There are two kinds of people who choose to be alone, one is voluntary and the other is involuntary. When you count how many leaves the tree outside the window has, and when you find out how many steps it takes to walk from the hut to the tunnel, you will know what it feels like to be alone.
Now let's go into a day of a railway worker. At five o'clock in the morning, he woke up from the simple wooden bed in the simple hut, and he read a book while eating. There are oil stains, pulp, and drool on the books.
His daily job is to check along the railway, and he has to walk in this place where no one will appear from morning to night, regardless of the weather. Because once there is a problem with a section of the railway, it is very likely that everyone on the train will die. It takes two hours to walk from the hut to the tunnel, and two hours to walk from the tunnel to the hut.
He walks twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening.
After five years in his job, his wife divorced him. After fifteen years of his job, his son was seventeen and a jerk. Now he has been doing this job for three days, which is a full twenty years, but he died in the passage under the railway.
When the son was seventeen years old, he beat him for the first time. He looked at his son who was a head taller than himself, and was silent for a long time. It was the first time for him to be someone else's father. He hadn't had a father since he was a child, so he didn't know how to be such a father. He doesn't smoke, his son does, he doesn't drink, his son does.
He wrote such a sentence in his diary: Hey, sometimes, he is the son.
We have said that there are two kinds of people who choose to be lonely. In the first fifteen years of his job, he was forced to choose loneliness, and in the next five years, he chose loneliness voluntarily. He lives here from morning to night, he buys steamed buns for a week at a time, and vegetables for a week at a time, even though those vegetables will wilt the next day.
If you don't know how to face a person, the best way is not to face him.
That's what Luo Yongjun did. For five years, except for putting money into his home on the first of every month, he never went back. After Luo Yongjun turned 40, he never saw his son again. If it wasn't for the fact that the money he put on the table was taken away every month, he didn't even feel like he'd ever had a son.
If you can live alone for five years with very little communication, congratulations, you are either a lunatic or a genius. Everyone who faces loneliness must have a way to vent. Some people like to watch movies when they are lonely, and some people like to listen to music. Luo Yongjun also has his own way to vent.
He tapped on the railway, and he used his ears to listen to whether there was something wrong with the railway. During the long five years, Luo Yongjun actually thought of committing suicide. He knew how powerful the train was, and he knew that as long as he got on the track, it would be over.
He considered it for three minutes and gave up. He dared not live, let alone die.
Last night, a woman appeared in the storm.
The evil may be in a look, in a movement, Luo Yongjun doesn't know what she is here for, and Luo Yongjun doesn't know where he mustered up so much courage. He has stayed here for twenty years, he Know the details of every passage and every road surface here.
He waited on the path that the woman had to pass, and then the woman came over. He opened the passage and dragged the woman in. A flash of thunder passed by, and Li Cunzhuang behind him lost Zhang Xutong, while Luo Yongjun lay on Zhang Xutong's body. Zhang Xutong struggled, but to no avail.
Thunder is the best cover, Li Cunzhuang can't hear Zhang Xutong's shout.
In fact, Luo Yongjun didn't want to kill Zhang Xutong at the beginning, but Luo Yongjun fell into madness. He vented all his helplessness and cowardice in the past twenty years on Zhang Xutong. Mechanical suffocation was the real cause of Zhang Xutong's death. It is likely that the murderer covered her head with his own clothes.
After killing Zhang Xutong, Luo Yongjun hung him on the top of the barbed wire.
Then, in a haze, he saw someone approaching. In a hurry, he didn't have time to take away the board and chair, so he had to hide in the passage and observe. Then, he saw something that he will never forget in his life.
Luo Yongjun knew that if he didn't take the chair and board away, he would find himself. He cleared the surrounding footprints, and buried the chair and board under the tree of the simple hut. He thought about it for a long time, and he drank alcohol for the first time.
There is a lot of liquor in his simple house, but he has never drank it. The reason why he prepared wine was because someone told him that he must drink when he was watching the night alone.
He was puzzled and asked why. The other party said that there are dirty things in the dark night, and they drink to strengthen their courage. Luo Yongjun chuckled, what he fears most in his life is people, he is not afraid of ghosts. Later, he kept these wines in the house until today, he took out all the wines and drank them all.
He should have committed suicide, because at the end of the workbook it said: I finally dared to die today.
Luo Yongjun has two workbooks, one records his daily work in detail, and the other records his daily mental journey.
We learned these things in the second workbook. If a person has no way to tell others what is on his mind, he will tell himself. Luo Yongjun recorded all the things he wanted to say every day in this workbook. There is a saying that people would rather care about a bad actor's eating, drinking, and trivial matters than understand the unremarkable life of an ordinary person. Inner world.
If this incident hadn't happened, Luo Yongjun would never have appeared in our field of vision, and he was destined to be the one who was forgotten.
Following Luo Yongjun's workbook, we quickly found chairs and boards under the locust tree outside the simple hut.
After reading the workbook, he said: "This case is like this. Zhang Xutong came here and was killed by Luo Yongjun. Then Li Cunzhuang found the body, and then Luo Yongjun eliminated the traces. Finally, he couldn't hold on and committed suicide in fear of crime?"
"It looks like this at the moment." Team Leader Shao said, "I mean it looks like this."
"He's not a murderer." I said firmly.
Team leader Shao looked back at me and said: "There are indeed many doubts, but I still can't deduce whether Luo Yongjun is the murderer. There are many doubts and motives that I can't match right now, but how did you do it?" Who came to this incomparably certain conclusion?”
Team Leader Shao was obviously the one who asked this question. I looked at the crowd and purposely put off a trick: "If I say I'm relying on imagination, you will not believe me right now. How about this, wait until we clear up all the doubts? After all the puzzles and puzzles are solved, let me talk about why I can conclude that Luo Yongjun is not the murderer, you see?"
Mary gave me a blank look and said, "Your paranoia is unreliable. It has been verified once before. I don't think it will be a problem this time."
Team leader Shao found it very interesting, he said: "It's interesting, if it is really found out that Luo Yongjun is not the murderer, how about I promise you one condition?"
"make a deal!"
"Suspicion?" Xiao Liu didn't know what doubts there were: "General Luo Yong explained everything clearly. If there are still doubts, I really don't know what doubts there are."
Team leader Shao said: "There are many doubts. If you can explain them one by one, the case will be over. First, why did Zhang Xutong come to this ghost place in such a heavy rain? Second, Luo Yongjun took the corpse What is the mentality of hanging on the barbed wire? Third, why did Luo Yongjun rush back to the passage? Fourth, why did the broken wire happen to be close to the corpse? Is it a coincidence or someone did it on purpose?"
A series of four questions made Xiao Liu speechless. He muttered for a long time, and finally said: "Well, I'd better stop talking..."
Being able to ask such a question, I also have a lot of admiration for Team Leader Shao. It seemed that the leader of the team was not called for nothing, he revealed all the most important doubts about the case. If these doubts are not resolved, the case is definitely not over.
Luo Yongjun's boss arrived so late that they even forgot that there was Luo Yongjun on the construction section.
When he finally figured out the case, a potbellied man scratched his head and said, "This Luo Yongjun is too stupid, what are you doing hanging the corpse on the barbed wire, throwing it directly on the train track, and letting the train smash into pieces? It's over."
Team leader Shao and I looked up at this guy at the same time. He was a little scared by us, and he quickly explained: "I just said it casually, just said it casually..."