In the short few seconds when I met Lu Zhiqiu, all the humiliation and grievances came to my heart. The scenes of being humiliated and his girlfriend kneeling on the ground crying helplessly were imprinted in Rob's mind like a movie. At that moment, he only felt that Lu Zhiqiu was responsible for his falling into this situation. He didn't even think about what he would do after killing Lu Zhiqiu.
And Rob never thought that killing people is such an easy thing, just one brick down, and Lu Zhiqiu died. At that time Rob took the bricks away instinctively, even Rob himself didn't understand why he took the bricks away at the beginning, Xu Man saw that the things wrapped in Rob's clothes were the bricks used to kill people.
All the truth finally came to light, but Lu Zhiqiu did not post the post slandering Rob's dog abuse on the Internet. It was Wang Xin who did such a thing in order to regain his face in front of the workers. Wang Xin told us very proudly at the time that it didn't take long for Rob to be fired.
But Wang Xin didn't understand what happened to Rob behind his few short words.
Perhaps Wang Xin, who is under the nine springs, will finally understand that his malicious slander at the beginning eventually harmed others as well as himself.
Lu Zhiqiu treats this world with kindness from the bottom of his heart, but what this world returns to Lu Zhiqiu is deep suspicion and malice. Whether it is those who have received Lu Zhiqiu's help or those who have not, they always feel that Lu Zhiqiu treats them well and treats them well. Others are nice for a purpose. For example, to create an image of yourself as a good person, for example, to win the favor of the teacher, for example, to attract the attention of the opposite sex.
I don’t know when it started. When others show kindness to you, you will use a thought of “he did it for a purpose” to speculate on other people’s kindness. I don’t know if this is the kindness in this world. The greatest irony. And Lu Zhiqiu just doesn't want anything, just doesn't ask for anything in return, just wants to infect the people around him with kindness. However, everything backfired.
When I finally died, I was applauded by others in my heart.
If goodwill is not expressed well, will it be disgusted by others
At this moment, I suddenly remembered the story of my junior high school. At that time, I had no friends, only my deskmate was willing to play with me. Every day when my adoptive father went to school, he would put an apple in my school bag to eat. Every time I eat apples, my deskmate looks at them eagerly, as if he really wants to eat them but pretends he doesn't care.
Later, I would ask my adoptive father to give me an extra apple every day, and I would give the extra apple to my tablemate to eat every time, but finally one day, my tablemate got angry, and he threw the apple on the ground angrily. Shouted: "Go away, do you think I can't afford it?"
At that time, astonishment and grievance came to my heart, and I found out later that his family was very poor and couldn't usually afford fruit. For a long time, I thought it was my deskmate who was wrong, but one day I finally understood that everyone has a most sensitive place in their hearts, and it’s not something you can break into just because you think you’re kind.
Human nature is like this, if you force your way in in the name of kindness, will you end up like Lu Zhiqiu? Kindness may also be divided into people and occasions. And I can think of the most tiring and helpless life to live, which is to be a kind person with no bottom line.
It's a pity that Lu Zhiqiu didn't understand these things. She couldn't feel the love around her since she was a child. She thought that if she was kind to others, they would love her. Maybe she was too naive.
One day later, Gu Chen took Rob back to his hometown.
After seven years of absence, Rob finally met his mother. But when he saw his mother again, he had already changed from a twenty-six young man to a middle-aged man. He was supposed to be the pillar of the family, but in fact he was also the pillar of the family.
Rob knew that one day he would be arrested, so he sent most of the money he earned to his family. In seven years, there was a full 100,000 yuan, enough for an old lady in her sixties to live well the rest of my life. But if she didn't have her own son, what else would she have to live in this life
Seeing my old lady, under Gu Chen's description, Rob's reaction was very different from what I expected.
I thought Rob would kneel down and cry, but Rob didn't. When he saw his old lady, Rob was able to greet his old lady with a smile. Rob hugged his old mother tightly, and his old mother also hugged Rob tightly.
The prodigal son finally returned home, but in an instant, the prodigal son was about to leave.
Rob did not shed tears, and carefully cleaned the yard at home, trimmed the branches of his old jujube tree, and pulled out the withered grass in the yard. He insisted on pouring out all the water in the tank and replacing it with new water, even though the water in the tank had been changed by the villagers the day before.
Rob put up posters in his home to prevent dust from falling on the old mother's meal. This is a time-consuming project, and it took a full afternoon to finish the posters. During this period, someone tried to stop Rob five times, but Gu Chen stopped them all.
Gu Chen shook his head lightly, motioning for Rob to finish these things.
Finally, it was dinner, which seemed as stubborn as Rob, Mrs. Wu insisted on cooking a meal by herself, but the filial Rob didn't stop it. So Mrs. Wu cooked the last meal for Rob. During the previous process, Mrs. Wu didn't say a word, she just watched her son busy in silence.
Gu Chen later told me that it turned out that Mrs. Wu knew that such a day would come when Rob left home in a hurry seven years ago, and Mrs. Wu knew what her son had done. There is an old saying that there is no better way to know a son than a father, and this sentence is also applicable to mothers.
Rob escaped for seven years, and her mother knew that Rob escaped for seven years. Aunt Wu knows what her own child looks like.
So she watched her child busy, but did not stop him. Because Mrs. Wu knew that this was Rob's last filial piety, which was seven years late. And Mrs. Wu insisted on cooking the last meal for her children because she knew that even if Rob would not die, she would be dead by the time Rob came out. It was the last meal my own children cooked.
This simple meal tasted like the most common meal. No one spoke during the meal, so they ate in silence. Aunt Wu's eyes were red, and tears were rolling inside, but Rob was still smiling.
After eating, it was time to say goodbye, and Rob did not avoid outsiders. After hugging his mother, he said a few words slowly: "Mom, my son may not be able to come back to see you in the future. I , That's the way it is. You, eat whatever you have, eat whatever you want, don't save it for me, or your son will make money for nothing."
Aunt Wu is a woman after all, and after holding back the tears for a day, she finally shed them.
And Rob, still didn't cry.
"Mother didn't educate you well, mother didn't have education, mother didn't educate you well!" Aunt Wu cried loudly.
"Let's go." Rob said lightly.
Coming out of the yard, everything was dark.
Gu Chen turned his head to look at the jujube tree, the branches in the darkness looked like devils baring their teeth and claws.
In the car, Rob told Gu Chen the story of why he dropped out of high school in his sophomore year.
"At that time, I was in the second year of high school, but I was not born to study. At that time, I was still a rebellious young man. I would hate my mother for not being able to get everything I wanted. At that time, all I could do was watch Fiction is reading novels, spending my mother's hard-earned money, doing nothing in class."
"One day, my mother came to school to find me and said that I left a book at home. She saw that I was studying this book hard every night, and thought it was the book to be used the next day, so she gave it to me. I sent it. Guess what, I secretly read that book, you know, my mother can’t read... haha!"
Gu Chen told me that what followed was a few minutes of Rob laughing wildly. Rob just couldn't stop like he just heard the funniest joke in the world. But the people around him didn't laugh with him, because no one could laugh. A man's laughter echoed in the car, and everyone thought Rob was crazy.
Rob continued: "At that time, everyone felt that I should be ashamed, but I had a different idea. At that time, I just thought that I should treat my mother well. She is a rural woman and she has nothing. You know, she doesn't even know her own name."
Rob shook his head and continued: "But even so, even if it was only my mother, she still brought me up. She asked me to study, just to prevent me from being like her. But it is not the material for reading, so I dropped out of school, I want to work, I want to make money, I want to let her live a good life."
Everyone still ignored Rob.
Rob didn't mean to stop, Rob continued: "You said, why didn't I think about my mother at that time, and you said that if I calmed down, what would be difficult?"
"Yeah." Rob murmured, "Why didn't I think of my mother, you say, why is this all?"
"Yes." Gu Chen said, "Why do you need to kill people?"
After a moment, Rob said, "There's a song you've all heard, that song."
With that said, Rob hummed slowly:
homeless people miss you
dear mother
wandering footsteps all over the world
no home
Winter wind, with snowflakes
blow my tears down
Rob closed his eyes and hummed slowly.
And Gu Chen noticed that the tear still fell down after all.