Mingxi was so sad that her heart ached. All the loss, sadness and grievance in her heart turned into sobs. She used tears to resist the so-called "cruelty"!
Xue Qi was shocked to see Mingxi crying more and more sadly, so he reached out and gently patted her cheek, trying to wake her up from the sad dream, but no matter how hard he tried, Mingxi kept her eyes tightly closed and was unwilling to open them.
Finally, he could only hold her trembling body in his arms, with a heart that was as painful as hers, he leaned over and whispered softly in her ear, "Wife, wake up, I'm here! I'm right beside you!"
It was unknown how long Xue Qijing called in Mingxi's ear before Mingxi slowly opened her eyes. However, the moment she opened her eyes, her eyes widened in surprise, but in the end she cried even harder.
"Mingxi, why are you still crying?" Xue Qijing curled his lips in a helpless but heart-wrenching way. He really believed the saying: Women are made of water. No matter how strong a woman is, she is still water after all!
Mingxi covered her mouth, not knowing how long she had been crying. She only felt a warm liquid flowing from the corners of her eyes without interruption.
"Am I still dreaming? This dream is so beautiful! In the past, I couldn't catch you every time I dreamed, but today I finally hugged you!" Mingxi cried and stretched out her hands to hug Xue Qijing, just hugging her tightly. But Xue Qijing didn't say anything, just kept kissing her forehead.
"Qi Jing, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much... Please don't leave me, okay?" Feeling his passionate kiss, Ming Xi was surprised, happy and scared. She was afraid that when she woke up from the dream, all her happiness would vanish, and the man she loved so much would disappear again.
"Mingxi, I miss you too, so much... Mingxi, I miss you so much, really so much!" Ever since he woke up, he has never stopped thinking about her. He keeps thinking about her, keeps thinking about her... Even in his dreams, she is the one...
"Don't leave me again, okay? Don't abandon me again, you promised me, you said you couldn't bear to leave me, if you can't bear to leave me, why do you still want to leave me? Xue Qijing, I hate you! You are a bastard...!" Mingxi complained while crying, and her soft little hands hit his chest heavily.
Xue Qijing did not stop her and let her fight as hard as she could. He just hugged her tightly and said, "Mingxi, I can't bear to leave you. I really can't bear to leave you!"
"If you can't bear to leave, why leave? Do you know how painful my life is without you by my side? My mind is full of you, full of you. You are gone, you have left me, and I will never see you again... Woo woo... Don't leave me!" Ming Xi grabbed Xue Qijing's clothes tightly, as if she was afraid that if she loosened her grip even a little, he would disappear.
"I'm back with you, right? How could I bear to leave you? I can't bear to leave you, and our baby too. You're such a fool!" Xue Qi said with a smile, but he started crying...
"I'm back with you, right? How could I bear to leave you? I can't bear to leave you, and our baby too. You're such a fool!" Xue Qi said with a smile, but he started crying...
This time, Mingxi stopped talking. She knew that everything now must be a dream. What she had was fake and limited in time. Instead of wasting time talking, she might as well seize the time and feel his presence.
In fact, what right did she have to blame him? She was the one who harmed him, so why should she blame him for not keeping his word
Thinking of that nightmare, Mingxi's body couldn't help but tremble. If she hadn't been so willful and hadn't gone to the beach alone, so many things wouldn't have happened, and she wouldn't have lost him.
Lose him
Did she really lose him? If she lost him, then who was the man she was holding now? If she didn't lose him, then where did the real and solid pain during this period come from
"Mingxi, stop crying. Why are you the same as you were five years ago? I remember that you are very brave now!" Xue Qijing hugged her gently, fearing that if he used a little force, he would hurt her.
Ming Xi bit her lips hard and let the tears fall. She was silent for a long time before she spoke softly, "I'm not brave. I'm not brave at all! My previous bravery was only based on you. Now that I don't have you, I'm not brave at all! I want to be brave, but I can't be brave!"
Xue Qijing gently straightened her hair, and because of her words, he felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. He never knew that she depended on him so much! Being depended on by her was both a blessing and a burden.
Xue Qijing had never panicked because of anything or anyone before, not even Li Xue. But this time, he was really scared. Fear, it turns out, is that kind of feeling, which can only be understood but not described. The heart just trembles with the onset of fear.
Xue Qijing didn't argue with her too much about this matter. He remembered the purpose of his visit today.
He glanced at the food on the cabinet next to him, then gently let go of Mingxi, "Mingxi, can I feed you?"
Mingxi was reluctant to let him go and held his hand tightly. As he stood up, she also sat up.
Xue Qijing grinned. When did this woman become so clingy? It would be hard to get away tonight. He shook his head helplessly, but couldn't help grinning, with a happy smile on his lips. Xue Qijing held Mingxi's hand tightly, then brought the shrimp porridge with one hand, sat on the edge of the bed again, let Mingxi lean against the headboard, and in the faint moonlight, he spooned the porridge into her mouth one spoonful at a time.
Mingxi stared at Xue Qijing without blinking, while her hands held her clothes tightly. She had failed to catch him many times, so this time, no matter what, she would not let him sneak away again. Even if this was just a dream.
But this dream was so real! So real that she felt it was reality.
Seeing Mingxi finish the porridge, Xue Qijing smiled with satisfaction. He looked at the soup again and was about to get up to serve it, but Mingxi held him back and said with a pouty mouth: "I'm already very full, are you going to make me die of fullness?!"
Xue Qijing looked down at the bowl in his hand and found that it was indeed not small.
"Now that you're full, lie down and go to sleep quickly, okay?" Xue Qijing stared at her with gentle but burning eyes, as if he was coaxing a child.
"Are you leaving? Am I going to wake up from my dream? I don't want to sleep, I don't want to wake up!" Thinking that she would not see him again in a while, Mingxi cried without ambition. Isn't that what a woman should be like? If you lose the love of your life, you will either cry your heart out or die. If you lose the person you love most, their world will collapse. In that world, it will be miserable, devastated, and without any vitality...
Seeing Mingxi's sad look, Xue Qijing leaned over and patiently advised: "Wife, you have to eat well, keep your body plump, and then give me a fat baby. I don't like babies with only a layer of skin. Fat babies are cuter!"
"If you don't leave, I will eat obediently!" Ming Xi grabbed Xue Qijing's clothes tightly.
"If you eat well, I will come to see you every night, okay? If you don't eat well, I won't come to see you!" Seeing Mingxi's stubborn expression, Xue Qijing wanted to give her a slap, but couldn't bear to do it. No matter how cold and ruthless a man is, there is always a soft forbidden area in his heart. Whoever has the ability to enter it will become the master of his life.
However, the tenderness in his heart will only be opened to her. His tenderness is unique, just like his heart, which will only belong to one woman in this life.
Ming Xi looked at him with a resentful look, and after a long while she curled her lips and said capriciously: "Okay, go away, I don't want to see you again! Go away..."
Xue Qi frowned in shock. He knew that women were fickle. However, he should leave. He didn't want the suffering they had endured in the past few days to go to waste. He wanted him to pay a heavier price.