It's hard to give up on someone.
Since that day, He Yu has been chasing Xie Qingcheng silently, wanting him to talk more.
But Xie Qingcheng has made up his mind and will no longer have any entanglement with him.
Leaving a person is like curing a disease. If your mind is shaken, you use "medicine" to mix things up, and you give up halfway. When the old disease recurs, it will only get worse than before.
He Yu came to rub his class, he let him rub, but he never looked at him.
He Yu sent him a message, he saw it, but never replied.
He Yu was out of school and wanted to come to his dormitory to see him, but Xie Qingcheng closed the door and didn't let him approach him again.
Xie Qingcheng has been monitoring the values on the wristband, but he has been paying attention to it from the software. Although he no longer has contact with He Yu, he does not want He Yu to become ill because of this, so he just ignores He Yu and does not " "Force" He Yu couldn't come to him again. He Yu has some place to put his emotions, so the wristband is not completely red, it is still orange.
Xie Qingcheng thought, take it slow, one day, the orange "color" will turn back to the blue "color".
He Yu couldn't wait for him forever.
He started tidying up the house.
If there are objects in the house that do not belong to him, it is better to dispose of them as soon as possible. I didn't know if I didn't clean it up, but after I really cleaned it up, I found out that there were so many things left behind by He Yu.
There are several He Yu's books on the table, and even his workbook. Looking at it, He Yu is really serious about his homework, his handwriting is neat and beautiful, and he is excellent+ almost every time.
There are a pair of mugs of the crazy zoo fox Nick stupid rabbit in the kitchen. He Yu once wanted to go to Disneyland and invited Xie Qingcheng to come with him, but Xie Qingcheng felt that going to the amusement park was a waste of time and money, so he Yu had to go by himself. After finishing, he brought back a pair of cups, which must be placed in Xie Qingcheng's dormitory.
He Yu was never in the mood to decorate the bedroom in his villa, but moved a bunch of things to the place where Xie Qingcheng lived.
The most annoying thing is the game console in the corner of the living room. When the courier delivered it to the door, Xie Qing told him that it was delivered by mistake. He is a faculty dormitory and does not need to be equipped with a large color TV.
As a result, the delivery man explained that it was a game console.
When Xie Qingcheng saw the buyer's name, he called He Yu with a sullen face and asked him what he wanted to do.
He Yu said that this is the latest model, and it can be connected to two people, which is very decompressing.
But after buying it back, he has been eating ashes, and Xie Qingcheng has never played games in the living room with He Yu.
Xie Qingcheng took care of all this.
He helped the old man who was picking up the waste to transport this thing into the car, and when he returned home, he suddenly felt that the room had become much more empty, and it could even be called deserted.
All clean.
Xie Qingcheng stood in the living room for a while, walked into the bedroom, and suddenly found that there was a fish that slipped through the net. It was a Pokemon blind box on the bedside table. Finding that there was a fire dragon inside, he left the fire dragon on Xie Qingcheng's bedside table.
"Aren't you afraid of the cold? It can keep you warm."
Xie Qingcheng raised his eyes from the book at the time: "That's fake."
He Yu smiled, walked behind his chair, and put his arms around his shoulders from the back: "Then I'm real, I'll keep you warm. The bed warmer service is free for one year."
Xie Qingcheng threw the fire dragon into the garbage bag, the flame decoration on the dragon's tail was knocked off, and it lay in the bag, although still smiling like that, it seemed very sad.
"… "
Xie Qingcheng finally picked it up and put it on the head of the bed, then took glue and carefully reattached the flame on the tail.
June, the thunderstorm season.
Huzhou becomes hot and stuffy, and there are often thunderstorms in the afternoon.
He Yu still came to see him under Xie Qingcheng's dormitory from time to time. Because he was afraid of disturbing the other party, he would be on the opposite side of the road from a distance. From there, he could see Xie Qingcheng's study room, while Xie Qingcheng was preparing lessons or Arrangement of information must be done in the study room.
The director of Shanghai University's freshman self-study ended at 8:30. He Yu came to Xie Qingcheng's school usually at 9:00. He kept watching him and accompany him. When it was 11:00, he would give Xie Qing a message. Submit a message.
"Brother, it's very late, stop working and go to bed earlier."
"Good night."
Better than an alarm.
It was raining heavily that day, and almost no one was walking around the huge campus. Xie Qingcheng thought that he would not come, and wanted to open the window to smoke a cigarette, but when he walked to the window, before he could reach out to push the glass, he saw He Yu held an umbrella and stood in the rain.
The eyes of the two met.
Xie Qingcheng wore glasses and could see everything clearly. Due to the heavy rain, He Yu stood in it, and the umbrella had no obvious effect. He was still drenched and stood there soaked. Qing Cheng turned off the lights and slept well, and didn't stay up late.
At this moment, Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt that He Yu was right in the past, he didn't know he could be so cruel.
But he had to be so cruel.
His health was getting worse and worse. When he woke up one day, Xie Qing was coughing, and later found blood in the snow-colored handkerchief covering his nose and mouth.
He went to Aesthetic Education for the most meticulous physical examination, and the conclusion he came to did not allow him to have the slightest optimism.
Xie Qingcheng returned home, re-organized Qin Ciyan's notes, and calculated how long it would take him to complete the rest. At the same time, he personally took the test to complete the previously destroyed data-he felt that time There are still some, but not enough.
He had to hurry up, and he had to continue researching the "medicine" for Lao Qin's daughter.
However-
"Thank you."
One night, Xie Qingcheng was reading a book when he received a call from Qin Rongbei's husband.
That beauty had been studying in Hong Kong before, and the Mandarin she learned had an ancient Hong Kong accent in her Mandarin, so he said that Xie Qingcheng was not called Xie Sheng, but Xie Sheng.
Qin Rongbei was kidnapped by a dark organization at that time, and the other party tortured her, threatened her, and used her as an experiment.
Her whole being they ruined.
Although later, Xie Qingcheng decided to resume taking rn-13 and test his own body, and wanted to develop a special "medicine" to curb Qin Rongbei's organ atrophy, but time was running out, and this "medicine" could only be used to a certain extent. Qin Rongbei's physique was improved, but in the end it did not achieve the expected effect.
Since last year, Qin Rongbei's symptoms have begun to deteriorate. "Drugs" can effectively relieve her pain, but it is difficult to stop her lesions.
When he received the phone call, Xie Qing had a sixth sense and was faintly startled.
On the other end of the phone was Qin Rongbei's hoarse husband, but he did his best to soothe his sad voice: "Xie Sheng, I left this morning, and I walked peacefully. Thank you very much for everything she has done this year..."
After a phone call, the eardrum was still buzzing.
Xie Qingcheng walked to the balcony and looked at the drizzle outside.
It was the same day when Huzhou bid farewell to Qin Ciyan.
He lit a cigarette and wanted to smoke, but his hand seemed to be frozen and he couldn't lift it up.
He stood numbly for a long time until the smoke was gone.
Qin Rongbei was also a female doctor and a scientist before her death. Xie Qingcheng has always been unable to be completely sure whether she learned the truth about the first emperor from her father. He later tended to recognize that she knew, because after her accident, her husband read her work notes before she was tortured to madness, and found a lot of research topics related to the rn-13 patient, but after she caught it, she suffered Torture, also refused to say.
In addition, when Qin Rongbei's husband was sorting out her things after the event, he also found that she once painted a picture, the picture is of Qin's husband and wife, herself, her husband, daughter, and their family who died in a car accident 's brother.
There was another person who didn't draw all the facial features, standing next to her father, who was wearing the same doctor's uniform.
Qin Rongbei's brushstrokes were very gentle, and she clipped the painting into the album she brought from it.
In the footnotes of the album, she wrote a few slightly tilted Chinese characters in light blue ink: "My family".
Xie Qingcheng took his trembling hand again and wanted to light another cigarette.
But this time even the lighter didn't work.
It was late at night, and there was an invisible darkness all around.
After Qin Rongbei passed away, Xie Qing made a trip to the Huzhou Cemetery.
He brought two bouquets of flowers, one of which was placed in front of the tomb of Chen Man's brother Chen Lisheng. Chen slow has recovered. Recently, the family has been very strict. For fear that he will risk doing stupid things again, they have to send bodyguards to follow him wherever he goes, which makes Chen slow very annoyed.
Xie Qingcheng felt that this was a good thing, and he didn't want to see Chen slow in danger again.
The second bouquet of flowers, he did not offer.
There were people mourning in front of Qin Ciyan's tomb, and he glanced at it from a distance. Among them were some old colleagues from Hu Yi Hospital. So he held the bunch of snowy lilies, turned, walked down the long mountain path, and finally put the bunch of lilies at the entrance of the cemetery. Just as he was about to leave, Someone picked up the lily he had dropped.
It's He Yu.
"Xie Qingcheng."
"… "
"Are you going to give him the flowers? Wait a minute, I'll help you put the flowers in front of his grave."
Without waiting for Xie Qingcheng to answer, He Yu picked up the clean bunch of flowers, walked up, came to Qin Ciyan's statue, put down the bouquet solemnly, and bowed three times deeply.
Xie Qingcheng stood in the light rain, watching what he did...
When he got down to the front of the mountain gate, Xie Qingcheng was already far away, and He Yu could only see his slightly thin back.
I don't know if it was his delusion or not. He felt that Xie Qingcheng's condition was getting worse and worse recently. He always saw him coughing and ran to the Meiyu private hospital - obviously Xie Xue had been discharged from the hospital.
Especially when I saw him in the cemetery today, his face was as pale as a transparent thin soul under the sun, and the silver mist on the sea seemed to disappear soon.
Xie Qing appears to be alive, as if to complete Qin Ciyan's writings. In addition, his connection with the world has become very weak - he undoubtedly hopes that the "Duan Wen" mentioned by Jiang Liping can be arrested, not that it is completely whimsical , Duan Wen is a ghostly person. Although he is the big boss behind the cross-border enterprise, he has always seen the beginning and the end. Zheng Jingfeng and the others investigated and found that this person, even the name and the documents he used, are fake.
It has been nineteen years since his parents died, and it has been twenty years since his death this year.
Twenty years of flicking the finger, countless people's blood has been exhausted, and the green silk has been waiting, but there has never been a justice coming. The murderer is still at large, the deceased police officer still cannot get a correct name, and the pursuit of the banned "drug" of rn-13 is still going on in the dark.
Xie Qingcheng waited for 20 years in a desperate situation.
In the 20th year, Qin Rong died of grief.
Xie Qingcheng no longer felt how painful and unacceptable, and he slowly became extraordinarily calm—
Because he knew that he was very close to them.
Soon, in a few years, he will be with them too.
I just don't know. In the end, he has exhausted all his personal resources, but he still can't give them an explanation. When another world meets, will they be disappointed with him
"Brother, are you going back to the dormitory today?" It's another week, Xie Qingcheng On the weekend of this week, Aunt Xie Xueli went to worship Xie Ping and Zhou Muying together.
His parents' cemetery Qin Ciyan is not the same place, but a cemetery in the west of the city, where all the people are buried.
After returning from the tomb sweeping, he went back to Moyu Lane and had a meal at Aunt Li's house. Xie Xue asked him after the meal.
"If you go back to the dormitory, let's take a taxi together and save some gas..."
Xie Qingcheng didn't answer this, he seemed to have something in his heart.
After helping Aunt Li clean up the dishes, Xie Qingcheng raised his eyes while wiping the water on his hands, and said to Xie Xue: "Xie Xue, you and I go back to the house, I have something I want to talk to you about."
inside the house.
Xie Xue was a little uneasy. After she grew up, Xie Qingcheng rarely called her into the room so seriously, and she sat down and talked about things.
"Brother, what's wrong?"
Xie Qingcheng poured two cups of tea and sat down: "It's not a big deal, just sit down."
Xie Xue sat down nervously, her butt only touching one side of the stool.
Her brother pushed the hot tea to her, and after a while, he finally said, "Xie Xue, you can't live with me forever in the future."
After a pause, the macho father and sister Xie were still a little embarrassed to talk about this.
But neither talk nor do, Xie Qingcheng has something to plan for in the future, including Xie Xue's final event.
So after being silent for a few seconds, he still said with a sullen face: "...do you want to find someone?"
Xie Xue: "...Ah???"
Xie Qingcheng: "I have given you a few 'colors', and the conditions are not bad. I also observed the character. You can arrange a time next week. If there is no problem, go see them."