Since the two broke up that day, Ren Zhouyuan and Leonid started a week of cold war.
This time Leonid did not plead for forgiveness like before, but gave Ren Zhouyuan enough space to calm down as he said, allowing him to think through the relationship between them thoroughly.
And Ren Zhouyuan was really angry at his actions. Even if the last words he said touched him to some extent, they were not worth the things he did, let alone that he was still thinking about another thing in his heart. It really didn't give Leonid a good look for a few days.
Ren Zhouyuan went back to his room to sleep in the past few nights, but in order not to worry An An, he still maintained an attitude of meeting Leonid at home, but the sensitive An An suddenly discovered the relationship between the two adults. Variety.
On the second night when Ren Zhouyuan returned to his room to sleep with An An, An An asked him cautiously, "Dad, aren't you going to sleep in the big daddy's room tonight?"
Ren Zhouyuan's face at that moment was very exciting. He wanted to fool An'an like he used to, but he met his mirror-like eyes, and finally he could only nod his head.
Xiao An'an thoughtfully said: "Then the big daddy must be angry with daddy, yeah! That's great, daddy will sleep with me tonight!"
Ren Zhouyuan couldn't tell that his son was trying to make him happy, and he felt warm and guilty at the moment, feeling that the two of them were really out of shape.
Ren Zhouyuan is still accompanied by An An, but Leonid is not so lucky. On the first night since the beginning of the Cold War, he felt very lonely and sleepless. He had been sleeping alone for more than thirty years, but he only slept with Ren Zhouyuan in his arms for a while, and it was difficult for him to get used to being alone again.
So for nearly a week, he locked himself in the study every night, and exhausted himself with a lot of work before dragging his heavy steps back to his room.
However, when he was lying on the bed, the activity of his brain made it even more difficult for him to sleep, and he couldn't help thinking about the dispute between the two that night.
In the first few days, he still felt that although his method was wrong, his starting point was not wrong. Afterwards, he sincerely admitted that he made a mistake, and he didn't understand why Ren Zhouyuan was still so angry with him.
He grew up in a Russian family. Russians value family after marriage, and one of the important components of the family is the crystallization of the love between the husband and wife. Whether it's his family or his friends, everyone can have as many children as they like. He has never been able to understand the Chinese policy of restricting children, nor the reason why Ren Zhouyuan is unwilling to have one more child with him.
At first, he felt that Ren Zhouyuan still didn't love him enough. If he loved him enough, he would definitely not refuse his request, nor would he be so angry. But after just digging into the corner for a few days, he began to gradually realize that he was doing something wrong.
He made a mistake in trying to tie him up with a child, let alone trying to stuff a baby in Ren Zhouyuan's stomach without his consent.
He didn't consider that Ren Zhouyuan would be disgusted with this matter, as he said, he is not a woman, and he has no obligation to bear children for him, and even if he is a woman, the law does not require a couple to have children after marriage .
The arrival of a new life should be infused with the love and expectation of two people, and it is by no means used as a threatening weapon because of one's own selfish desires.
Sometimes people are such greedy creatures. When he can't get Ren Zhouyuan, as long as he thinks that Ren Zhouyuan can respond to him, he will be happy not to find Bei; Seeing An An's unexpected joy, he hoped to get more, and wanted Ren Zhouyuan to belong to him wholeheartedly, so that he could never escape from his palm.
You have to think twice, and you will lose in the end.
After finally figuring it out, Leonid looked back at the matter again, and immediately understood how despicable his actions were.
He used the self-righteous "correctness" and the name of "love" to hurt the person he loved the most. He even said so many high-sounding words to cover up his crimes. After so many days, he finally came to his senses.
Having figured this out, Leonid couldn't help but want to knock on Ren Zhouyuan's door for almost a second, telling him loudly that he had done something wrong, and this time no matter whether Ren Zhouyuan forgave him or not, he couldn't hurt him again. Heart.
But wishes are beautiful, reality is cruel.
Leonid said to let everyone calm down, so Ren Zhouyuan calmed down. He knew very calmly that he didn't want to see Leonid, at least until the reception was over, before he might meet Leonid's parents , he didn't want to have any more disputes with him.
But no matter how difficult the days are, time will not stop because of anyone. When the two were still in the cold war, the year-end summary meeting came as scheduled.
Ever since Ren Zhouyuan knew that Leonid's family was coming, he resisted the reception in his heart. When he thought that the two were still in a cold war, but he had to watch Leonid attend the reception with his "female companion" who didn't know who it was, and also saw the picture of their family being happy and harmonious, his expression became pale. Uglier.
But he wanted to see who this person was like being abused again, and wanted to bring An An to the scene with malicious intent, and expose the fact that he and Leonid had a son on the spot. When he thought of the surprised expressions on his family's face , he felt a burst of joy.
The two were still in a cold war, Ren Zhouyuan naturally wouldn't ask Leonid about the reception, but when he walked out of the house with An An dressed, Leonid's car was already waiting outside the door.
He paused, looked down at An An who was holding his hand, and finally opened the back seat door silently.
When he arrived at the scene, many guests had already arrived. Ren Zhouyuan got out of the car with An An in his arms, took his hand and followed Leonid. When he didn't realize it, his eyes scanned everyone present like a scanner. Scanned them all.
He looked at everyone and felt that everyone here was like Leonid's "female companion". Once he saw a man standing next to those lonely women, he unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.
Since it is a year-end summary conference, all companies or institutions that have cooperated with Vicky are invited to attend this conference. Ren Zhouyuan's gaze never stopped. Occasionally he would be distracted by some ladies, and occasionally he would pay attention to foreigners who looked like Leonid's family. No matter which side appeared, he could not calm down. face.
Leonid didn't know what he was thinking about. He saw Anna and the others as soon as he entered the door. Seeing them wanting to go forward, Leonid stopped him with a look. When he saw Ren Zhouyuan and An An beside him , everyone could only suppress their curiosity and stand in a corner far away.
After going through these days, Leonid could hardly stand Ren Zhouyuan ignoring him. He looked around the scene and called Ron over. After whispering a few words in his ear, he saw Luo En took An An's hand and left.
Ren Zhouyuan didn't notice Ron approaching at all. When An An moved his hand, he reacted suddenly. Seeing that it was Ron, he relaxed and greeted him.
Ron said: "I'll take Ann to the inner room to rest for a while, there are too many people now, I'll take him out when it's about to start."
Ren Zhouyuan frowned, but he didn't refuse. He nodded his head and said a few words to An An, before letting Ron take An An away.
As soon as An An left, Ren Zhouyuan felt a little embarrassed to stand beside Leonid again, but when he was about to walk away silently, Leonid suddenly reached out and took his hand, leading him to the other side go in one direction.
"Where are you going?" Ren Zhouyuan wanted to pull back his hand from behind, but was held tightly by Leonid. follow him.
Leonid took Ren Zhouyuan to another room, the room was empty, he took him to sit on the sofa, he squatted in front of him, held his hand tightly with both hands, and looked at him from bottom to top eyes.
"What do you want to do?" Ren Zhouyuan was confused by his sudden movement, and before he could react, he heard Leonid start to apologize endlessly, and his face was even more confused.
Ren Zhouyuan couldn't help interrupting him: "Wait a minute, what are you doing?"
Leonid took it for granted, "Apologies."
"Why?" Ren Zhouyuan asked.
Leonid looked at him a little strangely, "Because I did something wrong, I'm apologizing, and I hope to ask for your forgiveness."
Ren Zhouyuan was a little bit dumbfounded, and started apologizing for such a disagreement, so what did he think their cold war was for
He took a deep breath and said, "Tell me first, what do you think is wrong?"
Leonid obeyed: "I shouldn't have used this obscene method to force you to become pregnant without asking what you think, knowing that you don't want to."
Well, it sounds like that.
"But you think you have a good intention to get me pregnant?" Ren Zhouyuan reminded him of what he said that night.
After so many days of self-reflection, Leonid had already realized that his purpose was bad and his means were wrong, so he replied: "No matter what my starting point is, I shouldn't do such a thing indifferently. I didn't respect your ideas, I did it wrong."
Seeing Leonid squatting in front of him, apologizing so sternly, Ren Zhouyuan's anger that had been suppressed for so many days was instantly extinguished. Not only Leonid, but Ren Zhouyuan was also conducting self-reflection during this period, constantly questioning what caused Leonid to behave like this, and finally came to the conclusion that——
Neither of them was confident in the relationship.
His lack of self-confidence stems from his background, and has always been in a slightly dominant position in this relationship.
But what about Leonid? He has a happy family, a good life, and is respected wherever he goes, but he is also not confident.
Ren Zhouyuan thought for a long time and still couldn't figure out why, until now he saw Leonid squatting in front of him, hoping to ask his forgiveness with a low profile, he felt that he seemed to want to understand the reason for his lack of confidence.