mu quickly pushed away Jing Zhixuan's supporting hand, pursed his lips and walked towards He Wenzhuo who was holding his son, and turned to Su Mu who was playing games with his mobile phone to defuse the embarrassment: "Honey, you don't even want papa. "
"Papa." The little guy just saw Su Mu, and suddenly opened his hands for a hug: "Gan Papa said that you and the big villain have important things to talk about."
He Wenzhuo twitched the corners of his lips, and said in a half-sarcasm, half-sarcasm tone: "Hmm, it's very important."
Su Mu blushed even more. He panickedly picked up Su Ying who was reaching out to him from He Wenzhuo's arms, and immediately his body shook unbearably. If it wasn't for Jing Zhixuan's quick reaction to hug him and his son from behind him, he would Probably will fall headfirst on He Wenzhuo.
That's more than just cynicism.
Jing Zhixuan supported Su Mu to sit on the sofa, raised his eyebrows in a good mood, then bent down and handed a cup of Kung Fu tea poured by Wei Zicheng to Huang Yaoquan and He Wenzhuo respectively, and finally took a cup and sipped it to test the temperature. To Su Mu's mouth, hold the bottom of the cup with one hand and feed it into Su Mu's mouth.
Following Su Mu's tea drinking sound, Su Ying glared at Jing Zhixuan unhappy: "You are so annoying, stay away from my papa."
"Baby," Jing Zhixuan put away the empty teacup, squatted down, and raised an eyebrow at Su Ying, "You are so cute, may I ask why you grew so big after being so cute?"
"Hehe." Su Ying raised her chin to Jing Zhixuan, and snorted, "It's none of your business if I'm cute, you're not my daddy."
In fact, Jing Zhixuan really doesn't have this kind of cells. This is what he said two days ago when he saw Gao Tianyi teasing Beibei. It was very useful at the time. 'I said it back and forth several times, not to mention how happy I was.
But…
His tadpoles are different!
very different!
Moreover, as Jing Zhixuan touched his nose sadly, Su Ying snorted even more coldly: "Besides, I don't drink cute drinks, I grew up on milk!"
Jing Zhixuan quickly picked up the yogurt on the table, handed it to Su Ying, and thought he was very flattering, saying, "Then baby, drink a cup of yogurt."
"Hmph, I don't want you!!" Su Ying pushed the yogurt cup in disgust, pushed Jing Zhixuan away, and then burrowed into Su Mu's arms with a proud face, placing her small hand in front of Su Mu Crisply said: "My daddy has it!"
Jing Zhixuan: "..."
This is not the key point, the key point is that following Su Ying's little devil's claws, Su Mu let out a sigh.
And with Su Mu's sigh, the huge living room became quiet instantly, and the sound could be heard even when a needle was dropped.