How much I loved you once, how much I hated you later.
When love turns into hate, it often intensifies. This is a kind of hatred that goes deep into the bone marrow.
Li Taida has forgotten when he hated his father, maybe it was when Li Xian raised the first bottle of wine, maybe it was when Li Xian threw the first dice, maybe it was when everyone thought it was normal start of the day.
Li Xian walked out and turned into another person.
At that time, Li Taida was still very young. But Li Taida remembered that from that day on, he moved out of the big house. From that day on, his father, who didn't drink alcohol, was drunk every day, and the enviable family of three became impossible to avoid.
Thirty-year-old Li Xian is quite a myth. He started from nothing to start from nothing, and saved tens of millions of property in Dongxing City.
At the age of twenty, Li Xian met the woman whom he wished to take care of him for the rest of his life, namely Li Taida's mother Du Meier. At that time, Li Xian had nothing, and Du Meier had a monthly salary of 6,000. There is nothing more tragic than meeting a woman you want to take care of for the rest of your life when you are most powerless.
But Du Meier didn't mind, because she saw hope and self-motivation in Li Xian.
Three years after marriage, Du Meier used the money she had saved to give Li Xian the start-up capital for business. At that time they were poor, and in order to marry Li Xian, Du Meier even severed ties with her family. They only ate one meal a day, and Li Xian's tears rolled in his eyes.
Li Xian said: I will definitely let you live in a big house in the future, so that you can count money at home every day, and you will no longer have to look at the boss.
Du Meier said that I was waiting for this day.
Two years later, Li Xian made a lot of money in business. He opened his own company and bought a big diamond ring for his wife.
Then the couple hugged their heads and cried loudly at home.
Naturally, the two of them will never forget that when they first got married, Li Xian couldn't even afford the cheapest diamond ring. They had no money for banquets, and their wedding was held in a dilapidated rented house of 300 yuan a month. Li Xian made a "Blue Dragon Crossing the Sea" for his lover - a few green vegetables in the pot.
There are no witnesses, just the two of them. They achieved the true meaning of marriage, because of love.
Du Meier held the diamond ring and looked at it all night. After the two cried bitterly, they were excited and couldn't restrain their excitement. Look at this diamond ring till dawn. Du Meier is very happy, because not everyone can marry love, and not all people who do business can have such great achievements in the second year.
Du Meier felt that she had a good vision.
Two years later, their son Li Taida was born. At this time, Li Xian's business was getting bigger and bigger. He fulfilled his promise four years ago, let Du Meier live in a big house, let Du Meier count the money at home, and no longer have to look at the boss's face. Du Meier became a full-time wife, the woman behind the so-called successful man.
Three years later, Li Xian bought a villa in Dongxing City with several million.
Li Xian was thirty years old at that time.
All the people who used to look down on Li Xian seemed to have become Li Xian's good friends again, and they called Li elder brother and Li elder brother shortly, as if they were not related in the womb.
At that time, Li Taida was four years old and just sensible.
Getting married is like picking dirt with a needle, and losing a family is like water pushing sand.
Naturally, no one paid attention to Li Xian when he was poor, but when Li Xian's name appeared in the newspapers of Dongxing City, a bunch of good friends would naturally come to Li Xian. As the saying goes, if you are poor, no one cares about you in the busy city, but if you are rich, you have distant relatives in the mountains. Li Xian's distant relatives came, and there were many of them.
Li Xian, who grew up poor and white, is most afraid of being looked down upon by others. Now that he is better, everyone looks up to him, and everyone regards him as an idol.
Sometimes self-esteem can be a double-edged sword.
If Li Xian wants to accomplish something, he must do it. He has been stubborn since he was a child, and even a few cows can't pull back the things he has decided.
Like a mudflat, the more you struggle, the deeper you sink. But Li Xian's foot was already stuck in the quagmire. He wanted to pull out his foot, but he didn't realize that the other foot was already in it.
The more people want to make a comeback, the deeper they are trapped.
No matter how much family property there is, it will not help.
His heart was no longer in the business. When Li Xian goes home every day, he always puts on his face.
From then on, he drank heavily every night, and for the first time he beat Du Meier.
At this time, Li Taida was six years old.
Once you get started, it seems that the bottom line can be lower and lower. Li Xian began to become moody. Every time after drinking, Li Xian would vent his anger on his wife. He started with his fists, then his feet, and finally he undid his own belt.
Du Meier's body was bruised and purple, and Li Taida was still young, so he only knew how to cry.
Du Meier also cried, but Li Taida didn't understand at this time that the pain in his heart was far stronger than the pain in his body.
A year later, Li Xian's company went bankrupt and the family villa was taken away by the bank. The family moved back to the original small house. Du Meier comforted her husband, that the difficult days ten years ago were over, and at worst, he would start from scratch again. What can be done ten years ago will be done ten years later.
Du Meier was beaten violently in response.
Li Xian's self-esteem has long been trampled under his feet. Those who call him brothers and sisters are gone, and those distant relatives are also gone. From then on, when others saw him, it was no longer Brother Li, but "look at that one who hit the street".
For the next five years, Li Taida and his mother seemed to be living in hell.
The corridors were painted red with the words "debt repayment", and many people called them in the middle of the night to harass them. When they walk on the road, they are often surrounded by debt collectors. They insulted their mother with words, and Li Taida would always stand up at this time.
But at the age of eleven, he was too young to be a match for those people at all.
Several people pushed Li Taida to the ground: "Tell your father, if the money is still not paid, I will use you two to pay off the debt."
After Li Xian was thirty years old, his dignity was trampled on, and Li Taida, counting from the time he was sensible, didn't know what dignity is. What's ridiculous is that my dignity is based on another man.
Li Taida couldn't see his father every day. In order to avoid debts, Li Xian was haunted.
But the money still has to be repaid, and Du Meier still has more than 100,000 foreign debts after selling the house.
Li Taida will always remember those days when she and her mother lived in a dilapidated rental house.
They are so poor that they don't have any money, but Li Taida has to go to school, even if there is a reduction, Du Meier still can't afford it. After she became a full-time wife, she could no longer find a job with a monthly salary of 6,000. He can only work as a waiter, and he has to pay rent and pay back the rent of 1,000 yuan a month.
But how could those loan sharks let her go.
Li Taida will always remember that day, Du Meier gave him twenty yuan and asked him to go out to play.
When Li Taida came home, Du Mei hugged her son and murmured, "They won't come to harass us anymore, you should go to school well."
This year, Li Taida was fourteen years old.
Li Xian still lived a life of borrowing money during the day and going home at night to beat people.
Li Taida cried and said to his mother: "Divorce, you go, hide in a place where Li Xian can't find you."
Du Meier nodded.
From then on, Li Taida never saw his mother again.
Two years later, Du Meier paid off the debt and bought a house in Li Taida's name, which was exactly the house we searched before.
Li Taida didn't know how his mother earned the money, but Li Taida knew that she must have paid unimaginable hardships.
But Li Xian lived in this house, and every time he got drunk, he would go crazy and make a mess of the house.
Li Taida was sixteen years old and finally decided to kill his father.