"Xie Qingcheng... What do you want to do?"
According to normal logic, as a doctor and an elder, you should give each other appropriate comfort at this time.
But Xie Qingcheng did not.
He lowered his head, covered He Yu's eyes, and tightly bound his arm with He Yu's big hand.
Xie Qingcheng said: "I tell you He Yu. I don't have much patience with you. You take drugs like this, self-harm and self-injury. I have exhausted all my patience by talking to you well. Don't be ignorant. , and look at me with this annoying look. Close your eyes and calm down for a while. Don't think about these things."
"… "
Xie Qingcheng's strength was very strong, suppressing him. His words were not comforting, but it seemed that a powerful force reached He Yu's heart through his hand.
He Yu slowly stopped moving, his mind was still very dizzy, he just sat like this, maintaining this blindfolded posture.
After a while, he blinked. The eyelashes in Xie Qingcheng's palm moved.
Xie Qingcheng felt that he was a little calmer, and was about to relax a little, when he suddenly noticed that in addition to the wrist injury, He Yu also had a small bruise on his cheek.
Xie Qingcheng was speechless: "What's going on with your face?... You still self-harm on your face while filming?"
"... I knocked on the rocky slope when I was walking."
"Do you think I will still believe you?"
He Yu: "...don't believe it. You go out."
He Yu urged him, because of irritability, his consciousness began to become more and more chaotic.
The young man opened and closed his thin lips under Xie Qingcheng's palm, almost struggling to stay awake: "Go out."
Xie Qingcheng really saw him so angry: "I will tell you one last time, He Yu."
"Even if you think that I may not understand you and can't empathize with you. But I tell you, it's not ashamed to be cured. If you feel uncomfortable, you can ask someone to help you relieve the pain, but you can't breathe. Take the medicine on time. If you feel the medicine is bitter, you can squeak, you can eat sugar, and no one will blame you if you ask for a little sweetness. You don’t need to force it. You shouldn’t hurt yourself.”
"… "
"You're only nineteen years old, He Yu. To put it nasty, you haven't even reached the legal age for marriage, so you're just a child. You can cry for pain, you can ask for candy, and no doctor will laugh at patients who are afraid of pain."
"The danger of Chengkang Mental Hospital is over. You should be happy to escape from death. What is there to be so unhappy about?"
He Yu didn't speak, leaned against the wall, his chest heaving up and down slowly.
Xie Qingcheng looked at him like this, watched his breathing slow down, and watched his breath turn from heavy to shallow. He Yu's eyes were covered by him, and he couldn't see the expression of those apricot eyes at the moment, but he felt that He Yu seemed to be struggling less than just now.
Xie Qingcheng hesitated for a moment, raised his other hand, and brushed the young man's sweaty hair scattered on his forehead.
He Yu shrank back slightly.
A clear touch came from the palm.
Xie Qingcheng was stunned - he felt his palms wet.
He couldn't be sure, and he couldn't be sure, because he had almost never seen He Yuzhen cry, at most his eyes were red, and he didn't dare to let go of his hand for a while, he even wondered if he felt it himself wrong
But what he didn't know was that his remarks made He Yu, who was getting more and more drunk, fall into the ocean of inseparable dreams.
He Yu thought of Xie Xue.
Xie Xue also said something similar to him.
When he was a child, she tilted her head and asked the boy who seemed polite to him but ignored him.
"Brother, are you not happy?"
"… "
"I heard that my brother and your father know each other. He is here to help your father work for your family. We will see each other often in the future."
The little girl said and took his hand: "I tell you, if you are not happy, you can ask my brother for chocolate, unless you have cavities and can't eat more desserts, otherwise he will not laugh at you, nor will he Refuse you. I always ask him for chocolate like this, you see! I even asked for one this morning!"
As she said that, she took out a piece of milk chocolate from the pocket of Xiaohua's skirt, and she took out a piece of milk chocolate. She laughed and shoved the sweet chocolate into his cold palm.
"I'll give it to you. Although you have a big house, you don't have the chocolate that my brother gave you."
"… "
"My name is Xie Xue, and your name is He Yu, right? You're my friend after eating my chocolate."
"… "
"Be happy in the future. If you're not happy, just come and play with me. I'll be the most entertaining. I can accompany you all day..."
Children are really the easiest to satisfy. For them, a whole day is enough, a very long time, almost equivalent to a lifetime in the adult population.
Therefore, children will talk about the whole day solemnly, and adults will talk about their whole life lightly.
Drunk, He Yu thought in a trance that today was still that afternoon ten years ago.
He and Xie Xue both have a very long, long day.
He Yu sighed, and after a while, he suddenly tightened his strength, holding Xie Qingcheng's wrist with distinct radial bones, inch by inch, he couldn't deny that he pulled down Xie Qingcheng's hand covering his eyes.
The warm light shone into the dull and dim eyes of the young man, and at that moment, He Yu's eyes seemed a little distracted, perhaps because of his incompatibility from dark to bright.
He suddenly couldn't tell who the person in front of him was.
He was silent for a while.
At such a close distance, Xie Qingcheng could clearly see his own reflection in those almond eyes.
"These words..." He Yu finally whispered.
He stared at him, but his vision was hazy and out of focus.
"You told me that before."
Xie Qingcheng frowned, vaguely feeling that something was wrong. The young man's warm, alcohol-smelling breath gushed out into his every pore.
But he didn't know that what He Yu recalled was the first meeting with Xie Xue, and he didn't know that He Yu was almost unconscious and couldn't figure out who he was. He only felt that He Yu's words were inexplicable and inexplicable.
"I wonder now how long you can stay with me if I'm upset."
"… "
"how long?"
Xie Qingcheng came back to his senses: "What nonsense are you talking about..."
"I'm asking you something."
"… "
"answer me."
He Yu's tone at this time was already a bit unkind, too strong. The eyes he looked at him were the kind of wolf-like eyes that he had never seen before, as if a male beast was looking at a female beast who was determined to leave him. This kind of look was something he had never exposed in front of Xie Qingcheng.
Xie Qingcheng instinctively felt a chill in his neck, even a person as strong as he felt uncomfortable.
"You're drunk. He Yu, get up first."
The stamina of the wine was great, and He Yu's consciousness became more and more chaotic. He hummed, but didn't let go, looked into his eyes with his face supported, his eyes gradually blurred: "You lied to me, you also think I'm stupid."
"… "
Under this kind of gaze, Xie Qingcheng felt more and more tense, and the primitive genes deep in the flesh began to sound the siren, feeling dangerous.
He found that he couldn't communicate with He Yu anymore.
He Yu's current semi-morbid state makes him like an isolated island. He is closed off, only saying what he wants to say, and refusing others to pry into his heart.
At the same time, Xie Qingcheng also realized that this was not the He's house, there were no restraints, and there were no special sedative needles.
In fact, he shouldn't be alone with such He Yu at all.
Now He Yuyao is also taking it. That medicine is very effective. He should go to sleep after a while. If something happens, it's safer to wait until the person wakes up tomorrow morning.
Xie Qingcheng then wanted to get up: "Forget it, then you can rest by yourself tonight—"
But it's a pity that his understanding came a little too late after all, his hand was tightly grasped by He Yu, and he never let go.
He Yu kept staring into his eyes.
And Xie Qingcheng's eyes are the most similar to him and his sister Xie Xue.
The peach blossom eyes are exactly the same, but the temperament is different. Xie Xue's peach blossom eyes are very warm, showing her curiosity and enthusiasm for life all the time, while Xie Qingcheng's peach blossom eyes are very cold, and they are obviously the most affectionate eyes in the world. But abruptly, his aura made him look sharp and cold.
If it was normal, He Yu would never be confused.
However, now he is in a low mood, drunk, and the lights in the hotel are not bright, and he is confused and confused, but it is just the eyes of a sleepy person.
He Yu looked at it, and finally couldn't tell the truth.
"Okay. You have to go, don't you?"
"what are you doing."
The young man didn't answer, but asked again, "I'm asking you. Are you leaving?"
Xie Qingcheng broke his hand hard: "what are you doing?"
He Yu lowered his head and sneered. He originally looked very polite and gentle, but once he didn't control himself, the sickness and evil in his bones would radiate recklessly.
Xie Qingcheng looked at the thin smile at the corner of his lips, and suddenly felt chills.
He got up abruptly and was about to get up and leave, but before his legs had time to take a step, the young man grabbed his wrist once again.
Immediately afterwards, before Xie Qingcheng came back to his senses, he was pulled in front of him by a strong force belonging to a young man. He Yu got up, grabbed Xie Qingcheng's wrist with one hand, and wrapped him with the other. His waist almost recklessly pushed him against the long table in the nearby tea bar!
The back of Xie Qingcheng's head slammed on the hard coffee table, he groaned, dizzy in front of his eyes: "He Yu!"
No wonder he couldn't react, the process was too cruel, and the attack came too fast, as if the dragon in the lair was curled up and asleep, ignoring the intruder's nagging, but suddenly ran out of patience at a certain moment, so the dragon opened terrifyingly. The jagged Pang Shuo's wings and the mighty dragon claws slashed across the cave wall, pushing the sacrifices that had broken into his territory on the stone bed amid the rain.
In the next second, he will bite the bloodline and bury his teeth in his neck.
But in fact, with Xie Qingcheng's strength, it is not impossible to break free at this moment. Unfortunately, Xie Qingcheng was too straight. His first reaction was that He Yu's bloodthirsty and irritable disease was about to break out again, and he couldn't think of any biased place to go, so he missed the last time to escape.
The wire board of the floor lamp was dragged by the staggering and colliding steps of the two, and the lamp slammed onto the thick carpet and went dark. At the same time, Xie Qingcheng and He Yu were also tripped, and He Yu crushed Xie Qingcheng in the center of the table.
Heavy breathing, alcohol permeated.
In the dark night, there was only a little outline that could be seen through the city lights outside the window, He Yu's eyes traced it carefully, and fell on the pair of familiar peach blossom eyes.
In the darkness of the night, in drunkenness, many things were blurred. He Yu lowered his head and looked down at those close eyes, and the cracks in his heart began to grow violently.
He lowered his head, and the unwillingness, pain, emptiness and secret love that he had suppressed for so long, all at this moment rocked the sedimentary rock, turned into sadness, turned into trembling eyelashes, and clasped Xie Qingcheng's arm tightly. His hand turned into a hot tear that fell.
He Yu didn't know where that hot tear fell.
But Xie Qingcheng's struggle stopped.
He felt something warm on his chest.
"He Yu, you..."
Before he could finish speaking, the young man who was choking on his chest with his head bowed down suddenly grabbed the back of his head and looked over with his eyes closed. His warm and slightly damp lips suddenly choked his cool lips.
"!!"
Xie Qingcheng was struck by lightning, his eyes widened suddenly, time suddenly stopped, and his mind was blank.
In the chaos, he couldn't perceive anything, and he didn't even turn the corner of the consciousness that pushed He Yu away. He Yu was kissing him, breathing hot. The strength of the kiss was something he had never felt before, strong and hot, eager and sad.
It's not that Xie Qingcheng hasn't kissed anyone. He and Li Qiuruo have slept, but he is quite cold, and Li Qiuruo is also reserved. The two seem to be acting together, and there is no warm spark to each other.
Now he was caught off guard and was pressed under him by a vigorous boy and kissed his lips, and the hot breath of an adolescent boy came on his face. The kiss of the young boy is not the same as that of an adult. There is no skill, but it is terribly hot. The lips touch and the lips are intertwined. Xie Qingcheng struggled instinctively, but was held down by He Yu.
"Well!"
The young man's desires are too straightforward and uncontrollable, as if you don't help him relieve him, he will be helpless to the point of death. But if you don't have time to get out, his heat will even melt your bones.
Xie Qingcheng's brain nerves snapped in an instant.
He felt like he was going crazy, was this real or a nightmare? It wasn't until He Yu's tears fell, this time on his cheeks that it ran down his face and into his temples, Xie Qingcheng suddenly woke up from this shocking and unethical behavior and resisted violently. Piansheng He Yu regarded him as Xie Xue's stand-in, and he was willing to let go of him, choked his throbbing neck, separated a little, and then entangled in the kiss again.
Xie Qingcheng was very strong, but this incident hit him too deeply. Before he could react, He Yu had already had the upper hand in suppressing him, and even hugged his waist and brought him to the bed.
"He Yu... He Yu! You fucking see... I/Fuck..." Xie Qing was a big man, of course he couldn't stand this kind of thing, he came out of the room very casually, and was wearing a hotel bathrobe at this time , He Yu's hand was held by his waist through a thin layer of fabric, and the palm of his hand had a heat that could not be ignored.
Xie Qingcheng's scalp was going numb. Although he began to resist, and he was also an adult male of 180, He Yu was younger than him and taller than him. Don't look at this bastard's red lips and white teeth, but he is very beautiful, but he exercises. It's very good, I can see my abdominal muscles when I take off my clothes.
He Yu had the upper hand from the beginning, it was not so easy for Xie Qingcheng to break free when he woke up, and this was He Yu's first kiss.
A 19-year-old virgin who has not been recruited, has been sexually suppressed for so many years, what is the concept of a first-time relative
That's no different from the beasts who open meat in disaster years.
Even if He Yu was drunk, sick, and confused this time, he could still feel comfortable and stimulated. He violently pulled Xie Qingcheng's hair, forcing him not to escape, Xie Qingcheng It hurt so badly that he was pulling him, and his eyes were red, but he was probably in a hurry.
The boy who had tasted the fishy didn't let him go at all, feeling that Xie Qingcheng's fierce struggle was really difficult to deal with, so he simply removed his hand from his hair, and grabbed it from the back of Xie Qingcheng's neck.
Xie Qingcheng raised his foot and kicked violently, but He Yusheng suffered, but with this strength, he suddenly pressed down the man who was unwilling to go to the bed before he died!
"you!"
Xie Qingcheng only felt that the world was spinning, and he fell heavily on the soft spring mattress, and then He Yu was pressed down hot.
Xie Qingcheng's chest was tensed, the shock was too great, and his pupils contracted tightly...
He was lying on He Yu's bed. There were even a few high school uniforms that He Yu had changed from the crew in the past few days. They had not been washed and smelled of youthful sweat. There were several half-read books by He Yu next to the pillow. Teacher, this kind of student-like bed made Xie Qingcheng even have the illusion that he was being raped by high school boys.
He Yu really couldn't tell the difference between people, his consciousness was completely led by desire, he silently strangled Xie Qingcheng's neck, stared at him, waiting for his strength to be a little bit under him. lost ground.
After more than ten seconds, Xie Qingcheng's face was flushed red, and He Yu's eyes were very terrifying for a moment, as if he wanted to dig out Xie Qingcheng's peach eyes.
But after that moment passed, he suddenly became extremely helpless and desperate again. He was startled, and slowly released Xie Qingcheng's neck...
The air was re-injected into Xie Qingcheng's lungs. Xie Qingcheng took a big mouthful of breath and coughed violently: "Cough cough cough...!!"
"...I'm sorry..." He Yu seemed to wake up a little, his eyes were confused, and he said to him, but he was actually saying to "her", "I'm sorry...I didn't want to...I didn't want to hurt you...I just... "
He didn't know what to say. He lowered his head and closed his eyes slowly. The tip of Ying Ting's nose rubbed the side of Xie Qingcheng's neck, and kept kissing the neck where his finger marks were pinched.
Hot lips murmured against his arteries: "I didn't mean to hurt you..."
Xie Qingcheng was trembling with anger, his cerebral blood vessels were about to collapse, He Yu kissed his neck, stared at him again, kissed Xie Qingcheng's lips hot and irresistible again, and hugged each other obsessively, The big hand sank deep into Xie Qingcheng's messy black hair, forcing him to bear his own kiss and plunder...
This time, he even wanted to pry his teeth open and wrap his tongue around!
Xie Qingcheng couldn't bear it any longer, he bit He Yu's lip fiercely, and the smell of blood immediately permeated. He took this opportunity to turn his face away, avoiding the hot breath of the young man, and yelled at He Yu:
"Are you fucking crazy? Let go...! Drink so much, you're out of your mind, get out of here!"
But the hand that pushed against Xiang He Yu's chest was clasped by the young man, and his fingers were still intertwined.
Xie Qingcheng's scalp was numb and goosebumps all over, and he almost didn't give He Yu a shoulder throw.
At this time, He Yu's third tear fell.
fell in front of his eyes.
Then he touched He Yu's fingers, and his fingertips rubbed Xie Qingcheng's peach blossom eyes.
Before Xie Qingcheng could speak again, he heard He Yu's soft sigh, his eyes blurred, he looked at Xie Qingcheng's face, bent his fingers, and touched the man's cheek: "Thank you..."
After a pause, the voice behind him softened.
So Xie Qingcheng only heard a "thank", but did not hear the word "snow" he said later.
"… "
And He Yu had already leaned down, his broad shoulders pressed Xie Qingcheng down, turned his head over, and whispered softly on the side of his neck: "I like you..."
"I really like you..."