Looking at this room, for some reason, a feeling of sadness suddenly arose in my heart. The room was so empty that it made me cry, there wasn't even a bed in the bedroom. It was as if this was an abandoned house. I don't even have a place to sit down.
I don't know what Zhao Mingkun was thinking. It was already dark at this moment, the street lights outside the house were turned on, and the lights in every kitchen were also turned on. It was time for dinner. I turned on the light in the kitchen and started rinsing my mouth with cold water. The cold water touched the wound, and I grinned in pain.
It seems that until my wound is healed, I can only eat liquid food. Fortunately, there is still a refrigerator in the kitchen. I opened the fridge to find only a few tomatoes and cucumbers in it. Then, there are a few steamed buns.
Looking at the cabinets, there is no oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar. It seems that this kitchen is just a decoration. But think about it, can a woman like Zhao Mingkun really know how to cook? I reserve my opinion on this.
Just as I was thinking about how to fill my stomach, I heard movement from outside the door, Zhao Mingkun came back.
After walking out, I just wanted to say hello to Zhao Mingkun, but I saw the anger on Zhao Mingkun's face. Before I knew what happened, Zhao Mingkun said first, "Turn off the light."
"Huh?" I didn't react for a while.
Zhao Mingkun repeated: "Turn off the light."
Seeing Zhao Mingkun's serious appearance, although I didn't understand, I still turned off the light. Suddenly, the whole room darkened. Only the faint cold light from the refrigerator shone in the room, casting a light blue light curtain on the wall. Zhao Mingkun and I stood awkwardly like this, very quiet.
I scratched my head and said, "What's wrong with turning on the light?"
Only then did Zhao Mingkun put the plastic bags in his left and right hands on the ground, and then said to me: "Your escape career has just begun. If you want to be taken away in handcuffs without sleeping, you have to learn later. There are many more things. Remember the first rule, never leave your trace."
As she spoke, Zhao Mingkun took out a piece of cloth from her inner pocket, and she wiped the switch and refrigerator door for a while before putting the cloth back into her pocket: "The second point, never Don't turn on the lights. The lights give away our position, you understand?"
I shrugged and said, "There's no need to make a fuss, we've only just come here."
Zhao Mingkun took out the things in the bag, and said: "So seven years have passed in a flash, and I am still outside. You may also know how many people want to catch me. But you also know that they have even Not a single shadow of me was seen."
I frowned and looked at Zhao Mingkun. At the same time, I also understood why there is nothing in this house. Whenever you want to buy something, you will inevitably have contact with the seller, especially for furniture, a store that does not have a large daily turnover, the seller must have a record. In order not to leave a record, you have to not buy it.
But this kind of life is too cautious and a little too restrained.
Zhao Mingkun was still busy, so I asked, "Isn't this kind of life tiring?"
Hearing my words, Zhao Mingkun stopped what he was doing and didn't look back: "Tired, how can I live if I don't live like this? Or should I say that living is suffering. I have heard people say that in this life, There is a certain amount of suffering and happiness. But when is the suffering we have to suffer at the same time?"
She looked back at me as if seeking an answer from me. It's just that I'm seven or eight years younger than her, so I really have no way to answer her question. I could only sigh and said, "Maybe some people came here just to make atonement, and to live is to suffer."
"To live is to suffer, but I don't have the courage to die to escape." Zhao Mingkun took out a bottled thing and said to me: "Tell me how pathetic we people are. Come on, open your mouth."
I didn't know what to say, so I opened my mouth consciously.
A cool liquid sprayed into my mouth, and it smelled like medicine.
My heart warmed up, and I said, "I didn't expect you to have the time to buy medicine for me, you are very careful."
Zhao Mingkun took out two cups of porridge from another bag, gave me a cup, and said with one cup, "No, dinner."
"Is this the only thing you eat at night?" I asked.
Zhao Mingkun was silent, and suddenly smiled, and said to me: "Yes, as a woman, maintaining our figure is our top priority at any time. However, sometimes it is ridiculous to think about it." , You said, do I still have a chance to fall in love and be a bride once in my life?"
I waved my hand and shrugged: "Face the reality, sister, you still have time to think about this issue."
I took a sip of porridge, it was cold. I know that this is cold porridge bought by Zhao Mingkun on purpose, so it won't irritate the wound.
I said: "What to say this time, I have to ask about my parents."
Hearing my words, Zhao Mingkun sat on the ground very casually, and said slowly: "Are you much smarter?"
I also sat down and said, "Tell me, what do you know about my parents?"
Zhao Mingkun said: "Since you have already made up your mind, I'm not an ink-blotted person. Actually, I don't know much about you. Do you know about your parents? Tell me what you know first. "
I put the porridge on the ground, and said while recalling: "I was abandoned when I was very young. The only thing that was thrown away with me was a note, and the tone should be written by my mother. She couldn't wait for my father to come out, so she left me at the door."
Zhao Mingkun didn't speak, just drinking cold porridge.
I continued: "It's ridiculous that the DNA of all male criminals was tested at that time, and my father was not found in it. They all said that my mother was an idiot who couldn't even remember where her husband was. You know, With so many people, how can we find out..."
Having said that, a sense of helplessness suddenly flooded into my heart. After a pause, I continued: "My mother said that I can't wait for my father. He is probably dead. I know that I have been abandoned, but people are like this. I also want to ask my mother , What did I do wrong and I want to be abandoned."
I felt my body trembling slightly, and I tried my best to suppress the anger, helplessness and sadness in my heart, and said: "I really want to ask them, if they can't fulfill their responsibilities as a parent, why did they give birth to me?" .If you decide to have a baby, why don't you want it?"
In an instant, the feelings that have been accumulated in my heart for so many years finally burst out at this moment. Although I tried my best to suppress my feelings, my tears were still like a flood that burst a bank. Immediately, my nose and tears flowed. a lot. Like a helpless child, unable to help himself.
I have never said these things in front of others, but in front of Zhao Mingkun, it seems that there are no secrets left.
Zhao Mingkun took out a few tissues from her pocket and handed them to me. She said, "What if I want to say that your parents are not what you imagined?"
Wiping my tears, I said, "What do you mean?"
Zhao Mingkun watched me wipe away my snot and tears, then put the tissue into the plastic bag, and then said: "Have you ever thought about it, this matter is so strange. What kind of confused mother, That's why I even forget where my husband is."
I nodded, pulled my hair with my hands, and then said: "That's right, what you mean is that it's not that my mother made a mistake, but what circumstances made her have to do this? And you , know what happened?"
Zhao Mingkun took a sip of porridge, and then said: "I don't know what happened at that time. Through my investigation, I found that your parents are not what you said. Although I don't know the reason, but , if you find out the identity of your parents, you will definitely track them down. But the truth may not be so happy."
My curiosity made me strongly want to know my own life experience and what happened in the first place.
I said, "Ignorance is sometimes a good thing, and the truth is dark, but it's also true. Who the hell were my parents? If they weren't criminals, why did it take twenty years? They never did." They have seen me. Why have they never looked for me after twenty years."
Zhao Mingkun was silent for a moment, then stood up: "You know, there are two kinds of people in this world who live in darkness."
After hearing Zhao Mingkun's words, my mind became much clearer, and then I said, "You mean, my parents are..."
I didn't know what to say for a moment, and after a while, I said, "Undercover?"