Xu Chaomu didn't know what he was thinking, he was in a trance. He didn't wake him up until Xin Ai made a sound. He stood up quickly and said, "You're here."
Xin Ai nodded, looked at him and sat down.
Seeing Xin Ai, Xu Chaomu was full of words and suddenly didn't know what to say, let alone how to say it.
This girl was the girl he once loved most, and she is also the girl he loves most now. During this period, he tried to accept other girls, tried to fall in love, and tried to forget her.
However, Xu Chaomu finally discovered that those girls were not Xin Ai, and they were not her.
No matter how much he anesthetizes himself, he can never forget that the person he loved so deeply has become unforgettable and has even become a part of his body's genes. How is it possible to let go of him
In the end, Xu Chaomu compromised. Since he couldn't do it, he should continue to love.
However, even if he couldn't be with her, Xu Chaomu still hoped that she could be happy.
That man is not suitable for her.
Xu Chaomu looked at Xin Ai's pale and thin face. She was much more haggard than before. She used to be shy, introverted, with rosy cheeks. When she smiled, she was like a delicate flower blooming in spring, swaying in the wind, making people feel happy when they saw her. Stretch and enjoy.
But Xu Chaomu felt heartbroken when he saw Xin Ai now.
He asked: "Are you okay?"
Xin Ai smiled: "Very good."
her smile has been lost
The freshness of the past.
Xu Chaomu couldn't help but said: "But that's not what I see. You don't seem to be well at all. You are unhappy, you have something on your mind, and your energy and vitality are withering little by little."
Xu Chaomu watched with heartache as Xin Ai lost moisture, luster, and vitality little by little. How much he longed for those days to never come to an end, even if he could never be with her and maintain the relationship of senior brother and junior sister forever. That's fine.
As long as she is still the same Xin Ai as before, as long as she still has a bright smile on her face.
Xin Ai lowered his head: "Maybe you saw it wrong."
"Xin Ai, I know you won't be with me, but I beg you not to continue to ruin yourself like this. Find a man who can give you happiness and whom you love, and be happy. That man is not suitable for you. "
Xu Chaomu knew that man's name was Jian Zechuan. He was a mountain in Mingdu. When others mentioned him, they would respectfully call him Third Master.
That was a man with unparalleled means and scheming. Xin Ai would always have the upper hand with him.
Xin Ai's hand holding the bag gradually tightened. Yes, everyone said that the man named Jian Zechuan was not suitable for her.
In fact, she knew it herself.
But…
Forget it, what's the use of saying all this, anyway, it's all in the past tense.
she
She didn't want to argue with Xu Chaomu. She was concerned about everything she said, and everything she said was right. What was she still arguing about
She smiled and nodded: "Yes, I will remember what senior brother said."
"If I have the chance, I will try to find someone who I love and who loves me."
If possible, I wish I was the one who could give you happiness.
This sentence was hidden deep in Xu Chaomu's heart, but he never said it out loud.
It's not that he lacks courage, but that he knows it's impossible. Even if he has the courage to fight for it, his family will be wronged by Xin Ai.
He missed Xin Ai during the best time, and from then on, he never had another chance.
The two people who could laugh and play in the past were now speechless when they saw each other again.
Time passed by, and neither of them took a bite of the milk tea and desserts placed on the table.
These were Xin Ai's favorite things to order here before.
Coming out of the Western Pastry House, there is an intersection. Standing at the intersection, behind you are pedestrians and vehicles going their separate ways.
Xu Chaomu felt indescribably heavy when he thought about how long it would take before he saw her again after this separation.
Xu Chaomu suddenly hugged Xin Ai and said in her ear: "Xin Ai, I will always be here. As long as you need it, I can do anything for you."
He hugged Xin Ai tightly and quickly let go.
Saying goodbye, he turned around and left.
This was the first time that Xu Chaomu turned and left in front of Xin Ai.
In the past, he had always watched Xin Ai's back, fading away. This time... he didn't want to watch her walk away from his world, so he turned around first.
It's cloudy today, windy, the temperature is on the low side, and there are dark clouds in the sky. It seems like a heavy rain is coming.
Xin Ai stood at the intersection, suddenly not knowing where to go. After Xin Huan disappeared, her home could not be found anywhere, and it was not her home anywhere.
The wind blew up Xin Ai's long hair, and she looked confused. The red light at the intersection turned on several times, and pedestrians passed by several times, but she never moved.
There was a car parked on the road not far from her on the opposite side, and the car never moved.
It was about to rain, and the pedestrians passing by were walking in a hurry, fearing that they would get wet in the rain soon.
Finally, the sky was extremely gloomy, and the raindrops fell instantly. Pedestrians quickened their pace and ran past Xin Ai, but she still didn't move, and just raised her head.
The rain came hard this time, and my summer clothes were so thin that they got wet in the blink of an eye.
A car slowly slid to Xin Ai's side and stopped. The windows were closed and no one could be seen inside.
Xin Ai tilted his head and stared for a while. The person in the car seemed to be impatient and pushed open the door from the inside. Then he stretched out a hand and pulled Xin Ai in.
Xin Ai plunged into a familiar
Xi's embrace, the breath between her nose, was a smell she hadn't smelled in many days.
Xin Ai was quickly pushed away. Her hair was wet and stuck to her face. She pushed her hair aside, raised her head, looked into Jian Zechuan's cold eyes, and said with a smile: "The third master is back?"
Jian Zechuan is still the same Jian Zechuan. That face can confuse all living beings, make Xin Ai stunned, and make people confused.
Jian Zechuan's face was expressionless, with a cold face, and his eyes were dark and gloomy, just like the sky before the heavy rain was approaching, and the dark clouds blocked the sun.
Xin Ai didn't seem to notice that Jian Zechuan was in a bad mood at all, and moved closer to him with a smile.
Jian Si said silently in his heart, yes, he is back. As soon as he came back, he saw you hugging another man on the street.
I haven’t seen you in the past few days, and I’ve really gained a lot of courage.
The third master saw it, but he didn't even explain or apologize. What did he want? Want to go to heaven
It was raining heavily outside the car window, and raindrops were pattering on the glass. The temperature inside the car was cold, so Jian Si quietly turned up the temperature of the air conditioner.
The car couldn't drive too fast on a rainy day, but Jian Si tried his best to drive to the maximum speed limit while ensuring safety. He quickly sent these two monsters back to their place and left.
Stop torturing this poor guy.
But the two people in the back seat were both out of sorts. Xin Ai occasionally said something irrelevant, and the third master ignored him at all.
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