I can't find the courage to live
It’s not that I can’t find the courage, but the belief that supports me to live has all been shattered!
"Han Mingxi, I will definitely find you!" Xue Qijing resolutely dived back into the water...
Half an hour later, Xue Qijing emerged from the water again...
But, he is still the only one...
He spun around in the water anxiously. Why couldn't he find her? Why couldn't he find her this time
Xue Qijing suddenly felt desperate, a despair he had never felt before. He raised his hands and slapped the water, then roared loudly: "Han Mingxi, why can't I find you? Where did you escape to?"
Could it be that he really lost her this time
Xue Qi smiled in shock, and then all the strength in his body seemed to be drained away. He fell heavily into the water with an exhausted "slap", slowly closed his eyes, and let the rapids carry him away...
He, I can’t find him, I really can’t find him…
She really ran away from him, really disappeared from him, he really lost her, lost her forever...
Why was his heart in so much pain? This pain was far greater than the pain he felt when he lost Li Xue. It was more turbulent, more overwhelming, and more thorough.
However, even after this, he still couldn't tell the difference, didn't completely understand which of the two women was more important to him. When she appeared in front of him again, he still pushed her away without hesitation...
However, when her love for him turned into hatred and she really left, he suddenly realized that the woman he loved most was the one he had always hated and tortured...
Xue Qijing let the water carry him away. He did not struggle or resist, but just quietly followed the current...
Perhaps, this current can bring him to her...
Xue Qijing thought quietly!
However, just as he closed his eyes, he suddenly felt something wrapped around his legs, preventing him from moving.
Xue Qi opened his eyes in shock and annoyance, then reached out to tear off the vines wrapped around his legs.
However, when he pulled the vine, he found that it did not grow from the water, but instead stretched out from the weeds at the edge of the river bank.
Xue Qi frowned in shock and raised his hand to pull away the vine, but the vine seemed to be stuck with him and no matter how hard he tried, it was tightly wrapped around his legs.
Xue Qi's eyes flashed coldly. He grabbed the vine and twisted it around in his hand for a few times before saying viciously, "Now even you are bullying me, right? I will uproot you!"
So, Xue Qijing gathered all his strength, grabbed the vine and pulled hard...
I saw a white object suddenly emerge from the bushes... and the other end of the vine was tightly tied to the white object...
Xue Qi calmed down and looked carefully at the white "object", but when he saw the object clearly, his eyes widened instantly...
Xue Qiwei, who had been searching in the water for a long time, walked slowly in the water in a daze. The chest-deep river water quickly slid past him, making him dizzy.
He had no expression on his face, walking along the river, walking and walking... but he didn't know where he was going... He just walked aimlessly along the river, walking and walking...
He only knew that if he followed the direction of the water, he would definitely find her...
However, he didn't know that this river had two tributaries, and he was carried to the wrong place by the current early on, to the tributary without her...
No matter how he searches, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how hard he tries, it's all in vain... because she's not waiting for him in front...
Maybe, this is destiny...
What is not yours will never be yours. Even if you work a hundred times harder than others, you still can’t get it…
"Ming Xi?" Xue Qi was surprised to see the white "object" clearly. He felt excited and happy. He swam towards Ming Xi quickly and held her tightly in his arms.
"Mingxi, I finally found you, Mingxi, I finally found you!" Xue Qijing hugged Mingxi tightly and whispered happily in her ear. But Mingxi closed her eyes and did not react at all.
Xue Qijing noticed that something was wrong with Mingxi, but he didn't even think twice. A bad premonition suddenly crossed his mind.
"Ming Xi? Ming Xi?!" Xue Qijing shouted loudly, raising his hand to pat her pale cheek, but found that she did not react at all.
Xue Qi's heart tightened. He quickly touched Ming Xi's cold body. He panicked, and the joy of regaining what he had lost immediately disappeared, replaced by incomparable panic.
His heart suddenly stopped, then he hugged Mingxi's cold body and swam quickly towards the shore.
He doesn't want this kind of result.
After finally finding her, all I discovered was a cold corpse
Is God playing a joke on him, or is he simply torturing him
What he wants is not a cold corpse, but a living person!
Xue Qijing carried Mingxi ashore and quickly laid her flat on the grass.
"Han Mingxi?" Xue Qijing shouted anxiously while checking to see if she had any signs of life. Looking at her pale face without any blood, his heart suddenly ached terribly.
"Han Mingxi, you can't leave me without my order! Without my permission, you don't even have the right to die. Do you hear me? You are mine, your life is mine, everything about you is mine... So, I won't let you die..."
Fortunately, she still had a heartbeat, although it was very weak, but as long as there was a heartbeat, he would save her...
Xue Qi panicked and untied the bed sheet that was tied around Ming Xi. He then folded his hands and placed them on her chest, pressing them with appropriate force. He then pinched her nose with one hand and held her chin with the other hand to tilt her head back as far as possible. He then took a deep breath, sealed her mouth, and blew air into her...
The same steps were repeated countless times. When Xue Qi was so tired that beads of sweat dripped down his forehead, Ming Xi finally spat out a mouthful of water...
“Ahem… water… water… ? Ahem… … so much water…” Mingxi raised her hands and waved them in the air, then shouted loudly, “Ahem… water, so much water, I’m afraid of water… Ahem…”
Seeing Mingxi wake up, Xue Qijing felt relieved. He raised his hand and grabbed Mingxi's hand that was shaking in the air, then hugged her tightly in his arms.
"Han Mingxi, you finally woke up!" Xue Qijing whispered excitedly in Mingxi's ear. She scared him to death. She gave him artificial respiration for so long but there was no response. He thought...
Mingxi's mind was in a mess at this moment. Apart from the fear of being buried by water, there was nothing else in her mind.
She tightly grasped Xue Qijing's hand and whispered in panic: "Water, so much water..."
The moment she jumped, the cold and fast water quickly poured into her mouth and nose, and then mercilessly took away her only breath.
In that instant, apart from deep fear, she felt suffocated...
The second before she lost consciousness, when she was on the verge of death, she suddenly didn't want to die anymore, because she wanted to see someone, she really wanted to see him so much, even though he was more cruel than gentle to her, she still wanted to see him.
Thinking that she would never see him again, Mingxi's heart suddenly became sad and heartbroken.
She wanted to see him, even if she just glanced at him, she would be satisfied, but...
The cold and swift water washed over her and pushed her, leaving her no room for resistance. She could only let the torrent carry her away...
It’s not that she didn’t resist, struggle, and try hard, but all her resistance, struggle, and efforts were washed away and dissolved by the rapids... She was powerless!
She didn’t know how long she was washed by the rapids, nor how far she was pushed by the rapids. Finally, she sank little by little, completely exhausted…
In an instant, endless coldness surrounded her, and she felt like she had fallen into a cold pond, waiting to die quietly.