Sadness, despair, and anger filled my heart. When mixed together, it was an inexplicable helplessness. In his notes, Xiao Liu saw what happened to the murderer when he was a child. As an intersex person, at that time, at that time, he was hidden by his mother and dared not see others.
His father knew the truth of the matter, he was not his own, so his father didn't like him. It is very possible that his father was blaming himself for why he switched the two children. In that case, at least he would not bear the name of a father who gave birth to a deformed person.
Only Wu Xiufang, who was not his mother, loved him. But I still dare not imagine a scene. If Wu Xiufang knew that the child she was begging for money to treat was not her own child, what kind of mood would it be like.
On the other hand, if Wu Xiufen knew that the child she didn't want to pay for was her own child, how would she feel
The murderer really had a difficult life, and it sounded like he wanted to cry. It was indeed not easy for him. But this is not an excuse for him to kill people, but it is not an excuse for him to hurt people at will. At this moment, I finally understand what Team Leader Shao has always said to me, but when you don't experience something, you will never understand.
Because in this world, there are always people who suffer the same as the murderer, but they are still living hard, relying on their own abilities, not to hurt others, not to kill, and not to impose their own injustice on others. If we forgive killers just because of their tragic past, it would be so unfair to those who are trying to live their lives.
I used to always feel that some people should be damned, and some people are really pitiful, but when this kind of thing happened to Guan Zengbin, I finally understood that as long as you can tolerate a little bit of negative behavior, darkness will emerge from this little bit of connivance. Reborn, and formed a crime that he couldn't control.
"I sympathize with you, but I can't let you go." I said.
The murderer nodded, wiped the tears from his eyes with his hand, and said, "You don't understand at all, you know, it would be fine if I wasn't so smart. Smart people sometimes have to bear the consequences of being smart." .Do you know that there are some things that cannot be deeply thought about. What happened that year was recorded by Hades, but I have never seen it."
"Fifteen years ago?" I asked.
The murderer hummed, sighed a long time, and then said to me: "You are a smart person, and I am also a smart person. Some secrets just stay where they are. Now that I am a new person, all the previous things It would be nice if they all disappeared. The more you know, the more you will be tortured. But I, recently, can’t control myself more and more.”
I frowned. About what happened fifteen years ago, Wu Jianguo had a theory, Wu Xiufen had a theory, and the notes left by Wu Xiufang's husband were a theory, and I don't know exactly what fifteen years is. the real truth before. And now, Hades has also recorded what happened fifteen years ago.
Then there was a brief silence, and in the end, the murderer broke the deadlock and said, "Actually, your little girlfriend is probably not dead."
My eyes lit up, and I asked, "What did you say?"
He leaned on the table and said slowly: "If you sincerely want to kill a person, do you think you will put the knife in the person's hand, or you will simply put it on the person's stomach."
"Of course it's the latter." I didn't understand why the murderer said that, but I replied anyway.
He said, "Ze is the one who caught you. She tied your little girlfriend to the bed. All of this was done when she controlled her body alone. Although I didn't see her tie your little girlfriend to the bed." Somewhere underground, but I know that Ze is the least likely to kill someone."
"So it's still the same sentence." The murderer said: "Do you think that if you want to kill someone, you will put the knife in the murdered hand?"
I pulled my hair with my hands and began to think. At the very beginning, when I met me in the underground passage, the murderer Ze didn't choose to kill me, but chose to scare me away with that screaming sound. At that time, I only thought that the murderer had an extremely strong mental illness, but now that I think about it, the murderer just didn't want me to chase her.
Since Ze can let me go, maybe Guan Zengbin can also let go. Ze just wanted to use Guan Zengbin to threaten me and ask me to bring the bowl, but he didn't have to actually kill Guan Zengbin. While thinking about it, I think the possibility of Guan Zengbin surviving is very high. Think about it calmly, if the murderer really wants to kill Guan Zengbin, he will kill Guan Zengbin at the beginning, and then he can say whatever he wants.
Anyway, I can't even see Guan Zengbin's situation.
The murderer looked at me and continued: "Let's go, everything is over. If I want an identity that I can live in peace of mind, I must surrender myself. I think, I have recorded videos for more than five years, so many All the evidence can prove that I am not the murderer of these eight people."
He looked at me and said seriously: "The real murderer has disappeared, and when he finally accomplishes what he wants to do, he will disappear. Do you know, except for me, the other personalities have their own obsession, and I am the one who integrates and helps them."
"The interesting thing is." The murderer continued: "When the body is standing in place, outsiders think I am in a daze, but in fact, deep in my mind, deep in my heart, the three of us are arguing. When we are bored , the three of us can play poker in our minds, Fight the Landlord."
Having said this, the murderer's expression suddenly darkened a lot, and his voice became a little low. He said slowly: "It's just that such a day will never happen again. I finally became a person. My mind Those voices in the movie will never appear again, and I can finally sleep peacefully."
I suddenly felt a little sad. Although I knew that Guan Zengbin was probably fine, I was still sad. Maybe it was the atmosphere in such a wide and dark space that infected me, or maybe it was the sadness of the disappearance of the three personalities. Except for the personality of Hades, who must be eliminated, there is no reason for the rest of the personalities to leave.
But things seem to have developed like this, and it is useless to say anything more.
"One thing I still don't understand." I looked at the murderer and asked, "But if everything is done by the king of hell, then the king of hell is also the one who wrote the story? Why, he wants to write this story on the Internet, and the king of hell A person with a personality must not have such superb computer and Internet technology, that is to say, the person who encrypted the IP address must be you, not someone else."
The murderer nodded, and then said: "I set the encryption, but I am not the one who wrote the story."
I looked at the murderer and said, "Aren't you the one who wrote the story? Among the four personalities, is there anyone who is more proficient in psychology than you? All the stories you write describe the victim's heart." , I don’t believe that Yama would have such knowledge.”
The murderer looked at me, and I looked at the murderer. And from the eyes of the two of us, all we saw was panic and doubt.
"It's really not you?" I looked at the murderer and said seriously: "Except for you, it is impossible for anyone else to be so proficient in psychology."
The murderer stared at me blankly, leaning on the table, I felt him trembling all over, but after a while, he still said: "It's really not me, although Hades doesn't like to communicate with others, sometimes he will Ask me some questions about psychology, I admit that I have encrypted the IP address, at best I am covering up, and I have also mastered one thing, and I will definitely deal with it lightly."
I looked at the murderer and said seriously, "But that's still nine lives."
The murderer waved his hand and said, "That can only imprison me for a few years. I am only thirty years old now. My life is still long. I live alone."
"What's that thing?" I asked.
The other party shook his head and said, "I can't tell you, I can only tell you about this. When you were unconscious, I..."
Having said this, the murderer suddenly stopped talking, but said something else: "So, I will turn myself in with you. I think the people who followed the tracker are already on top of us at this moment. After a while, they will find it here.”
I don't know what kind of medicine the murderer is selling in the gourd, and I don't know what he knows, so he can't tell me. Because, during this period of time underground, only the murderer and I knew what happened.
He is a smart man, he must understand this, but when he was halfway through speaking, he suddenly shut up. So, does this matter have to be behind my back
Immediately, I thought of Zhao Mingkun's matter. The murderer had seen me and Zhao Mingkun. If the murderer knew Zhao Mingkun's identity and told the matter to the higher-ups, then the higher-ups would deal with him as appropriate.
Because Zhao Mingkun's affairs were more serious than his. He killed at most nine people, but under Shi Huacheng's men, the number of people who died was unknown. What's more, the people Shi Huacheng still left outside had to be obtained through Zhao Mingkun.
I looked at the murderer, and a murderous intent suddenly appeared in my heart, and when this killing intent arose, I was taken aback by myself. I suddenly pinched my thigh with my hand to remind myself of my current identity.
At this moment, I discovered that my self-guilt paranoia had shown signs of relapse, and it had been less than a year and a half since I left the mental hospital.
At this moment, I suddenly heard a "bang", and then several beams of light shone in, at the turning not far away.
"The people inside are not allowed to move! Stand still for me!"
Xiao Liu's voice was heard from afar.
"I surrender! I won't move!" The murderer knelt on the ground, raised his hands, and stretched his head to look at the situation in the distance.
I looked at the shards of the shattered bowl at my feet. It was sharp.
Xiao Liu hasn't come here yet, and he will come in in less than ten seconds.
What does the murderer know