Ling Yi was very dissatisfied that Lin Si was distracted while looking at his roses, but since he was distracted to see himself, he forgave him for the time being.
"Actually, I have seen several pieces of the Rose Nebula, but this one is the most beautiful." Ling zoomed in on the photo. The internal structure of the nebula is very ethereal and beautiful, and the mist is lingering. .
"When we pass by there again, I'll take you to see it... It's a pity that there are no real roses." Ling Yi narrowed his eyes, as if imagining the scene at that time, with the expression of a satisfied cat that has had enough sun, It makes people want to rub it.
"Okay," Lin Si thought for a while, and because he brought up the topic of roses, he said again, "There are a lot of plant seeds in the second district, I can apply for some, and you can plant them for fun when you are bored in the laboratory."
Ling Yi's eyes lit up.
Life in the laboratory is really boring, because there is really nothing to do, and he has been addicted to the minesweeping applet that comes with his bracelet for a long time.
—and suffered a great blow, he worked hard to calculate, and often blown up due to luck, Lin Si could instantly figure out where the mines were with just a glance, it was as if he had installed them in his head. a cpu.
If Tangning had grown up next to Lin Si, the two of them must have a common language, directly separated from their bodies and communicated through electromagnetic waves.
Phew, jealousy.
Lin Si did what he said, and his authority level was sufficient, so he downloaded an application form and filled in the names of several small plants that were easy to grow.
"I want roses." Ling set the photo of Nebula as his screen saver.
"A rose has thorns."
"There are thorns too."
"It's hard to raise."
"want to."
Depends on you, depends on you.
"Be careful when planting." Lin Si filled in a more famous rose variety on the earth in the past, and sent the list. These seeds or seedlings will be sent together with the next batch of supplies. Thinking of this, he slightly He used his authority and added some planting materials to the material list.
After thoroughly cheering Ling Yi up, he left the ward and returned to the experimental area.
The days that followed were uneventful. Because of Ling Yi's presence, the antibody had some initial clues. With the gradual deconstruction of the virus form, the vaccine gradually had a preliminary direction. Surprisingly, these clues and directions were similar to those of the original Berlin virus, and even the vaccine. There are some subtle similarities to the original genetic modification experiment in the Berlin lab.
The resemblance was so elusive and unsupported by facts—Lins thought it was just an illusion at first, but other people also put forward similar views—the members of the laboratory are all excellent scholars with amazing scientific intuition.
Some people joked that maybe this virus is also attached to carbon-based organisms similar to ours to survive.
The research went smoothly, but Ling Yi's life was not so good. Blood, bone marrow, and tissue fluid were drawn, and slices were taken from time to time. It was really dark.
——Most of them were at the hands of Lin Si, which made Ling Yi recall the fear of being dominated by him when he was a child.
However, although he lived under the needle every day, his body still tenaciously recovered.
First, the virus was completely overcome, and then the damage caused by the virus was healed.
After confirming that he had fully recovered, he stayed in the buffer zone for more than half a month. After repeatedly confirming that he did not carry the virus, he finally returned to the ranks of normal people.
The biggest change brought about by this incident is that he can finally return to the safe zone, and he no longer needs to get along with Lin Si through a protective film.
However, the night before he was free, he had a quarrel with Lince.
"You want to drive me out?" Ling Yi couldn't believe it.
"You are no longer a child, Mr. Ling Yi," Lin Si called out his profile blankly, "If you don't have a correct understanding of your age, I suggest you take a look at your ID card."
"But it has nothing to do with whether I can sleep in your room!" Ling Yi frowned.
"Any mammal has the biological instinct to build a nest independently after adulthood. Are you a single-celled organism?" Lin Sidao.
Ling Yi's eyes were red with grievance: "Aren't you my guardian?"
"The guardianship relationship between us was terminated as early as the day you became an adult." Lin Si called up the documents about the guardianship relationship again. She is also Tangning's guardian, but have you ever seen Tangning go to Zheng Shu's living room?"
"They're different..." Ling Yi just started to refute, but suddenly he was suffocated.
Tangning and Zheng Shu.
In fact, there is no difference.
They were all underage when they boarded the ship, so the spaceship assigned a guardian, and the guardianship relationship was terminated at the age of eighteen.
-Then what
And then they became like that.
Ling Yi still remembered that many years ago, on his birthday, Tangning, who had never paid much attention to such things, sent him a blessing message just to ask Zheng Shu how he was doing recently.
He didn't send a message to Zheng Shu himself, because Zheng Shu's reply must be very formatted and very official, just like his reply to all superficial friends. He would rather get a side note from someone than receive an automatic reply.
There are other times, too, the communication between them is always just a cold work handover. However, many years ago, Tangning was also a child who was brought up by Zheng Shu and only had him in her eyes.
Ling Yi didn't know if Zheng Shu was uncomfortable with this way of getting along with strangers than strangers, but he knew Tangning was uncomfortable. Every time he saw that expression of being sad but pretending nothing happened, he would Rather he really is someone who has nothing but code and math in his heart.
Now Lin Si is also separated from himself.
He had to treat himself like Zheng Shu treated Tangning.
Ling Yi felt that his whole body had collapsed.
He turned and walked into his own room next door, closed the door, leaned against the door, and stared blankly at the silver ceiling.
"Ling Yi?" Lin Si was knocking on the door.
Ling Yi said in a low voice, "I'm angry."
Lin Si frowned slightly, and stopped knocking on the door.
He was reflecting on whether there was anything wrong with his tone just now.
But nothing seemed wrong.
Ling Yi really should get used to living by himself—it doesn’t matter to him, it’s not a big problem for a child to like to be close to him, but a child with a normal mind doesn’t seem to do this... On Earth, most boys of this age Already slept with my girlfriend.
What's more, the spaceship is full of Ye Selin's former subordinates or colleagues, and Lin Si doesn't want to affect Ling Yi's image in their hearts because of this kind of thing—people in their twenties still sleep on the same bed as their guardians , and what is the difference between bedwetting
According to his observation, this little thing still has face in front of others.
Lin Si thought about it expressionlessly, and finally went back to his room and dialed Adelaide's communication.
"My dear friend Lins, it's been ten years since you last called the phone, have you finally remembered your poor former roommate and friend?"
The blond Adelaide said to him, lazily leaning on the sofa.
"I have encountered some problems." Lin Si crossed his fingers on the desk, considering his words.
"I don't care what problems you have, I only care about when you will receive treatment." Adelaide narrowed his eyes.
"I think I'm in a very healthy state of mind right now."
"Patients who are terminally ill often also feel healthy until they see a diagnosis."
Lin Si chose not to argue with him, and went straight to the point: "Ling Yi's state is a bit wrong."
Adelaide sat up straight: "I'm afraid you are joking, it is difficult for a little angel of that level to have psychological problems."
"It's not a psychological problem." Lin Si had already considered his own words, and said, "You sent me some things about Ling Yi before, talking about the persistence of juveniles—that the environment on the spaceship is not suitable for children to grow up, His mental age is likely to grow very slowly."
"That's right." Adelaide nodded, "But life on the Expeditionary should have solved that problem."
"He has no problem getting along with other people," Lin Si said, "but his attitude towards me is still the same as when he was a child. Five minutes ago, I persuaded him to sleep in a separate room with me, and then he got very angry."
"Are you talking about the Oedipus complex?" Adelaide understood the state described by "the same as when I was a child", looked serious, and looked at Lin Si carefully.
"It's kind of like that." Lin Si said.
"So what's your relationship like now?"
"He went back to his room and refused to open the door to me."
"Interesting," Adelaide held his chin, "you will also be turned away one day."
He stretched himself, stretched his muscles and bones, and said seriously: "Don't move, leave it to me for the time being."
Lins nodded.
Rings is not a man who haphazardly solves problems according to his own judgment. After confirming that there was definitely a problem with Ling Yi, he chose the correct solution and asked a qualified psychologist.
The psychiatrist dialed Ling Yi's communication. He was very patient, knowing that the child who locked himself up and was sulking didn't want to answer other people's calls, so he dialed again and again.
Ling Yi finally connected.
A holographic projection of Adelaide appears in the room.
He smiled and sat in front of Ling Yi, looking at him.
The light in the room was not turned on, Ling Yi sat on the armchair by the window, his face was a little pale, and he looked up at him.
Such a melancholy look made people return to the dark castle in the Middle Ages in a trance. The owner of the castle was a young hereditary nobleman who had titles like the Duke of Violet and lived by drinking blood.
Adelaide was slightly stunned, not because of his appearance, but because of his expression.
A person's expression and body posture can reveal a lot, and in the eyes of a gifted and experienced psychologist, there is nothing to hide.
There's no way the bewildered sadness in his eyes comes from growing pains or Oedipus troubles.
That is clearly - trapped by love.
"Did Lin Si ask you to come?" Ling Yi asked lightly.
"Dr. Lin is worried about his children." Adelaide sat across from him and smiled.
"I think it's because he thinks there's something wrong with me."
"Actually, there is no problem." The psychiatrist smiled gently, which could make people let go of all vigilance. "I heard that you had a conflict over the issue of whether two people can lie on a bed."
"He said adult animals should learn to live on their own."
"That's not the problem..." Adelaide raised the corners of his lips, "You love him."
He thought that after saying this sentence, he would see Ling Yi suddenly enlightened and walk out of confusion, but unexpectedly, it was as if Ling Yi had heard a very ordinary sentence.
"Yeah," he said wearily, "of course I love him."
"No, not that kind of love." Adelaide said softly.
"Do you want to classify love?" Ling Yi asked him.
"That's right," Adelaide raised his eyebrows, "I like to divide love into genus and species."
Ling Yi smiled: "It sounds complicated."
"It's actually not complicated," Adelaide shrugged. "For example, the cub's love for its parents, the parents' love for their cubs, the parents' love for their cubs when they grow up, and the cubs' love for their parents when they grow up." Love."
"Aren't they a kind of love?" Ling Yi thought for a while, and said, "Is the love for a grown-up cub just to take it out of the nest?"
"I don't know much about biology, but I know that there is only one situation where two adults will live in the same nest for a long time." Adelaide looked at Ling Yi gently with those green eyes .
Ling Yi was silent for a long time, and finally whispered: "Thank you."
Adelaide wanted to say something, but the communication was suddenly cut off by Ling Yi unilaterally.
"Tsk." He leaned on the sofa and uttered an unclear tone.
Those who live in the same nest are, of course, spouses.
Under the night sky, Ling Yi was thinking about eight years ago.
The night when he decided to leave Linsi eight years ago, he was also under such a starry sky. Looking at Linsi who was still asleep, he felt completely sad in his heart, as if he would cry bitterly the next moment.
At that time, he was thinking, why, looking at Lin Si, who he obviously liked so much, wanted to cry.
At this moment, he suddenly remembered a lyric.
One of the millions of songs in Lucia's database is Chinese, a language he is not unfamiliar with, and he doesn't know when it came from. The melody has been forgotten, but there are two lines that he remembers very clearly.
Not only do I remember clearly, when I first heard those two words, my heartstrings suddenly trembled.
… babbling endlessly, the sorrow I give from time to time
… have yet to see immortality
Haven't seen immortality yet.
He looked up at the night sky.
The starry sky in the middle of the night, the glow flickers, the dawn rises and falls, and the sky breaks dawn.
The author has something to say: Oedipus complex: Oedipus kills patricide, possessive desire for father or mother.
Lyrics from The Hills.
Lin Si didn't think about that, it's not because he is slow, there are other reasons =w=
As for the meaning of this chapter, hehehe (mysterious smile)