"Miss Shi, do you need a name?"
"It sounds like I'm coveting status." Shi Xiaonian couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Butler Feng, let's put it this way, I need a simple home."
“…”
"I don't know if you can understand that I was abandoned by my biological parents when I was born, and later expelled by my adoptive parents." Shi Xiaonian said bitterly, "If I can't have a home of my own in this life, I think I won't be able to have a home of my own until I die. They won’t be willing to accept it.”
She longed for a family so much.
This desire has been in her body since she was a child, and she cannot change it easily.
“…”
One wish that I will never give up to until my death is to have a family.
It is a very simple wish, but it cannot be realized with the young master, unless he deceives himself into thinking that his lover's home is also his home.
Obviously, Miss Shi would not think so.
Feng De looked at Shi Xiaonian and didn't say anything for a long time.
It was raining outside.
Both were silent.
After a long time, Shi Xiaonian heard Feng De say, "I think if it hadn't happened, the young master might have refused to get married for Miss Shi's sake."
"What?"
Shi Xiaonian was startled.
That thing... what does it mean
Feng De sighed and said, "Do you know about the young master and brother?"
"I know." Shi Xiaonian nodded.
Gong Ou's brother died in a car crash on the way to his appointment.
"The relationship between the young master and the eldest young master has always been very good. The young master is irritable, and the only one who can calm the young master's emotions is the eldest young master." Feng De said, "That year, the eldest young master liked Meteor the most, so the young master made an appointment with him. Unexpectedly, the eldest young master But there was a car accident.”
“…”
Listening to this story again, Shi Xiaonian still felt sad.
But it was hard for her to imagine what it would be like if Gong Ou's character had a good relationship with someone. Would he also control his brother
Feng De thought of the eldest young master and couldn't help but reach out and cross himself, praying secretly.
After a while, Feng De said slowly, "The Gong family only has two sons. The eldest young master is gone, so the responsibility for the family marriage naturally falls on the young master's shoulders. What's more, the young master has always been worried about the eldest young master's death. Huai, even if he didn’t say anything, I knew he was feeling guilty and blaming himself.”
Shi Xiaonian understood, "You mean he..."
"People who come from a big family have a heavy sense of responsibility. The young master is taking on the responsibilities for the eldest young master, just like making the eldest young master's unfinished NE system the best in the world."
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was a little shocked.
These are things she doesn't know.
She even said that Gong Ou was a blessing to the people, which was a high-sounding statement. It turned out that there was another reason.
"Speaking of this, I hope that Miss Shi will not misunderstand the young master's feelings for you. There are some things that people really can't help themselves." Feng De sighed, "If Miss Shi can't guide the young master, at least, don't do it again." Provoke him."
“…”
"I, an old man, beg you."
After saying that, Feng De bowed deeply and bent at 90 degrees.
Shi Xiaonian was shocked and stood up quickly, "Butler Feng, please don't do this."
"I'm relying on my old age, please promise me." Feng De bent over and couldn't get up, and a few strands of white hair in his hair pierced Shi Xiaonian's eyes.
Shi Xiaonian couldn't see him pleading with her at such a young age, so she moved her lips and said, "Okay, I understand."
She will work hard.
Try not to get irritated.
"Thank you, Miss Shi." Feng De straightened up, smiled slightly, and continued, "As for Miss Tang's mother and son, please don't irritate the young master again."
He really didn't want to go out and break the furniture and order new furniture again and again.
It's a complete test of his old bones.
"Well, I don't know how to avoid irritating him."
"Miss Shi knows better than me, doesn't she?"
Feng De smiled.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was silent, did she know, maybe, as long as she didn't keep trying to distance herself from the relationship, Gong Ou wouldn't be irritated.
What should she do
Will she lose her freedom forever
"The young master has had a smooth life since he was a child, but not everyone can understand the responsibilities he bears. Please don't add too much weight to him."
Feng De begged her sincerely.
"He has such a bad temper, are you still willing to speak for him like this?" Shi Xiaonian asked, looking at the few strands of white hair on his head.
Isn’t it enough for a housekeeper to do what a housekeeper should do
"In the British palace, there is more than one butler, and internal fighting is common. I don't like fighting." Feng De smiled gently and said, "When the young master left, he only took me away. From that time on, I decided that Master."
“…”
"The young master has a bad temper, which is not what he wants. Just like a person who is sick and has pain is not willing to do so, because it is beyond his control."
Feng De did his duties as a housekeeper so well that she couldn't refute him.
"The young master is shutting himself in the study now. Please go and have a chat with him."
"let me see."
With that said, Shi Xiaonian walked out and leaned against the wall alone, with Feng De's words echoing in his ears -
"You know, Miss Shi, this is the first time that the young master has invited a doctor from the British Palace family. He has never invited a doctor himself when he is sick."
"Maybe in Miss Shi's eyes, what the young master has done is not enough. But in my eyes, the young master has changed a lot for Miss Shi."
"The young master is taking up the responsibilities for the eldest young master, just like making the eldest young master's unfinished NE system the best in the world."
"Speaking of this, I hope Miss Shi will not misunderstand the young master's feelings for you. There are some things that people really cannot control themselves."
I can't help myself.
After talking to Feng De, Shi Xiaonian's view of Gong Ou changed a lot.
I don’t know if her outlook on things has become skewed, but she actually feels that Gong Ou is also humane. It turns out that he doesn’t just want to enjoy the blessings of others.
But no matter how human he is, no matter how helpless he is, he still runs counter to her principles.
She didn't want to be controlled by him, she wanted to leave.
Gong Ou is such a person, it is so difficult to like him, and it is not easy to hate him... either.
"Eh--"
Shi Xiaonian sighed, thought for a long time, left for the kitchen, fried two side dishes with one hand and put them on the dinner plate.
The maid followed her to the study carrying the dinner plate.
At the door of the study, Shi Xiaonian took out Feng Dena's universal room card and opened the door.
"Beep——"
Closed doors were opened.
"Get out! I told you not to bother me!"
There was a roar, followed by a book hitting her feet, only three centimeters away from her toes.
Shi Xiaonian silently took back her feet, raised her eyes and looked inside.
In front of the long desk, Gong Ou sat there with a livid face. When he saw Shi Xiaonian, a flash of astonishment flashed in his gloomy black eyes, and his eyes immediately glanced at her feet.
Her feet were not hit.
Gong Ou then moved his eyes away and said coldly, "Get out!"
"I want to talk to you."
When Xiaonian spoke, his voice was light.
"What else can you say? It's just that you have found the child, you can retire and let me let you go!" Gong Ou glared at her coldly.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the door, a little stunned.
She thought he was thinking about whether Bob was his son. Why was he thinking about this
"Then will you let me go?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Dream your dream!" Gong Ou growled, stood up from the desk, raised his hand and swept the documents and books on the table to the floor, including the contract she had signed.
“…”
"Shi Xiaonian, let me tell you, the contract states that I will hand over the child you gave birth to for me! Leave? Don't even think about it!" Gong Ou yelled out an answer that was not surprising to her, "Let's not talk about that woman first. Whether my son is mine or not, even if he is, you can’t condemn me for this.”
With that said, Gong Ou smashed all the things on the table that could be smashed, venting the anger in his body.
Convict him
When did she condemn him
Shi Xiaonian took the dinner plate from the maid, held it up with one hand, and walked in with some difficulty with her left hand.
She didn't take a few steps when he yelled at her again, "Just stop right here, are you afraid that I won't be able to hit you?"
Don't run away if you see him losing his temper.
Should she brave the wind like this
"Then don't smash it." Shi Xiaonian said lightly and continued walking inside.
Gong Ou was holding a book in his hand and was about to smash it down. Seeing her coming over so firmly and putting the book back abruptly, he was furious, "Get out!"
Shi Xiaonian put down the dining table on the table and freed his hands.
"Who asked you to cook?" Gong Ou knew as soon as he saw the dishes that they were made by her.
Didn't she have a big quarrel with him? Why did she suddenly cook for him
"Eat?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Don't eat! Get out!" Gong Ou snorted coldly, but his black eyes were staring at the food.
"I want to talk to you about Bob."
"I won't let you go without chatting!" Gong Ou said, his voice as arrogant as an ignorant child.
"What's your focus?" She wanted to talk about Bob, not her.
"The point is that if you want to leave, I won't let you go. It's that simple."
Gong Ou's chest was attacked by an unprecedented annoyance. He sat back in his chair heavily, his face cold and ugly, his eyes swept over the dishes on the plate, and his chest felt inexplicably more comfortable.
“…”
At this time, he still only thinks about her leaving
How afraid he was of her leaving.
Thinking of what Feng De told her, Shi Xiaonian sighed lightly, said nothing, and bent down to pick up the information on the ground.
Gong Ou rushed over, snatched the information from her hand, and stared at her coldly, "Can you just stop and lie down for a while? Don't move around!"
Her hand was injured like this and she still moved around! And cooking!
Don't think about it yet.
Shi Xiaonian pursed her lips and looked at Gong Ou in front of her. He was domineering and nervous in the depths of his black eyes.
Sometimes, she was really confused, not knowing whether to hate or sympathize with Gong Ou.
She could tell that he wanted to be nice to her, but his temper was really hard for her to endure.
"What are you looking at?" Gong Ou stared at her.
When Xiao Nian retracted her gaze, Gong Ou took her arm and pushed her to sit on the chair in front of the desk. He sat directly on the desk facing her.
His slender legs spread out and stepped on the armrests of the chair on both sides of her.
Shi Xiaonian was almost trapped between his legs.
There is nothing elegant about this posture.
Gong Ou stared down at her face and said coldly, "Besides your leaving, what else do you want to talk about?" (To be continued)