They entangled with each other all night, because the two of them were pressing things in their hearts, and because each other could sense the gloomy emotions in each other, so they were almost revengeful of fate, embracing them like a mockery of days. When it was almost dawn, all this was like a wave of water, and it stopped slowly.
Xie Qing's body is not very good, but there seems to be a hunch in the dark, feeling that there should be such an indulgence, that it is time to break free from the shackles of the world, fate, and heart, and in the thunder and drum beats like heaven's punishment, to a certain person. This kind of invisible force demonstration, even if it is heart-wrenching, there will be such a crazy entanglement once.
He Yu is inherently disobedient to society.
Xie Qingcheng is different. Xie Qingcheng seems to be a person who has grown up completely according to the moral framework, but in fact he is more rebellious than anyone else. His venting is silent, but it is also destructive, reckless, and seems to regard the future as dust.
But the future is still to come.
When it was dawn, Xie Qingcheng was awakened from his light sleep by a slight movement. He opened his eyes and He Yu was lying beside him. He didn't know when he woke up, or maybe the young man hadn't slept at all.
He Yu hugged him and was caught in the thin air conditioner.
It was still raining lightly outside, the morning and evening were intertwined, and the day had not yet come fully.
Xie Qingcheng and He Yu looked at each other for a while, Xie Qingcheng's voice was low and hoarse: "When are you leaving?"
"Dawn."
Xie Qingcheng responded and wanted to say something, but it seemed like he didn't want to say anything.
For so long, they haven't had an atmosphere like this after they've done it. It's calm, peaceful, and no one has the heart to break it. In fact, Xie Qingcheng should have never spoiled He Yu so much. When He Yu adjusted himself to hug him tighter, he frowned slightly and felt pain, but did not reprimand him.
He Yu hugged him, and his heartbeat reached the other's heart through his sweaty chest.
He held him like this for a long time, as if they were both eighty years old, and their lives were almost over, so there was no need to think about anything.
"Xie Qingcheng." He finally said softly, "I want to ask you something."
"what?"
"Have you ever liked me? Even for a day?"
"… "
"One hour?"
"… "
He Yu stroked his hair and was quiet for a while, but he seemed unwilling to ask, and seemed to laugh at himself: "... Then, what about a second?"
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes: "..."
He was covered with kisses left by He Yu, flesh and blood was something that a male should not have, and the evidence of violating the family relationship, his heart was as soft as his body, but as hard as his bones.
After a long silence, he heard He Yu smiling softly beside his ear temples: "I'm sorry, I asked for too much."
"… "
"I know, you can't give me this."
He Yu stopped for a while, took the mobile phone beside his pillow, and turned on the modified portable projector. A faint blue light was cast on the ceiling, and in the light was the underwater shadow of his own jellyfish swimming around.
He let go of Xie Qingcheng, looked into Xie Qingcheng's eyes, and said, "What you gave me is already very good. I know that is the only thing you have. Xie Qingcheng, I know that you still have me in your heart. Yes, I don't blame you."
Remember that he kissed Xie Qingcheng's lips again in a room as quiet as in the deep sea. The kiss went from shallow to deep, and the love gradually became stronger. He hugged him again, and the quilt covering it moved again. .
Xie Qingcheng is a person who can endure emotions very well, but for some reason, his eyes are wet and his breathing is slightly heavy.
he thinks-
If this is the last I can give.
If this is the last you can stay.
Even if it goes against ethics, I want to always remember it clearly.
When he woke up again, He Yu had already left.
The sky was completely bright and the rain stopped. The figure was like a lonely dragon who came back by the rain. After the rain was over, the dense mist disappeared.
Xie Qingcheng was lying on the messy bed, looking at the ceiling, his heart was very confused - he knew that He Yu had decided to take up the family's business, and the unbridled love he used to be, may never be there again in the future.
This is the ending he's always been asking for.
Now he finally got what he wanted.
The weight on his body disappeared, and his heart should be very relaxed. Xie Qingcheng stood up. The faint sunlight shone through the window and shone on his pale skin. The window was not closed tightly. He left as if it was the last bit of warmth on his body.
It's all gone now.
He was very tired, lying in bed, did not get up for a long time.
At ten o'clock in the morning, he received a real-time push from the city news official account, first an obituary with black and white photos, and the news of the death of He Jiwei, one of the top 100 entrepreneurs in the country.
Then there was the online news interview. The time, place, and invited media were all arranged in advance by the He family.
Xie Qingcheng looked at the boy who was stubbornly hugging him like a little beast a few hours ago, and now he had put on the black formal suit he had been interviewing, and answered the questions of the media calmly and decently, while the red and swollen Lu Zhishu with eyes was standing behind him, and in the far corner of the picture was He Li with a worried look on his face.
On the screen, He Yu's name is really strange.
Mingming is just a young man who will hug him and tell him, Xie Qingcheng, would you like to hug me
In the camera, the young Mr. He is elegant, gentle, with a beautiful face, and he speaks well. The end of his apricot eyes is a little red. That is just the right kind of sadness. The so-called facade of the so-called father's kindness and filial piety.
He Yu didn't study it deliberately, but he has always been smart, and he did a good job.
"Next, with the help of my mother, I will make the project in hand go smoothly."
Media: "But at present, many of the unfinished projects of the He family are overseas. Does that mean that Mr. He will often go abroad in the future..."
He Yu sat quietly in front of the solid wood desk, his slender hands folded: "Yes."
"Your studies have not been completed, so how do you plan to balance your studies and family business?"
"I'm ready to apply for a one-year suspension, because I'm really young and inexperienced in many things, I need to focus all my energy on running the business, working with my father's seniors who have worked for many years and my mother, brother , they will give me the greatest help. Then I do not want to live up to their expectations. When the business returns to a state of smooth operation, I will return to campus and finish my studies. "
Media: "I want to ask a digression here, Mr. He, your major in the college entrance examination is editing and directing, not the medical field related to the family business. Is this choice purely out of interest? Or is it the expectation of your parents? "
He Yu didn't answer immediately this time. He lowered his eyelashes and played with each other with his thumbs. After a moment of quiet thought, his eyes turned towards the camera again, as if it came straight out and landed on someone off-screen.
"When I was very young, someone once told me that no matter how hard you encounter difficulties, you shouldn't give in to suffering. More important than medicine is one's own inner strength. I always thought I was applying for Shanghai University. The original intention of the director was because of other things, but then I gradually realized that it was actually because I always remembered his words in my heart.”
"The power of the heart is sometimes much more effective than the power of drugs, and if I have learned something in this professional field, I may be able to present what motivates my heart in the form of works. As long as Some people can understand that as long as there are people in difficult situations that can be encouraged and helped, even if it is very small, I still think it is a meaningful thing."
It has to be said that He Yu's temperament is very suitable for such a gentle conversation in front of the camera. Although he is very young and insane in private, on the bright side, his demeanor is far superior to that of Lu Zhishu and He Li. Neither of the other two would have the same effect.
Reporter: "Then Mr. He, can you tell me who that person is? Is it your father, or... "
He Yu said mildly and unequivocally, "It's my secret."
In front of the TV in Wei's house, on Auntie Li's cell phone, on Zheng Jingfeng's computer in the police station, in front of Duan Wen's external screen in Australia... Also, in the hut in Moyu Lane.
He Yu's voice was heard.
"It's also a secret I'll keep for him."
an island in Australia.
Duan Wen crossed his legs and looked at the vertical screen in the study: "How many medicines did he take to maintain such calmness?"
He Yuxin's personal doctor Anthony: "Can I say lethal dose?"
"..." Duan Wen said, "He definitely won't die."
"He has survived, so he won't die. When he was at his worst, his secret gentleman had been investigating the case because he discovered Wei Rong's secret. He didn't know how uncomfortable He Yu was that month... And He Yu went to find him as soon as he got better." Anthony sneered, "What a lunatic, no normal person can stand Xie Qingcheng. Let alone love him, living with him is enough to torture people to the point of Death. Only a lunatic would like it."
"You don't have to say that." Duan Wen said lightly, "There are some things you don't understand."
Mr. Duan said this, and Anthony couldn't refute anything, but in the image fed back by the holographic projection, his face was not very good-looking.
After a while, Anthony said quietly: "It's just that now, he's about to give up on him, isn't he. His father is dead, and only he can bear the burden of the whole family. Fortunately, his mind is still clear, and he doesn't want anything. Also stand by Xie Qingcheng's side."
Duan Wen looked at the screen for a while, and after a long time, he said dryly: "I hope."
After half an hour, the interview was over.
Xie Qingcheng's mobile phone was still on the official website of the video, and he did not log out.
He raised his hand and covered his forehead with his elbow—
Xie Xue, Chen slow... He Yu.
The three people he had been so worried about had all fulfilled his wish, and the dust had settled between the toss and turns, and they all had a brand new future.
Maybe God finally heard his wish this time, so he was relieved.
The broken teddy bear slowly closed its eyes—
He knew that he could go forward without any scruples, to do his last bit, to repay Qin Ciyan's kindness, and then if he could...
He wants to find the enemy who killed his parents.
... .