There are indeed two kinds of people living in darkness in the world, but the difference between the two is that one kind enjoys darkness, and the other pretends to enjoy darkness.
Identity, friends, and even one's own family must be abandoned. Moreover, you cannot contact your family even if you are killed. This is an order and a rule. If there is a weakness, there is a handle. If there is a handle, there is no way to continue. After the sacrifice, his name will not appear, and no one will know his achievements.
It's not out of the question that if my parents dumped me in order not to get me involved, and faked a father to confuse the public. And this can also explain why there is no reason for my father at all.
But if this is the case, twenty years have passed, what is the situation of my parents now? Thinking of this, my heart sank. If my parents regain their identity, they will definitely come to me.
But twenty years have passed, and I still don't have any news about my parents, which means that there is more than good luck.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I didn't expect that what I got in exchange was the information that my parents might have died. But if they really died, in order to protect their families, there must not be a memorial service.
When I was abandoned in an emergency, no one knew whose child I was. Then, you must ask a higher level to know the ins and outs of this matter. It's just a trick of good fortune. If I were still a member of the special operations team at this moment, I could ask Team Leader Shao to ask Lao Bai for me, but now...
"Then do you know what happened to my parents? Don't you have any clues about what happened back then?" I looked at Zhao Mingkun, hoping that Zhao Mingkun could tell me more things.
Zhao Mingkun shook his head, and said softly: "No matter how many things I do, I don't know. It's just that we are still alive, maybe, we can always find out. You also know what I do, I I understand that the organization of your parents has developed to the present, and its scale is getting smaller and smaller, but it is also becoming more and more hidden."
"But!" Zhao Mingkun changed the subject and said, "But they are becoming more and more cautious and cunning, and you should know these people."
My eyes lit up, and I said, "What do you mean, Lai San!"
Zhao Mingkun looked out the window, paced the room, seemed to be thinking about something, and after a while, she said: "That's right."
I nodded. The first case Team Leader Shao brought me out involved this leprosy, but I didn't expect that he was also related to the incident twenty years ago. I don't know if he knows about my parents.
But at this moment, what Zhao Mingkun said and what Lin Shu told me back then gradually became a whole. I said, "The actions back then did not catch them all. There were a few fish that slipped through the net. They found my parents, so they chased them down. They. When the situation was dire, they left me behind."
I pulled my hair with my hands, and the sting made me more conscious: "Afterwards, Toi San escaped the pursuit in the most dangerous and safest way. After coming out, everyone above fell down, so Toi San started Do it yourself."
"Until! We found them again!" I said, "Lei San, Lao Zhangtou and others are all one of them. Then if you find Lei San, you will know what happened back then! The thought of it still fell on his head!"
Zhao Mingkun looked at me, and then said: "It's just that after being discovered by you, Ling San and his subordinates all defected to Wu Zui."
I frowned and said, "It's just who Wu Zui is. He always wears a mask and never sees people with his true face. Besides, he is not very old. Why do so many people listen to him?" ? What do you know about Wu Zui?"
Zhao Mingkun turned around and looked at me, and said, "You'd better not get involved with Wu Zui's matter. Don't you think that Wu Zui is targeting you so many times. Obviously you can leave this circle and be a normal People, do a little business, do a little business, I have a lot of money, I can give it all to you. As long as you go to a city that no one knows, don't get involved in these things, okay?"
Zhao Mingkun's words were even a little urgent.
I don't understand why Zhao Mingkun is so special to me, he seems to protect and protect me everywhere. And I don't know why Zhao Mingkun did this. It seemed that she had a special affection for me, but it was not that of a man and a woman. Zhao Mingkun must be hiding something from me.
I looked at Zhao Mingkun suspiciously, and said, "But, why? Why don't you want to take this muddy water?"
"You will die at any time, do you understand?" Zhao Mingkun lowered his voice, but he was very imposing: "I don't want you to die when you are in your twenties."
"Aren't you too?" I retorted: "You are thirty years old this year. Seven years ago, you were the same age as me. Seven years ago, didn't you come here as well?"
Zhao Mingkun snorted coldly, and said: "We are different. I did kill someone, and my hands were covered with blood. Many people, you know, are innocent people! They have never done anything bad, They have their own duties. But they were killed by me, and they were killed by me like that, there is no room for it, and there is no mercy!"
"What about you?" Zhao Mingkun almost shouted: "You are different. You have never killed anyone. Once Shao Shilin gets serious, he will soon prove your innocence. Ever since Yang Xiaojuan became a vegetable, he has never killed anyone again. It's not the original him, he has become groggy. If not, he would not have chosen someone else to investigate this matter, do you understand? You are his only hope, so he will prove your innocence."
I was speechless, quietly looking at Zhao Mingkun who was trembling with excitement.
After a long time, I said, "The reason why the special operations team was set up is to catch you, do you understand?"
Zhao Mingkun said: "I know better than you what happened back then. Shi Huacheng attacked Yang Xiaojuan, and Shao Shilin stabbed Shi Huacheng's neck with a knife. Fortunately, neither of them died. Unfortunately, one person will never die. Some of them became vegetative, and a person could no longer speak normally.”
After a pause, Zhao Mingkun said: "If those people don't get caught in one day, Shi Huacheng won't be sentenced, do you understand? The reason why Shao Shilin wants to catch me is to get rid of Shi Huacheng as soon as possible. His former master , my adoptive father."
I said: "The matter of Yang Xiaojuan... Is this how the master treats his apprentice?"
Zhao Mingkun shook his head and said: "Shi Huacheng is bad, bad to the bone. Shi Huacheng is also good, good to the bone. Back then, Shi Huacheng faced Shao Shilin's shoulder. But Yang Xiaojuan suddenly appeared and hit Yang Xiaojuan in the chest. Do you think he Isn't it sad, do you think he has a heart of stone?"
"If it wasn't for saving his daughter, Xiao Shitou, how could he do this!" Zhao Mingkun said with tears in his eyes, "And if it wasn't for saving Xiao Shitou, how could I do this? Lose my life, go On a road that can never be turned back. Yes, from the moment we decided, the ending of the story has been written. What else can we do except to go all the way to the dark?"
Zhao Mingkun knelt on the ground, weeping silently.
Zhao Mingkun looked at me: "But you are different, you know, don't be like me. I have no choice, but you still have, you still have a choice. Don't lose your life, one way Go to the dark. Let it go, let it go, I beg you."
I don't know when, silence and darkness became the normal state of my life, I got used to this kind of environment and this kind of life. Like a woman kneeling on the ground crying in a dark room, I always feel that I have seen this scene somewhere, and deep in my memory, there seems to be something vaguely echoing her.
Ordinary people are looking for madness, and crazy people are looking for mediocrity.
And none of them can get what they want.