Ren Zhouyuan didn't know how he got home. After seeing that guy's face, he felt his blood vessels froze, trembling unconsciously, and subconsciously wanted to stay away from that person.
It wasn't until he got home and saw his son sitting quietly in the middle of the living room writing that he came back to his senses and clearly understood that those days of loneliness and helplessness were over.
An An heard the sound of the door opening, looked up from the copybook, and saw Ren Zhouyuan came back, her small face couldn't hide her excitement. He quickly put the copybook aside, stepped forward and threw himself into Ren Zhouyuan's arms, and said, "Dad, you are back!" He rubbed against Ren Zhouyuan's chest and said, "Dad, how are you doing at work? Can I live here?"
Ren Zhouyuan looked at his son's big eyes staring at him expectantly, and the smile on his face could hardly hold on. He picked up Ren Juan, walked to the sofa and sat down, while organizing his words, thinking about how to tell his son that he didn't plan to stay in this city any longer.
Before returning to this city, he didn't think that he might meet that man. After all, this was the place where they met and became pregnant with An An by mistake. He had imagined countless times in his mind that the two would meet again The situation of the encounter is not like the present one.
He was an orphan, and had no one to rely on since he was a child. Since he was sensible, he has been alone. When I was a child, I didn’t experience the days when I was envious of other people having parents. Like all orphans, I always asked God in my heart why he was the only one, and why everyone else had parents, but he didn’t.
Later, when he grew up, he gradually found that he liked men, and he was even more dissatisfied with God. His whole life seemed to be doomed to have no so-called family luck. He had no parents when he was a child, and no wife and children when he grew up.
As he grew older, these thoughts were gradually left behind. He thought he would not care about these things anymore. It was not until Ren Juan was born that he realized that he had never stopped caring about them from the beginning to the end.
But he wanted to have a family, not to be a woman.
The beginning with that person was not perfect, and it can even be said that the two of them never had a beginning.
When he knew that he was pregnant with An An, he panicked and was at a loss. He has no parents, and he doesn't even have the only person he can ask, so he can only escape the city with this secret in his arms. When others knew that he was an orphan, he was so emotionally unstable when he was just pregnant with An An, that he even thought of dying with the child.
At that time, not long after he was admitted to graduate school, his life was at the golden time, but because of a piece of meat in his stomach, he had to leave everything and go away. The only fortunate thing is that because he had no relatives to rely on since he was a child, he started working not long after entering junior high school, and the money he saved over the years was enough to support him until the child was born.
It's just that whether or not to give birth to the child has become another problem...
An'an's voice calling him came from his ear, and Ren Zhouyuan pulled Piaoyuan's thoughts back. He hugged An An's hands tightly, feeling extremely conflicted.
I want to escape, but I don't want to hurt the child's heart.
In just a few tens of seconds, Ren Zhouyuan thought of countless excuses how to explain the current situation to An An, but looking into An An's eyes, he couldn't get the words out.
The oath made to his son two days ago bewitched him like it was ringing in his ears, and he had to say: "Yes, haven't we already settled down? An Angao is not happy?"
Sure enough, upon hearing what he said, An An's eyes sparkled, and she nodded violently.
Ren Zhouyuan kissed him on the face, and said: "When An An is happy, Dad will be happy." He thought for a while, and then said: "But An An must be obedient. Dad will go to work later, and he will have no time to take care of An An. Then An An will be happy." Go to kindergarten, play with other children, okay?"
Ren Zhouyuan thought that if he didn't plan to work in Navic, sooner or later he would have to find a new job. Moving here has cost him most of his savings, and he may have to return to his old business to see if there is any manuscript for Fan Wenfeng that he needs to write. Oh yes, he still needs to call Fan Wenfeng and tell him that he is not going. that company.
Before Ren Zhouyuan came here, he only wanted to take root in his old place. When Fan Wenfeng helped him rent a house, he signed a one-year lease contract for him in one go. It hurts a lot, now that the job is gone, I have to find the next job sooner.
He thought about it secretly over there, but he didn't find that An An was nestling in his arms with an unhappy expression on his face. He pouted and grabbed the corner of Ren Zhouyuan's clothes, playing with it without saying a word, and waited for Ren Zhouyuan to sort out all the things to be done later in his heart before he noticed his son's movements.
He flipped his legs to get An An's attention, An An raised his head, and Ren Zhouyuan asked him, "What's the matter, An An?"
An An felt wronged in his heart. He didn't want to go to kindergarten, he just wanted to stay with his father every day, but he knew that his father was busy making money to support the family. If his father found a job here, he would go to work and couldn't be with him. Thinking about it, he felt that the whole world was so sad.
Compared with always moving around, he doesn't like the days when he can't see his father.
He thought for a while, then whispered, "Did Dad really find a job?"
Ren Zhouyuan paused in his heart, and couldn't help thinking about where he showed his feet just now.
Unexpectedly, An An soon continued to say: "Dad, why don't we live here?"
An An's voice became smaller and smaller, but Ren Zhouyuan still heard it. He froze for a moment, and soon figured out the meaning behind An An's words. He began to reflect on his previous lifestyle and how disturbed his child was, so he took this opportunity to not allow this matter to worsen.
Ren Zhouyuan frowned, pretending to be distressed, "Does An An not like this place? If not, Dad will go to the company and tell his uncles that Dad will not go there, and tell Uncle Wen Feng, please help us find house."
After hearing this, An An secretly glanced at Ren Zhouyuan, pursed her small mouth, and swallowed what she wanted to say. Seeing this, Ren Zhouyuan leaned forward, took out the phone from his bag, and unlocked it slowly. Before he could press the address book, An'an's fleshy little hand pressed on his hand, shaking his head like a rattle and saying: "An'an said she likes it!"
Ren Zhouyuan couldn't help laughing, raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Really?" Seeing him nodding vigorously, he said again: "Dad doesn't want An An to be sad, if An An doesn't like it, she must tell Dad, otherwise Dad won't know anything .”
Wen Yan settled down for a while, her eyes flickered, as if she was in a battle between heaven and man, she finally gritted her teeth, and said firmly, "I just said I like it!"
This time Ren Zhouyuan couldn't bear it any longer, burst out laughing, and hugged his son in a strange way, kissing and pinching him, thinking how cute he looked, but couldn't help feeling sorry for him, such a caring son, luckily there was no such a caring son at the beginning. miss.
After settling down Ren Juan and coaxing him to take a nap, Ren Zhouyuan called Fan Wenfeng.
He made up an excuse at random, saying that he didn't like the company, and asked Fan Wenfeng if he had signed a manuscript so that he could earn extra money.
When Fan Wenfeng heard this, he ignored the latter's question and asked anxiously, "Why didn't you go? Didn't you just say this morning that you didn't think the problem was serious?" Have you called yet?"
"No." Ren Zhouyuan replied subconsciously, and he didn't react until he finished answering. He pressed his temple angrily and said, "That company hasn't given me an answer yet, but I don't want to go. After thinking about it, the technology education company is not suitable for me at all." , I still like writing work, you can help me find out when you have time."
"Why?" Fan Wenfeng persisted, "That company is really good. Although their boss is a foreigner, their company system is the same as that of a state-owned enterprise. Salary, enjoying the benefits of state-owned enterprises, it is difficult for you to find another company with such a good company.”
As if afraid of his rebuttal, Fan Wenfeng went on to say: "My friend asked me about it. The boss of this company is a very courageous foreigner. He has unique ideas and acts quickly and ruthlessly. Working under this kind of boss, It’s very difficult for you to get ahead. Besides, isn’t the job you’re looking for just doing paper work? This company also caters to children aged 5 to 18. Doesn’t your son happen to be able to attend classes? I’m not sure. There are also discounts for employees.”
Fan Wenfeng praised this company so much, he hoped he would think about it again. While listening, Ren Zhouyuan thought helplessly that he had really met that courageous foreigner. Although his memory of the only time the two of them met was blurred, he was indeed a courageous person in his impression. He sent An An to class, he shook his head helplessly, he was not so bold yet.
Fan Wenfeng sang a one-man show there for a long time, but Ren Zhouyuan had made up his mind, no matter what he said, he couldn't shake him in the slightest, and Fan Wenfeng had no choice but to agree to help him find another job. Before hanging up the phone, Fan Wenfeng Suddenly thought of something, and asked, "That's right, when you ask for a draft, is that identity you want to use, or is it random?"
Ren Zhouyuan paused for a moment, and replied: "For the time being, let's just take one at random. My side... can hold on for the time being."
Hearing that Fan Wenfeng was silent for a while, he responded, and the two exchanged a few words before hanging up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, Ren Zhouyuan sank into the fabric sofa with his mobile phone in hand, staring at the screen that had gone dark for a long time in a daze.
In his mind, he thought of the days when he took An'an around to make a living these years.
He's never been a strong guy, even though he once thought he was. But since he had An'an, he has changed from one person to a family of two. In order to shoulder this "responsibility", he almost split one day into two at that time. At any rate, I have gained something this year.
Ren Zhouyuan rubbed the center of his brows, it seemed that since he returned to this city, he couldn't stop thinking about the past, and he thought of that man again, a man... he couldn't even remember his name.
The previous life was bad enough, it didn't need another person to make it worse.
The author has something to say:
*Small theater behind the scenes*
Leonid: I am talented, strong, rich and capable
Fan Wenfeng: But no wife or son
Leonid: &%(*...! @Why haven't I been in the show yet!
—A hero who only lives when the author has something to say