Qin Ciyan just left.
But more cruel things are still to come, and it is far from over.
After Qin Lao died, the police came to investigate the case further. When they found out who Yi Beihai's mother had contacted for the first time, they suddenly found Xie Qingcheng.
"When Yi Beihai's mother came to Shanghai No. 1 Hospital for the first time, she was standing downstairs and didn't know how to register. Did you go up and ask her about her condition?"
Xie Qingcheng's eyes were as still as stagnant water, and he said, "Yes. It's me."
This is why Xie Qingcheng advised Qin Ciyan not to treat the patient illegally.
Back then, the mother of Yi Beihai came to Shanghai alone, helplessly, and stood in the hospital lobby for a whole day, carrying a bag of shabby local products and the smell of sweat all over her body.
Later, a doctor noticed her when she was off work, asked about her condition, and passed her case to a colleague.
That doctor was none other than Xie Qingcheng himself.
Xie Qingcheng thought she was pitiful at the time, so he just wanted to help him. When he handed over the case, he didn't know the patient's very detailed condition, and he didn't even know that the woman in front of him had such an idle and unreasonable son at home.
Later, when he found out, he persuaded Qin Ciyan several times not to do any extravagant operations on this case.
"Her situation is different from others. We can apply for a reduction or exemption, and we can do our best, but you can't feel that you are a highly respected academician. No one can do anything to you, so I will do everything I can, Lao Qin, listen to me. I say… "
"She's already so serious." Qin Ciyan pushed the thick lens to look at the film in front of her, and said to Xie Qingcheng without looking back, "This is a matter of human life, and human life is the most important thing."
In fact, not only Xie Qingcheng, but other doctors also persuaded him.
But their perspective is different from that of Xie Qingcheng. Xie Qingcheng was worried about medical malpractice and medical trouble.
Other doctors think that Qin Ciyan is old after all. He has worked hard all his life and has suffered from many problems. He still has blood clots in the third high school. In this case, he should not be too troubled.
"I've seen that movie too, Lao Qin." A director of the neurosurgery department sighed and said to Qin Ciyan, "The operation is too difficult, and even a little careless, the rescue can't be saved. This patient enjoys it again. The hospital's fund benefits are highly concerned by everyone. If you fail, your reputation will be somewhat damaged. The gain is more than the loss."
Qin Ciyan's tone is gentle, but his attitude is very firm.
"Then what is my reputation?" He smiled and said calmly, "Qin Ciyan's reputation is not important in the face of a human life. I am just a personal reputation, and hers is a living life. isn't it?"
He insisted on doing so.
Everyone thought he was overly optimistic and completely idealistic.
But they didn't know until the police came to investigate the case—
Qin Ciyan is not stupid, he is uneasy and wary in his heart.
Before operating on the mother of Elbe Sea, he had repeatedly said to the people in the nurse station, the doctor's guide, and the infirmary:
"If the patient's family has something to come, no matter what, let him come to my office upstairs to find me directly, don't go to other doctors in the team, especially don't go to the doctor Xie who matched the patient."
At the end, the old man smiled and said, "Dr. Xie is not from our department. He has a cold personality. If you find him directly, it will be useless, and it will be easy to quarrel. Remember, just find me."
Xie Qingcheng stood in the office blankly, listening to the police's narration.
All his strength seemed to be drained.
For a long time, he couldn't hear any extra words, and he couldn't hear any voices. He felt that the force that had supported him for more than ten years fell apart at this moment.
He seemed like a dead man.
He is already dead.
In fact, Yi Beihai may have been looking for him... Because the first person to contact his mother was not Lao Qin, but Lao Qin...
Xie Qingcheng thought coldly—
He's just a mental patient, a mental Ebola patient long overdue.
How could the life of a mental patient like him be more important than a flawless and selfless doctor like Qin Ciyan.
Why protect him like this... why take care of him like this.
He is just a patient! a patient!
He would rather die than go back to that day.
If he could have known this before Yi Beihai walked to Qin Ciyan's office.
He can give everything in exchange.
Xie Qingcheng smoked cigarettes fiercely at that time, and he was very addicted to smoking.
Li Rouqiu couldn't even persuade her, she looked at his depressed look puzzled, and didn't understand why the death of a doctor would hit him so hard.
No one understands, no one understands...!
The only person in the world who fully knows the truth has turned to ashes in the fire of the crematorium...
After being suppressed for a long time, Xie Qingcheng finally got up like a marionette.
He mustered up the courage to go to Qin Ciyan's house.
The person who opened the door was Mrs. Qin with slightly frosted temples.
Xie Qingcheng avoided suspicion before, and when he came to Qin Ciyan's house, it was when his wife was not there.
He was therefore not sure if the old woman could believe him and understand him when he explained his purpose.
He was here to get the unfinished writing report of Mr. Qin.
He didn't know what he should do to pay off the deep and heavy kindness Qin Ciyan gave him in his life.
After thinking about it, he could only carefully complete the unfinished work for Qin Ciyan, which became the old man's greatest wish.
What Xie Qingcheng didn't expect was that he was only halfway through speaking, and there was a trembling light in the woman's swollen eyelids.
"Ah, so it's you..."
Xie Qingcheng was stunned: "Do you know me?"
"You don't say it, but I'm not stupid. I can feel that there is such a person. Come in, child."
Mrs. Qin led him into the house.
Xie Qingcheng experienced another burst of heartache.
In the past, every time he came, he would have a long academic discussion with Qin Ciyan at this home. Qin Ciyan would always bring out a steaming cup of Longjing from the kitchen and hand it to him.
"Xiao Xie, let's have some tea."
But now, the house is still the same house, and the old man has become a smiling black and white photo on the wall.
Xie Qingcheng stood in front of the photo, unable to say a word for a long time.
—
"Have some tea."
Suddenly someone talked to him like this, he turned around abruptly and met Mrs. Qin's kind but sad eyes.
"I always knew there was a child like you there."
"Because after Zhouzhou left, Old Qin locked himself in the house for many years on that child's birthday, never going anywhere and ignoring anyone."
"One year later, he suddenly stopped doing such a thing."
"On Zhouzhou's birthday that year, I thought he would lock himself up and not go out as usual. But early in the morning, I saw him happily on the balcony, picking a handful of fresh perfume lilies. . I walked over in amazement, didn't even dare to speak, didn't dare to make a sound. I even thought that I had misremembered the day... But I knew that was impossible."
"When he saw that I was awake, he turned around and smiled and said to me that the flowers are blooming again, so beautiful."
Xie Qingcheng listened in silence, his eyes moist.
"I knew at that moment that something must have happened, but he couldn't tell me. Maybe it was... maybe someone made him let go of the boulder in his heart that had been weighing on him so much that he couldn't breathe. ."
When Mrs. Qin said this, she gently wiped her tears with the veil.
She is a very elegant and scholarly girl.
Even if she was distraught, she always had a gentle demeanor.
"To be honest, Xiao Xie... From the moment you entered the door and said a few words, I knew that person must be you. You didn't lie to me."
"Perhaps you have always been grateful to Lao Qin for saving you. But what I want to tell you is... "
The real kindness is that even if he is in great pain, he can't help but want to pull back the people who are wandering in the dark.
Mrs. Qin choked up and smiled with tears: "Actually, he and I are really thankful to you, thank you for being by our side."
"You don't know... On the day of Zhouzhou's accident, he wanted to talk to Lao Qin. The child was so young and needed his father's attention. But Lao Qin was too busy at that time to take care of anything. He didn't care. He shut himself up in his study to write his thesis. Later, the hospital had an emergency consultation to find him, and he left the house immediately... When he left, he found that Zhouzhou was not in the room, and he had no energy to manage it until he finished rescuing the patient. At that time, there were already more than ten calls looking for him in the duty room."
The mother was heartbroken, even after so many years, she was already dying.
But she obviously hadn't talked to anyone about this past for a long time. When she was talking to Xie Qingcheng, she seemed to be the woman who lost her beloved son decades ago.
She covered her face and wept: "He didn't know that on his way from home to the hospital, his own child had already been in a car accident... He rushed over, and only had time to say goodbye to the child on his deathbed. It's like a miracle... I know, Zhouzhou wants to wait for his father to come and see him after work. He likes his father very much, and admires his father very much. He sits at the door almost every day and waits for his father to come home. It is also stubbornly waiting for his father's return..."
"When he saw Lao Qin, he only had time to say Dad, I don't want to die, and then left... It seems that he took Lao Qin's heart with him."
"Old Qin always thought it was his fault. If he could be patient and give the child a little more time, the child would never run out of the house... But at that time... But the last words he said to his son at that time but it is… "
—
The young Qin Ciyan said sternly to the child: "Don't disturb Dad, Dad is very busy and has a lot of things to do, please be quiet."
"Dad, I..."
"go out."
At that time, Qin Ciyan didn't know that his child would be quiet forever.
And, never come back.
When Xie Qingcheng said goodbye to Mrs. Qin, he took away his teacher's thick stack of unfinished materials, two boxes.
Mrs. Qin sent him out of the beautiful red brick bungalow, bowed gently, and sent him away.
That was his first and last conversation with his wife.
Soon after, the wife was deeply in love with her husband and was overly sad. She was harassed by those reporters, and the Internet celebrities went viral. Because she was nearly ten years younger than Qin Ciyan, they spread rumors that she was a junior, and I don't know who leaked her. After losing her lover, the kind and gentle woman has to suffer such unprovoked stings over and over again, and she fell ill. Soon, he passed away in a drizzle of rain, following in her husband's footsteps and reuniting with her child who died young.
Leaving Xie Qingcheng in the world is like losing his parents again.
Flesh separation.
The author has something to say: I glanced at jj's comment on a whim last night, and found some problems, uh... I beg some friends to re-read 89's words, okay? Because at the beginning of this book, I have already said [don't use real time to measure their time in the water], and told the reason, Xie Qingcheng and He Yu must be very simple and fast when they say it, but It is impossible to tell the story in a simple and generalized way by restoring the scene from the third-person perspective, because this is a very important moment for Xie Qingcheng. If I want to sketch this important plot, I might as well just post an outline and count it. Oh, and this itself is a [decrypted version], not an unsolved murder book. I need to give Xie Qingcheng the most basic respect to describe his life and personality in detail. I attach great importance to stories about personality and ideals. This is even about the soul of Xie Qingcheng, so I can't throw an outline description and a few explanations to roughly solve the most painful problems in his life. I had to restore the experiences that changed him in the most detailed way possible. There may be friends who haven't noticed 89's words, so I'll say it again. Thank you very much~
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