On the first day of An An's new semester, Ren Zhouyuan got up early in the morning to get ready to send him to school. When Leonid saw it, he proposed to go with him. Ren Zhouyuan thought about it, but finally did not refuse.
Along the way, the air seemed to be frozen. Leonid was usually a quiet person, and Ren Zhouyuan didn't speak at this time. Even An An, who had always been chattering, was rarely quiet, holding Ren Zhouyuan's arm and dared not speak.
After sending An An to the kindergarten, Ren Zhouyuan returned to the parking place, pulled the rear door twice and found it was locked, looked at the person sitting in the driver's seat, sighed and opened the passenger door.
Leonid waited for Ren Zhouyuan to get in the car and drove on the road. No one planned to speak first. Ren Zhouyuan stared straight ahead at the road outside the window in a daze. The only sound left in the car was the sound of the air conditioner blowing. People feel awkward atmosphere, but unexpectedly feel calm.
After driving for a long way, Ren Zhouyuan realized that the two were heading home. He turned his head and glanced at Leonid, who was still driving the car intently with that cold expression. Ren Zhouyuan pursed his lips, Simply turn your head and look out the window.
The two didn't say a word until they got home. Ren Zhouyuan felt baffled. He was the one who said he wanted to talk, and he was the one who didn't talk along the way. Think of it like this.
This cold war came out of nowhere, this was the first quarrel since they lived together, and no one could find a way out for a while. Ren Zhouyuan took a deep breath. He was about to be overwhelmed by the situation, so he took the initiative to break the silence and said, "Do you have anything else to do? I'll go back to my room first."
Hearing what he said, Leonid's originally cold face sank even more, he grabbed his hand and asked back, "Are you avoiding me?"
Ren Zhouyuan was taken aback, his eyes subconsciously avoided Leonid's sight, and replied: "No."
Leonid frowned and accused him, "You refuse to talk."
Ren Zhouyuan recalled their last night in Japan. He was so full of anger that day that he didn't even look at Leonid when he came back. He admitted that he was really angry at that time, so it was rare for him to lose his temper. Leonid didn't pay attention, he didn't expect to be hated by him for so many days.
But at this time, he still replied stiffly: "No."
Leonid frowned even deeper. He pulled Ren Zhouyuan to sit on the sofa, forced him to look directly at him, and said, "Then tell me, what do you think about Natasha?"
Ren Zhouyuan struggled with the grasped arm, turned his eyes away from him, and replied flatly: "I don't have any ideas."
Leonid said: "You just refuse to talk now."
Leonid thought for many days after he came back from Japan. His thoughts were very intuitive. He thought that he had made a wrong decision in a hurry. Ren Zhouyuan refused to talk. If he didn't express his inner thoughts for a day, the matter could not be resolved. However, Ren Zhouyuan's current attitude was just as he expected. He closed his heart and prevented Leonid from taking a step closer. .
He held onto Ren Zhouyuan's arm tightly, and he was very prepared to never let go if he didn't speak.
Ren Zhouyuan was still guilty at first, but he suddenly felt very annoyed when he looked at him like this. It was obviously a legacy of Leonid. He couldn't handle his relationship with his "predecessor", so now he has the nerve to question him
Leonid glared at him, but he stared back angrily. He struggled to break free from Leonid's restraint, but his strength was not strong enough for him. Days of anger finally broke out.
He gave up struggling, faced Leonid's eyes, and said, "What can I think? From what standpoint can I have any opinion on your emotional world? I am not yours. Friends are not considered friends, just strangers who had a one-night stand, what do you want me to think?"
Leonid stared at him with wide eyes, his face was distorted with anger when he heard what he said, "Is this what you think?"
Ren Zhouyuan flicked his face, but Leonid snapped it back within half a second and forced him to look at him, "Answer me, is this what you think? You always think that we are just strangers and nothing else?"
Leonid's expression at this time was a bit frightening, but hidden behind the rage was an imperceptible hurt emotion. Ren Zhouyuan felt that he seemed to see through his mood, but he didn't seem to. Facing his questioning, Ren Zhouyuan hesitated for a moment, but at this time impulsiveness prevailed, making him say a little unscrupulously: "If you haven't solved your historical problems, don't provoke us. I'm not Who are you, you don't have to pretend to care about my thoughts."
"Pretend to mind?" Leonid snorted coldly: "I thought I had said that we are a family long ago, so this is your attitude towards your family? If you care about me a little bit, then won't push me out."
Ren Zhouyuan became angry with embarrassment, and a voice in his heart told him that was not the case, but he retorted: "What you call family, is it just a simple family of three people? Even if I have no feelings but can pretend to be indifferent, even if I Can you do it, ask yourself if you can do such a thing?" He sneered sarcastically, "You and your fiancée still have a little relationship, but what about us? I am nothing, and you don't have to put on a show You look very responsible, An'an and I can live well without you, and you don't have to wrong yourself to live with us!"
"I wronged myself?" Leonid was so angry that his voice was trembling a little, "So you think I have no feelings for you, and it's just because of An An that I randomly made you into a family?"
Ren Zhouyuan paused in his heart. Leonid's words made him hesitate for a moment. He intuitively felt that the answer to this sentence was not what he had guessed, but the knot in his heart could not be solved all at once because of his words. The words are easily untied.
He didn't answer Leonid's words, but looked at Leonid with self-evident eyes, and the two faced each other in silence.
After a long time, Leonid let go of Ren Zhouyuan's hand.
At that moment, Ren Zhouyuan couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. He was flustered and lost. He subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to grab it back, but he was forced to suppress it. After all, his position was just as he said, humble and insignificant. The two of them He can't even be called a "friend", what's more, he is not even sure whether Leonid likes men, so this kind of family made up like a house, maybe he is the only one who enjoys it from the beginning to the end. in.
At that moment, he felt weak and exhausted. The happiness during this period was like a dream. After waking up from the dream, he returned to where he should go.
Ren Zhouyuan lowered his hand, closed his eyes and said suddenly: "Thank you for taking care of me during this time. Although the days are short, thank you for helping me realize a dream."
Leonid turned around abruptly, and said with a bit of danger in his tone: "What do you mean? Do you want to leave?"
Ren Zhouyuan was a little powerless, "Is there any point in entanglement like this? To you, I am just a stranger. If it is because of An An that we are tied together, such a life may still be able to survive now, but in the future, I will wait for An An grown up?"
He looked at Leonid, "You may put your family first, but a family cannot be maintained simply by the word responsibility. You have someone you like, and you have a life that should be happy and happy, but because of our appearance You can't get what you ask for, why bother? Are you sure you can live a life like this when you face a person who has no feelings every day?"
"No feeling?" Leonid sneered, as if he heard some big joke.
Suddenly there was a whirl of dizziness, and by the time he realized it, Ren Zhouyuan had been crushed on the sofa. Leonid put his hands on both sides of Ren Zhouyuan's head, and stared at him condescendingly, "You don't think I can do that to a stranger?"
Ren Zhouyuan was taken aback by his sudden movement, his heartbeat accelerated suddenly, he blinked, not knowing how to react.
Leonid pressed on step by step, he bent down and lowered his head, his lips were almost touching Ren Zhouyuan's, and said, "I don't think you will give birth to An'an?"
His voice was deep and deep, hitting Ren Zhouyuan's eardrums one after another, and the two of them got closer and closer, and finally Leonid completely clung to Ren Zhouyuan's body.
The obvious protrusion in a certain place made Ren Zhouyuan flushed in shock, and subconsciously pushed his hands against Leonid's chest, but even usually he was not strong enough for Leonid, let alone now.
Leonid's lips pressed against Ren Zhouyuan's lips, struggling to say the last sentence, "Then I'll let you feel it again to see if you feel it."
After finishing speaking, the lips of the two of them pressed together completely, swallowing Ren Zhouyuan's last voice of resistance in their mouths.