Yi Awen had several very short-lived relationships later, and she didn't want to pretend.
The gentleman is frank, and she also wants to try to be a gentleman.
But the results were dismal.
No one would be willing to buy an apple full of rotten eyes, no matter how "sincerely sold" or "extraordinary" the apple is.
When some men learn of her family background, they will make up all kinds of strange reasons, and finally get one to leave her.
Yi Awen was sad and resentful from the beginning, to the end, she was numb and cold-hearted.
Then one day, when she was sitting in a bar at four in the morning, watching drunken women and men with ulterior motives pick up corpses and go home, she suddenly realized that, in fact, this place is no different from her village.
The two places are the same dirty, and they operate according to the same unspoken rules. The rules are nothing more than, if you are rich and powerful, no one dares to bully you to make money. If you are poor and humble, you can only wait for people to pick and choose. Point fingers.
At that time, she received a letter from her sister.
She is not a younger sister from the same mother, she is the only person in the world who can understand her, she is weaker and suffers more than her.
The little sister said in the letter that she missed her very much and wanted her to go home. Said their father wanted to marry her to a widowed lame man in the next village.
After Yi Awen read it, she was out of anger.
The lame man is fifty years old, how old is her sister? Of course she knew what the man they called "father" was up to.
Although the lame man was sick and ugly, at least there was a small casino in the village where his father often went to a small casino. When his father lost all his money, he wanted to use the girl as a bargaining chip on the gambling table.
Of course she couldn't allow this to happen.
So, she simply packed her luggage, left her disappointment and trauma behind in the city, and returned to Qingli County with a cold heart, learning from the city and accumulating various insights and experiences.
She finds her father Yi Qiang and asks him straight-forward if he wants money.
Thereafter—
As a result, on the barren land of Yijia Village, another dark and nourishing poppy flower was opened.
Awen's hair salon has opened.
Yi Awen finally changed from a victim to a perpetrator. She blamed her misfortune on a poor family, a lazy father and a criminal mother.
She can't change the latter two, but she thinks that as long as she pays the price of her soul, she can change the former.
Everything should go on as it should.
If it wasn't for Yi Qiang getting more and more inflated and wanting more and more, and his little girl getting more and more beautiful.
—Yi Qiang met an entertainment/city big horse boy in the city.
The leader of the horse is also very flattering because he can pretend to be a tiger.
Ma Zai enjoys enough of the city's feasting and feasting, and wants to be fresh, and occasionally plays a dozen wild tooth festivals.
Yi Qiang then took Ma Zai back to his own shampoo in the village.
Tianyi Awen really had only "Lu" and "Lu" in the store. Ma Zai looked around, but no one looked down on her. When she was about to get angry, she saw Chushui Hibiscus Siyi "Lu" and "Lu".
That night, Yi "Lu" "Lu"'s father tacitly agreed, Yi Qiang stood by and did not dare to offend, a man insulted him.
She didn't dare to tell Yi Awen that it wasn't until she became pregnant that the paper couldn't contain the fire.
Yi Awen was trembling with anger, she took the little girl to the town hospital, her sister pushed into the operating room, pulled her sleeves and asked her in a daze: "Sister, if we have a mother, would we It won't be so hard..."
For a moment, Yi Awen was so suffocated that she couldn't breathe.
She went home, turned on the surveillance video in the store, adjusted to herself a few days later, and watched the whole process with cold hands and feet.
She originally wanted to find a reason to forgive a man called father.
But she saw with her own eyes that it was a man who bowed to Ma Zai to please him beforehand, and stood outside indifferently, as if he could not hear the girl's cry. Bow in thanks.
She looked blankly.
She didn't move until the screen went dark and the video ended.
After a long time, she saw herself reflected in the black screen.
She saw a face that belonged to the devil.
"I killed him." Yi Awen finally said to them, "If I don't end the rotten roots of this family, my sister and I will have no way to start over. I have no choice... "
"I had no choice at all," she said.
"What do you know... You have no worries about food and clothing, and you are smart to investigate some truths. I'm used to seeing people like you. When I go back, I write the so-called truth into eye-catching articles, and human flesh and blood will nourish your life. Corrupt food."
At first it was just an irresponsible newspaper, a budding reporter who thought he was righteous, and finally grew into such an intricate web of devils. Yi Awen took them as a matter of course, just like a reporter, and came to the countryside to dig some reporters.
As she spoke, she looked up.
"You people... don't understand anything, don't understand anything, all our sufferings are just for you to talk about after dinner!"
Xie Qingcheng did not explain much to her, Yi Awen encountered an accident in their investigation of the rn13 case. They saw the ending of Lu Yuzhu's husband and daughter 20 years after the family was broken.
At this time, a siren suddenly sounded in the distant mountains.
When Yi Awen heard this, she bit her lip and her face turned pale.
- "You called the police?!"
Xie Qingcheng and they did not have time to call the police. They don't know who did this, they just watched the police car whizzing along the mountain road.
Yi Awen couldn't help but take a step back. As if destined, she and her mother loathed the police. It's just that her mother was framed, and she was dousing it for the first paragraph of passionate love. The ex-boyfriend's father, as a police officer, investigated her family background and her secretly.
She felt as if she was stripped naked and examined under a shadowless lamp.
A sense of shame that still persists to this day.
"Sister! Sister! How are you!" The police car quickly drove to the mountain near them, and Yi "Lu" and "Lu" rushed down from the police car—
Ironically, the person who called the police in time turned out to be sister Yi Awen!
The little girl didn't know that her father had been killed by Yi Awen, and she didn't know that Yi Awen had built a man's body into the wall in order to hide her from others. In her eyes, her sister was still a kind, helpless and good person. When she saw her sister arguing with other people, she decided that it was someone's fault and that someone wanted to bully the two sisters.
Yi Awen stared blankly at the scene in front of her, she never expected such an ending.
Xie Qingcheng didn't want her to talk anymore, and he really didn't know what to say to this sad, hateful and pitiful woman.
But He Yu was different.
He Yu is not the Holy Father, Xie Qingcheng refused to let him kill, but he was full of hatred and malicious intent. After the police came over, in front of Yi Lu, he suddenly said, "Wait a minute. ."
"I still have something to tell her."
Yi Awen: "..."
He Yu approached slowly, pacing forward like a carnivore, "exposing" his hunting fangs. He stared condescendingly at the woman who had hurt him for a moment, and then he said sternly: "Miss Yi, you think you are innocent and helpless, and everything you do is out of your own hands, right?"
Yi Awen covered her blood like a hand, and turned her head in panic.
In front of everyone, He Yu seemed to be saying the words of righteousness and regret, but Yi Awen's eyes met, and from his eyes he saw that it was just a demon with a blue face and red eyes.
He got revenge.
This beast in clothes is taking revenge in his own way!
He Yuhan said: "But now, what's the difference between you and some people who have bullied you?"
"You don't want your sister to be humiliated like this, but what did you do to get rid of your own destiny, to make money and gain power? When you gathered girls into your store to make a living, did you ever think about their feelings? "
He was going to tear off her disguise in front of her sister - in front of her only human face.
Yi Awen was frightened, she shook her head in horror, He Yu pinching people's hearts is as precise as a butcher pinching fish.
As she watched Yi "Lu" and "Lu" change from dazed to stunned expression, she said to He Yu: "I said... You said... "
Where does He Yu care about her
Since she let him hear Xie Qingcheng saying "I'll give you back", he wanted her to experience the same sting. He knew that it was more cruel than real killing.
He Yusen continued: "You are unfortunate for your family, because you can't stand other people calling you a criminal woman, a gambler, you let people do such things."
"They are voluntary! Voluntary! I didn't 'force' them!!"
"But have you ever thought about their daughters, fathers, are they willing to do the same? They will have children in the future, and these children will be just like you before. In this village, talking about a boyfriend will be disliked by the parents of the other party, have you thought about it? Awen? You only think about yourself!"
"You haven't paid attention to your mother's whereabouts over the years, have you?"
"… "
"As long as you dare to admit that she is your mother, don't hide from her, as long as you take a look at the newspaper about her, you will find that your own mother, Lu Yuzhu, was rehabilitated many years ago! The trial was an unjust, false and wrongful case, and the prosecutor personally went to Shanghai to find her, apologized to her, and gave her the injustice."
When Yi Awen heard this, she trembled suddenly, raised her eyes, and stared at him in disbelief, as if she had seen a ghost.
"You don't know. And I'm not surprised at all." He Yu said, "It's too selfish for you. You only think about why she is such a corrupt official. In your eyes, your mother is first and foremost an official. , and then your mother. You don't want to know her past, you don't want to know that she went back to this house, but didn't recognize her at all, and your father broke his heart when he had a new love leave you forever!"
"It's not difficult to inquire about these things, but why don't you know? Because you don't want to inquire at all. The moment you know that she is a corrupt official or a criminal, you are ashamed of her. You wish she had never appeared in this world, so you After all, I won't take the initiative to learn about even one of your mother's past."
"… "
"If you inquire, you will know that the only decent road in your ghost village was planned by her when she was in office. You will know that the hope primary school in your county is still the one she served as the secretary for the county town. Desire to study children to build. If you ask, you will know that your mother has been insulted, hurt, tortured, framed, and if you ask, you will know that she has finally got the grievances, if you ask…”
He Yu paused.
He originally said these words out of revenge, so that in front of everyone, in front of Yi Awen's cherished sister, she took off this woman's mask, so that she could experience the disappointment of her beloved.
But as he talked, he really saw the appearance of a crying woman in the radio and television tower at that time.
To be honest, if it wasn't for a different position, He Yu might have pity Lu Yuzhu for a while.
Until the day when the radio and television tower incident happened, and until Lu Yuzhu decided to die for the organization, a mother would still feel heartache for not being able to see her again.
When Xie Qingcheng asked her, "Have you seen the eyes in the sky?", she could still have a certain feeling that she and Zhou Muying shared as a mother and a child, and she would still hesitate and feel uneasy about this.
He Yu actually didn't dislike Lu Yuzhu that much.
When he said this, he really had some sincere inquiries: "If you ask, Yi Awen, if you treat her as your mother, believe her, and ask the truth about the past, she should not be your shame. But it should be your pride, and it should be you who have to travel through mountains and rivers to rescue your mother. Then everything will not be as it is now, she and you will have time. "
"But you know, because of your indifference to her, your mother is burdened with sins that do not belong to her. What did you do outside in the end?"
"She went to another shampoo shop in the world, and in order to survive, she went to be a hair salon girl. And a shampoo shop board may have all kinds of involuntary difficulties just like you - you use these here. When a girl is making money for your happiness, your mother is as 'willingly' as some of your girls. And you could have changed all of this - as long as you knew her, as long as you were ashamed to think of a criminal as your mother, you You can go to her side after knowing the grievance."
"Maybe, you can also bring your sister."
"She won't join a terrorist organization, you won't fall so far, and your sister won't have to be afraid. As for your father—"
He Yu paused for a moment, but in the end he still said something that made all the police around him and Yi Lu's horrified and turned into the truth: "I won't take revenge for killing you, and cruelly seal it up in the wall of your shop's attic. "
Yi Awen had tried to stand up, but she fell to the ground.
"You once had a key that could change the fate of everyone in your family. As long as you are willing to really, calmly, get to know your biological mother."
"But, you lost it without looking at it."
Thunder dashed across the sky.
Rumbling muffled.
The sound of thunder was like the last drum beat of a grand concerto, and finally this night, the continuation of the radio and television tower incident was drawn to the end.
What followed was endless silence.
The police finally stepped forward, and the handcuffs fell off Yi Awen's wrist. When the woman lowered her head and walked past her sister, Yi Lu and Lu looked at her in panic and looked at her at a loss: "Sister... I, I didn't mean to... I don't know... why did you..."
She was speechless, not knowing what to say.
Yi Awen didn't dare to look at her and kept her head down.
In the end, she also became a relative shame, and she was afraid to see Yi's expression of extreme disappointment when passing by.
It wasn't until she was about to be escorted into the car that Yi "Lu" and "Lu" suddenly came back to her senses. She broke away to support her and the policeman staggered towards her—
"Sister! Sister!"
Police officer: "What are you doing!"
"Stop her—"
But the leader of the police officer shook his head and stopped them from moving.
Yi "Lu" "Lu" cried and rushed behind Yi Awen, hugging her tightly: "Sister, it's okay, it's okay. Don't be afraid, I don't blame you, I don't blame you, I know you are a pet I, you are for my good... I used to have only one family in this world, and I will only have one family in the future, sister, no matter what you do, you are my sister!"
Yi Awen was shocked and turned around abruptly, looking at a little girl.
Tears welled up in an instant.
- For a moment, she seemed to suddenly understand how she felt when she left Yijia Village when she was in all corners of the world without her mother.
For a moment, does Lu Yuzhu also hope that someone can say such a word to her
Whether people praised Secretary Lu, or complained about the injustice of a female prisoner, she was always their mother, a man's wife... At that time, she may have returned home with such a mood.
She wants very little at times.
Maybe she just wanted her man to call her Mrs.
Or maybe, just want her daughter to call her mother.
But none of them gave her such comfort.
So she left, and for many years, she never came back.
Yi Awen choked and wanted to say something to her sister, but in the end she didn't say anything, she turned around in a hurry, and ran away as if following the police, and left...
He Yu looked at her figure and closed the police car to block.
Then he turned around, and just as he was about to say something to Xie Qingcheng, he saw that Xie Qingcheng had his back against the stone wall, clutching the blood flowing into his arms.
He Yucai breathed a sigh of relief and lifted it up again, he lost his voice—
"Xie Qingcheng!!"
"… "
"Xie Qingcheng! How are you... You—"
Xie Qingcheng didn't answer him. He was hit hard and wounded with a gunshot to his arm. He walked along the stone wall, his face was so white that there was no blood in it, he just dropped his head and closed his eyes, slowly slipping down.