"Brother Xie, do you hate me so much that you want to kill me now?"
"kill you?"
Xie Qingcheng gritted his silver teeth and said, "You're not stupid. That's why you ran away?"
He Yu didn't expect him to speak like this, and the calmness and ruthlessness that he had just cleaned up were suddenly cut open, revealing the embarrassment that belongs to the teenagers underneath.
The boy stopped smiling for a moment, his face turned slightly blue: "I didn't run away!"
"You didn't escape?"
"...I didn't run away, I just...I..."
"You're just?" Xie Qingcheng narrowed his eyes, pressing him step by step.
"… "
"You just woke up a little early in the morning, put on your pants and felt refreshed, looked at the weather outside, and thought that it would be best to have a healthy morning run to relax your body and mind. In order not to be disturbed by yesterday's bad debts, you took my father The phone and WeChat were blocked together, and then I felt that everything was fine and left the room, happily even forgetting to close the order I opened. Is that right?!"
"..." He Yu's face was even more ugly, as if he had been poisoned.
"You're so fucking rubbish, He Yu. You're just a piece of rubbish that escapes when you do something wrong."
He Yu's face was blue, embarrassed and angry, and even a little humiliated: "I said I didn't run away! Did I come back to pay if I didn't receive your call!"
Xie Qingcheng was also angry: "You have a face? I want you to pay this money? I tell you if it wasn't... I don't want to see you again in my life!"
Dad didn't tell a lie, he wanted 1.68 million in the card, then he could really pay for it himself, and he wouldn't ask He Yu to come back. He is also a man, does he need He Yu to pay for the room
Xie Qingcheng kept scolding He Yu.
He Yu also stared back at him anxiously.
Although the two of them subconsciously lowered their voices, the atmosphere of tension between them could not be concealed.
The young lady at the cash register just peeked at the service desk in the distance, and couldn't help but turn to Xie Qing and rolled her eyes.
- Damn, why did this big man spend 1.68 million for the young master a night and still make the young master aggrieved
Shameless to the extreme!
After confronting each other for a long time, He Yu held his breath and stopped talking to Xie Qingcheng about this. He readjusted his breathing and tried to calm himself down.
"Then what do you want now?" He Yu said bitterly.
"I'm back, why don't you ask the front desk for a knife and kill me?"
He stared at him, with some fierce irony in his tone.
"Kill you directly?" Xie Qingcheng sneered, "It's too naive to think. I fucking want to dissect you alive with a knife!"
He Yu listened, and smiled as expected, his eyes were still a little red, and his face was still a little blue: "Okay...Okay. It's okay."
He repeated: "It's okay."
"It doesn't matter what you say, Xie Qingcheng. It doesn't matter whether you want to stab me alive or flog my body. It doesn't really matter to me whether I die or not. Anyway, I'm just a person no one wants to see. thing."
When the young man said these words, the curvature of the corner of his lips could not tell whether it was sarcasm or self-contempt: "You know... I believed the lies you told, I was stupid to death, and after working hard for so long, my belief collapsed. All thanks to you."
"I actually prefer Lu Yuzhu's gun to be more accurate. After a hundred, I won't be so disgusting now."
His dark eyes slowly rolled, his eyes fell on Xie Qingcheng, and there was some kind of painful emotion in his voice.
"You think so too? If I died then, it would be cleaner, and you wouldn't be as unlucky as you are now."
"… "
Xie Qingcheng tapped He Yu fiercely with his finger, as fierce as a wolf and a leopard.
But when He Yu mentioned Lu Yuzhu, Xie Qingcheng's heart was actually bumped unexpectedly.
He Yu may be intentional or unintentional, but Xie Qingcheng thinks he owes He Yu the matter of Lu Yuzhu of the Archives.
Xie Qingcheng was filled with all kinds of hatred, but the gunshot sounded in his ears, and scarlet blood flowed out from He Yu's shoulder, stabbing his retinas red with pain.
At this time, the sound of gunfire turned into vines again, restraining his anger, so that he would not slap He Yu's face with a slap in the face.
"... He Yu." In the end, Xie Qingcheng gritted his teeth and said word by word, his body was uncomfortable and his mental torture was severe. After spending a while here with He Yu, his voice was hoarse.
Weak and cold.
"You're going to discuss this with me today, aren't you?"
"Okay. That's fine. Then listen to me, even if I do something wrong, even if I don't want to continue to take risks as a doctor, even if I owe the person who taught me, I will be despised and spurned by my former colleagues. , look down on…”
"But I shouldn't be tortured like this by you."
"Maybe I didn't handle some things perfectly and made you feel resentful, but when I was treating you, I didn't do anything that really hurt you."
"… "
"Think about it for yourself, whether you are mean or not."
He took a deep breath and murmured in a wet voice amid the intense headache and dizziness, "Think about it for yourself."
If the conversation just now only embarrassed He Yu.
So now, He Yu's scar was severely hurt by his words.
He didn't plan to talk nonsense with Xie Qingcheng, and he didn't plan to talk to Xie Qingcheng about Xie Xue. But at this moment, he couldn't hold it any longer. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, He Yu dragged Xie Qingcheng to the bathroom and locked the door with a click.
"What do you make me think about?"
"Ah? Xie Qingcheng, what do you make me think about!"
"You think I don't know anything yet, do you?"
He Yu became emotional: "I tell you, I know everything now! I know everything! - paranoia, self-protection, nothingness, many things Xie Xue did in my memory actually came from me I know the self-paralysis and imagination that I can't ask for!!"
Xie Qingcheng's face turned pale, which made him look more like a wandering soul.
"I know everything..."
He Yu's eyes were crazy, and his voice was very soft, but every word was like a knife slashing Xie Qingcheng's face: "Doctor Xie, you know everything, but if you don't say it, you will just watch me being stupid. , you are worried that I will entangle her too much, and you are worried that I know the truth and can't accept it, so you dragged your time, you didn't tell me anything, but kept reminding her to stay away from me."
He Yu said: "It's been seven years, and even my father knows that the friends I rely on are nothing but fantasy, only I don't know! Only myself are getting deeper and deeper! Are you satisfied with this play? "
"Isn't it funny, Xie Qingcheng? Don't you think you are cruel and arrogant, and you never take my heart in your eyes? What am I in your eyes? - Some people who imagine, I even If you want a little comfort, you have to rely on a partially imagined person! No one has truly loved and cared for me. Even birthdays can only be visited alone... Rely on fantasy to get a blessing, a piece of cake."
He Yu pinched Xie Qingcheng's neck and stared at his cheek.
Xie Qingcheng's face was pale, but his skin was hot. This man was tortured by himself all night yesterday. Although he could still hold on, He Yu knew that Xie Qingcheng had a fever when he touched it.
Hot and hot on his fingertips, He Yu stared at him.
After a long time, He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng say: "...If you give me another chance, I will still do it, I will still keep her away from you, and I will still choose not to tell you the truth."
He Yu was annoyed by him, and slammed Xie Qingcheng into the black tile wall of the bathroom, the dark brick lining the man's pale face.
If it wasn't so hot in the palm of his hand, He Yu would have thought that Xie Qingcheng was made of snow and would have melted like this.
Xie Qingcheng coughed lightly, but his eyes were as cold and sharp as when he first met He Yu.
"He Yu."
"… "
"I did it because I knew you couldn't take it."
"… "
"That's the best policy. Whatever you think, I don't think I'm at fault in this matter."
"… "
In fact, Xie Qingcheng originally wanted to say, I owe you, He Yu, I owe you a piece of sincerity in the past, you choose to give your heart to me, you hold your own heart in the palm of your hand and tiptoe He raised his head and handed it to me, but I only treated you as a patient, I couldn't see the urgent desire in your eyes, and I longed for someone to accompany you sincerely.
It's true that I'm too impersonal.
Not anymore.
Although I am not very good at treating a person with gentle words, I may still be very stubborn and cold, but I am willing to be your bridge, because when I was alone and helpless, you chose to help me, It was you who almost took your life in for that little bit of encouragement that I didn't even think of as a favor.
I may not be able to give you exactly what you want, but I can no longer be Dr. Xie. For you, I am Xie Qingcheng.
As long as you still want to.
-These are all what he thought and wanted to do before last night.
But now, everything has changed.
Xie Qingcheng didn't want to say any of these words to He Yu again. The hot body, the pain in privacy/place, and the dizziness in front of him were all the shameful marks that He Yu's madness branded in his body.
That point belongs to Xie Qingcheng's feelings, and it seems that this night, it was written off.
Xie Qingcheng was pinched on the cheek by He Yu, and under the scattered forehead, there were a pair of eyes that were no different from the past, sharp like a knife. He pushed He Yu away fiercely, lit a cigarette in front of the other party, took a puff and felt irritable, and slammed the cigarette out on the wall beside He Yu.
Xie Qingcheng stared at He Yu, his eyes were a little red.
"In those seven years, as a doctor, I did everything I was supposed to do."
"But for this, you committed the same kind of shit last night, He Yu, let me tell you, you are a fucking beast worse than a pig and a dog."
After he finished speaking, he straightened up, bypassed He Yu, endured a strong sense of discomfort, and strode out, but when he put his hand on the door handle, He Yu held it down.
"I/fuck/what the hell are you doing?!"
Xie Qingcheng was caught off guard by He Yu's impingement on the bathroom door, his peach blossom eyes were quenched: "I don't have time to waste time here with you anymore, I have something to do at home, I want to go home! You **** Get out now!"
For a moment, He Yu really wanted to strangle Xie Qingcheng. He thought that Xie Qingcheng had been in by him, and he should have been weaker in front of him, but he didn't.
Xie Qingcheng even became colder and harder than before, like the water sinking into the rock under the ice, and the words were cold.
His attitude undoubtedly made He Yu, who was already crazy in spirit, even more irritable. The idea of blood and violence surged in his heart like a storm. He didn't know what he was going to do. Maybe now that he had a gun by his side, he could present Xie Qing to him. Killed and left an obedient corpse that would not resist.
But when he grabbed him, pulled his arm and pressed him against the back of the door, their breathing intertwined, He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng's grunt because of the pain, but he froze again .
The scenes on the bed last night were awakened like a revolving lantern, and swept past his eyes.
"… "
"You let me go... give me the fuck... get out!"
Xie Qingcheng's hot body was struggling under him because of the fever. After a few subtle silences, He Yu found that he... actually... actually felt...
"… "
Xie Qingcheng hadn't noticed this reaction yet, but He Yu had already discovered it, but it undoubtedly shocked him. He was startled by himself, and immediately stood up straight, his almond eyes widened, as if Xie Qingcheng was leading What kind of charm / drug aphrodisiac, dare not approach.
That incident last night was an accident.
Moreover, he himself drank 59 degrees of plum for aphrodisiac.
He didn't think he could have any thoughts on Xie Qingcheng after he was done.
The relationship that happened between them was purely by chance, because a glass of wine was poured wrong, and it was not even a deliberate one-night stand. How could he have any more reaction to Xie Qingcheng
Xie Qingcheng didn't know what happened to him, but since He Yu released him all at once, it was fine.
He took a breath and stared at He Yu, his eyes full of alertness, and then he adjusted the hem of his shirt collar that was messed up.
The shirt was actually a little smaller, the club only had some spare simple models, and the size was not complete. Xie Qing was 180 tall, and the shirt size was not available now. The cuffs were short, revealing a snow-colored wrist.
Xie Qingcheng rarely wears short sleeves, even on hot days, he wears long-sleeved shirts and suits.
Suits of the right size are unlikely to allow men to show their wrists on the upper side, so Xie Qingcheng's wrists are rarely seen by He Yu. Even when the two of them were doing it last night, because he was too emotional and his senses were too eager, he only stared at Xie Qingcheng's face for a long time, for fear of missing any moment of Xie Qingcheng's fragile and embarrassed expression. At that time, his life was only immersed in the soft and humid heat, and he experienced a refreshing feeling that he had never felt before.
That feeling was too exciting, so he didn't pay too much attention to other parts of Xie Qingcheng, even when he was pressing the back of Xie Qingcheng's hand from behind, he was completely distracted to glance at that wrist.
It was only then that he remembered that Xie Qingcheng had a tattoo on his hand, which he had seen a long time ago.
At this moment, he once again caught a glimpse of Xie Qing's pale left wrist. On the top of the thinly sculpted wrist, there was a long, slender, light smoky gray letter tattoo.
"Hereliesonewhosenawaswrittenwater"
The long-sleeping people here are famous for books on the water.
He Yu stared at the tattoo for too many years... If it weren't for this intersection, he would have almost forgotten the handwriting on Xie Qingcheng's wrist.
Xie Qingcheng straightened his clothes, and finally gave He Yu a hard look, turned around and pushed the door out, slamming the bathroom door.
He Yu stood alone inside, facing the place where the two people were fiercely entangled.
He was silent for a while, allowing his absurd desires and his manic-depressed heart to calm down.
The text kept swaying in front of my eyes... Xie Qing's voice was cold, but seemed to be suppressing some emotions—
"In those seven years, as a doctor, I had a clear conscience."
"For these, you did the same thing last night, He Yu, let me tell you, you are a fucking beast who is inferior to a pig and a dog."
"Think for yourself."
"Think about it for yourself..."
So suddenly, a page of old chapters was blown away by the wind, and the dragon did clearly recall a past event in his childhood.
The history of this tattoo.