The feeling of being wronged is too uncomfortable, I really haven't done these things.
But following these words, the people around started talking in low voices. Words like beasts in clothes, knowing people and faces but not heart, and scum words floated into my ears one after another. This made me feel extremely headache, and I felt dizzy. For a moment, I also felt that I was really a murderer.
I pulled my hair desperately with my hands, and my scalp was numb and painful. I have never mentioned this habit to others, and I have never said the reason. In fact, this is to replace the pain in the brain with the pain on the surface. I do this whenever I have a headache.
But now, I feel useless.
Could it be that I did all these things when I was sick? Like a murderer with multiple personalities, is there another Wu Meng in my body? I am very resistant to self-guilt paranoia, and I cannot face it squarely. And will I selectively forget what I did when I was sick
I'm guilty? I killed someone
"Silence, silence." The surroundings gradually became quiet.
"Prosecutor, please proceed."
The witness went down, and the public prosecutor continued: "Although you can say that it is to save people, we can also understand that under special circumstances, it will stimulate your paranoia of self-guilt. When suspicious and anxiety appear, in order to relieve symptoms , the best way is to kill the person who makes you anxious, isn't it?"
"Yes!" I said, but in an instant, I realized the problem and said hastily: "No! In that environment, this is also a way to make the murderer speak. The problem is that when the murderer gives the address or does not give the address. After the address, isn't my next move?"
The public prosecutor said: "Indeed, it's just that the murderer chose to speak, but if the murderer keeps silent, are you going to kill him!"
I said, "I can't let Guan Zengbin have anything to do, she is my team member, do you know that?"
"Answer my words!" said the public prosecutor: "If he doesn't speak, will you kill someone!"
"We're like family, you understand?" I yelled.
"Are you going to kill someone!" The prosecutor's firm voice came out again.
"I kill..."
Before my word "kill" came out, the lawyer who had been silent next to me spoke up: "I protest that the public prosecutor has no right to presume things that didn't happen to guide my client's emotions. The court is about evidence, not using Let's assume."
"The protest is valid, the prosecutor please stop pressing questions." The judge nodded.
"Well, from the threatening words, we can infer that the suspect Wu Meng will indeed do some aggressive actions under certain circumstances." The prosecutor looked at his file and said, "I still have a little more to do." A key witness, he can prove that the suspect has indeed acted aggressively."
"Pass it up."
I frowned, wondering what witnesses would be able to testify to my excesses. Can
But when I heard this familiar and unfamiliar name, I couldn't believe my ears. When this person came up from the court, I was sure that my ears were right, and I knew that my eyes were right.
It was Xiao Liu who walked to the witness stand at this moment.
I opened my mouth, wanting to say something but didn't know what to say. I felt my whole body trembling. I never imagined that Xiao Liu would take the witness stand today. And he is the most critical witness among the prosecutors.
On the ground that day, Xiao Liu really saw it.
"What did you see?" asked the prosecutor. "You can tell now."
Xiao Liu looked at me, without the slightest expression on his face, but there seemed to be countless things he wanted to say in his eyes. He gently touched the railing in front of him with his hand, and looked around. The scene was extremely quiet, and everyone held their breath, waiting for Xiao Liu's key evidence. Time seemed to freeze, and there was a feeling of suffocation.
With a cough, Xiao Liu lowered his head and didn't look at me: "During the process of rounding up the murderer, at the moment when the murderer had put down his weapon and surrendered, I saw the suspect stabbing the murderer's neck with a sharp fragment. If not If I stopped it in time, the murderer would have died by now."
It was so silent that a needle could be heard falling on the ground.
"Is what the witness said true?" asked the judge.
I looked at Xiao Liu, but Xiao Liu didn't look at me, and kept his head down. I don't know what Xiao Liu is thinking at this moment, what kind of mood he is towards me. But at this moment, I only feel a kind of betrayal, as if I was in a cold ice cellar, which made my whole heart chill.
"You want me to die!" I looked at Xiao Liu, although my voice was not loud, it could clearly reach his ears.
Xiao Liu raised his head, and I saw tears in his eyes: "I want you to die? I want you to die if I don't say it! Wu Meng, I have been observing you for a long time, and your self-guilt paranoia has recurred. Tendency. You have to go to a mental hospital for treatment, otherwise, I am really afraid that one day you will die outside, you know? You either kill others, or you will be killed by others. In comparison, I think it is still the former better!"
Tears flowed from Xiao Liu's eyes, I don't know why.
I said: "You just want me to die. Do you know that Guan Zengbin is still missing! I have been following this case. If I fight someone else, everything will have to start again. At that time, who will find Guan Zengbin! You are not If you want me to die, you want all of us to die!"
"I'll investigate!" Xiao Liu shouted, "I've been following this case as well. I know all the clues you know, and I will rescue Guan Zengbin."
The funny scene in the courtroom began to be discussed around.
All mature people understand that there is no such thing as empathy in the world. You want to cry but have no tears, you are exhausted, you yell, but you cry silently. Someone is silent, someone is watching a show, and someone is comforting you. The last is just one sentence, look at how interesting this person is.
In the end, the needle is not stuck in these theatergoers.
"Silence! Silence."
The more I talked, the more excited I became: "From the time you left Team Leader Shao, I knew that you valued your position more than people, but I never thought that you would reach this point. We all left, and there is no one in this position to be with you anymore." You fought, didn't you! You think I don't care about your poor position, check your ass!"
Xiao Liu pointed at me, and said after a while: "Wu Meng! Wu Meng! I knew that you never looked down on me. I knew that I didn't have your talent, and I knew that I could only follow the rules and step by step in handling cases. But , Did I stop for a quarter of an hour? Did I rest for a second? I didn’t have enough talent, so I just made up for it with my own efforts. Is this wrong?”
I watched Xiao Liu tremble all over, he was very excited, and I saw that the veins in his hands were bulging.
"Wu Meng." Xiao Liu pointed at me with a finger and said, "Is there anything wrong with this? Let me ask you, is there anything wrong with this? Is there anything wrong with getting what you want step by step with your own efforts? But, I never thought you would look at me like this, do you think I am someone who would sell my life just to break my position!"
I wanted to refute something, but I couldn't say a word.
Yes, is Xiao Liu wrong? Is it wrong to rely on my own efforts to make my life better? Xiao Liu never stopped me from investigating the case, he just wanted to use his own way to get what he wanted, without stealing or robbing. Xiao Liu is definitely the hardest working person I have ever seen, but as we go up, we will find that this world does not depend on hard work.
Hard work may allow you to surpass 80% of people successfully, but the remaining 20% are difficult. Xiao Liu became the captain at such a young age, which is already very powerful. However, Xiao Liu was not satisfied.
But there is nothing wrong with that.
"You all look down on me, none of you look down on me!" Xiao Liu still shouted: "I regard you as my sincere friends, but you have never regarded me as one of you! Get out, I don't need friends , Get out! From now on, we have nothing to do with each other!"
My heart was blocked and I wanted to cry, but the tears couldn't flow.
"Adjourn, adjourn! Take everyone down."
While talking, several people pushed me down, and Xiao Liu, who was opposite, also left angrily. When I joined this special operations team as early as a year ago, I would never have imagined that the special operations team would become like this. As early as a year ago, I would never have thought that we would leave again so soon.
Team leader Shao probably will have to eat a pot because of my affairs. Sister Mary doesn't know what she is doing at the moment. It is impossible for others to help me. And what happens next is up to me.
I secretly made a decision in my heart, but I don't know whether this decision is right or wrong. I just don't know how much this decision will affect.
I was locked in an interrogation room, and at this moment, the lawyer beside me also walked in.
We sat down separately, and he said, "Wu Meng, Boss Mao sent me here."
"Miss Mao?" I asked.
He nodded, and then said: "That's right, a person named Gu Chen found Boss Mao. Boss Mao has arranged for you a lot, but it's of no avail, do you understand?"
I didn't speak.
He continued: "When arresting people, you pay attention to evidence. There are human and material evidence now, which can be described as iron proof! I don't know how you got into this trouble, but the current public opinion seems to be unstoppable, so I advise You still recognize it."
"But I didn't do that." I stared into his eyes.
"But everyone thinks you did it!" He said, "It's impossible for me to release you, but I can let you keep this little life! If you admit it, you will be sentenced to life imprisonment at most. Get it down, It may come out in less than ten years, you are only twenty years old, and there is still a long way to go."
I shook my head and said: "While I am still awake, I will tell you clearly that I did not do it. I don't know when my mental illness will relapse, and time is running out. There will be another court session in the afternoon. I want you so… "