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Hearing this, Fu Changling was in a trance for a moment.
He froze in the chair, thinking of when he was young.
In fact, he knew that he was Lin Chen's child. Very early on, when his father told him about the sword bone on his back, he couldn't tell anyone.
When he heard that there was a devil in this world, she was his father's fiancee, and she killed many people, and no one in the world could tolerate her, he guessed that this person was his mother.
There are so many monsters in this world, he only hates this one, because this is his mother.
He hates her for being selfish.
Hate her for doing many evils, causing him a lot of misfortunes.
Hate her for the sake of cultivating the Tao, ruining her future, causing him to carry her sins and live ascetic all his life.
In the last life, he hated her to death, even before his father died, he told him that his mother was a very good person, so he should not hold grudges. But he still couldn't hold back.
It's just that there was too much love and hate in the last life, and this person who has never met, is not so strong. But he always harbored hatred for this mother.
But one day, he suddenly realized that his mother might be wronged.
And the moment he learned that his mother was wronged, he also learned that it was his father, the one who gave birth to him and raised him, tried every means to hide his father, and killed him with his own hands, perhaps without any flaws, wronged And dead mother.
Fu Changling suddenly felt a little absurd.
He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.
He felt as if he should cry, but he couldn't cry.
That is, at this moment, a person suddenly stood up, came to his side, raised his hand, and stood in front of him.
His sleeves were pure white with cirrus patterns printed on them. When he raised his hand to block it, he could not see Yue Sihua or the candlelight. in front of him.
What he isolated was all the despair and wind and frost, which gave him a place to rest and let him calm down.
"Madam, you can step back." Qin Yan said calmly: "My junior brother doesn't like others to be too close to him."
Hearing this, Yue Sihua raised her head and looked at Qin Yan, she stared at Qin Yan, Qin Yan did not move, only said, "Go back."
Yue Sihua said nothing. After a long time, she laughed mockingly, and after returning to her position, she said indifferently: "Qin Xiaoyou, I am very caring for your junior brother."
"There is no one around him to take care of him," Qin Yan calmed him down, "I am his senior brother, so I will naturally take care of him more."
"What if you know that your junior brother lied to you?"
Yue Sihua raised his eyebrows, Qin Yan raised his eyes, and only asked, "Has he ever harmed me?"
Yue Sihua was stunned for a while, and Qin Yan said again: "Even if it hurts me, if I accept him into the Hongmeng Heavenly Palace, that's my fault."
"He is my junior brother for one day, and I will protect him for one day."
Yue Sihua didn't speak, and after a while, she laughed at herself: "It's only in the face of life and death that you can see people's hearts. You young people, you young people, talk about it if you like."
Fu Changling listened to them, and his heart slowly calmed down. He raised his eyes, stretched out Qin Yan's hand and pulled down Qin Yan's hand in front of him, looked at Yue Sihua, and said, "What happened later? Not at all, you became Mrs. Fu, Forget it."
"On the day we got married, Yue Sinan sent a congratulatory gift."
"That congratulatory gift was a phoenix crown with the sentence 'A gentleman keeps his promise, lives and dies'. Fu Yushu received the phoenix crown, I thought he would be angry or something, but he hugged the phoenix crown and smiled. Said 'child'. That night, Fu Yushu and I slept separately, and he put the phoenix crown beside him seriously and slept very peacefully."
"That is, on that day, I heard that Wenxing Town, in the territory of the Su Clan of Yue Sinan, established a blood pool with the blood of thousands of monks."
"Blood pool?"
Fu Changling repeated, and Yue Sihua nodded: "Yes, a blood pond. I heard that the blood pond is ten feet wide and one foot five inches deep. The monks came to kill one by one, killing nearly 3,000 people."
"No one knows how she has such a high level of cultivation, it's only less than two years." Yue Sihua smiled bitterly, "Almost all of the first batch of monks died. We will wait for the second batch of elite reinforcements. At that time, she disappeared, and the blood in the blood pool dried up."
"What did she build the blood pond for?"
Qin Yan frowned, Yue Sihua shook his head: "I don't know."
"She has a lot of secrets, such as she clearly melted Jindan, why is she still able to practice? How did she become so strong in two years, with her ability to kill three thousand monks, she should have already It's the transformation period. What is her relationship with Fu Yushu, why she gave Fu Yushu this phoenix crown, what she meant by what she said, I don't know."
"I only know one thing," Yue Sihua turned her head, with an old sense of resignation, "she will seek revenge on me, it's just a matter of a day earlier or a day later."
After she spoke, everyone fell silent. After a long time, Fu Changling said, "Did you say it?"
"said."
Yue Sihua's voice was hoarse: "I've said what I should say, and I don't know the rest. If you want to protect me, just protect me. If you don't want to, I understand."
Fu Changling didn't say much, just raised his hand and drew a formation on the ground, the formation spread all the way, Fu Changling calmly said: "You stay in this formation, if she comes, this formation will help you Resist one or two, and we'll be there right away."
Yue Sihua was stunned when he heard Fu Changling say this.
After Fu Changling did this, he turned around and said to Qin Yan, "Senior brother, let's go."
After saying that, Fu Changling walked out, and Yue Sihua hurriedly stopped him: "Changling!"
Fu Changling stopped, Yue Sihua looked at him, and said a little hope: "You... why are you helping me?"
Fu Changling didn't look back, Yue Sihua said eagerly, "You think I'm right, don't you? I just want to live, I'm right, right?"
"You are right, it has nothing to do with me," Fu Changling said indifferently. "This question should be answered by Si Nan and those who have been hurt by you. I am not judging right or wrong based on the suffering of others. I will help at this moment. You, just because I promised you, I have to keep the promise."
"It's just," Fu Changling turned his head and looked at Yue Sihua with calm eyes, "If I were you, or my senior brother was you, we wouldn't do the same thing."
"There is nothing wrong with people's survival, but everyone has the right to live a good life. In front of the bottom line, one can give up life and death. The bottom line of a good person is at least not to hurt others."
"But I want to live!"
Yue Sihua shouted: "My life will kill me, do I have to accept my fate!"
Fu Changling didn't speak, he looked at Yue Sihua quietly: "Since you have chosen, then you have to accept the trial you deserve."
"Justice in this world will always be there."
"It's not there." Yue Sihua's eyes were burning, "Yunze's heavenly way has no justice at all! If it has justice, look at these monks, for the sake of cultivation, they use people to refine their veins, regardless of the life and death of the people. Is this fair? Some people have spiritual roots, and some people are so fragile that they will die if they fall, is this fair?"
"You keep saying justice," Yue Sihua looked at him, "then who gave your mother's justice?"
Fu Changling didn't speak, he looked at Yue Sihua, and after a long time, he said loudly, "I will give it."
"As far as I can see, I will give it justice."
Yue Sihua was stunned for a while, and after a while, she seemed to think it was absurd, and smiled and said, "Your mother is a lunatic, and so are you."
"My mother, she is not a lunatic." Fu Changling said seriously, "She is the dignity of this world."
It is the dignity of heaven, the dignity of countless ordinary people, and the dignity of human beings.
Saying this, Fu Changling didn't want to talk to her any more, and turned to leave.
After he went out, he walked directly to his room, Qin Yan stopped him: "Changling."
Fu Changling stopped and didn't look back, only said: "Senior brother, you go to rest first, I also rest."
After speaking, Fu Changling opened the door and entered his room directly.
Qin Yan stayed where he was, he hesitated for a moment, and finally turned around to find Shangguan Mingyan first, and said with Shangguan Mingyan: "Tonight, you go to guard the door of Mrs. Fu's room first, Xiu Fan has already laid out the formation, and Mrs. Yue should not be able to do tonight. Come again, but I'm still afraid of traveling."
"Understood." Shangguan Mingyan said with a smile, "I didn't even know what was going on, I heard the commotion, I went late, I couldn't figure out the situation, I was afraid that I would disturb you, so I didn't go, I have something to do now. ,It could not be better."
"You've worked hard." Qin Yan said indifferently, "I..."
He hesitated for a moment, thought for a while, and then said, "I'll go see Xiu Fan."
"Brother Shen, what's wrong?"
Shangguan Mingyan showed some concern, Qin Yan shook his head: "It's nothing, I'll just go and see."
"Okay." Shangguan Mingyan said with a smile, "Senior brother is busy, I'll change my clothes and go watch Madam Fu."
He told Shangguan Mingyan that Qin Yan was at the door of Fu Changling again.
In fact, he didn't know what he should say or do, but he intuitively felt that now he couldn't let Fu Changling go.
He was at the door of Fu Changling's room. He knew that with Fu Changling's vigilance, he should have known that he was at the door, but he kept silent, pretending that he didn't know anything, and just didn't want him to go in.
Qin Yan waited for a while, but finally gave up and walked downstairs.
When Fu Changling was in the room, he heard Qin Yan go downstairs, and he couldn't tell whether he was lost or relaxed.
He doesn't want to see people at the moment, he doesn't want people to see his gaffe, his loneliness, or his embarrassment.
He hopes that the Fu Changling that everyone can see is a smiling Fu Changling.
All suffering, all suffering, should not be known to anyone. If you love you, it will add trouble; if you hate you, it will be a joke.
He heard Qin Yan outside the door, when he heard that moment, he actually had a kind of joy flooding up.
And this kind of joy disappeared with the departure of the footsteps, and even became a kind of "as expected" prophet.
He smiled, raised his hand to turn off the light, then leaned in front of the window, pulled out a pot of sake from the spiritual bag, looked into the distance, and drank one after another.
He was in a panic, but he didn't know what to do.
How much pain he faces, always just, constantly escaping, covering up, as if this matter does not exist. Every time he is uncomfortable and gets better soon, it's not that he was born heartless, it's just that he will dig a hole in his heart and bury this matter and this person.
Just like Qin Yan in the last life, he had already taken root in his heart, but he could still pretend that he had nothing to do. Only in casual sleep, when he saw the soul of the man returning to the moon, would he feel tears in his eyes in the dream. Or inadvertently, stepping across thousands of mountains and rivers, just to see a trace of him left at a certain moment, and hear a rumor about him.
Many things, it is not that he is blind, but that he has buried the eyes of his heart with the soil of his heart, so his heart is blind to his eyes, and he turns a blind eye to many things.
Just this method, there is always a limit. When his mind is filled with all those distractions, and there is nowhere to put it, or when the matter is too big to hide, he is overwhelmed.
He stared blankly at the bright moon in the distance, and after a while, he suddenly heard the sound of some musical instrument in the courtyard.
Fu Changling was stunned for a moment. He lowered his head and saw under the long corridor, the man in white tugged a leaf and put it on his lips, playing a low key.
Fu Changling stared blankly at the man, Qin Yan noticed his gaze and raised his head.
Fu Changling felt as if he was already drunk, and he saw silent comfort and company in Qin Yan's always cold eyes.
In an instant, he suddenly knew where his emotions should be placed.
He looked at this person and looked into his eyes, and he suddenly had infinite courage, and then what followed was a myriad of desires/desires for this person that came out of thin air.
Want to hug, want to kiss, want to possess, want this person to be with him forever, always be with him, never be separated.
It burned all the way to his brain, Qin Yan saw that he kept looking at him, he got up and jumped to the eaves in front of Fu Changling's window. Fu Changling was sitting by the window, holding the wine jar in one hand, and kept his feet gently bent. Qin Yan lifted the hem of his clothes, sat calmly at Fu Changling's feet, and said lightly, "I don't know how to comfort you, but I think you should need someone to comfort you."
With that said, Qin Yan turned his head, looked at him, and said calmly, "What can I do for you?"
Fu Changling didn't speak, he looked at him quietly, Qin Yan laughed: "I'll let you be willful once."
"Anything is fine?"
Fu Changling also laughed, and Qin Yan thought for a while: "You can't go against the bottom line."
"Can you have a drink?"
"Of course it's okay." Qin Yan responded and raised his hand to get the wine jug. At that moment, Fu Changling suddenly took a sip of wine, then directly bullied him over and kissed him on the lips.
The aroma of the wine poured in, and Fu Changling closed his eyes.
The bright moon was shining in the sky, and both Fu Changling and Qin Yan's hearts were beating fast.
After a long time, Fu Changling let go of him, he raised his eyes and looked at Qin Yan's shocked eyes.
He smiled lightly and wiped the corners of his lips with the back of his hand: "Senior brother, is the wine good?"
Qin Yan didn't speak, the color in his eyes turned back and forth, but he couldn't make a sound. He seemed to want to scold him, but he couldn't scolded him.
After a long time, he turned his head and said only: "You are drunk."
Fu Changling laughed at himself, he lay back, leaned against the window, and followed Qin Yan's words: "Aiya, I haven't kissed anyone in a long time, is my brother scared?"
With that said, Fu Changling turned his head: "It's just a joke, don't take it seriously."
Qin Yan lowered his head and said nothing, and Fu Changling got up: "Okay, let's go to bed, it's so late, senior brother should rest."
Qin Yan raised his eyes to look at him, and Fu Changling jumped back to his room. After thinking about it, he didn't look back, but still said, "Senior brother."
Qin Yan responded: "Huh?"
Fu Changling said in a hoarse voice, "I'm very happy to have you with me tonight, thank you."
"I was very sad to come here, but you are with me, and suddenly I'm not sad anymore. After all, this is the past, and the most difficult thing is also the people of the past. They represent hardships, but we represent hope," said , Fu Changling turned his head and said with a smile, "Isn't it?"
Qin Yan listened, he was actually still a little bit back, his heart was beating fast, he felt flustered and absurd. So he could only take a moment of reason out of the confusion, and responded with a low voice.
"Um."
When the two of them were talking, Yue Sihua walked over to the door with a long speech trembling.
"Former... senior..."
He stammered, looked up and said, "I can, can I see my mother?"
"Why not?" Shangguan Mingyan smiled, "That's your mother, you should look at him, of course."
With that said, Shangguan Mingyan gave a big gift to Fu Changyan, then opened the door and said respectfully, "Please."
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