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haven't seen you for a long time.
Dongjun leaned down and hugged him violently. He didn't say anything, just held it so tightly, if there was a way to combine Lin Xun's bone and blood with his at this moment, he would definitely chant that spell.
Lin Xun patted his back lightly, thinking that he wasn't too embarrassing. This man's language skills seemed to be worse than his, so that he couldn't even say "Long time no see".
He buried his face on Dong Jun's shoulder, turned to his neck, and almost greedily sniffed the cold breath on his neck, which seemed to form some kind of physiological reflex, this familiar breath made him relax, everything. The worries and annoyances of the world were gone, and he knew it was absolutely safe here.
Absolutely...safe.
The moment he remembered these four words, all the past events suddenly came to his mind. The past time is like a torrent rushing down from the upstream, covering all the bright fragments of memory, like a bright galaxy across the night sky.
"But writing code is boring."
"Why bother?"
"It's so troublesome, I just want to write the algorithm, I don't want to change the bug."
"I'll write to you."
"Will all the code be written for me?"
"Um."
"Then I won't be able to do it slowly."
"It doesn't matter if you don't."
"why?"
"Because I'll keep writing to you."
"Then you will always be with me, right?"
"Um."
He thought of Old Man Huo, their landlord in Chaoyang Community.
When I wrote about autonomous driving, it was difficult to start because of the high cost. The first investment came from Mr. Huo, 200,000 yuan, and bought 5% of the equity, which is an angel round.
The old man Huo also said that if you do well, you will be paid for next year's rent. Of course, when I practice Tai Chi in the square, you have to follow me often.
He also thought of Qi Yun.
In the sci-fi film "False Sleep" directed by director Gao Liao, Qi Yun plays the dream of the scientist's protagonist - artificial intelligence. This film was shot for three years, and it was invested by Galaxy. Because Qi Yun had an empty face and could not grasp the temperament of artificial intelligence, he was thrown into Galaxy to experience it for half a year. Now this film is finally going to be released.
But Qi Yun was not idle. Gao Dao was like his surname and was highly productive. Qi Yun joined a group of Gao Dao’s religious-themed niche literary film. In order to polish the religious temperament, he was now packaged and thrown to Senior Brother Chang Ji, a Ph.D. in Religious Studies. Man, life is very fulfilling.
He drifted down the stream in this galaxy of memories, and at the end, he saw the man again.
The twenty-seven-year-old Lin Xun was bound by thousands of chains in the darkness.
They looked at each other.
Lin Xun said, "I'm safe now."
The man smiled at him, and after a soft "whack", the chains on his body began to break inch by inch, fell down, turned into flying ash, and finally turned into countless butterflies flying and disappearing, returning to the vast galaxy, like a dream.
And the real Lin Xun raised his eyebrows, and on Dong Jun's shoulder, he smiled softly.
The cicadas, soft drinks, hawthorn trees in summer, roses, cigarettes, and pianos in the middle of the night are suddenly distant and clear.
Dongjun's voice was very soft: "What are you laughing at?"
"You know, in the husk, why did I forget you? Not because of impaired consciousness."
"why?"
"I took the chip that day, and the chip contained the architecture of Luo 2.0, and then... I had a car accident. At that time, I thought, this is not my order, and it must not be your order. Someone invaded the Galaxy's system."
"The crushed chip is to destroy 2.0, and it is also a warning to you, have you received it?"
Dongjun: "...Maybe."
Lin Xun followed his hair, he knew why Dongjun said "maybe".
"But 2.0 is still in my head, before the car accident, the doctor was talking to me about the Nutshell medical cabin, so, I know... In order to protect your galaxy, I must put all the information in my consciousness, whether it is 2.0 , or other secrets of the Milky Way, forget them all. I don’t know how to forget them the most, and in the end I only know to tell myself, forget Dongjun.”
"Later... I really forgot about you. I lost all the memories with you as the key word, and I forgot about Luo. I won't think about it again until I come back to you and make sure everything is safe." Lin Xun Kissing Dongjun's hair: "But I still like you, I like you subconsciously, and you become my man."
But I heard Dongjun say: "In the two years you left, I did bad things."
"Huh?" Lin Xun asked, "What's the matter."
"I will send someone to watch you, although it will not affect your life." Dongjun said: "They will tell me where you are and what you are doing. Every time you go out, someone follows you, because I can't accept losing you. information."
Lin Xun stroked Dong Jun's hair and didn't think about what to say for a while.
Dongjun's voice was slightly hoarse, and he continued: "However, it is because of this that after you have an accident, you can be rescued as soon as possible. The time from the accident to the connection to the nut shell is very short, which ensures your consciousness to the greatest extent. But it's a fact that I'm watching you, sorry."
Lin Xun smiled.
He said, "Baby... I have something to tell you."
He waited for Dongjun's answer.
Waited for a long time, but did not wait.
"Male?" he asked.
no answer.
"baby?"
Still no answer.
Lin Xun turned his shoulders over, and his heart stopped beating in an instant, "Doctor!"
"Asleep." The doctor leaned lazily on the instrument and said, "You slept for a month, but your man hasn't slept for a month, can you compare. Lay him down and let him sleep for a while."
Lin Xun hugged him, carefully took off his coat and shoes, laid it flat on the bed, covered the quilt, hugged another pillow, and watched.
Looking at him, he couldn't help but tentatively stretched out his hand to touch the faint blue under his eyes. His fingers went down along the bridge of his tall nose, turned to the side, and stroked the outline of his entire face.
It is thin and haggard, but the bones of the whole face are so good that it can stand up to anything. The outline is deeper and sharper, and the facial features are clear and dense. Even with closed eyes, the aggressiveness is ready to show, and the danger is shockingly beautiful. level.
The complexion was much paler, and Lin Xun knew that this was the result of a whole month of continuous rotation. No one else can see it, only he can feel it. He leaned down and kissed his forehead. Before the kiss was enough, the airtight door opened again, and slightly heavy footsteps stepped over. Lin Xun looked up and saw a slightly fat programmer in a plaid shirt.
Wang security.
king. install. Complete.
Wang An'an just said, "Fuck you—"
Lin Xun attacked: "What the hell are you doing to be safe? You are not safe. Wang An'an, come here for me."
Wang An'an knew that he was wrong and that he was deflated, and his arrogance was nine points short: "Brother, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'll tell you 10,000 times, I'm sorry. The game of immortality is too long, and it closed down so fast, If you kill me, I can't think of anyone who can pull that thing out of Chen Zhi's rotten millet, can you do it for you, brother."
Wang An’an was actually right. That programming game went bankrupt after just 20 days of operation. Their original intention to make this game was to make programming learning more interesting, but this road did not work out, just because programming is a metaphysics-going to school, not dropping out of school. Those who are good at it can learn to be big no matter how boring they are, and those who are not good can't play the game even if they make a game out of it.
Lin Xun: "Then why don't you come to see me at Nutshell? Don't tell me Dongjun won't let me in."
"Algorithm, you have slept for a month, you don't know." Zhao Jiji walked in behind Wang An'an: "You slept well, the people outside us, the people in the whole galaxy, have gone through a battle. How many struggles the eagle hackers have made, how to check the Galaxy's firewall brick by brick, and how to add bricks to your virtual world, your son is still wreaking havoc, it's too difficult, and the keyboard is broken more than a dozen times."
"Don't talk about it," Wang An'an looked at Lin Xun, smiled, but his eyes were red: "This is not to revive the algorithm."
Lin Xun also laughed, and gave Wang Anan a firm hug. He patted Wang Anan on the back, and the frame came up again, and the three of them hugged together.
Architect's hands were shaking uncontrollably, and the rhetoric man was speechless now.
"It's almost done," Lin Xun said in a hoarse voice, "my baby is beside me."
"Your baby won't be awake for a while." Wang An'an stared at the huge dark circles and let go of him: "Brother Jiang is now leading the entire security department to clean up. I'll leave first, I just stayed up three all night."
The framework is just trying to force the essence, and his eyes are scattered: "I'm leaving too, we are next door, if you haven't come out after 12 hours, remember to see if it's a sudden death."
Lin Xun: "Go quickly."
The two of them stared at Lin Xun for a long time, but they couldn't hold it anymore, so they were urged by Lin Xun, and staggered out. Before leaving, they were top-heavy and almost fell.
The doctor followed, and it is estimated that the two people were at risk of sudden death.
These days, many people may be at risk of sudden death.
However, this is not comparable to the Eagle family, the owner of Eagle, who is now estimated to have suffered a cardiac arrest in front of the lawyer.
Thinking of this, Lin Xun carefully put his hand on Dongjun's chest again, and felt relieved when he felt a steady heartbeat.
He felt that something was missing, and as soon as the thought appeared, a white shadow rushed to the bed.
A small pointer with snow-white fur and blue eyes.
This time it's a real cat.
Lin Xun and it briefly looked at each other.
Pointer: "Meow."
- Then he got into his arms, rubbed his head hard, and made a thin "meow" sound, as if he had suffered a huge grievance.
Lin Xun hugged it and coaxed softly. The pointer first mewed at him desperately for many times, then ran to Dongjun's side, and finally his voice was hoarse, so he curled his tail and fell asleep quietly beside Dongjun.
Lin Xun gently stroked the cat's hair for a while, and then turned back to Dongjun's hair.
The sleeping faces of the cat and the person are very quiet, and a strange feeling spreads in Lin Xun's heart. He feels that the past is close at hand, and he feels that everything is like a lifetime. This is probably called rebirth. The only downside is that Luo, who is deeply in the shadow of family ethics, completely ignores him.
But even if he ignored it, when Lin Xun walked out of the airtight door of the room and pressed the elevator button, he still heard a monotonous mechanical sound.
"Please be careful."
The monotony of his tone and the dullness of his voice rivaled his system. Maybe artificial intelligence doesn't bother to use the human voice system when it's in a bad mood.
With a loving reminder from his son, Lin Xun arrived on the third floor safely and came to the bedroom of himself and Dongjun - this bedroom seemed to be uninhabited for a long time. He opened the drawer, took a small silver-white box from the deepest part, put it in his pocket, and prepared to go down.
"Please be careful."
Pay attention to safety, Lin Xun pays attention to opening the door safely, and pays attention to take the first step safely.
The next moment, he met someone's eyes.
- He knew he was not safe.
Dongjun of his family hugged the cat and stood outside the door with a blank expression, looking at him.
Said to be expressionless, but not at all, there was a daze in the eyes like Mohu.
Lin Xun knew that he had left him in an unoccupied room again.
At that time, his heart softened, it was a mess, he was led back to the bed, and then he was dragged into his arms and fell onto the bed.
He hugged Dong Jun back, but no one said anything until Dong Jun slowly let him go.
—Lin Xun actually wanted to be held for a while longer.
He was leaning on the back of the bed, beside Dongjun, his shoulders resting on his shoulders.
He said, "I haven't said what I said before."
But Dongjun did not take up the topic.
He just said lightly: "Do you remember the reason why you broke up with me?"
Lin Xun looked at him: "Well."
"Although we have temporarily resumed the relationship in the virtual world, you can still think about it now."
"What are you thinking about?" Lin Xun asked, "Do you want to continue to be with you?"
"Um."
Lin Xun hugged his knees and looked ahead, and said, "Do you remember when you were a child? Twenty years ago. That day... When I climbed the ladder and opened the window of your piano room."
"Remember." There was a faint smile in Dongjun's voice: "You gave me a candy at that time."
"I remember too." Lin Xun smiled and said, "When I entered the door just now, your eyes were the same as twenty years ago. When I first saw you at that time, I thought..."
"Thinking about what?"
"Think, I want to take this beautiful child back, give him candy every day, make him happy for a lifetime, and never have such eyes again."
Dong Jun seemed to glance at him lightly and said, "Then you proposed to break up with me two years ago."
Lin Xun took his hand and said softly, "Then I will use the rest of my life to compensate you, okay? When we die, the ashes will be mixed together and sunk to the bottom of the sea, or sent to space, and no one will be able to find it."
After a while of silence, Dongjun said, "Don't you feel that I limit your freedom and inspiration again?"
Lin Xun was stunned.
After a while, he said, "Why... do you think I broke up with you because of this?"
Dong Jun frowned at him: "Isn't it?"
Lin Xun: "Why?"
"Even if I tell myself not to interfere with you, I will still unconsciously control your behavior and social interaction." Dong Jundao, "In those two years, your state has gotten worse and worse, and I have been told more than once that I can't do anything. . I've been controlling myself, but you still want someone in the end."
Lin Xun stared at him blankly.
He finally knew that in the virtual world, when he said he was willing to take a risk for Dongjun, why did he ask him if it was worth it.
This person asks whether it is worth it, which means he thinks he is not worth it.
That candy, he didn't give it out after all.
His voice trembled: "Then what do you think... What kind of freedom do I want?"
"Let's be as free as possible." Dongjun followed the hair of the pointer over and over again, and said, "Do anything without restrictions, just like you write an algorithm."
"Is there really such freedom?"
"I respect any wishes of yours."
"But even an algorithm written out of thin air is bound by mathematical rules." Lin Xun closed his eyes, "I can be locked in the room by you, not allowed to see anyone, no social interaction, no friends, yes No private space…”
He spoke gradually, raising his elbows to press his eyes, as if to hide his embarrassment: "I just need you... I need me. I know there is no complete freedom in the world, and I want Freedom is being bound by whoever you want, and you can do anything to me."
"I didn't know what I was thinking before, but in the virtual world, I dreamed about things when I was a child, and then I knew why this happened - my grandmother died very early, my father and mother were not there, and Lin Ting had never been in love. , I don't know what love is at all, I only know that Dongchen likes his wife very much, I only know that if you lock it up, you like it, and you like it if you own it. So I'm a lemon, and everything I do is like a lemon. I like a person I would want to be locked up by him, and locked up with him, I thought she would commit suicide at that time because she didn’t love Dongchen, and people who love each other would lock each other up.” The sentence was too long, Lin Xun took a breath, but he calmed down Terribly, dissect yourself like a math problem: "I know this isn't right, but I've been like this for the rest of my life."
"Like you like being tied up when you're in bed?"
Lin Xun gave up and turned his head: "Yes."
The silence was silent, like a butterfly resting on the window lattice, and he could only hear Dongjun's breathing.
"So why did you choose to leave two years ago?"
"Because I can't hold you, you don't need me at all!" Lin Xun's voice became even more hoarse. In order to cover up the grief in his voice, he had to shout like this.
"You're not the kid you used to be, you have better toys. The Milky Way is so important to you, the Milky Way Building is so high... Its influence is so great, so many people like you, you've suffered for it the longest time Over three overnights. I know most men love their business so much, and I love writing algorithms, but…”
"But," he was a little breathless, his voice was sobbing, he had never lost his temper with anyone, and never once had he been so capricious: "but I'm not happy. I said I was uninspired not to want you to leave, I wanted you to be with me, I didn't think about freedom, I just—"
Dong Jun turned around and hugged him, he buried himself in Dong Jun's chest, and finally said that sentence: "I'm just... jealous."
The silence lasted longer this time, and Dong Jun's fingers slowly gripped his right arm.
"Do you think I like Galaxy?" he said.
Lin Xun didn't know why he asked such a question, and only answered: "Yes."
Dong Jun's next sentence was far from what he expected.
His voice was low and firm: "I don't like it."
Lin Xun's mind was blank, he raised his head and asked, "Why?"
"You say you like algorithms, and I'll write all the code for you. You like to make products that can change the world, and I'll do my best to realize your ideas. Make the galaxy bigger, and your ideas and algorithms will Get into reality faster. I'm different from you, and changing the world will give me a sense of accomplishment, but I don't really love it, I love you." Dong Jun held his face, and his cool thin lips kissed the corner of his eye. There were tears, and his voice was like that shaky drop of water, "I also just... want to make you happy."
Lin Xun watched as he bit his lower lip and closed his eyes: "Why..."
Why am I only telling you now
Why are you telling me at this time
He opened his eyes and saw the young man in front of him. They are both the same age, and their life trajectories are the same.
We met at the age of 6, got together at the age of 16, graduated and established Galaxy at the age of 19, matured the autonomous driving system at the age of 21, went public at the age of 22, broke up at the age of 25, and parted ways at the age of 27.
He thought that if he hadn't jumped so many levels when he was a child, if he hadn't started developing autonomous driving so quickly in college, and hadn't devoted himself to endless computing and R&D as he grew up, would he have had more time to understand each other.
It's just that time is constantly flowing, and fate is whizzing by, and this world does not leave them any space for reflection and review.
Obviously... they are trying their best to do things to make each other happy, but they still have a failed love relationship.
"I'm sorry." Dong Jun held his hand: "It's the first time I have a friend, and it's the first time I have a boyfriend, I couldn't..."
Lin Xun didn't know whether he was crying or laughing, he raised the corners of his mouth: "Am I the second time?"
Saying this, he suddenly remembered something, and his hands were shaking, but he still managed to take the box he just took out from his pocket and opened it.
—The pair of silver cufflinks were made of a special material. He had been looking for them for a long time to get them. The light was refracted like a bright galaxy. This was a gift he never gave out in the real world.
He opened the box and put him in Dong Jun's hand: "... send it to you."
Cufflinks are not an ordinary gift, because it is difficult for a man to dress himself elegantly with cufflinks - giving them as a gift means you are willing to wear them every morning after that Cufflinks. He wanted to use these two cufflinks as the last courtship, but in the end, he chose to leave.
He thought that this time it was finally given away, and once it was sent, it would be given away forever.
But I heard Dongjun say: "At that time, I also had something to give you, right on the Ferris wheel."
Lin Xun looked at him: "... what is it?"
Dongjun said softly: "In the coat."
Lin Xun took two deep breaths and finally stabilized his emotions. He picked up Dongjun's suit jacket by the bed, and there was also a square silver box in it, similar in shape to his.
His heart suddenly beat heavily, as if he had a premonition, he opened it slowly and slowly.
The Milky Way flows by.
Exactly the same material.
- Two silver-white plain rings.
Dongjun's arm wrapped around him from behind, the corner of his lips brushed against his ear.
"Being a boyfriend for the second time will be more qualified than the first time, is the baby willing to accept it?"
Lin Xun closed the silver box, and slowly held it in the palm of his hand, as if he was holding twenty years of scattered time: "I...will."
The night sky outside the window is like this, the Milky Way is endless, Dongjun took the box from his hand, and they each picked up one and put two fingers together.
Lin Xun raised Dong Jun's slender fingers and kissed lightly at the ring. He has always felt that a pair of rings are like the two ends of handcuffs, and love is like a romantic shackle.
all over again.