When I woke up, I saw three faces surrounding me.
I looked in a daze, the rope was still around my neck, but the other end had been cut off. I was panting heavily, enjoying the most basic survival needs of a person. The most precious things in the world are indeed free. At this moment, I really want to shout out: Everyone is responsible for protecting the air.
Guan Zengbin thumped my chest: "I told you not to try it, it scared us all to death!"
"How many days have I been in a coma?" I asked as I pulled the rope away.
Xiao Liu said helplessly: "You thought you were filming TV, and you just passed out after a few days in a coma? It probably took more than ten seconds from when you landed to when you woke up, otherwise you should be lying in the emergency room of the hospital right now gone."
I picked up the bench and sat on it: "There is almost no pain. After a few seconds, I feel that I don't know anything clearly. This may be a coma caused by the lack of oxygen in the brain. Now the neck is a bit strangled." It’s not a problem, but it’s not a problem. If it’s Wang Yiman, he should have died in a coma.”
"Then what did you see in this simulation where you put your life on the line?" Guan Zengbin said from the side.
I nodded and said seriously: "Yes, I did find something. At the moment when I was about to faint, my mind suddenly cleared up a lot. I don't know if it is the legendary flashback. There are two asymmetrical situations, maybe We can conclude from this that someone else was involved in this suicide."
Gu Chen hurriedly said: "You mean, like Gao Rui's situation, someone has talked to her before?"
I gently touched the strangle marks on my neck: "Not bad."
"What asymmetrical situation?" Guan Zengbin asked.
I stretched out a finger: "First, I suddenly remembered that the slipknot tied around Wang Yiman's neck did not seem to be tied like ours. After careful observation, it was a kind of The more you struggle, the tighter the knot, but if you don't have someone who has learned it, it is impossible."
I held out my second finger. "Second, she knew how to avoid the throat so that she died without too much pain. And before she died, she went to the bathroom."
"This is asymmetry, information asymmetry. Wang Yiman graduated from high school and has been taking care of her children as a full-time wife. If an ordinary person wants to commit suicide, how can he consider so many things." I pointed Pointing to Gu Chen at the side: "If you hanged yourself, what would you do?"
Gu Chen shrugged and said, "Just tie it with a rope and put your head inside."
I snapped my fingers and said, "That's right, ordinary people want to commit suicide, how can they think of so many things. So I think suicide is suicide, but someone must have taught Wang Yiman these things before she was about to commit suicide." Suicide techniques. Gao Rui is a biology teacher, he knows these are just normal, but a woman... "
Guan Zengbin put forward a different opinion: "Maybe it's not necessarily what she learned from her husband. This kind of thing is hard to say. This is called a novelty hunting mentality, and it may not be what she collected herself."
I nodded and said: "That's right, but in a short period of time, Wang Yiman committed suicide, Gao Rui also committed suicide, and the suicide styles are so similar, I think there is something tricky in it. But Gao Rui We know the reason for Rui's suicide, because he lost the person he likes, but what about Wang Yiman?"
"Wang Yiman also lost the person he likes!" Guan Zengbin knocked his little head and said, "Didn't it mean that her husband and child died unexpectedly?"
Gu Chen said at this time: "But didn't that all happen five years ago?"
On this point, I quite agree with Guan Zengbin's point of view. I pulled my hair with my hands, and said slowly: "I can't tell, sometimes feelings are hard to say. Some people have endured humiliation for a lifetime, and there are also centenarians who commit suicide. Sometimes, it may just be that they have not met a person." It’s just an opportunity, if they encounter it, they may indeed commit suicide.”
"Opportunity?" Gu Chen was puzzled: "What opportunity?"
I looked at the jar of jigsaw puzzles that had been poured out by Xiao Liu and Gu Chen and said, "An opportunity to let go of everything and then commit suicide. I think we should put together the jigsaw puzzle and see what we can come up with."
At four o'clock in the morning the next day, with dark circles under our eyes, we finally figured out the puzzle. However, what is strange is that there are still a few missing pieces in the puzzle, and we don't know where they fell. The whole pattern is a very common pattern of Pleasant Goat on the prairie, and there is nothing special about it.
"Did you lose it when you poured it out?" I asked Xiao Liu and said, "This belongs to the deceased!"
Xiao Liu shook his head like a rattle: "No, as much as there is, it's all here. And, that's not the point, is it? The point is that I actually forgot why I put together this puzzle. Did you say that? The jigsaw puzzle is a major clue, but I can't see any major clues when I look left and right with my two eyes, can you explain it?"
I scratched my head, which was a little embarrassing. But if it's not something important, why did Wang Yiman put the puzzle in the glass jar.
"It goes without saying!" Guan Zengbin yawned and said, "It must have been played by her daughter when she was a child. After her daughter died, she used puzzles to express her grief for her daughter. When she missed her, she would put it together. It should be It has nothing to do with this case, although I did a whole night of useless work, but fortunately I worked hard, it can be regarded as a kind of mourning for Wang Yiman."
Xiao Liu was also infected by Guan Zengbin, and he also yawned: "What is this called! I have to investigate Yucai Middle School today!"
"Why is it less than a dozen dollars?" I asked.
"I lost what I played before." Guan Zengbin said.
I frowned and said, "I'm going somewhere."
"Where?" the crowd asked.
"Wang Yiman's house."
What answered me was the sound of Xiao Liu snoring.
At this moment, I am sitting on the bed in Wang Yiman's bedroom, and everything around me is silent. Except for the lights in Wang Yiman's house, looking from the window, it was still pitch black outside. It's 4:30 in the morning and everyone is fast asleep. Gu Chen and Guan Zengbin were in the living room and didn't bother me.
I've actually been sitting here for over half an hour thinking about it.
I closed my eyes and imagined what I would do every night if I were Wang Yiman. If I were Wang Yiman, how would I fall asleep every day. I looked at the photos of a family of three and couldn't help but be in a daze. When a person is extremely lonely, what would she do
Loneliness and loneliness have always been two different things.
Wang Yiman is lonely but not lonely, so although she is only thirty-two years old, she could obviously find another husband, get married and have children, but she did not do so. In the past five years, maybe many people came to matchmaking, maybe she also met many suitors, but she was unmoved.
So how did Wang Yiman spend every lonely and not lonely night in five years
I am Wang Yiman.
I pulled out the glass jar in the dresser drawer, and I emptied the puzzles out.
Yeah, I'm lonely, so I can put these puzzles together to get through every lonely night. In this way, I won't sleep, I won't dream about my dead husband and daughter, and I won't feel lonely. I don't want to dream because every dream I have after that is a nightmare.
I sat on the bed blankly, switching from Wang Yiman's identity.
Yes, my name is Wu Meng, because my mother hopes that she will never have nightmares again. If you don't want to have nightmares, don't want to dream. Because every dream is a nightmare. I don't know how to describe this feeling, although every time I fall asleep, I have nightmares.
Perhaps the greatest comfort in the world is to say, I wish you a dreamless night.
The first ray of sunlight in the morning shone in through the window, and there were sounds all around.
Loneliness grows louder, and loneliness disappears.
Wang Yiman can only fall asleep peacefully after the early hours of the morning. Because there is sound, because it is no longer silent.
I finally know what this glass jar puzzle is for.
Do you fight when you are alone
It may be like this at the beginning, but as time goes by, even if you close your eyes, you still know which piece is placed in which position.
This is loneliness.
Puzzles are not for puzzles.
When I walked out of the room, Gu Chen and Guan Zengbin were already leaning on the sofa and falling asleep.
I shouted on purpose: "Thunder is coming, it's raining and I'm collecting my clothes!"
The two woke up from the dream, with a confused look on their faces, I said: "I know what the puzzle is used for. Now, call someone to come and search Wang Yiman's house for me, even if all The furniture has been moved out, and the remaining pieces of the puzzle have to be found."
"Why?" Gu Chen was stunned: "You mean to find someone to find those puzzle pieces? The question is, even if you find them, what's the use?"
I shook my head and said, "There are so many useful and useless things in the world. I just want to help a lonely woman find what she wants to find."
"Psychopathy!" Guan Zengbin muttered softly.
I finally realized what loneliness is. It turns out that these puzzles are not for puzzles. The puzzle has various stains on it and seems to have been in various environments, which is something I noticed when I got the puzzle.
A widow would randomly scatter these hundreds of puzzle pieces into each room every lonely night. Then, she went to find them piece by piece. Maybe under the bed, maybe under the couch, maybe on top of the refrigerator. When the search was almost done, the sky was already bright, and there were noises outside.
She was afraid of being alone, so she had to escape.