Things we don’t even say: Brother’s Diary
Something we would never say: Brother's Diary (Excerpt 1)
On my birthday, my parents bought me a cake, the slap-sized cake, with a cherry on top of the cream, because I won a prize in this competition, with a prize of one thousand two. Today’s food is richer than usual. My mom gave me a chicken leg, and my dad also praised me. The only person in this family who is not happy for me is Duan Yan.
He didn't hide the hostility in his eyes at all, and even lifted the plastic dining table after my mother put a chicken leg for me again. He is so young, he has so much strength and temper.
Dad picked up the broomstick and mentioned Duan Yan in the yard and beaten it up. Mom scolded the street sharply in the lobby. I was really annoyed, so I went back to the bedroom and locked the door to make a question.
I know that Duan Yan has something wrong with his brain. This is what my mother secretly told me to let me play with him less, or even I will become neurotic together. Although I don't like Duan Yan, I have studied in class, and mental illness is not contagious, and I don't believe in my mother either.
I was so hungry at night, I put down my books and went to the kitchen to find something to eat. When I opened the door, Duan Yan sat in front of my door. Seeing me coming out, he smoothed out the dirty and wrinkled certificate and gave it back to me.
There were slap prints on his face, his little feet were swollen by the broomstick when he stepped on the unsuitable big slippers, and he limped when he walked. He raised his face, as if he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.
I asked him why he ruined my certificate, Duan Yan ignored me, got into the sofa and covered his head with a quilt.
I didn't care about him either, because his behavior has always been so unpredictable. I went to the kitchen to get a piece of bread. When I came back, I saw Duan Yan still buried in the quilt. I lifted his quilt and asked him if he could eat it.
Duan Yan gave me very impatiently. He said that he was looking at the stars. There were no stars in the bed and I wanted to see too. He hesitated and gave me a place.
I squeezed into his stargazing platform, it was very dark under the blanket, but I couldn't see anything. Looking at Duan Yan again, he said nonchalantly: "I don't like cakes or chicken thighs, but I can't get them all for you."
I thought about it for a while, and it made sense, so next time I clip it to him.
As an older brother, I also have to educate him. I told him that it was wrong to lift the table. He nodded, and I asked him if he knew why it was wrong. He shook his head.
"Well... Because of this impoliteness, people who are jealous of others' good will not be good on their own."
"Oh."
"Will you raise the table next time?"
"No."
Duan Yan sent a daze for a while, and asked me thoughtfully: "You got the certificate. The certificate is worth 1,200 yuan, but my mother took away 1,200 dollars and threw the certificate. Now the certificate is still worth one. Thousand or two hundred yuan?"
I'm speechless for a while.
I always thought I knew better than Duan Yan, but I didn't.
(Excerpt 2)
My aunt came to be a guest at home today. Duan Yan could only squeeze a bed with me. At night, I warned him not to disturb me doing homework. He was still obedient, sitting on the bed quietly waiting for me.
I read the extracurricular books for a long time, so that I forgot the time, and only remembered to go to bed at ten o'clock. Duan Yan was dozing off in my bed. Seeing me standing up, I tried to cheer up and asked me, "Sleeping brother." "
Go to sleep.
Duan Yan squeezed over in the middle of the night and curled up into my arms. I wanted to drive him away, but he did nothing wrong and slept very well all the time. In the future, he will no longer have to squeeze his parents' house and sleep on the sofa, it doesn't matter if he sleeps in my place.
The brat stepped on me.
bother.
(Excerpt 3)
My parents finally got divorced, and their seemingly divorced state made everyone boring. It's okay to leave.
Mom only took me away. I asked her why she didn't bring Duan Yan. She was very impatient: "I have said it several times, your brother is mentally ill, I can't take such a drag."
I discussed with my mother: "Can I divide the meal into half?"
My mother gave me a white look.
On the day of the separation, my stepdad drove to pick us up, and I met Duan Yan in the car bye.
He held the car window and told me that he would not miss me, let me go as far as possible.
But the car started, I looked back, Duan Yan was chasing the car.
I was afraid that he would chase too far and could not find his way home, so I stopped the car and jumped down to hug him. He cried in my arms. Duan Yan is very different from other children. When he cries, he often has no expression on his face, and his sluggish eyes are silently weeping.
I became more and more eager to take him with me. This thought even became a deep-seated seed, which would hurt my heart from time to time.
(Excerpt Four)
There is enough schoolwork in the second year of high school, and the troubles are one after another. Mom and stepdad took 200,000 yuan from others and asked me to cheat on the college entrance examination for a senior in high school. I wanted to buy a house for Duan Yan to live in with this 200,000 yuan, but my mother said only Can give me five hundred yuan.
I'm not going. I didn't do business at a loss. They could not lie to me saying that they would give me two hundred thousand. It was really an insult to my IQ.
(Excerpt 5)
My mother is pregnant.
No one at home paid attention to me for a long time.
(Excerpt 6)
On my birthday, Duan Yan gave me the mud he squeezed. He said it was me who squeezed, but I think it was a pig.
The stepdad threw me the clay figure beside the pillow, and I yelled at him for the first time.
(Excerpt 7)
In the third year of high school, I moved to a rented house near the school by myself under the pretext of facilitating my study, and took Duan Yan over.
He walked into the narrow and cold room somewhat timidly, touched the furniture around, and finally hid beside me, holding my hand nervously. I was so arrogant and messed up in front of me before, fighting with my classmates was not unreasonable, but after changing to a new environment, he shrank like a mouse.
(Excerpt 8)
Since I was in college, my mom stopped paying me for living expenses. She said that my scholarship was enough and that part-time jobs would be enough to support herself. That’s right, but Duan Yan also has to go to school to eat. The prices in Beijing are no better than ours. small city.
When I was in class, I helped the seniors and sisters to do their homework and write papers. I went out to work with the boss when I didn’t have class. Sometimes the boss didn’t give out a boxed lunch. Keep them all for me. I was so hungry that I lied to him that his mother would call me 1,500 per month to let him eat. He was convinced.
(Excerpt 9)
Recently I was discussing business with my classmates. I was so tired that I was so exhausted every day when I was out in the sun and rain. Seeing that I got more money, I became less and less interested in studying. I wanted money.
But even if I draw water in class, it is easy enough to cope with the schoolwork, so the scholarship should not be for nothing.
(Excerpt 10)
Baoyan did not go.
(Excerpt 11)
I was so tired from running the list today. I couldn't even drink my saliva. I slept twice on the bus on the way home and almost took a stop.
There was half a bowl of leftover Liangpi on the table. Xiao Yan had already fallen asleep on the bed, and I also fell on the bed, my head just touching the pillow.
Xiao Yan seemed to have pushed me twice. I haven't had a full sleep for a long time. I was particularly annoyed and muttered "Don't make any noise" and let me sleep for a while.
He quieted down.
The next morning I set the alarm clock and struggled for a while before getting up. I found Xiao Yan squeezed into my arms and was hot, pressing her stomach in pain.
The cold sweat soaked through my vest. I didn't think much about it. I wrapped him in clothes and hugged him downstairs and rushed to find a taxi to the hospital. The doctor said that food poisoning caused acute gastroenteritis.
(Excerpt 12)
Xiaoyan sat face-to-face in my arms, with the infusion needle on the back of her hand, and her arms around my neck, her weak cheeks pressed against my neck, her voice was much softer than usual, and she said to me in a breath: "Stay with me for a while. , Give you ten dollars."
I feel so distressed.
(Excerpt 13)
On the day of school recruitment, many companies wanted me. My goal was very clear. I would go to any company with high salary.
(Excerpt 14)
Lack of money, quit.
(Excerpt 15)
The director was promoted, and the salary was increased.