I spread this letter on the table and said slowly: "This seems to be a suicide note written by Deng Xuemei..."
While talking, Zhao Mingkun and I both looked at this letter:
There is one person I hate the most in my life, and there is one person I love the most in this life. These two people are both women, one is my mother and the other is my classmate. My mother abandoned the family during the most difficult time at home, but my classmates helped me wholeheartedly during my most difficult time.
I looked down slowly, and in the following large space, Deng Xuemei mainly discussed her own life.
Deng Xuemei's family was originally a harmonious family. His father worked in a big company and lived a good life. Her mother is a housewife and takes care of the house. In this way, the life of the male lead outside and the female lead inside was broken in one day.
Deng Xuemei will never forget that day, that night, when Deng Xuemei came home from school, his father still came to pick her up from school. She is already an older child, and her father still picks her up to and from school every day. She is a little cautious, afraid that other classmates will laugh at her, but she likes her father to pick her up from school.
In such ambivalence, Deng Xuemei didn't say a word, as usual.
At this moment, Deng Xuemei thought it was the most ordinary day, but she didn't know that her life stood at a fork in the road at this moment. Since then, the trajectory of their family has been completely changed. That night, his father woke up suddenly in a dream.
That night, her father was rushed to the hospital. The results of the doctor's examination surprised everyone. This is a very rare disease. It is estimated that this disease will only appear in one in 100 million people. It is a disease of genetic defects, and basically there is no cure.
That day, she hid in a corner of the hospital and cried out of fear.
And that day, she shed all her tears, and she never cried again.
From then on, my father began a long process of seeking medical treatment, but no matter where he went, no matter whether it was a regular hospital or a well-known folk doctor, there was no way to treat his father. Whether it is expensive western medicine or traditional Chinese medicine, it has no effect.
In a few years, Deng Xuemei rose from a primary school student to a junior high school. She watched her home get smaller and smaller, and the furniture in her home became less and less.
Finally, the three of them lived in a small house.
Deng Xuemei will never forget that night, Deng Xuemei saw her mother leave the house in a hurry. Deng Xuemei asked her mother why she was there, and her mother replied that she was going out to buy medicine for her father. Deng Xuemei thought, her mother must have gone to a far away place to buy medicine, otherwise why didn't she come back after several years
Deng Xuemei's family has no house, and her father needs a lot of expenses every month for medical treatment. In Dongxing City, where every inch of land is expensive, even renting a basement can cost hundreds or even a thousand yuan, and Lao Deng usually lives on manuscript fees, sometimes with manuscript fees, sometimes without manuscript fees.
Life is tight, but Deng Xuemei is very upbeat.
Some people are just born, and the heavier the burdens of life, the tougher they are. Deng Xuemei's academic performance has always been excellent. When she was in middle school, an ordinary high school promised Deng Xuemei no tuition fees in order to keep Deng Xuemei, and if she could be admitted to Dongxing University, the school would be fully responsible for Deng Xuemei's tuition fees and living expenses.
As expected, Deng Xuemei lived up to expectations and was admitted to Dongxing University.
Seeing this, I frowned, and understood why Deng Xuemei's family was not bad in Song Ying's eyes. It seems that Deng Xuemei doesn't need to pay tuition fees to go to college, and she doesn't even need to pay for living expenses. But why did Deng Xuemei ask Lu Zhiqiu for money under such circumstances
I continue to look down.
Deng Xuemei went to university. Although she didn't have to pay for the university tuition, her father's illness became more and more serious. It was already difficult for his father to make money on his own, and the expensive medical expenses became a shackle in Deng Xuemei's heart. Deng Xuemei applied for a bursary and a scholarship, but it was still not enough.
Deng Xuemei worked hard every day, and gave every penny she earned to her father, but how could a student pay the medical expenses of five or six thousand a month? No matter how hard Deng Xuemei worked, there were many times when she couldn't earn enough.
Seeing this, my heart is conflicted. The content written in this letter seems to be completely different from what Song Ying said. According to this letter, Deng Xuemei even had to consider selling herself to see a doctor for her father, but Song Ying said that Deng Xuemei was very rich and bought an expensive mobile phone.
Then, one of Deng Xuemei and Song Ying must have lied. But there was no deeper relationship between Song Ying and Deng Xuemei, and Song Ying didn't need to discredit Deng Xuemei. So, could it be that Deng Xuemei lied? Can a man lie on his "suicide note"
At this time, Lu Zhiqiu appeared.
The two of them belonged to the same club, as if God destined to arrange for two people to meet each other. In the process of getting along, they gradually discovered that the life experiences of the two people were not much different. Although Lu Zhiqiu's parents were still alive, they were patriarchal and never cared about Lu Zhiqiu's life or death.
But there is a clear difference between Lu Zhiqiu and Deng Xuemei. Deng Xuemei hated her mother, and hated her mother for not wanting to take care of Lao Deng, so she disappeared without a trace. She hated, she wished she could kill her mother. But Lu Zhiqiu is different, she treats everyone equally, no matter if they hate her or love her, no matter if they slander her or slander her.
She is like an angel who came to the world, she has always been kind to others, and has never been angry with others. It seems that all the beauty in the world is concentrated in Lu Zhiqiu alone, and she seems to be synonymous with beauty together.
Two people with similar backgrounds, but two people with completely different personalities, became good friends.
When Lu Zhiqiu learned about this situation, she offered to give Deng Xuemei 1,000 yuan every month. And Deng Xuemei also needed the money urgently, so she agreed. And in the following college life, Lu Zhiqiu promised Deng Xuemei's affairs, and never broke his promise.
But there was only one time when Lu Zhiqiu was really in trouble and couldn't give Deng Xuemei money.
From then on, Deng Xuemei regarded Lu Zhiqiu as her relative. But no one thought that at the last moment, when college life was about to end, Lu Zhiqiu was actually killed on the construction site. But there was no way to find out who the murderer was, and it took seven years in a flash.
After Deng Xuemei learned that Lu Zhiqiu was brutally murdered, she was in great pain. But life still had to go on, and her father was still tortured on the hospital bed. Deng Xuemei graduated. Before graduation, Deng Xuemei was an intern in a pharmaceutical company. After graduation, Deng Xuemei joined the company naturally.
At that time, when Lao Deng was in the most serious condition, he spent almost tens of thousands of yuan in treatment fees a month. Relying on Deng Xuemei's salary alone will not help at all. Deng Xuemei was forced to do nothing. After several hints from Deng Xuemei's boss, Deng Xuemei knew that it was better to sell herself to the boss in front of her.
As a result, Deng Xuemei had money and was able to maintain her father's life. But Deng Xuemei has no way to accompany her father. If she is in front of the hospital bed, Deng Xuemei can naturally accompany her father, but who will make money? Without money, my father might not last a week.
In this way, Deng Xuemei survived in such an environment.
However, there is no possibility of cure for this kind of disease. Facing the disease caused by gene mutation has always been a huge problem. Deng Xuemei's father persisted for several years, but died in pain on the hospital bed. And at this time, Deng Xuemei was finally relieved.
But Deng Xuemei still couldn't forget about Lu Zhiqiu. In the next few years, Deng Xuemei had been investigating the death of Lu Zhiqiu seven years ago. Deng Xuemei investigated the people who were on the construction site at that time, and investigated the information of more than 20 people, but Deng Xuemei was in trouble. After such a long time, how could Deng Xuemei find out
But Deng Xuemei never gave up, and Deng Xuemei has been investigating.
But a year ago, the accident happened again.
Deng Xuemei, like her own father, also has this genetic deficiency, which means that Deng Xuemei, like her own father, cannot escape the fate of death. The doctor said that her deficiency was even worse than that of her own father, and that she had only a few years to live.
And Deng Xuemei understood that in the last few years, she must have been paralyzed on the bed and couldn't do anything. Deng Xuemei couldn't bear this kind of life, and there was one thing Deng Xuemei didn't do. She wants to find the murderer who killed Lu Zhiqiu back then. But Deng Xuemei understood that she didn't have enough time.
During the investigation, Deng Xuemei discovered that these people didn't like Lu Zhiqiu, and these people had some hatred for Lu Zhiqiu. Although Deng Xuemei didn't know who killed the person, Deng Xuemei thought of an excellent idea. Since we don't know who killed them, and since these people don't like Lu Zhiqiu, it's fine to kill them all.
So Deng Xuemei started her own plan. After so many years of investigation, Deng Xuemei found out the addresses of these people. After resigning, Deng Xuemei started killing people in other provinces, then returned to Dongxing City, and started killing people living in Dongxing City.
In the end, Deng Xuemei got her wish.
"Since they're all so hypocritical, so pretentious, you can go to hell with me." Deng Xuemei wrote: "Selfishness is a sin inherent in human beings, and I just made the punishment I should do. If anyone reads this letter letter, then I must be dead. Although I still don’t know the murderer in the end, at least I avenged her.”