Mu Qianchu refused to let go.
Shi Xiaonian became anxious and blurted out, "I know we are two extreme people, but I fell in love with him!"
she shouted loudly.
“…”
Mu Qianchu looked at her blankly.
Last time in the omelette restaurant, she only described Miyao as "like". How long had it passed before she said... love
The weather is extremely hot at this moment.
The heavy rain suddenly came down noisily, and the two of them were soaked to the skin in an instant.
"Qianchu, I'm sorry."
His stunned look made Shi Xiaonian feel even more apologetic, but she still firmly pushed his hand away and turned around to walk to her car.
The raindrops hit her face bit by bit, which was extremely painful.
Mu Qianchu stood behind her and said loudly, "Xiao Nian, if you leave today, we will break off our friendship!"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was stunned and turned to look at Mu Qianchu in astonishment in the rain, "Qianchu?"
She didn't expect him to say such words.
"Xiao Nian, has my respect for you turned into condoning you?"
Mu Qianchu stood there, the rain washing his feminine face, the wound on his wrist was wet by the rain, and faint blood dripped down, "I know, I was not good to you in the six years since I lost my memory. , so I especially want to make it up to you. Whatever you say is what you say, and you can do whatever you want. I never interfere, but I never thought that you would leave one day because of this."
“…”
"Do you know how afraid I am that you will fall in love with Gong Ou? From the beginning of all kinds of temptations, from the time you left the amusement park, I have been living in speculation and worry." Mu Qianchu said word by word in the rain. , "The moment you took off the ring on the overpass, do you know how happy I was? I thought you put Gong Ou down."
“…”
"So I let you go, I let you spend some time alone, but I didn't let you fall in love with Gong Ou!" At the end of the sentence, Mu Qianchu was a little hoarse, not at all like his usual gentleness, "Why? You promised me that you would come to me first, have you forgotten?"
“…”
"Why do you want what I fear most to happen?" Mu Qianchu looked at her, his eyes filled with water, and he could tell whether it was tears or rain.
Why would you let my worst fears happen
When Shi Xiaonian heard these words, his heart ached. This was not only his biggest fear, but falling in love with Gong Ou had always been her biggest fear.
But what happens is what happens.
There was nothing she could do.
"..." Shi Xiaonian didn't know what to say, and stood there silently, tears falling silently.
When Mu Qianchu saw that she no longer walked resolutely, he took a few steps forward and walked in front of her. His dark eyes looked at her almost pleadingly, "Ever since I recovered my memory, my only belief is you, and there is only you left in my world. You are light."
The next second, he pulled her into his arms and held her tightly.
When he woke up from the false memory, he was surrounded by his parents who only cared about the Mu Group, his sister who only wanted to fight for power, Shi Di who gave him medicine, and Shi's father who wanted to control him.
Only she, the girl who pulled him up from the snow, was the only clean color in his world.
She is the only one he can pursue.
So he cautiously walked towards her step by step, but in the end, she still wanted to leave him, so determined.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian listened to his words blankly.
"I can't live without you. Xiaonian, let me beg you. It doesn't matter if you don't love me now, but I beg you not to leave me. If you are gone, I don't know what is left in my world." Mu Qian Chu hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
When Shi Xiaonian listened to his words, she suddenly felt scared.
She never thought that she meant so much to Mu Qianchu.
"Qianchu, don't be like this, I'm not that good." He made her feel scared.
He said she was his lifeline.
Now he was begging her not to leave, and he actually begged her... He was the young master of the Mu family. Even when he was fostered in the Shi family, he looked dignified and noble, with the attitude of a young master.
He actually begged her now.
"I know whether it's good or not." Mu Qianchu hugged her tightly in the rain, "How about we start over? Xiaonian, let's start over and live the life of our childhood sweethearts."
Shi Xiaonian wanted to push him away, but he hugged her tightly.
Her hand slowly dropped, "Qianchu, I can't go back."
So sad.
She didn't know how gentle and kind Mu Qianchu was to her. If she could, she would choose him.
"You can go back, as long as you don't see Gong Ou." Mu Qianchu hugged her, "You still care about me, otherwise you wouldn't have rushed back when I signed the contract, or you wouldn't have risked everything when you heard that I was seriously injured. Come running over."
"thousand… "
"You care about me, Xiao Nian, come with me. When we leave this place, everything can start again." Mu Qianchu let go of her, held her face in his hands, and looked at her lovingly with his eyes. "You forgot, we said we wanted to have a family together."
“…”
"We are the same kind. It doesn't matter if the whole world doesn't want us. It's good that we have each other, right? Haven't you always wanted a family? Let's register right away, let's get married right away, and let's build a family of our own. Okay? ,Um?"
Build a home of your own.
That's great, that's been her dream all along, but she's never had her own home.
Mu Qianchu held her face and looked at her expectantly.
The raindrops hit him hard.
Shi Xiaonian moved her lips, looked at Mu Qianchu in front of her, and said with difficulty, "Qianchu, I have fallen in love with him. Even if I don't see him, even if I'm not with him, my It’s impossible for my heart to hold another man, do you understand?”
As soon as she finished speaking, warm tears overflowed from her eyes.
"It doesn't matter, as long as you are with me." Mu Qianchu's feminine face showed a crazy stubbornness at this moment.
"This is unfair to you and me," she said.
"I don't want fairness!"
Mu Qianchu said loudly and looked at her stubbornly.
"But I don't want to hurt you, let alone delay you." Shi Xiaonian said, slowly reaching out to push his hand away and open the car door.
Mu Qianchu stood there, looking at her figure.
Why is it useless for him to say so much
Why was it useless for him to beg her
"Isn't it hurtful for you to do this to me?" Mu Qianchu looked at her and asked, tears sliding down his cheeks. Fortunately, it was covered by the rain, so he didn't even wipe them away. He laughed at himself, "If I had known that this would be the ending, I would have I would rather let the flute of time turn me into a fool!"
He got his memory back, but he couldn't find her.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's body stiffened just as he was about to sit in the car.
Was she really too cruel to Mu Qianchu, but what could she do? Who can teach her what to do
The screen of the mobile phone she placed on her seat suddenly lit up, displaying the news of the car accident and a voice message as well.
It's from Gongou.
Shi Xiaonian was stunned, and quickly picked up the phone and put it to her ear, and then she heard Gong Ou's gloomy voice ringing in her ear -
"Shi Xiaonian, even if you really want to throw me away like a piece of trash, you should give me an explanation! I want you to tell me personally that you never loved me!"
“…”
Did he think she had thrown him away like a piece of trash
A phone call suddenly came in. Shi Xiaonian answered the phone and heard Feng De's anxious voice on the other side, "Miss Shi, where are you? Come to the overpass quickly, something happened to the young master."
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian asked nervously, "How is Gong Ou? Is he injured?"
It’s really Gong Ou.
"I don't know. I just arrived at the scene. The accident is still being dealt with. It's raining so hard that I can't even find the young master. The car has been damaged." Feng De's urgent voice came, "It's all I'm not good, I shouldn't help you, otherwise the young master wouldn't come out to find you alone..."
Shi Xiaonian listened blankly, did Gong Ou get into trouble because he was looking for her
"I'll come right away!"
Shi Xiaonian said, throwing her phone into the car and about to get in. Suddenly she realized something. She stood there stiffly and raised her eyes to look at the person in the rain.
Mu Qianchu stood there with a mocking smile in his eyes, looking at her in the heavy rain.
"Qianchu, I'm sorry, I can't bear your feelings." Shi Xiaonian looked at him guiltily, slowly said hurtful words, and was about to get into the car.
"Since you can't bear it, why did you spend six years trying to revive my memory? Why can't you bear it when I restore my memory?" Mu Qianchu looked at her, his face pale, "I didn't lose to six years Time, I lost to Gong Ou."
It was because he was not strong enough and he did not have the ability like Gong Ou, so she chose Gong Ou.
He is not lost to the passage of time and the weakening of feelings.
He lost to Gong Ou.
If there was no Gong Ou, she would be his.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him and bit her lip in sadness, "I don't know what to say."
At this moment, she really didn't know what to say. Saying sorry was hurtful, saying compensation was even more hurtful... She didn't know how to face Mu Qianchu.
"Don't say anything." Mu Qianchu stood in the rain, soaked to the skin, "I just want you to know that if you leave my sight today, we will say goodbye."
"Don't do this..."
What is farewell
Are we going to die without contacting each other
"You can make a choice. I will respect your choice one last time." Mu Qianchu looked at her and said, his voice almost hoarse.
Shi Xiaonian looked at his face that became paler in the rain, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, and her hand pressing on the car door was hit hard by the raindrops.
Time seemed to freeze in an instant.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
When Xiaonian heard her trembling voice, she got into the car without hesitation, turned around and left.
In the rearview mirror, Mu Qianchu was still standing in the rain, looking thin.
Shi Xiaonian bit her lip with her teeth, bit it tightly, and drove away cruelly.
Since she has fallen in love with Gong Ou, any hesitation towards Mu Qianchu would be hurting him. He is the person she cherishes and she cannot bear to hurt him.
“…”
Mu Qianchu stood alone in the middle of the road, letting the heavy rain wash away his figure. He watched the car leave his sight without hesitation, and slowly closed his eyes. (To be continued)