At that time, Xin Ai didn't know how she reached out her hand or which hand she used to take the check.
She didn't even know what her expression was at that time, whether she was smiling or sad, or whether it was... ugly.
However, she obviously didn't have the strength to blink at that time, but she could still accept the check so easily.
When the check fell into her hands from Jian Zechuan, Xin Ai had only one thought in her mind. This check was really heavy.
Holding it in her hands, a thin piece of paper was like a mountain, which could crush her into powder, push her down and make her unable to get up again.
Xin Ai read every word on the check carefully. She opened her mouth and silently counted the zeros on it: "One, ten, one hundred, one thousand, ten thousand, one hundred thousand, one million, ten million, billion..."
Counting to the last digit, Xin Ai smiled, and seemed to make a sound.
Jian Zechuan had always been stingy with her, but finally he was generous to her, which was rare.
Perhaps it was the long zero on it that gave Xin Ai some comfort. When she raised her head again, she could no longer see anything strange. Her smile was as bright as a flower, and her eyes were full of tiny stars, as if the check had made her Eyes glow.
Xin Ai shook the check in his hand and said happily: "Thank you, Third Master, you are so generous. Don't worry, I will get away and never come back. I promise I won't be in your way again."
Your eyes, thank you for your care during this time, thank you. "
No one knew that there were only tears in Xin Ai's eyes, the smile on his face was hurt, and he was experiencing a massacre in his heart that he had no power to fight back.
In this game with Jian Zechuan, she completely lost.
The time for a cigarette was over and the room was filled with the smell of nicotine. Jian Zechuan put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray beside the bed and slowly stood up.
The smell of alcohol on his body was still there, but his eyes were completely clear. He went to the bathroom to rinse and came out. He dressed slowly, just like that time a long time ago, when Xin Ai lay on the bed and looked at him. Get dressed and leave.
That time, he said, he didn't want to see her again.
At that time, Xin Ai could shamelessly chase after him and say shameless words, but this time, it was different...
She would never catch up again, and there was no way he could look back.
Xin Ai watched in silence as Jian Zechuan put on his clothes and slowly buttoned the buttons one by one. Everything seemed as familiar as yesterday.
Jian Zechuan said: "This house is left to you. I will have someone come to transfer the ownership for you tomorrow."
A calm voice, without any ups and downs, without any emotion, the simplest statement.
Such calmness, and the madness that suppressed Xin Ai's body not long ago, did not seem to be the same person.
They had just experienced such a long entanglement, and during the whole process, the two of them did not make any mistakes.
What conversation.
After it was over, Jian Zechuan made a cold cut in two short sentences.
From the beginning to the end, more than three months were neither long nor short... Xin Ai felt as if he had gone through a long reincarnation.
Because of Jian Zechuan, she stepped into the gate of lovesickness, and because of him, she knew how painful it was.
Jian Zechuan turned around and heard Xin Ailuo's hoarse voice: "Third Master, walk slowly."
Every time he left before, Xin Ai would say "goodbye".
But now, we will never see each other again, so there is no need to say goodbye.
Jian Zechuan paused, opened the bedroom door and walked out.
Xin Ai heard him walking down the stairs step by step. It was the sound of him walking away step by step, the sound of him leaving and never coming back. Xin Ai's body was shaking. She didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.
Leaving means relief.
However, leaving also means that she and this man will never have any intersection from now on.
From now on, he gets married and has children, and has nothing to do with her anymore.
Whether she is alive or dead, good or bad, it has nothing to do with him anymore.
Suddenly, when Jian Zechuan's steps were about to reach the last floor, he stopped, and Xin Ai's spirit became tense.
As if a long time had passed, the footsteps sounded again, but the difference was that this time they did not continue walking.
Instead of walking forward, he turned around and walked upwards, because the footsteps were getting closer and closer.
Xin Ai's body suddenly tensed up and she turned to look at the door.
He...why is he back
Jian Zechuan stood outside the door, stopped, and did not go inside. He said, "Xin Ai, I have always wanted to ask you a question."
Xin Ai sat on the bed, her long hair scattered on her shoulders, her heart beating rapidly, the sheets hugged her chest, she said: "Say,"
"Have you ever been sincere to me in this long time?"
Xin Ai was stunned. When he came back, he actually asked this
After a while, Xin Ai suddenly laughed, "Third Master, is it interesting for you to say this now? From now on, even if we meet on the road, we are strangers. Does it make sense for you to ask like this?"
"I want to hear the truth from you."
This question kept coming back and forth in Jian Zechuan's mind. He needed an answer, and he felt that the answer lay with Xin Ai.
Only this answer can tell him how to choose and how to deal with it next.
Xin Ai shook his head and said decisively: "No, never..."
She looked at Jian Zechuan in front of her and suddenly felt that she was really tired.
When he left her alone, when he was having sex with Tan Ran abroad; when he brought Tan Ran back to China to get engaged to her; when he ignored her life and death and went to save her
When Tan Ran was there, that scene... all made the resentment accumulated in Xin Ai's chest boil up little by little.
Why, why did Jian Zechuan, after throwing a check to her and saying that he was tired of her, turn around and ask her if she had ever promised him sincerely
How could he regard his shamelessness as something so frank
If he just left like that, everyone would be dispersed, but he actually turned around and asked her this ridiculous question.
Does he want to hear the answer he wants to hear from a woman he abandoned before he can leave with satisfaction
How could Xin Ai let him get what he wanted? Why would she tell him what he wanted to hear? She would never tell him what he wanted to hear.
Xin Ai looked at Jian Zechuan calmly, tears of laughter almost falling. She said, "Jian Zechuan, don't you think it's ridiculous when you ask me this? You want me to be sincere, what about yours? Have you ever given anything? Mr. Jian, I would like to ask you now, what am I in your eyes, a plaything, a sex partner, and a shady lover? I have never asked you to be your real girlfriend, and I have never asked you to marry into your Jian family and be a mistress. , I didn’t ask you to treat me like a serious girlfriend, so why do you want my heart? I hope you can understand that what you spend money to buy is only my body, not my heart. I have no obligation to give it to you. you."
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