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Fu Changling was stunned by these words, and after a while, he reacted, and after a moment of consideration, he said, "Senior brother, don't think too much, Wanguya is dangerous, and someone will always be injured. If I am injured, I have to trouble my brother to take care of me."
"But why me?"
Yun Yu turned his head and stared at him, his eyes slightly red: "Why is it me?"
Fu Changling didn't know how to answer, Yun Yu stood up, looked at him, and sniffed: "You dare not say it, I will. Because I am not good at studying, because I am incompetent, because I am stupid and lazy!"
"I've been in Hongmeng Temple for ten years," Yun Yu said in a low voice, "Why is everyone better than me?"
Fu Changling listened to Yun Yu's words, and slowly understood in his heart.
Yun Yu seems to be cheerful and generous, but her heart is like an ordinary person, jealous, sad, and ashamed.
He is stronger than Yun Yu, and Yun Yu can comfort himself because he has been alone under the Wangu Cliff for eight years and has other adventures. But Shangguan Mingyan is also better than him, and for his senior brother, it is humiliation.
The closer the person is, the more difficult it is to accept the change in the relationship. Fu Changling pondered, and then slowly said: "Senior Brother Yun, the road to immortality is very long. You can't compare yourself with others. When you compare yourself with others, your heart is not here."
"It's not like me either," Yun Yu's voice softened, he seemed to think that he was wrong, and when he spoke, he was a little lacking in confidence, "I just feel that as a senior brother, not only can I fail to help you, but also drag you down. you."
Fu Changling smiled and didn't speak. He naturally knew that this was Yun Yu's cover, but he didn't expose it either. However, after a while, Yun Yu still said: "And, I think, I'm going to be left behind."
"Senior brother is your brother," Yun Yu looked up at Fu Changling and said seriously, "Senior Sister Xie is the senior sister of Shangguan Mingyan, and I am only one person, I am nothing."
"Senior brother," Fu Changling said calmly, staring into his eyes, "Senior brother is not my senior brother, and senior sister Xie is not senior sister of Shangguan Mingyan. They are themselves, and you are yourself. A cultivator, you must belong to you. Own."
"Eight years under Wanguya," Yun Yu laughed, "you really learned something. What about you? Does your heart belong to you?"
"It doesn't belong." Fu Changling laughed along with Yun Yu, with a condescending appearance, Yun Yu took him as a joke and rolled his eyes, "Don't fool me, just your temper, your heart doesn't belong to you, and To whom?"
"Is this still a guess?" Fu Changling opened his fan, covered half of his face, threw a wink, and pinched his throat, "Of course it's Senior Brother. He doesn't belong to me, but I belong to him."
Yun Yu seemed to be stimulated by him, shivered a little, and wiped his arms with his shoulders, and said tremblingly: "You are so disgusting, I don't want to talk to you."
Fu Changling took the fan, but didn't say much. Yun Yu said this and seemed to be tired. He lay down, gave half of the bed to Fu Changling, and sighed, "I've been holding back for several days, and it's much more comfortable to say it."
"Just don't worry about it."
As Fu Changling said that, he went to the cabinet next to him, turned over the quilt, and carried him to the edge of the couch.
Yun Yu opened his eyes and said with some doubts: "You don't sleep in a bed with me? This bed is quite big."
"No," Fu Changling said calmly, "I'll just sleep on the couch."
"How tough is that," Yun Yu urged him, "Don't be polite to me, senior brother has slept with me."
Fu Changling stopped making the bed, and Yun Yu continued: "Don't toss yourself, the one who doesn't make a mattress is difficult to sleep. They're all from the same sect. If you sleep more, your relationship will be better."
Listening to his words, Fu Changling straightened up. He turned to look at Yun Yu, smiled and said, "Senior brother also slept in the same bed with you?"
"Yeah." Yun Yu nodded, "When we went out, we just slept together when there was not enough room. They are all men, don't be so particular about it."
"Ah, I suddenly remembered," Fu Changling suddenly remembered something, "Do you need a needle?"
"Prick a needle? What needle?"
Yun Yu was a little dazed, Fu Changling took out a needle bag from the spiritual bag, held it and walked to Yun Yu's side, and said gently: "I've been too busy recently, I forgot to give you a needle, a few needles will be better soon, don't be afraid, Senior Brother Yun, I am very gentle."
Yun Yu swallowed. He watched Fu Changling twist a long needle, and his heart beat a little faster.
He intuited that he had done something wrong, but he didn't know what it was, so he could only discuss it and said, "Why don't you let it slow down."
"No, the injury on Brother Yun's body will be better sooner or later. If you can stop thinking about it, it will hurt a little bit." He turned his back and said with a smile, "Just bear with it."
As soon as the words fell, the needles fell like rain and fell straight on Yunyu's back, shaking gently under the light, Yunyu screamed, Fu Changling covered Yunyu's mouth, Yunyu beat him and struggled, Fu Changling continued: "Don't be afraid, calm down, there are still a few stitches!"
The sound of Fu Changling and Yun Yu's arguing spread to the next door, Qin Yan listened quietly, he couldn't help laughing, turned sideways, and closed his eyes and fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, Shangguan Mingyan came to see them again in the afternoon. Fu Changling was arguing with Yun Yu, Qin Yan was sitting on the side and meditating. Shangguan Mingyan was dressed in golden crown and Chinese clothes. After saluting, Yun Yu muttered, "Where did you go in the morning, why didn't you come to see us earlier?"
Shangguan Mingyan smiled, but he had a good temper. He ignored Yun Yu's fault and explained, "In the morning, His Majesty asked me to go to the garden with Senior Sister. I told Senior Sister about yesterday's discussion. Senior Sister agreed with our arrangement and said that I would try my best to help. following us."
"We didn't talk much about it yesterday," Yun Yu rolled his eyes, "Can you and senior sister talk all morning?"
When Shangguan Mingyan heard this, his face suddenly turned red, and he smiled bitterly: "Senior Brother Yun, if you have any fire, send it to me directly. I feel very uncomfortable when you talk like that."
"Aren't I mad at you?" Yun Yu said directly, "I'm so jealous of you right now. At a time like this, when you get married with your senior sister and save everyone, you should let me come. I'll come in before you. , I'm taller than you, I'm more handsome than you, and my cultivation is a little higher than you, but now you're in the limelight, can I be happy?"
Yun Yu scolded him like this, everyone laughed, Qin Yan glanced at him, and said, "I'll show you the limelight next time."
Yun Yu threw a peanut into his mouth, and reluctantly said, "Okay. Senior brother has spoken, I won't say it."
After saying that, Yun Yu shrank to the side, Shangguan Mingyan glanced at Qin Yan gratefully, and then said: "I have discussed it with Senior Sister, falsely agreeing to Xie Shen's conditions, so that Senior Sister pleases Xie Shen. Xie Shen seems to be very fond of Senior Sister, If you follow his wishes, it shouldn't be a big problem. Tomorrow I will ask him to let everyone assist the Ministry of Rites to organize the wedding banquet, and then let me know what Brother Shen intends to plan. "
"it is good."
The two sides exchanged news, and then discussed the specific process and plan of the wedding banquet. After dinner, Shangguan Mingyan looked at the sky and said, "I agreed with Senior Sister, and now I want to pretend to be affectionate in front of Xie Shen. Now I have to go to Fengyi Hall to have dinner with Senior Sister and Xie Shen, and then leave first."
Qin Yan nodded, and Shangguan Mingyan retreated. The three of them ate by themselves. Fu Changling and Yun Yu were about to go back to the house when Qin Yan stopped him: "Changling, wait a minute."
Fu Changling turned around and bowed respectfully, "Senior brother."
Yun Yu looked at Fu Changling, and then at Qin Yan, and knew that Qin Yan had something to tell Fu Changling, he coughed lightly: "Well, I'll go first."
After speaking, Yun Yu went back to the room by himself, leaving Qin Yan and Fu Changling in the room. Qin Yan quietly opened the barrier, and then he raised his eyes to look at Fu Changling: "The plan may have to be changed."
"Um?"
Fu Changling was a little dazed, Qin Yan watched him quietly: "You and I will stay here in place of Mingyan and senior sister. After they leave safely, we have to stay at Wanguya."
When Fu Changling heard this, he suddenly understood, and he blurted out: "Seal?"
Qin Yan nodded, thought about it, and then explained: "If you don't want to, I can send you away from Wanguya first."
"Then leave you here?" Fu Changling laughed, "You can also think of such a thing."
Qin Yan was silent, Fu Changling was leaning against the long pillar next to him, his hands were in front of his chest, and his head was lowered. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "That, Senior Brother."
Qin Yan looked at him when he heard the sound, and Fu Changling said slowly, "You... why did you leave me alone?"
"Master said that it is more appropriate for you to strengthen the seal."
When Fu Changling heard this answer, there was a bit of disappointment in his eyes. He smiled and said reluctantly, "That's it. But if the senior brother left me and wanted me to strengthen the seal, it might be a little bad. I am now. There is no golden core. It’s okay to make a little trouble, but strengthen the seal…”
"Under the cliff of Wangu, there is a flower of the past," Qin Yan said in a low voice, "I will fetch it for you."
Fu Changling was stunned for a while, and after a while, he felt a sense of astringency and absurdity emerge. He suddenly felt that fate is like a circle that you can't get out of. No matter how you think it changes, it seems that it will go around in circles, and at that point, it will return to the beginning.
He opened the Xuanji secret realm like the previous life, and Qin Yan also wanted to fetch flowers for him like the previous life. Even if the reasons are very different, the results seem to be the same.
"As for the formation, you are the most proficient. Recently, in addition to arranging the process of escaping during the wedding, you also need to pay attention to finding the location of the seal."
"I understand." Fu Changling lowered his head, "There's just one thing, I'm puzzled."
Fu Changling looked up at Qin Yan, and he looked at him: "Senior brother didn't mention the place to look for the rebirth flower. It seems that brother already knows where it is?"
He has almost rummaged through Wanguya, at least in the suburbs, there is absolutely no such thing.
Qin Yan came to Wanguya for the first time, and now he mentioned the flower of the past with him, something he should be looking for in a hurry, but he didn't even mention it.
Fu Changling's intuition was wrong. He looked at Qin Yan and waited for the answer. Qin Yan didn't move, and he could not see any emotional fluctuations on his usual flat expression.
"Master told me." Qin Yan explained calmly, "So I know where it is."
"Then why don't you take it?"
"The blooming season hasn't come yet," Qin Yan shook his head, "I can't get it."
"Where is it?" Fu Changling stared at him, Qin Yan hesitated for a moment, and then slowly said, "You'll know when it opens."
Having said that, Qin Yan changed the subject abruptly: "You know how to find the seal."
"You'll know when he shows up."
Fu Changling directly replied with Qin Yan's previous words, Qin Yan's color froze slightly, and Fu Changling was a little upset, so he saluted: "If there is nothing else, Changling will retire."
Fu Changling turned around and walked out. He walked to the corridor with a cold face. After walking a few steps, he heard the voice of the senior: "What are you angry about?"
"He didn't tell me anything," Fu Changling said irritably. "It was like this in the past, and it is still like this now. Does he think I'm a fool? He must have been hiding something from me about the matter of his death."
"Then you, didn't you tell him?"
The senior's voice was very soft: "This junior, I think he has been around for a while. He is not the kind of person you say, who doesn't say anything."
Fu Changling paused, and the senior said calmly: "Changling, sometimes, there are some things that you don't want to say, but you can't say."
"What can't you say?" Fu Changling slowly calmed down, "If the matter is related to two people, why can't you say it and face it together?"
The senior was silent for a while, and after a long time, she said, "When he first came to Wanguya, he said a word to Tan Xin."
"what?"
Fu Changling turned around in a daze, and the senior's voice brought a smile: "At that time, you quarreled with him, and he said that when he finds your senior sister, he will let your senior sister send you out, and he will stay. You ask him what he is staying for, but he doesn't. Before he could speak, he was interrupted by you, and then you said, he came for the seal, do you remember?"
"I do remember a few points." Fu Changling sat on the chair in the corridor, "Later... I seem to have kissed him and ran away." After saying this, Fu Changling was a little embarrassed, and he quickly explained: "I was so angry at that time. ."
"After he came back, I asked Tan Xin to ask him," the senior said in a gentle voice, "What did he want to do to stay? He told Tan Xin that he wanted to fetch flowers for you."
Fu Changling was stunned, the senior continued: "He took the flowers of the past and let you restore the golden elixir, and his plan at the time was to strengthen the seal himself. But now he has let you stay, why do you say that?"
why
Back then, Qin Yan was used to thinking of one person in everything he did. Even if Jiang Yebai told him that Fu Changling would do better in this matter, he decided to go alone.
Because in his bones, he is always alone.
But now he is willing to keep Fu Changling, and this decision, he may not realize that there has been any change.
Fu Changling sat in a daze, and the senior said gently: "The real transformation of a person is always difficult to find. Like a drop of water, like grass breaking the ground, Changling, you should understand that waiting is not just about giving what you like to yourself. The other party, the more important thing is to really understand who he is and what kind of person he is, and let him know what kind of person you are. In this way, two completely different people have the opportunity to come together. "
Fu Changling listened quietly, and after a long time, he couldn't help laughing: "Senior, you know a lot."
The other party was silent, and after a long time, there was a bit of tenderness in her voice: "Because, there was a person who waited for me like this."
"I understand." Fu Changling took a deep breath, got up, and walked back, "I'll go talk to him."
With that, he turned back to the room.
Qin Yan was still sitting in the same place. He didn't know where he got a pot of wine. He didn't expect Fu Changling to turn back. But Fu Changling moved faster, but the moment Qin Yan held the jug, he also held it.
His hands were folded on the back of Qin Yan's hand, Qin Yan's hand trembled slightly, and Fu Changling laughed: "Senior brother drinking boring wine alone is not a good habit."
Having said that, Fu Changling let go of his hand, took the jug away from Qin Yan's hand, took a cup from the side, poured it for himself, and sat calmly in front of Qin Yan: "I will accompany my senior brother to drink."
"Why did you come back?" Qin Yan lowered his eyes when he saw the wine glass in front of him, and Fu Changling smiled, "I reflected on myself on the way, I was arrogant to my senior brother."
Qin Yan didn't speak. He drank the wine and listened to Fu Changling: "Senior brother hides everything from me. I can't do anything for you. I'm upset, and I just had a bad tone. I'll punish myself for a glass of wine, and I hope my brother will forgive me."
As Fu Changling said that, he drank the wine in one go, then he raised his eyes to look at Qin Yan, and said seriously, "I want to ask Senior Brother, why didn't you tell me?"
"The path I chose," Qin Yan said flatly, "I don't want people to interfere."
"Does this road concern me?"
"It doesn't matter."
"Does the flower of the past have nothing to do with me?"
"It doesn't matter."
Hearing this, Fu Changling couldn't help laughing: "How can you say it has nothing to do with me when you fetch flowers for me?"
"I'm willing to take it myself, I'm willing to give it myself, it's my business, so it has nothing to do with you. In the whole thing, there is only one thing that has to do with you," Qin Yan looked up at him with a calm expression, "that is The moment I give you, whether you want it or not, and that moment has nothing to do with me."
Fu Changling listened. For the first time in his life, he finally understood the logic of Qin Yan's actions.
He had always thought that Qin Yan was not good at speaking, and kept everything in his heart without telling others. But now I understand that he did not hide what he should say in his heart, but when he chose not to say it, it was a decision he had already made and should not have said.
Fu Changling once thought that Qin Yan hated him.
In his last life, Qin Yan shattered his love roots in front of him and blew his own knowledge. It was his revenge against him. Before he died, he was probably full of remorse and hated that he should not fall in love with such a person.
But now he suddenly understood.
Qin Yan would not hate him, and his last sentence, "The True Monarch is no longer troubled, I am no longer troubled.", was not an angry remark. He really felt that it was better for Fu Changling to do it himself.
He never thought that Fu Changling would like him, and when Fu Changling liked him, he would never have the chance to tell the person who had spent half his life for him in his previous life.
Fu Changling poured the wine down his throat, he took a deep breath, nodded and said, "I understand. You do things by yourself, make your own decisions, and others can't interfere, just right," Fu Changling laughed, and he looked up at Fu Changling, "I am the same way. , we are really brothers." Qin Yan looked at his smile, he was speechless, Fu Changling raised his glass and toasted with Qin Yan: "Come, drink."
Qin Yan was not ambiguous, just whispered: "Don't let Yun Yu know."
"Understood," Fu Changling smiled, "you still have to take care of them."
Qin Yan got this, and there was a slight smile in his eyes. The person in front of him didn't seem to be his junior brother, but a confidant and friend, drinking two glasses of wine.
Fu Changling relaxed. He felt that he and Qin Yan had never been so frank before. He used to talk to Qin Yan, and the two of them were either separated by one floor, and I was separated by one floor, but now he feels that they seem to have let go of something. In the future, he can say anything to Qin Yan, of course, except for that one sentence.
Their wine was drank from the house to the outside, Qin Yan sat on the corridor chair, Fu Changling sat on the ground, turned his head to look at Qin Yan, who was sitting against the pillar, and couldn't help asking him, "You like drinking so much yourself, why? How can you control everyone not to drink?"
"It's not good."
"Then you still drink?"
"I do not mind."
Fu Changling smiled: "Then it seems that I have to take care of you in the future."
Qin Yan looked at him sideways, and Fu Changling took a sip of wine: "You don't care, I do."
"You can't control it."
"Whether you can be managed is your business, but I don't care about you," Fu Changling smiled and rolled his eyes, "It's my business."
Qin Yan frowned, as if thinking seriously. Seeing that he was thinking deeply, Fu Changling quickly said: "Don't think about it, be happy, shall I send you a flower?"
Hearing this, Qin Yan showed dissatisfaction, and said lightly, "Presumptuous."
Fu Changling laughed, and when he put his hand on the ground, he jumped up towards the courtyard, and then the long sword turned into light and fell into his hand. Qin Yan turned his head to look over, and saw the young man under the moon raised his eyebrows and smiled, and he turned in the air, passing a beautiful sword light.
"I heard the sunset flowers in Chang'an, and the phoenix crown on my head is covered with colorful clouds."
Fu Changling's sword, like his people, is gorgeous and beautiful, and he writes his own style. What is even more rare is that this person seems to have a youthful aura that can never be worn away. This youthful aura is fresh and hot, but it is not as ignorant and reckless as a real youth. He experienced rain, snow, wind and frost, and practiced thousands of times. In the end, he turned into a jar of mellow wine over the years, fell into Qin Yan's thin lips, and poured down all the way.
This kind of beauty of knowing the world without being sophisticated, and experiencing the vicissitudes of life without vicissitudes of life is a fatal attraction for most people in this world.
Especially for the kind of person who has been cold all his life, but yearns for hotness.
"I'm willing to cut through thorns and travel a thousand miles," Fu Changling's sword slashed across the branch, a pear flower fell on the tip of his sword, and then followed his spin, all the way to Qin Yan.
The sword wind brushed Qin Yan's long hair, and the tip of the sword stopped in front of him with a pear flower. Qin Yan lowered his eyes and watched the moonlight flow over the pear flower. He heard Fu Changling whisper, "Take the flowers and wine, and then go home."
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