I went to the small shop in the second canteen and bought two boxes of glutinous rice cakes and old popsicles, a long bunch of alps, and a bunch of Weilong, all stuffed in loose school uniforms, avoiding the patrolling group leader and director, and went back to the classroom to hide the snacks. In their desk pocket, picked up the schoolbag and left.
I wandered on the street for half an hour, and I couldn’t figure out where I could go before I went to the Internet cafe to open a machine. I was in a daze when faced with the game full of screens. I often come to the Internet cafe, but I don’t have Internet addiction. Playing games is as good as sleeping For the time being, avoid some things that I don't want to face. The smell of smoke and instant noodles in the room mixed into a stinky smell of fried expired yogurt in a pot of stinky tofu, which made me nauseous.
I sat in a chair and watched humans in circles. There was a big brother who smoked right in front of me. He removed his hand from the greasy WASD button, and passed the saliva-stained cigarette holder into his mouth again and again. The stubble on his chin varies in length. Sitting a little farther away from me, there was a row of gangsters I've seen in open black, with cheap tattoos on their arms and ankles, concentrating on fighting for survival.
Everyone is obsessed with their own world, and did not notice that there is an alien among them who is in love with their own brother. Occasionally, I think of myself too importantly, thinking that the whole world is staring at my ugliness. In fact, most people I don't know so I don't care.
Looking at the tattoos on the dark and dirty skin, I suddenly wanted to tattoo a ring on the ring finger with my brother, because the pain of acupuncture is easier to remember than simply wearing it. If my brother betrayed me, I would marry another girl. , I will cut off his finger and hide it in his pocket so that he has no place to wear the wedding diamond ring, and then snatch my brother from the wedding scene, buy a dog leash to tie him in my bedroom, and fuck him.
Later, I was so bored. I took out a crumpled math paper from my schoolbag and lay it on the table. In order not to waste the money on the computer, I also listened to three hours of mathematics class at station b. , I'm so stupid.
When I got off the plane, it was getting dark. I found a roadside stall to eat spicy skewers. I bought a handful of sizzling squid and took it back to eat with my brother. I happened to be stopped by a red light at the crossroads and saw the phoenix on the opposite side of the road. A drunk came out of the garden.
The man walked swayingly, holding the BMW key in his hand, and stood beside a Wuling Hongguang for a long time trying to open the door.
At first glance, I thought, hey, idiot.
At the second glance, he thought, fuck, this idiot is my brother.
I ran through the red light, whistling the brakes and the driver's curse flashing quickly in my ears. I heard several drivers scold me, "Babies are not afraid of being run over!" In fact, I was overwhelmed at the time. Too much going on, worrying about my brother’s fall, rubbing his dirty face and hurting his knees.
When I ran to him, my brother was sitting on the ground, his tie was pulled loosely, the first button of the neckline was hung by a broken wire, the deep clavicle socket was glowing sickly pink, and the car key was still in his hand.
I look around and see no one around, otherwise I can only pretend not to know. How much did my stupid brother drank with this strong smell of white wine
"Dead drunkard, get up and don't be ashamed outside."
My brother half opened his eyes and smiled lazily at me, the tips of tiger teeth looming on his lips. He raised his eyelashes and looked at me and licked his lips, and I immediately became stiff. Such curled eyelashes should be covered with semen and tears.
Duan Rui told me that he was waiting for the driver. I asked him how much he had drunk, and he said that the 53-degree flying Maotai is 6 taels per catty.
"How much? The fucking stomach is gone for you! Get up!"
My brother is too uncomfortable, six taels per catty, if you let me know which big boss caught my brother to death, I will send them wreath shrouds and paper men every day.
I slung Duan Rui's arm around his neck and dragged him to the next shopping mall. The security of the mall did not let me bring drunks in. I fumbled it in my brother's trouser pocket, took out the box of soft Zhonghua and threw it to him, and walked twice quickly. It took a few minutes to find the bathroom, and immediately dragged my brother to the sink to make him vomit.
My brother had a stomach problem when he drank and drank in business in his early years. He was also ill a few days ago. He drank his stomach but not his kidneys, and he was most likely to hurt himself by drinking.
"I don't want to throw up." My brother murmured while holding on to the sink, "I didn't drink much."
I held my brother by the pool and forced him to vomit, squeezed his jaw with my right hand, and put my left hand into his mouth to dig out his throat. I have no habit of cleanliness, and I will not think my brother is dirty.
"Spit it out, hurry up, or you will feel better after a while."
My brother was forced by me to vomit out a few spitting nasty things, struggling to get up, I pressed his neck to prevent him from raising his head, tightened his stomach with his forearm from behind, and let him spit out all the wine. .
My brother was about to spit out the bile, lying on the edge of the pool in pain, sleepy, and tiredly pushing my arm around his stomach, his pale face embarrassed with dirt and residue, like a white rose with maggots.
"Stop vomiting... Don't strangle me..."
"Don't move." I helped him wash his face and rinse his mouth, took off his school uniform and wiped his face clean. The old man finally returned to his cleanliness, and I kissed away the drop of water on his nose.
I lifted my knees and hugged him. It was not as easy as he hugged me, so I had to switch to my back. I really don't understand how a man who looks lean and lean can be so heavy, but in a few years I will definitely be able to pick him up easily.
He mumbled to wait for the driver, I said I was the driver, and he said he was going to school to pick up Xiaoyan, I said I was Xiaoyan, and he calmed down, sitting in the co-pilot and gently pinching my ears while blowing the wind. .
I drove him home in his car, dragged him into the elevator and then into the house, took off his clothes and took a shower, helped him brush his teeth, washed his hair and foamed him, went to the kitchen to find sober tea for a long time and couldn’t find it. I put on clothes again and went downstairs to buy a bag and came back. He poured his lips into his mouth. After tossing the whole set, my brother slept cleanly in the bed. I slumped beside him and I was so tired that I was so tired. No energy to eat.
Think about it carefully. Generally speaking, no one dares to really persuade him if he can achieve the position of my brother in the company. He was instilled with this virtue today because he wanted to ask someone to do something and it happened that the other party was too difficult. But my brother’s college classmates are more powerful than others, and there are many people who can help him in business.
I asked him who he was drinking with, and my brother said perfunctorily, you are too young, you don't understand.
I checked his mobile phone (the password is my birthday), checked the messages and call records, but I didn’t see anything famous. I wanted to call his colleague and ask questions. Then I thought about it and thought about it, just in case my brother would ask me privately. It's a public prosecutor, I don't understand many things about doing business.
At this time, my brother snorted and I noticed him. His body curled up into a shrimp, clutching his stomach and clenching his brows, and leaning against me shivering.
"Stomach hurts, right? Sure. Be content with you. Without me, you are going to have your stomach lavage in the hospital..." I sighed and warmed my hands, stretched out under the blanket and lay on his stomach, "I'll pour some hot water."
My brother hugged me and muttered vaguely: "No."
"I'll just pour a glass of water, five seconds, just walk for five seconds."
"Don't move, let Brother hug you."
"Don't put your hand in my pants... Let go!"
"Be good and let me hug you."
"Hey, fuck, take it... Duan Rui, you're a coquettish, clingy girl."
"Xiao Yan... Don't move, I feel uncomfortable, I want to hug you..."
He babbled a lot with me that night, and he didn't hear clearly when I was upside down. But I understand part of it-my brother wanted to fuck my dad, but he took care of me. The immediate family jail time would affect my political trial, and many occupations would be restricted in the future. It doesn't matter. After all, I don't want to enter the system at all.
My brother said I was stupid.
He said, you are a child, your father is in jail, your mother remarries, and you go to bed with your brother. It's too sad.
My brother murmured and kept on me, his mouth babbled, the more I pulled him, the tighter he hugged him, his breath full of alcohol sprayed onto my face, I was disgusted with the smell, and wrapped him around The fingers on my body broke apart one by one, freed him, and tore him from me.
Suddenly he stopped moving, his eyelids were slightly raised to look at me, and a layer of water floated in his eyes: "Don't you let me hug you?"
"When Xiaoyan goes to college, I can see things that I can't see now in Jingguantian, and you know that my brother is not the best..."
"Get married at the age of forty, and get married at the age of forty. Don't worry, you want to get a kid from someone who likes to bring it back to the palm of your brother."
"Brother is always regretting, leading you the wrong way."
He held his head, his brows twisted together in pain.
In the days when we only kissed and didn’t kiss, the big bosses all day long to make my brother suffer. At that time, he often went home with a calm face, and when I was watching TV, he would come next to him and kiss me so that his face would look good. some. But even if my brother suffers a lot of hardship outside, he won’t cry to me. He never did. I thought he was very powerful. Now that I think about it, maybe he can just pretend, because he doesn’t have a brother, so he doesn’t have any privileges that I have. .
"... Are you annoying, don't go on forever." I pressed his eyelids to help him shed tears.
I told him that not only the younger brother can cry, but the older brother can also cry. When the older brother cries, the younger brother can also coax him.
I guessed incorrectly before. I thought my brother’s crying eyes would fall into the sea like stars. In fact, it was more like a diamond rain on a certain planet. It was just improvisation for him, but I wanted to import each one. Keep the bag.
I hugged my brother and gently stroked his trembling back. I knew he was too uncomfortable, and I felt sorry for him. Over the years, I always throw at him what I should be thinking about. He was so overwhelmed that I didn't notice that my brother was tired.
He kissed my neck, his lips were lightly brought across the skin, his sharp teeth suddenly bitten on my arteries, the fine and sharp pain gradually deepened, and bloodshots penetrated through the teeth marks. I imagined the wounded wolf king holding his throat in his mouth. He enjoys me, I heal him.
He fell asleep with his pillow in my arms, holding hands with me, his fingers clasped and almost blocked blood flow.
I whispered in his ear: "Brother, you have to be good."
He nodded lightly.
He doesn’t believe that I love him. I happen to be unable to prove that I love him. I don’t know when I will not be sneaky. When I grow up, I want to put my arms around him and take sleeping photos and send it to Moments. I want to see a long list of acquaintances’ messages. "99", I want to drink with him in the same scarf and holding hot milk tea on Valentine’s Day and Christmas. I also want to kneel on one knee and put on a pair of crystal high heels for him in the music accompaniment, proclaiming this beautiful and fragile man in the world. Is my love.
Of course, the vast majority of people who can't accept this kind of abnormal love relationship, but Jiang Xue's letter has become an umbrella, and I won't get wet while walking under the umbrella. The adult world is more lonely than me. I tilted my umbrella to cover my brother a little more.