After one.
Qingli County Health Station.
He Yu sat beside Xie Qingcheng's hospital bed, lowered his head, and silently peeled an apple.
Although Yi Awen was not the mysterious woman that night, they learned more about Qingli County and saw the ending of such a family.
Yi Awen was taken away, and the police also found Yi Qiang's highly decomposed body in the attic of the shampoo shop.
And He Yu just kept beside Xie Qingcheng. He actually didn't know how to peel apples. He peeled them crookedly. Half of the pulp went into the trash can together with the skin, but he was still red-eyed. He peeled the fruit and handed it to Xie Qing. presented.
He couldn't see the horrible appearance of trying to kill people on the mountain road.
Xie Qingcheng was already awake, but he had no energy to eat, and was unwilling to be fed.
He Yu: "I'll cut you into small pieces..."
Xie Qingcheng hung water on one hand and a bandage on the other, even if the apple was cut into small pieces, it was inconvenient to eat. He coughed lightly and said to He Yu, "Eat it yourself."
What He Yuzheng wanted to say, the doctor came to the ward.
Xie Qingcheng's luck wasn't even an e, but a fucking f. The locomotive flew out and threw the man on the cliff. He hit his head and lungs, had a slight concussion, and coughed with blood, not to mention Speaking of the gunshot wound on his arm, he was more unlucky than He Yu—
"It hurts the muscles and bones." The doctors looked at the medical record book, and they summed up the situation, "After the treatment, the strength of this arm will not be the same as before. And your body... "
When Xie Qingcheng heard this, he suddenly interrupted the doctor's words.
"I know." Xie Qingcheng said, "You don't need to say any more."
"..." The doctor looked at him with complicated eyes.
Xie Qingcheng: "I used to be a doctor myself."
The doctor was silent for a while: "Then, pay attention to self-cultivation."
"Okay, thank you."
He Yu listened to the conversation between the two of them, but it was over. How could he let the doctor go? Previously, he could speak logically in the face of other people's harsh, cold, murderous words without blinking. When he heard the doctor say that Xie Qingcheng's hand was the problem, he stood up abruptly, and his thoughts became "chaotic". Almost unreasonably:
"What do you mean? What does it mean that his arm can't be the same as before? I've also been shot in this position, but he can't when I'm fine? Are you bad at medicine or—"
"He Yu." Xie Qingcheng scolded him sharply.
He Yu suddenly lost his voice, gritted his teeth, and abruptly restrained the increasingly irritable emotions behind him, his eyes were red and his chest was heaving.
The doctor was not angry, and said to him, "It's the same if you go to the city. Even if it's the same location, a difference will have different consequences, and to be honest, he is much older than you, and his recovery The effect is completely different for you. I understand your mood, but I still hope you can calm down."
"… "
"If there is nothing else, I will go out first. If you need help, please ring the call bell at any time."
After the doctor left, no one spoke.
In the end, He Yu sat down and took another apple and began to cut it. The cutting was intermittent and restless, and helpless and collapsed.
In the end, he threw the apple directly into the trash can.
"Bang!" A loud sound.
The trash cans were overturned.
Xie Qingcheng raised his eyes and glanced at it, and said, "What kind of skill are you?"
He Yu ignored his words, he looked at Xie Qingcheng, his eyes were red, he seemed angry, but full of great sadness, after a while, he said: "Xie Qingcheng, you said you should what to do."
"...It's just one hand, and it's not that it can't be used anymore." Xie Qingcheng was very indifferent, "It's more important to find out the truth as soon as possible. Also, please lift the trash can in my room."
"It's just one hand?" He Yu didn't want to care about the trash can or not. He repeated Xie Qingcheng's remarks, and his voice became very strange.
The person in the hospital bed did not answer him anymore.
He Yu endured it for a while, and finally couldn't bear it any longer: "...Xie Qingcheng, you have always told me to cherish and love myself, but what about yourself?" He stood up suddenly and said sharply, "Have you ever done this yourself?"
"What's your advice?" Although Xie Qingcheng was very ill, he raised his eyes, but he was not angry.
He Yu was so angry that he scolded him dirty: "How the hell am I going to dare!"
"You're a student, don't swear in front of me. Besides, my situation is different from yours."
He Yu was extremely angry: "What's the difference?"
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and didn't say anything immediately, as if he wanted to perfunctory the topic.
But He Yu did not forgive him.
"Xie Qingcheng, tell me!" He gritted his teeth, "You and me, how are we different?!"
"… "
"You and I are both human, right?"
"… "
"You and I are both mentally Ebola patients, aren't you?"
"… "
"Then don't bring the words that you are mentally ill and worthless in front of me again, because... because when you despised yourself, you despised me too!"
The more He Yu said, the more emotional he became. He looked at him with red eyes, and after a while, he could continue: "Xie Qingcheng, I'm begging you... Really... take care of yourself..."
"Did you know that on the cliff... if that shot was not in your shoulder, but in your heart, then you would die in front of me like that, I really... "
I would really go crazy.
Killing and setting fires, dismembering and slaughtering, I can do anything.
"I hope you don't blame yourself for this matter." Xie Qingcheng said soberly, "Because you came with me, protecting you is what I have to accomplish."
"… "
"And I can't watch a person's life in danger in front of me, and then stand by."
He Yu: "But that's in exchange for your "life"!"
"... The exchange is nothing, I'm your generation, I'll save you. Well, don't talk about this, I'm not dead, right?"
He Yu felt that every word Xie Qingcheng said was like adding a pinch of salt to his heart.
He vaguely felt that Xie Qingcheng had something more terrifying than him. Suitable.
He Yu said hoarsely, "You simply despise your life..."
Xie Qingcheng was finally annoyed by him, raised his eyes and looked at him: "I'm not arrogant. I know what I do myself, I'm thirteen years older than you, and I'm the first one who can control the spirit of Ebo People who pull the mood of the disease and overcome it, why do you think that I despise yourself?"
"—My hand, if it is injured, it is injured. If the strength of the department cannot be recovered, it cannot be recovered. I told you a long time ago that since what has happened cannot be changed, you must learn to accept it."
He was very calm, even mechanically speaking.
"I've just accepted these facts, that's all. I hope you don't speculate on my heart any more, He Yu. You're still too young, and you and I just have the same disease, but we're not the same people. You don't really understand me."
He Yu heard his last words, and suddenly his face turned ashen, and he became silent.
After a long time, he almost said sadly: "... Xie Qingcheng, can you stop thinking that I can't understand you?"
"You and me... We are the most special kind of people. Since I knew this truth, I have been working hard to get close to you. I want to understand your heart and how you think... "
"But you always think I'm young, you think I'm not calm enough, you even... You even think about giving me back the gun on the shoulder."
"Xie Qingcheng, how much do you want me, how much do you want me to be clear?"
He Yu's voice was choked.
"You... If you don't owe me anything, you have to do this, and then say that I can't understand you, and dismiss all my efforts with the sentence 'We are not the same person', right?"
Xie Qingcheng didn't expect him to react in such a wronged way, and was stunned for a moment.
"...I didn't mean that either... What are you making a fuss about."
Who knew that He Yu was so stimulated by him that he became emotional, and it was even more unacceptable to hear him say this.
He stared at him with red eyes: "Look, you have paid off everything, and you can really talk to me like this. Even if I care about your situation, you can dislike me for making trouble."
"… "
Xie Qingcheng was dizzy from a slight concussion, but now he has a headache.
"You sit down first, I'll take care of you."
"I don't sit! Anyway, you see me and you think I'm naive, anyway, you think I'm not the same as you, you think I can't understand you, what can I do when I sit?"
"..." Xie Qingcheng had a splitting headache, "...then let's go."
He Yu's eyes were red with anger: "I knew you were going to drive me away again! You don't owe me anything, and if you want me to leave, I will leave. I don't even have the right to stay, right? "
Xie Qingcheng felt that the most squeamish woman he had ever met was not as difficult to understand as He Yu: "... Then what are you going to do?"
He Yu was angry and sad, just stared at him for a while, then suddenly lowered his head and propped up on his hospital bed, after a while, he lowered his eyes, as if weeping, kissed Xie Qingcheng and wrapped himself around him. Bandaged arm.
"I don't know..." He Yu's voice softened, a little hoarse and wet.
"I don't want you to give it back to me."
"… "
"But... but... you already gave it back to me."
"… "
"I don't know what to do anymore... Xie Qingcheng, I don't know what to do."
He kissed his arm, and finally to his neck, to his lips. His hands tightly gripped Xie Qingcheng's sheets, and his tears fell.
At that moment, he suddenly felt very sad.
"Xie Qingcheng, why are you doing this to me?"
"… "
"Why can't you treat me well and owe me a favor..."
He kissed him, kissed him, and finally stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly.
"Why can't you see me as different from other people?"
Xie Qingcheng was hugged and kissed by him, but he felt very uncomfortable. He didn't know what He Yu was doing—they were just a couple in a bed relationship. When the bed relationship ended, they were just unfortunate people who suffered from the same thing. A patient with this disease, he felt that He Yu's reliance on him was too much, and the intimate contact with his limbs seemed to be a train that had not stopped under inertia.
He kissed him, and finally asked him almost sadly: "Xie Qingcheng... Can you admit me? Can you... Can you hug me? Just like I hug you."
"… "
"Can?"
He Yu waited for a long time, a long time...
But in the end, naturally, he didn't wait for a hug from Xie Qingcheng.
The boy buried the young face in the man's shoulder, slowly, slowly waiting, and closed his eyes in disappointment.
… fine.
It's alright, I knew this was the result, didn't I
Xie Qingcheng has already cleared him, how can he still indulge him, how can he still hug him after coaxing him...
fine. He's used to it. In fact, I have never given such hope.
As long as Xie Qingcheng didn't break free, it was enough.
The ward was very quiet, except for the faint ticking of the instruments and the sound of their breathing.
He Yu hugged him so stubbornly for a long time, Xie Qingcheng actually didn't understand what he meant by asking for a hug at this time, but he felt that He Yu's emotions were too fragile, and he didn't want to do it again at this time. stimulate him.
So he didn't push him away. After a while, Xie Qingcheng said to He Yu, "Let go of me."
"do not want."
"…hot. Let me go."
"No. Just let me hold you for a while."
"… "
He Yu said, he really didn't let go, as if he could hold on for a long time with a one-sided hug. He even hugged him tighter, as if just doing so would fill in the strength that the other person didn't put into the hug.
He murmured, "Xie Qingcheng, you don't owe me anymore."
"Then what do I owe you?"
"What shall I do. You tell me, what shall I do."
Xie Qingcheng felt that the young boy Longsheng's heartbeat was clinging to his chest, and his eagerness and persistent pursuit finally made him inexplicably confused.
The sense of 'chaos' made him even more uneasy, and he tried to push him away with his uninjured hand: "He Yu, there's nothing to do... The matter between us has turned the page, you just don't bother again. My private life, don't talk about it anymore, I don't want you to pursue those things in the past. Let me go, okay? You are really heavy and hot. It's like... "
Like a big dog.
A particularly troublesome large dog.
He Yu: "You think I'm too serious..."
Xie Qingcheng: "…"
damn it. Did he stop talking
But he thought so, but he couldn't help it, Xie Qingcheng was really confused by the teenager: "No, He Yu, I don't understand what you think about me. I don't plan to read it again. The old debt is over, are you not satisfied with your repayment? I blocked the gun for you because no matter what others do, I don’t want to owe anyone anything, I have no other meaning, I don’t want you to cut it off and never meet again. You So... you are a boy, you are as greasy and crooked as a little girl, what do you want to do?"
In fact, if He Yu was replaced by a female "female", Xie Qingcheng would immediately understand that this kind of feeling He Yu had for him was called "like".
Too bad He Yu is a man.
And he was a boy who was incompatible with fire and water before. He Yu made things difficult for him, tortured him, and even humiliated him. Xie Qingcheng would not think about He Yu's feelings like this. As for those "sex" experiences, boys in their twenties are curious, and naturally such things cannot be taken seriously.
So Xie Qingcheng would ask him that.
He Yu received such a question, but he couldn't give Xie Qing an answer frankly because he knew what Xie Qing's reunion was.
So his words "Xie Qingcheng, I like you" could only be blocked in his chest in frustration, and his throat was stuffed with burning eyes and grievances, but he couldn't say anything.
In the end, he had to say dully: "Because I only deal with you here, but I have finished saying something from my heart. So I don't want you to die."
"Xie Qingcheng, promise me... will you promise me? After that, you must not hurt yourself again."
"Don't let anyone else, sacrifice yourself."
"Because... Because your life is also your life." He paused, "Your life is a life that was exchanged for Qin Ciyan's life. Think about it... Can you think about it?"
Xie Qingcheng was not surprised at first, but when he heard this sentence, his body trembled slightly.
He Yu undoubtedly felt it, and he continued the second half of his words—
"Xie Qingcheng, you should... You should stop letting his life down."
"… "
Xie Qingcheng's back was tense, and after a while, he slowly loosened up and never refuted He Yu's words again.
He Yu finally let go of him, straightened up, and stared into Xie Qingcheng's eyes: "Then, I'll take it as your promise."
"… "
Seeing that he didn't answer, He Yu said to himself: "From now on, you can't do things like this anymore. Xie Qingcheng, you are the first emperor, Qin Ciyan's apprentice, I believe you still have a lot of this. Things have to be done, your hands and feet, your organs, and your "life" should not be taken lightly by you."
"I don't allow you to be sacrificed again." Although he knew that the blood Gu Xie Qingcheng was almost useless, He Yu bit his lip, and when he bowed his head again and exchanged a bloody kiss with Xie Qingcheng, he whispered to him. , "You have to be obedient and obedient. This is my order."
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and raised his hand. After the sweet kiss was over, he patted He Yu's cheek.
With a sigh, "Little devil, you are really a middle schooler."
With just those words, He Yu's heart trembled violently - he stood up abruptly, turned his head, and prevented Xie Qingcheng from seeing his expression at that moment.
Xie Qingcheng: "What's wrong?"
"… nothing."
It's nothing, it's just that you haven't called me a kid for a long, long time.