My mind was like going through a movie. In an instant, those memories came back to my mind. Since I was sensible, since I grew up, since I joined the special operations team, since I lost everything, and since I thought I was Wu Zui.
Everything is clear and vague, but I know that I am me.
Self-guilt paranoia is a precursor to schizophrenia, but it is more of a mental illness. I have never recognized myself incomparably like this moment. I am Wu Meng, not Wu Zui. I have never killed anyone. I am a good person. I shouldn't be treated like this, I shouldn't be wronged.
But what makes me sad is that my friends have betrayed me, and Team Leader Shao didn't recognize me. Maybe they just wanted to make a game from the beginning, but they never said much about the chess pieces in the case.
"Go ahead." Zhao Mingkun took my hand.
And only at this time, my heart warmed up for a moment. Only Zhao Mingkun recognized me, and she was the only one. All I have now is her as a friend.
But after going through a bend, a steel net suddenly appeared in the sewer in front of it. The steel net was very thick, and the holes in between were too small. We couldn't pass through it at all. Suddenly, Zhao Mingkun seemed to realize something, and she said suddenly: "No, I was fooled."
As he said that, Zhao Mingkun glanced at me: "Follow me closely."
Zhao Mingkun took me back the same way, but at this time, how can we go back the same way, there are already many people standing on the road we must pass. The strong flashlight immediately illuminated our surroundings extremely brightly. The strong light startled countless mice, and they quickly burrowed into the gap.
"Teacher." A young man in his twenties said, "You really are right."
I suddenly remembered that I once had a relationship with this young man, this man is called Wen Runzhi. But I didn't expect that this person was Shao Shilin's student. The person standing beside Wen Runzhi was none other than Shao Shilin.
No wonder these people left me to support them in the car, I'm afraid all of this was arranged by Shao Shilin.
"You arranged all of this." Looking at Shao Shilin, I suddenly felt helpless and sad.
If it wasn't for Shao Shilin, I might have stayed in the mental hospital for a long time, but it was him who regarded me as a pawn from the very beginning.
And at this moment, I can also see that this is another trap, a trap that can catch Zhao Mingkun.
"You knew from the beginning that I was Wu Meng, not Wu Zui, right?" I looked at Shao Shilin and asked.
Shao Shilin nodded and said, "That's right, even if you are twins, even if you look exactly the same and have the same voice, you are not alone after all. Do you know what I said about Zhao Mingkun in the interrogation room that day? Those words are for you to hear."
"I know your character." Shao Shilin said slowly: "You will never compromise with me on this matter, so I immediately knew from Wu Zui's tone that he was Wu Zui, and The person being interrogated in front of you is Wu Meng. You have self-guilt paranoia, and you can't always tell who you are, so you need someone to tell you."
"So you chose to let Zhao Mingkun tell me instead of you telling me yourself?" I stared at Team Leader Shao.
Team leader Shao sighed: "I know I'm sorry for doing this, but we want to arrest people, we want to arrest Zhao Mingkun. But don't worry, you will not be in danger from the beginning..."
"So in order to catch the bad guys, you can treat me like a fool. In order to catch the bad guys, you can play around with me. You let me join the special operations team, you gave me everything, and now To destroy it all with my own hands. If I hadn't had friendship, I could have endured loneliness, but now, it's all ruined!"
"I'm just one of your pawns. This is the justice you boast about. You can hurt others unscrupulously for the sake of justice?"
I feel extremely angry right now.
Is this justice, I don't know.
Team leader Shao didn't speak any more, he just sighed: "Catch Zhao Mingkun."
Someone came over slowly.
"Don't come here, Shao Shilin, you and I have been fighting for so long, you should know who I am, although I haven't killed people recently, but I have killed more people than the corpses you have seen before, you should know ?”
They stopped.
Shao Shilin looked at Zhao Mingkun, and said: "We have been fighting for almost ten years, how could I not know your character. Most of the time I do things with Shi Huacheng, probably because I do it against my own conscience. I know that many times you It's all involuntary, there is no way, but killing is killing, you don't need to say anything."
Shao Shilin looked at me again: "Maybe you didn't tell Wu Meng that you donated all the money you earned to the Hope Project, and you even set up Hope Primary School. You are an orphan, so you funded a large number of orphanages. Hope They're not going to be like you. You want to do these things to make up for the wrong things you did before, you could be a bad guy, you could be a good guy."
I know that Zhao Mingkun has many secrets, and now I finally know, Zhao Mingkun's biggest secret. She may be a kind person, but she never shows her kind side in front of others. Maybe she's not used to it, maybe she just doesn't want to.
She is a queen.
"Didn't you hear me? I'll kill him."
Shao Shilin said, "Pull you down."
"Do you know." Zhao Mingkun was very calm: "Wherever the wind blows, the grass will fall, but when I was young, I always thought I was the wind. Later I realized that I was just a grass. I There is no way to resist the shackles that fate brought me, and there is no way to break free from the cage that fate shackles me. We can't hold the throat of fate. Many times we leap desperately, but we just touch the ankle of fate."
"But I'm very lucky." Zhao Mingkun said earnestly: "In my short thirty years of life, I have experienced so many things. I have met many people, good people, bad people, mental patients. An experience that I have never experienced in my life. I have seen too many deaths, but I am still very afraid of death."
"By the way." Zhao Mingkun asked me mischievously suddenly: "Wu Meng, do you remember what I said to you before? If the ending is the same, then I might as well die early. "
Zhao Mingkun still pressed my head tightly, I suddenly realized something, but Zhao Mingkun tightly covered my mouth, she didn't want me to talk.
Zhao Mingkun said to Shao Shilin: "Shao Shilin, our ten-year grievance is over here. By the way, is Yang Xiaojuan awake?"
Shao Shilin suppressed his grief: "She passed away a few years ago."
"Haha!" Zhao Mingkun laughed suddenly, and made a voice like a silver bell, but tears were clearly streaming from her eyes: "That's great, if this is the case, I will feel more at ease."
After finishing speaking, Zhao Mingkun said to me again: "Wu Meng, I said a long time ago not to mess with these things, but you just don't listen, Wu Meng, I also said that I will die at your hands sooner or later, now look It's really a prophecy, you don't listen to me at all. But Wu Meng, the time when I solved the case with you was the best time of my life."
Zhao Mingkun's voice is very soft, only I can hear what she is saying: "Do you remember the story I told you, after everyone dies, they will become a star in the sky. The more people who miss her If there is too much, that star will become brighter and brighter. I know that my star is very dark, but I also hope that at least one person will remember me, remember that I once fought against this fate, but I failed."
"Wu Meng, don't worry about me. Besides you, there are many innocent children. They will always remember that a big sister named Zhao Mingkun once brought them warmth and harbor. Do you think I am a little selfish? Wu Meng , if there is an afterlife, I will still be your sister."
"Silly brother, please don't do stupid things. Shao Shilin treats you like this only for the sake of justice. As I said, he will give you your innocence sooner or later. If he did, I'm tired too."
"Brother, see you in the next life."
I couldn't hold back my tears. I knew what Zhao Mingkun meant by peace of mind. When Yang Xiaojuan died, she felt more guilty and committed suicide more determinedly.
"Sister." I called.
She came here with no intention of leaving alive.
She used her own life to give me and Shao Shilin an explanation.