Xie Qingcheng did not know that He Yu had already had the idea of overturning his past norms from the inside out because of the collapse of his understanding and the destruction of his creed.
But at the moment when he was held down by He Yu, he suddenly raised the hand that He Yu did not hold, picked up a wine bottle next to him, and then smashed it with a bang without blinking.
He Yu's eyes darkened: "What are you doing?"
Xie Qingcheng has been tormented by 59 Dumei at this moment, and his physical uncontrollable reaction makes him feel nervous, but he is the kind of person who will easily give in.
He didn't speak, just breathed heavily, raised his eyes, stared at He Yu's face like a cheetah, and then—
He raised the broken wine bottle and stabbed it into his wrist without blinking an eye! !
Blood poured out all of a sudden!
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes abruptly and bit his pale lower lip.
The intense pain dragged him back from the hot mud, Xie Qingcheng slowly put down the blood-stained weapon, tilted his head back, his chest heaving, and leaned on the coffee table.
He Yu stared at him with a very ugly face—
Look at the way he was panting, at his tight shirt, his wine-stained placket, at his bleeding arms.
As he watched, he clenched Xie Qingcheng's arm tightly, and the warm blood beads infiltrated between his fingers little by little.
It was quiet around.
In this brief awakening, Xie Qingcheng tried his best to adjust his breathing while looking at the young man in front of him with his moist eyes.
After a while, he opened his mouth hoarsely: "... He Yu. I ask you... "
"You actually... still care about what I said in those old videos, right?"
He Yu didn't say a word, let Xie Qingcheng's blood drop like teardrops down his fingers, drop by drop, splashing on the cold floor tiles.
Not just old videos.
He thought that even the news of the past few years, he already knew about it.
But He Yu finally sneered and said slowly: "You have asked me this question, and I have already told you the answer - I don't care, who cares?"
"But you're not that good at lying, and if you really didn't care, it wouldn't be like this today."
Xie Qingcheng's face was covered in fine sweat. He kept panting, knowing that he wouldn't be able to calm down for too long. He could only persuade He Yu to be more rational, or at least sober, in this short period of time.
He Yu: "… "
"Little devil... to be honest... I was... "
It took a lot of energy for Xie Qingcheng to talk about these things. The medicinal properties were too strong, and soon began to spread again, and began to occupy his blood and flowed to his fingertips. Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and opened them. His eyes were filled with painful water vapor, but he still suppressed it, swallowing his throat.
"...The reason why I... didn't want to continue to be your personal doctor was not because I was afraid of you, afraid of you, worried that you would become the second Yi Beihai, and I would become the next Qin Ciyan, neither."
"—You were fourteen years old when I left you, He Yu. I can accompany you for seven years, or another seven years, but can I accompany you for the rest of your life? When you graduate and work, I will still accompany you, It's unrealistic for me to stay with you when you get married and have children, I'm just a doctor."
"Sooner or later you have to come out of your inner shadow on your own. That's what I thought, so I left."
Xie Qingcheng paused and put He Yu's figure in his eyes.
"He Yu... I think you should understand. How many people in this world don't live easily? You don't have to go anywhere else, just go to the door of the hospital, the door of the intensive care unit, and the door of the emergency room. Look. I know you're sick, but you're at least alive, you shouldn't be…”
But He Yu didn't fully understand what he meant this time. He Yu's cold heart was burning. He had almost never felt such anger. He suddenly lifted Xie Qingcheng's short hair and pulled it. He dragged him up from the ground: "Do you think I shouldn't?"
"What shouldn't I do?! Xie Qingcheng... Do you really know how painful I am!"
"I was numb and blocked, my emotions were out of control, and when I got sick, I couldn't even feel who I was! The whole person was empty, like rust, like moths, and I was thinking every minute that it would be better to die. You said it. I've described it to you countless times over the past seven years... but you still don't get it."
"Why did you come to see me? Ah? Since you think I should go to the hospital and think that my pain is nothing compared to those patients, why did you come? It's interesting, right? A rare spirit in the world For Ebola, even in the oldest hospital in Yancheng, the same medical records cannot be found. How interesting, Professor Xie thinks this clinical sample is fresh enough to add a strong touch to your scientific research, right!"
He Yu suppressed his voice, and the light in his pupils trembled with anger.
"The patients you're talking about—cancer patients or graduating patients, at least everyone else understands what kind of disease it is and how serious it is. They can find someone who can sympathize with the same disease, join the group to keep warm, and encourage each other... I Woolen cloth?"
"I'm one of your research specimens, an interesting lunatic, a monster in a cage, is it fresh? Xie Qingcheng? After reading and playing enough, go away, and in the end, there will be some ridiculous lies to deceive me! Don't you think it's cruel to say that this should not be the other, Xie Qingcheng!!"
By the end, it was almost a stern question.
There seemed to be a halo in Xie Qingcheng's eyes, but he lowered his eyelashes, and the light and shadow soon disappeared.
"...I still feel that way, He Yu." He said, "People can live, whether it is loneliness or pain, as long as you want to save yourself, you can always overcome your difficulties in the end. Unless you are not dead yet. , I chose to give up first.”
"People can be very strong, He Yu, what you should believe is not me, what you should believe is always your own heart."
"You said it lightly." He Yu stared into his eyes, every word seemed to be stripped from hatred, with the smell of blood, "You said it lightly... Xie Qingcheng. You didn't There is no pain, you can touch your upper lip to your lower lip and accuse me of giving up. What do you know? If you are suffering from such pain, how well can you do? - Xie Qingcheng, you are the one The person who likes to run away and leave the He family the most—you are the one who can’t be cured and leave the He family, and you are the one who resigns and changes careers when things go wrong.”
He almost sharpened his words to poke under Xie Qingcheng's mean face—
"You're so hypocritical that it makes me sick."
"You've been pretending for so many years... You're still pretending until this moment!"
If it was said before, He Yu still had a trace of reason.
So at this moment, He Yu was completely on fire.
He tugged at Xie Qingcheng's messy hair, no matter how uncomfortable Xie Qingcheng's expression was, he pulled him up and threw it on the more spacious couch beside the marble, then turned around without saying a word and smoked another one. The bottle of 59-degree plum, which has not been opened, opened the spirit with a blank expression.
When Xie Qingcheng saw this wine, his head exploded. He had already filled a whole bottle, and the lust had already made him collapse, but He Yu opened another bottle!
"What the hell are you doing...!" Even Xie Qingcheng, there was a hint of fear in his voice at this time, he forced his limp body and wanted to sit up from the sofa.
But before he could sit up, He Yu came back with a whole bottle of spirits, and he didn't even bother to pour it into the glass, so he directly grabbed Xie Qingcheng's chin.
Xie Qingcheng was already dead, and when he saw the bottle of foreign wine that was bigger than his face again at close range, his face turned pale, and he finally gave up talking and scolded: "You are fucking crazy. ? If you don't want to make trouble, just get the fuck out of my way—"
"Yes, I'm just crazy, you know now? It's too late."
He Yu finished these words without the slightest emotion, raised his head and took a big sip, then opened Xie Qingcheng's lips and teeth, and forcefully poured the pungent 59-degree plum into the wine he had drunk. Xie Qing said in his mouth.
"cough cough..."
Xie Qingcheng struggled so hard that half of the bottle of wine was spilled on the ground and half on his body. Although Xie Qingcheng drank not too much, it was choking after all. As soon as He Yu let go, Xie Qingcheng fell on the sofa and coughed violently, as if to cough out all the air in his lungs.
Wine mixed with blood, blood entwined with sweat.
Xie Qingcheng was trembling all over, because he was angry, and he was forced by the desire to start biting him frantically again.
He felt like there were countless insects and ants biting at his bones, his body was hot and numb, and it was terribly unfamiliar. There was a wave of love on his face again, but what was more clear than the wave of love was his anger. He was completely angry. After coughing, he couldn't catch his breath, so he turned around and stared at He Yu fiercely. , and said all the cruel words: "What kind of beast thing are you doing! Animals can't do this to you! You are really crazy, He Yu..."
"This is a beast? Then Professor Xie, you really don't know anything. There are even more beasts. Why don't I show you now?"
He Yu said, and threw the glass bottle that was still swaying with a little residual wine on the ground, and then bullied forward, and pressed Xie Qingcheng, who was about to sit up, back to the soft sofa.
He locked his hands and wrists, his forehead drooping, and he looked down at Xie Qingcheng, who was soaked in alcohol, his eyes were full of creepy viciousness.
Xie Qingcheng gasped and said, "He Yu..."
When He Yu heard him call himself like this, there was a hint of fear in his voice. A burst of excitement surged in his lower abdomen, and his eyes glowed with scarlet light, which was deeply terrifying.
He pressed on Xie Qingcheng and coaxed softly, softly and abnormally: "Don't be afraid. Huh?"
There was still some 59 wine plums left between the boy's lips and teeth. He licked it and smiled aftertaste: "Do you know why I want to drink this myself?"
"… "
"Because I hate you, and I hate men. If I don't have this wine, I'm afraid I won't be able to help in some things, and I won't be able to serve well."
He Yu said, raised his hand and patted Xie Qingcheng's cheek: "Brother Xie, I have always been very filial to you, you came to me on purpose, but I didn't treat you well. Saying this will save my face. Where do you put it?"
"So you don't like these people, and I'm not forcing it, but don't you feel uncomfortable now that you're drinking too much?"
After Xie Qingcheng was stunned for a few seconds, he finally showed a look of horror in his eyes, and he ripped open Xie Qingcheng's clothes button, and the collar button that was tightly buttoned suddenly opened, revealing the flushed skin underneath.
"Then I'll help you."
He Yu was provoked by him at this moment, and he lost his heart to slowly seduce him. Xie Qingcheng had to be sober even at the risk of self-harm—this made him realize that drugs alone are useless.
He is crazy now, he just wants to smash all the disguise covering Xie Qingcheng's body violently. Thinking of this, he has no gender barriers.
He pinched Xie Qingcheng's chin and said word by word, "I can make you comfortable today. It's great for me to serve you in person."
— him and his liar doctor.
Tonight, let the fuck sink in!
But he was ready to subvert himself, but Xie Qingcheng didn't. Xie Qingcheng went crazy: "He Yu! What are you doing!"
"What am I going to do? You're a married person, you ask me?"
He Yu stubbornly pressed the man who was struggling frantically under him. After drinking a cup of 59-degree plum, He Yu's own senses became very sensitive. It was very exciting for him to tear up Xie Qingcheng's disguise. In addition, this man is now in a mess, with blood stains, and he is rolling and struggling under him with the heat, and he is actually very angry.
He Yu's wolf-like eyes stared at him, as if to dig out all his flesh and blood.
"Brother Xie..." His breath was very hot, and his voice gently brushed between Xie Qingcheng's breath, "What do you say I want to do..."
Xie Qingcheng is a straight man through and through, not to mention his cold personality, not to mention, Xie Qingcheng knows that He Yu is also a straight man, and even homophobic. Where would he have thought in such crazy and outrageous places before
It wasn't until He Yu held his wrists above his head with one hand and started to unbutton his shirt with the other hand, that Xie Qingcheng was struck like a thunderbolt, and his peach blossom eyes suddenly widened.
He was completely bloodless, and stared at He Yu in disbelief, still unable to confirm that it was true for a while.
But he saw He Yu's young face - fearless, bloodthirsty, morbid, perverted, mad - just wanting to eat Xie Qing's full dignity, that face.
Xie Qingcheng knew that He Yu was really crazy, and he suddenly struggled under He Yu's palm, although the struggle was already negligible, he hoarsely shouted: "He Yu you...you fucking...I'm fine...I don't want it. Help! Get the hell out of here! Get the fuck away from me!! What do you want!!"
He Yu saw fear, eclipse, collapse on his always calm face...
These emotions strongly stimulated He Yu's taste buds, making his desires inflated even more greedily. He suppressed Xie Qingcheng who was lying softly on the sofa, his fingertips were like knives, and he cut Xie Qingcheng's flesh and blood under him inch by inch.
He smiled, and his handsome face was a little distorted: "Professor Xie, Doctor Xie. Brother Xie. You should understand everything."
The voice was so deep that it scalded Xie Qing's chest that was rising and falling rapidly.
"I'm going to serve you all night today, so remember to shout louder later."
He said, his free hand swam down, and his fingertips stroked Xie Qing's trembling lips.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes abruptly, and looked as if he was about to be driven crazy, but he had no strength at all, and the more he went on, the faster he lost his strength.
"If you fucking dare... you..."
He Yu didn't care what he scolded at all, and started to pull Xie Qingcheng's clothes with a sullen face. Xie Qingcheng's hand broke free, but pushing him against him didn't work, and he could only hold on to the belt buckle. He Yu came up because of bloodthirsty. He didn't let go of his hand. Instead, he lowered his head and began to bite him, biting blood and licking his blood, all the way down from the corner of his lips—
"!!"
Xie Qingcheng was sucked blood, like a dying fish, he suddenly opened his eyes and bounced, but was held down by He Yufa. His body was already stimulated, and his passion was biting him frantically. Under the catalysis of the overdose of medicinal wine, he did instinctively long for fiery entanglement.
When human desires are very high, even if the object is of the same sex is not so important, this is the instinct of beasts.
But Xie Qingcheng remembered that he was a person, and he was He Yu's elder, an old friend of He Yu's father. He should never and could never be like this.
His expression became extremely painful for a moment, intense lust mixed with extreme hatred, and he turned his face away unbearably.
He Yu drank Xie Qingcheng's blood and felt Xie Qingcheng's trembling. Then he looked up at him and saw the handsome face full of flushes and hatred. He suddenly felt an unprecedented intensity. stimulus.
This is Xie Qingcheng who he has never seen before.
It is Xie Qingcheng who is paying the price for lies and deceit.
This ferocious desire burned He Yu's eyes slightly red.
The thrill of revenge seems to make disgusting less disgusting, and the thrill of conquest can make repulsion less repulsive.
He Yu suddenly began to hate himself for thinking too late, not finding this way to tear Xie Qingcheng apart earlier.
During the entanglement, Xie Qingcheng's shirt had been completely unbuttoned by him, exposing the wine-stained skin underneath.
His chest is wide, his muscles are not exaggerated but firm and powerful, the lines are sharp and crisp, and he is completely the body of a mature male.
He Yu didn't like men, but he felt a blood boil because of Xie Qing's appearance—
Didn't Xie Qingcheng say that he couldn't give himself anything
Doesn't he think that he doesn't deserve love
Xie Qingcheng, who was always arrogant and arrogant, had controlled him since childhood, taught him, scolded him, threatened him, deceived him, and finally walked away saying that he could not hire him.
Xie Qingcheng, who was cold and flat on the podium, once admired by countless scholars, seemed to be omnipotent and omnipotent.
A mature man.
Pure man, mature, tough, indifferent, and strong enough to attract many girls and married women. No one thought that he would never be a coward, and no one could imagine that he could also be slept in - such a manly man.
But now he was suppressed by him, and he threw himself into the net, lying under him and holding back the trembling.
In fact, Xie Qingcheng can give him everything he wants and the enthusiasm he wants.
Xie Qingcheng can give it to him himself!
The young boy's Adam's apple rolled, the heat was unbearable, and his blood boiled like soup.
"Doctor Xie, you must remember that tonight's event is that you are too drunk and need help pitifully. As for me, I am different from you who are timid and cowardly. I would rather sacrifice myself to take care of you. Good you. You don't have to thank me. Helping people is what I should do."
After he said this, he tore down Xie Qingcheng's entire shirt, and then pulled out a black restraint belt from the drawer next to him. This place was well-prepared for such things. His hands were tightly bound.
"I still remember how you broke free from Jiang Lanpei's bondage on the rooftop. Don't worry, it's a robber's knot, and you can't untie it."