The suppressed voice finally broke out, and this kind of laughter seemed a bit ethereal in the empty underground space. The murderer stood up slowly, but his back was still facing me. His voice was like a rag being torn: "What do I want, what I want is this body!"
While speaking, he swiped his arm and swept the bowls full of the table on the ground.
The crisp sound of "cracking" was heard endlessly, bowls were smashed to the ground one by one, and the fragments were scattered, and I could even feel the airflow brought by the small fragments passing by my legs. He swept all the bowls on the ground like a lunatic, and kept stepping on them with his feet.
In the sound of "creaking and creaking", the white bowls with colored zodiac signs were crushed into smaller pieces by him one by one, as if he could relieve his hatred in this way. And it seems that these bowls have the same hatred as him.
I somewhat understand his intentions, but there are still many things I don't understand.
"Ah!" He yelled frantically, the sound shook my eardrums a little. As if he wanted to vent all his emotions, he yelled like this, until he couldn't yell anymore with his face flushed, then he closed his mouth.
Veins popped up on his face, which had nothing to do with the gentle and elegant uncle before. Panting heavily, he said, "It's cool, it's so cool. You must have never experienced this feeling, and you must not understand. The world is quiet, and everything is under my control."
This is an expression of the survivors, but it is already seven o'clock at this moment. Guan Zengbin is dangerous, and very dangerous. I can even imagine the scene of a sharp knife piercing Guan Zengbin's body. Guan Zengbin's body was limp and he was leaning on the bed. And all this is a vision of death, with pain and helplessness.
I said, "I don't care what you got, just tell me the address."
The uncle waved his hand, and then said: "I am not the one who took your teammate, but Ze, do you understand? She said that we stinky men shouldn't see that woman. Of course I don't care, and Hades was still sleeping at that time." on."
I had a bad premonition in my heart. Sometimes, being too smart is not a good thing. The uncle said that what he wanted was this body. A stupid person may be able to live with others, but it is difficult for a smart person to allow the existence of others.
I trembled and said, "You mean, the rest of the personality has disappeared? Now, only you are left?"
He nodded heavily, then sat on the table, and said slowly: "Yes."
My heart sank, as if I had lost the most precious thing in my life, my legs softened, and I knelt on the ground before I knew it. At the moment my mind is in a mess, even though I tried my best to calm myself down, telling myself that perhaps Gu Chen had rescued Guan Zengbin.
But even I can't believe it myself. I don't want to say anything, I don't want to do anything, I feel like everything I do is for nothing. Although I know that people who have entered this industry have long put their own life and death aside. At any moment we may be killed, at any moment we may be revenged by fellow murderers, there may be many who wish us dead.
But when you really have to face the parting of life and death, you deeply realize that death is not just two simple Chinese characters. Behind these two characters are dead bodies, withered souls, and A broken heart.
While I was extremely sad, the murderer in front of me was extremely relaxed: "From the moment I was born, I was thinking about how to make the rest of my personality disappear. So I started to teach myself psychology, so I began to study Multiple Personality Therapy."
My mind was in a mess, and I couldn't listen to anything at all.
"I found that multiple personalities are basically difficult to cure. In medicine, there is no way to make these personalities disappear, because it involves ethical issues. You say, even if it is not a master personality, then other born personalities are not. Are they human? No! They are also living people, who know emotions, emotions, and desires!"
The murderer's voice was resounding, and every word was sent to my ears.
"So the means of medical treatment is nothing more than integrating all personalities, making these personalities aware of each other's existence, and achieving a balance, eliminating those violent personalities, letting them disappear or fall into a deep sleep .”
After a pause, the murderer continued: "It's like the personality of Hades, so it won't be a problem to let him disappear. Because it's a matter of course for killing people. Then the problem will come, if I take the initiative to go to the hospital for treatment , the result will not be better than my own attempt to put these personalities together."
My tears slowly dripped from my eyes to the ground, but my heart was extremely peaceful at the moment. I don't know if I'm sad or not, I just want to sleep right now.
The murderer looked at me and said, "So as the first person to realize that I have multiple personalities, I started to get in touch with the rest. You know, before I showed up, these people's lives were messed up. They Several personalities were unaware of the existence of other personalities, and thought they were mentally ill."
As he said that, the murderer was silent for a moment, and said: "However, multiple personality itself can be regarded as a mental illness. Hanging out in bars. I just can't stand it when I'm eating western food and the next moment I'm punching someone I don't know.”
The murderer pointed to himself: "I have to admit, I am a person who is afraid of death. But, which normal person with a high IQ is not afraid of death?"
"At the beginning, I just wanted Hades to disappear. Because I don't know when will be my last dinner. I don't want to be killed, but later I found out that since I can make Hades disappear If it disappears, why don't I make the rest disappear too?"
I raised my head to look at the murderer, and said lightly, "So, you're going to kill everyone?"
The murderer sneered a few times, and then said: "Killing? Killing the rest of your personality is killing? I'm afraid the whole world will not agree to this matter."
I said: "But you killed eight people, and the rest of your personality disappeared, leaving only you. Do you think this matter can end like this? Do you think you can escape sanctions?"
The murderer shrugged, patted the soil on his body, and then said: "So five years ago, I started to record all my life with a video camera. You know, it is difficult to pretend to have multiple personalities. Because whenever When you become another person, everything will change, including the way you speak, your tone of voice, and your movement habits, and you will completely become another person, and all of this is difficult to fake."
I frowned, and then I realized that the uncle opposite had been planning this matter since five years ago.
"So it's not about helping the main character find some lost childhood. You don't want to help the main character get out of the predicament at all. From the very beginning, you were thinking about yourself, right?" I looked at the murderer, word by word He said: "You have worked so hard to find twelve bowls, and you are just waiting for this moment, right? There is nothing more tragic than the loss of hope. I think that the main personality may never appear in this life."
The murderer nodded, and then said: "The only thing they feel in this world is pain. It is better to die like this than to live in such pain in this world. The main character, for a person who will never be able to The things that happened have been stuck in place for fifteen years, and Hades, who has endured incomparable pain and sorrow, must eventually perish. Even Ze, who has been acting as a big sister for fifteen years, is exhausted."
I looked at the murderer and listened to the murderer's heart-to-heart conversation. From his words, I heard more relief and liberation. It seemed as if a weary traveler had finally returned home.
"Even if they live hard, whether they want to disappear or fall asleep is their business. Who gave you the power to kill them all!" You can ignore the three thousand and twenty-one murders, but what about Ke Ze, but the master personality, don't forget, he created you."
Hearing my words, the murderer laughed loudly and said: "I can say that they asked me to do this, and they want to disappear. But even if I make them disappear, what can you do?" ? Is there a clear statement in the world that multiple personalities cannot kill other personalities in the heart?"
I was silent. There is indeed no such provision.
"It's because the protagonist created me, so I have to make him disappear, do you understand! You are not us, can't you bear to watch her expecting mother not appear after she finished drawing the sketches of the twelve bowls?" What is the situation? If that time really comes, you will know what real disappointment and sadness are."
The murderer stared at me and said: "I can't bear to see it, so I can't let him finish the painting. It is always good to have hope, but disappointment after too much hope is enough to destroy a person. She originally It's about to disappear, I can't let her feel the feeling of despair before she dies."
"You don't understand anything, you don't understand anything." The murderer became more and more excited as he spoke, tears welling in his eyes: "It's like those people who said I'm intersex at the beginning! We just don't agree with others. Same, just a little bit unique, you become a different kind in the eyes of others, don't you deserve to live in this world?"