Ren Zhouyuan woke up from his sleep and looked out the window. The sky was still dark, and the darkness outside the window seemed to engulf the earth, which made people feel flustered.
He glanced at An An, who was sleeping beside him, and saw that he was pulling his clothes to sleep soundly, smiled and kissed his forehead, and pulled up the quilt that he kicked off, and then Lie down again.
Close your eyes, the messy images from the dream just now came back to your mind.
The picture in the dream is very messy. Sometimes I dreamed that when I was a child, because I lived in an orphanage, I embarrassedly refused the picture of my classmates who wanted to go to his house to play. I also dreamed that when he was in the archaeological team, the people in the same company cast contempt and puzzled pictures on him...
With a mess in his mind, Ren Zhouyuan simply opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in the darkness.
His head was extremely calm at this moment, so calm that he felt that he had never seen his past and present situation so clearly.
His past, let's be honest, lived a terrible life. Minding my own birth, no matter what I do, I am afraid of offending others and being looked down upon by others, so I have been living cautiously, always acting by observing the reactions of others.
Words were the only thing he valued before he had An An. He was with words when he was a child, and he lived on words when he grew up. It seems that only in front of words can he live like a normal person, a person with flesh and blood and thoughts of his own. people.
But because of this persistence, he was dazzled that night five years ago and changed his life ever since.
He didn't remember the man's name, nor what he did. For so many years, the only thing he remembered about that man was that arrogant and beating face.
He looked at An An who was getting closer and closer to his arms, and a corner of his heart was so soft that he couldn't have such a well-behaved and obedient son if the absurdity of the year wasn't there.
That man ruined his future, changed the trajectory of his life, but gave him what he wanted most by mistake.
a home.
Ren Zhouyuan turned over and hugged An An in his arms. He rubbed his chin against An An's hair and closed his eyes again.
This time those horrible images didn't bother him anymore, it was as if the hard times were about to be left behind, and after so long alone, he would finally get the life he wanted.
Ren Zhouyuan got up early the next morning. He woke up An An, who was still lying on the bed with a flushed face, changed him into a handsome polo shirt and jeans, carried him to the sink, and put the toothbrush filled with toothpaste. It was stuffed into his mouth, and then he went out to make breakfast non-stop.
It is now April, and all schools, large and small, have started school, and the kindergartens in big cities are full. Fortunately, Fan Wenfeng was there to help him find a private kindergarten nearby, willing to accept transfer students.
An An washed his face, and when he came out, he was already sober. He saw Ren Zhouyuan busy in the kitchen, thought for a while, and went in, grabbed Ren Zhouyuan's clothes as before, and followed behind him like A little follower asked, "Dad, where are we going early in the morning?"
Ren Zhouyuan fried the last egg and put it in the bread, turned off the fire and put the pan into the sink, with a plate in each hand, dragging a little follower behind him to the hall.
An An consciously climbed onto the sofa, picked up a sandwich from one of the plates and ate it, looking at Ren Zhouyuan while eating.
Ren Zhouyuan picked up another piece and said while eating: "Let's go to the kindergarten to play later, there are many, many children there, An An can play with the children there, and there are many beautiful teachers who will teach you to write and draw, etc. After An An learns, come back and teach Dad, okay?"
When An An heard this, her face changed suddenly, her beautiful little face was wrinkled together, she said neither good nor bad, just gnawing on the bread silently.
Ren Zhouyuan knew something bad at a glance. He knew that An An had always disliked going to kindergarten. He didn't have much like or dislike about kindergarten itself, but was seriously dissatisfied with leaving his father.
He was really touched that his son liked him so much, but at the same time he was very upset. Holding the silent An An on his lap and sitting on his lap, Ren Zhouyuan coaxed him in a low voice, "Dad is also very reluctant to send An An to kindergarten, but Dad has to go to work to make money. If An An is left alone at home, Dad will be worried There will be no bad people, no one will protect An An, if An An is taken away, Dad will never see An An again."
When An An heard it, tears rolled in his eyes. No matter how he looked like that, he felt wronged. He said in a childish and crying voice: "Then can't Dad work at home like before?"
Ren Zhouyuan's heart tightened, but he could only insist on saying: "Dad wants to make a lot of money, let An An go to elementary school and college, but if Dad works at home, he can't send An An to study, does An An want to go to school?" Be a bad kid who knows nothing?"
When Ren Zhouyuan and An An were living outside, they saw some children who were chased and smoked by their parents. At that time, Ren Zhouyuan told him that An An should study hard, be a good boy, and not a bad kid. The term "bad boy" was remembered by An An from then on, and every time Ren Zhouyuan said it, he would think of the kid who was chased and beaten.
Sure enough, An An hesitated when he said that, but he quickly said: "An An don't be a bad kid, but Dad can teach An An to study, An An don't go to elementary school to go to college, I don't want to be a big boss, I want to take care of you at home dad."
Ren Zhouyuan was dumbfounded by his words. An An kept saying that she would be the big boss to support her father when she grows up, but now she voluntarily gave up being the big boss in order not to go to kindergarten.
He felt that after grinding with the child like this, he gave in before he could persuade An An, so he said cruelly, "Didn't An An say that she would listen to her father? Dad doesn't like disobedient children."
This time, when An An heard it, she instantly became quiet.
But as soon as An An was quiet, Ren Zhouyuan felt panicked. He wanted to leave An An alone and let him know that he would be sent to kindergarten no matter what, but he was afraid that he would be sad. An An is different from other children. He has been running around with him since he was a child, and his heart is very sensitive. Just like him before, he is afraid that others will be unhappy, and he is also afraid that Ren Zhouyuan will not want him.
The two sat in such a posture. Ren Zhouyuan glanced at the wall clock on the wall. It was almost time to go out. He was about to coax An An when his arms suddenly became wet.
Ren Zhouyuan panicked, and hurriedly put down the sandwich in his hand, trying to turn away from An An's face, but he kept avoiding him, and soon An An even used her feet, kicking her calf and unwilling to show her face.
An An has been crying silently, without making a sound, suppressing her sadness in her heart, at this moment she is a little out of breath, crying so hard that she seems a little out of breath.
Ren Zhouyuan panicked, he hugged An An tightly in his arms, and comforted him along his back, saying: "Don't cry An An, let's stop crying, Dad just wanted to scare An An, not to be serious Yes. An An is so obedient, it's too late for Dad to love, how could he not like it. "
An An's crying became louder and louder, but Ren Zhouyuan breathed a sigh of relief. From a long time ago, An An liked to hold back her tears, and she almost went into shock when she didn't know it before.
Ren Zhouyuan felt that it would be difficult for him to be a strict father in his whole life. As long as the child cried, he would be fine. The so-called loving mother loses many children, this sentence is equally effective for a man like him. Really can't see his child being sad, Ren Zhouyuan sighed and said: "An An, good boy, if we don't like going to kindergarten, we won't go to kindergarten. Dad stays with An An at home."
An An grabbed Ren Zhouyuan's clothes on both sides with both hands, and his emotions gradually calmed down. He buried himself in Ren Zhouyuan's arms and whispered: "Daddy is a big villain."
"Well, Dad is a big bad guy," he stroked An An's head with his big hand, and wiped the sweat off his head. "Come on, hold your head up, don't hold your breath."
An An twisted again before reluctantly looking up.
That pretty little face was blushing from crying, a bit embarrassed, but Ren Zhouyuan thought it looked cute like this, only like now, when An An was crying like a baby, she looked like an ordinary child.
"Daddy hugs you to wash your face. We won't go to kindergarten anymore. Dad will call the teacher later." Ren Zhouyuan thought that it would be inappropriate to send the child to kindergarten all at once, and he will try to leave the child slowly in the future Stay away and let him get in touch with the outside world more, so we can discuss this matter with him.
He suddenly thought of Vichy again, the education group that said it was aimed at children of An An's age, but when he thought of that man, he immediately erased the thought.
While Ren Zhouyuan was still thinking about how to proceed step by step, An An suddenly said: "I'd better go."
"Huh?" Ren Zhouyuan didn't hear it clearly, and it took a while to realize, his eyes were a little incredulous, "An'an is going to kindergarten?"
Ren Juan pursed his lips and nodded reluctantly.
Ren Zhouyuan was really shocked this time. Looking at An An's pitiful little face, although Ren Zhouyuan wanted to say not to force it, but in order for the child to be more independent, he swallowed the words back.
After a lot of hard work, they finally managed to send An An out of the house. By the time the two arrived at the kindergarten, it was more than an hour later than the agreed time. The teacher who received them was quite kind and did not show any impatience because of their lateness.
It was Fan Wenfeng who helped him take care of everything before, because he trusted him, and Ren Juan had never been here before, so this was his first time here.
Teacher Chen, who was in charge of the Ju'an class, led them to introduce the facilities in the kindergarten. Ren Zhouyuan felt that there was no problem, so he took the children to do the registration procedures for entering the kindergarten.
An An has been following Ren Zhouyuan all the time, quietly without saying a word. Ren Zhouyuan knows that he is still quarreling, but in the eyes of Mr. Chen, he thinks that this child is very good, and the mixed race is popular in itself, and he also has very beautiful hair. With just one face, you want to get closer to your child.
"The little classmate is called Ren Ju'an, right? Do you have a nickname?" Teacher Chen looked at An'an with a smile, then looked up at Ren Zhouyuan and asked.
Ren Zhouyuan wanted to make An An bolder, patted his head and said, "Tell the teacher yourself."
An An habitually hid behind Ren Zhouyuan, frowned, glanced at her father, then secretly at the teacher, and said timidly, "It's An An."
Ren Zhouyuan had the urge to help his forehead. Before An An's performance could be considered obedient and obedient, but now he is completely resistant to others. Sure enough, Teacher Chen was stunned for a moment after seeing his performance, and immediately nodded with a smile, "Is that An An? An An can call me Teacher Chen, I am your head teacher."
After she finished speaking, she looked at Ren Zhouyuan, who smiled at her embarrassedly.
Teacher Chen calmed down the atmosphere and said, "An An and Dad have such a good relationship. Nowadays, few children are so close to their father." As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly realized that An An's information did not include her mother's information, so she guessed something What, they quickly turned the topic over.
After completing all the formalities for An An, Ren Zhouyuan was very reluctant to see the child follow Mr. Chen with three steps and three heads. But seeing An An's performance today, he began to reflect on his education problems all the time.
Teacher Chen was right about one point just now. Most of the children nowadays are close to their mothers. If she said that, she was actually right.
But in the rest of his life, it is estimated that An An will only have a father who is both a father and a mother.
The author has something to say:
*Only live in the daily small theater of the hero who has something to say*
Leonid: The son does not cry, the father is here
Ren Zhouyuan: ...
An'an: Who is calling me
Leonid: … QAQ
Xiaomi: The hero does not cry, the author is here
Leonid: Stop! don't run!