When Ren Zhouyuan heard Leonid's words, he realized that he actually treated Fan Wenfeng as his mother-in-law, his face suddenly cracked, and his mood was unprecedentedly complicated.
Although Fan Wenfeng really cared about him, and would always take care of the father and son like relatives, but in the end, it was the brother's concern for the younger brother, mother-in-law and so on...
This word had a great impact on Ren Zhouyuan, so since that day, whenever Ren Zhouyuan saw Fan Wenfeng, he would think of the metaphor of Leonid. For a long time, he dared not look at Fan Wenfeng's face.
At the end of the conversation between Leonid and Fan Wenfeng that day, after Leonid removed the threat of Fan Wenfeng's love rival, he said something to Fan Wenfeng, which really moved Fan Wenfeng a little.
Leonid said: "There is a saying in China that says 'it will rain, and my mother will marry', which means that things that are predestined cannot be changed. Maybe in your eyes, in the past, because of various For various reasons, Ren Zhouyuan and An An have endured a lot of hardships. From the standpoint of good friends, I don’t want to see them return to their past lives. Regardless of the fact that I didn’t know An An’s existence at the time No amount of talking can make up for what happened."
"However," he paused, and said with firm eyes: "I chose Ren Zhouyuan, and I hope that he will be the only one in this life. As long as he doesn't change his mind, I can always love him and create the best life for him. You will not let him have any chance to change his mind. As his friend, you are worried about whether he will be happy to the end. This kind of friendship is indeed worthy of respect. But because you are worried about what may happen in the future, you refuse The happiness that can be obtained now, don’t you think it’s putting the cart before the horse?”
After hearing his words, Fan Wenfeng fell into deep thought.
It is true that what he is doing now is exactly what Leonid said, this kind of behavior of being timid because of choking and giving up food is just pushing Ren Zhouyuan's happiness out of the door. Ren Zhouyuan has lived a very hard life, which is why he is worried about the two of them being together. Leonid only needs to give a little sweetness, and this hard-won happiness will be magnified ten times and a hundred times. Looking back at the end, maybe you will find that it is nothing more than that.
But Ren Zhouyuan is doing well now, this is something anyone with a discerning eye can see, and today he brought Leonid out, didn't he also want to share his happiness with him, and hope that his good friend can support his choice?
Fan Wenfeng was still somewhat dissatisfied with Leonid from the bottom of his heart, and this could not be changed in a short period of time. However, after the two spoke openly, their attitude towards Leonid also changed slightly.
It seems that everything is moving in the direction of everyone's satisfaction. Ren Zhouyuan and Leonid resolved all the conflicts, and met their parents and friends. It seemed that everything had a happy ending, but Ren Zhouyuan knew that Heng Between him and Leonid there was another problem.
After Leonid and Fan Wenfeng met that day, they made appointments to meet several times. Leonid gradually let go of his prejudice against Fan Wenfeng, and gradually stopped attending with Ren Zhouyuan. A space for good friends to chat about private topics.
After contacting Leonid these days, Fan Wenfeng could see that he really cared about Ren Zhouyuan, so gradually he no longer objected to the fact that the two of them were together, but occasionally worried whether Ren Zhouyuan would If he is not doing well, will he be looked down upon in Leonid's house
He really regarded Ren Zhouyuan as his own younger brother, so he considered many issues, and since he knew that they had a dispute over having an extra child, Fan Wenfeng also began to consider the second child for Ren Zhouyuan.
Ren Zhouyuan knew that Fan Wenfeng was still in the investigation period for Leonid, so of course he would not tell the story of Leonid breaking his condom last time. , Some words are not easy to say.
It was because of this that Fan Wenfeng didn't know that Leonid had done such a thing, and started from ordinary thinking in his heart, thinking about the future for Ren Zhouyuan.
When he first learned that An An was born by Ren Zhouyuan, Fan Wenfeng was indeed briefly surprised, but there are too many strange things in this world, apart from being a man who can give birth, Ren Zhouyuan is no different from ordinary people. It didn't take much time for Fan Wenfeng to easily accept his unusual physique.
But now, after knowing his relationship with Leonid, Fan Wenfeng had no choice but to feel lucky for Ren Zhouyuan. Fortunately, he has such a physique, and in the process of getting along with Leonid in the future, he will have the role of a child. The days will only get better and better.
Fan Wenfeng didn't know if Ren Zhouyuan was resistant to having children, but seeing that he and An An depended on each other for so many years, and the father and son were so close that no one could get in between, Fan Wenfeng guessed that Ren Zhouyuan also liked children.
He feels that a child plays a very important role in a family, especially for a single man at his age, he would be more or less envious of the happy family of three in other families. The same thing happened to me.
So he began to instill Ren Zhouyuan with his ideas explicitly and secretly. Seeing that Ren Zhouyuan was silent, he only felt that he was thinking about this matter seriously, so he said more.
Ren Zhouyuan has been worrying about this matter for a long time recently. When he was tidying up the room a few days ago, he saw some parenting books hidden by Leonid. The mood is a little subtle.
Unexpectedly, Fan Wenfeng would actually bring up such a matter now, and thinking of Fan Wenfeng's opposition to their relationship before, Ren Zhouyuan really didn't know what kind of expression he should put on.
He was really afraid of the lonely and helpless days when he was born in An'an in the past. He felt that he was a different kind, and he didn't dare to go out to meet people. Keep your belly up.
This matter went round and round in his head, but he still couldn't come up with a result.
Leonid could see that he was in a bad mood, so he asked several times but couldn't get any results. He was afraid that he would be thinking about some things on his own, and he was obsessed with it. He observed it for a few days. When lying on the bed, Leonid couldn't help it, and forced Ren Zhouyuan to look at him, trying to force him to find out what he was struggling with.
When Ren Zhouyuan met Leonid's eyes, his brain was in a trance for a moment.
In the past few days, he has been thinking about this question so much that he is almost stunned. At this time, when he saw Leonid's appearance, it actually overlapped with An An's appearance when he was a child.
He reached out and touched Leonid's face, and blurted out unconsciously: "Why do you want another child so much?"
Leonid was taken aback for a moment, then frowned, he finally knew what this guy was worrying about.
He slapped the hand around Ren Zhouyuan's waist vigorously, and slapped Ren Zhouyuan's butt with a "slap", which shocked Ren Zhouyuan and came back to his senses in an instant.
Leonid glared at him and said, "Didn't we discuss this issue before? If you don't want to, we will never talk about this topic again." He thought for a while, and said dissatisfiedly: "Is it Fan Wenfeng and you? What did you say? Sure enough, you shouldn’t be asked to go out to meet him all the time, it’s just alarmist talk.”
Leonid's answer did not answer Ren Zhouyuan's doubts. He said that if he didn't want to, they wouldn't have a baby, but in fact he still wanted it very much.
Ren Zhouyuan rubbed against Leonid's arms, thought for a while, and said, "Do you know? In fact, Chinese characters are really interesting."
Leonid raised his eyebrows, but did not speak.
Ren Zhouyuan didn't care, he kept some words in his heart, and just wanted to find someone to listen to him. He said: "There is a universe with reality but no foundation, and a universe with longness but no foundation. This sentence explains the concept of the universe."
Regardless of whether Leonid understood or not, Ren Zhouyuan seemed to be talking to himself, "There is a process but there is no beginning and end. It is time, that is, 'Zhou'. From the very beginning, the orphanage's The name the dean gave me seems to indicate my life." His tone was a bit self-deprecating, "I haven't seen my family since I can remember, I don't know they are Where, I don’t know why I was abandoned, so I didn’t start as a person.”
Leonid held his hand tightly, and Ren Zhouyuan hugged him, "I had a relationship with you inexplicably, gave birth to An An in a daze, and we got together again after so many years, you and I relationship, and I can’t see how it started.”
"I don't know if the days to come will be like my name says, without a beginning or an end, so I dare not bet. I am terrified about the future. I believe in you, but I don't believe that I can manage What a family." Ren Zhouyuan said: "I want to be a good father, and I have been working hard, but An An is very introverted, seeing him is like seeing me when I was a child, sensitive and insecure, I can't even educate An An Well, how dare you have another child?"
Leonid kissed his hair, put one arm around him, and stroked his back with the other.
He knew that pregnancy was Ren Zhouyuan's knot in his heart, and his background was also another knot in his heart. He comforted him and said, "An'an is very good. You raised him to be obedient and smart. Don't you remember how much Anna and the others like An'an? It's all thanks to you."
He paused, squeezed his waist and said: "I don't know if Chinese characters are interesting, but what you said is too difficult, and I can't understand." He looked into Ren Zhouyuan's eyes with a serious expression Dao: "I only know that the word "土" means neither beginning nor end. Since I started learning Chinese, I think the word "土" is a very beautiful character."
Ren Zhouyuan wrinkled his nose, wanting to hear what he would say.
Leonid took Ren Zhouyuan's hand, and wrote the word "Zhou" stroke by stroke on his hand, and said while writing: "In my heart, the word 'Zhou' is a family, plus four people." After writing the last stroke, he looked into Ren Zhouyuan's eyes and said gently: "This family will have me, you, and An'an. As for whether the fourth person will appear in the future," he put his palm on the back of Ren Zhouyuan's hand , put both hands on the position of Ren Zhouyuan's heart, "Leave it to you to decide."