Gong Ou stood beside her, staring at her face with his dark eyes, suppressing his jealousy and asked, "Shi Xiaonian, you don't really feel guilty for Mu Qianchu's death, do you?"
Depend on.
Then wouldn’t she have the status of a dead person in her heart for the rest of her life? What he wants is all her heart, not a single penny left.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the lake, the wind blew through her long hair, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her voice trembled, "Actually speaking, I am not good to Qianchu, and I am not as wholehearted as him."
“…”
Gong Ou stood beside her, not wanting to hear Shi Xiaonian talk about men other than him.
But he also knew that she needed to talk, otherwise it would be even worse if she held it in, which would cause a psychological barrier.
"From the time Qianchu arrived at Shi's house, I took care of him not because I was kind, but because I wanted to cultivate a companion of my own. Because he is blind, I felt that he would not only like Shi Di like others, so I have been taking care of him. Him, be good to him." Shi Xiaonian said slowly, with a hint of hoarseness in her voice.
"..." Gong Ou looked at her, with guilt on her pale face.
"I am good to him because I hope he can be good to me and never leave me for the rest of his life." Tears fell from her eyes. "Am I bad?"
She approached Mu Qianchu with a purpose.
But in the end, she let go of Mu Qianchu's hand.
Gong Ou leaned forward, pressed his arms on the guardrail, and stared at her with black eyes, "The woman I, Gong Ou, likes has no shortcomings!"
Who dares to say she is bad!
When tears blurred Xiaonian's vision, she blinked, raised her eyes to look at the blue sky, and murmured, "Later, he recovered his eyesight, lost his memory, and was with Shi Di. He was very happy. In fact, if I really For his own good, I should let him go, but I didn't. I kept pestering him, wanting him to regain his memory, and not wanting him to forget his promise to stay with me."
“…”
Gong Ou stared at her. He was very unhappy after hearing this, so he suppressed it.
Has she been afraid of missing company since she was a child
So she still finds it annoying that he stays with her 24 hours a day? She thinks he is authoritarian, so she chooses someone to co-write, right
Gong Ou thought that he wanted to break her neck.
"This entanglement lasted six years. Now that I think about it, why bother? He has recovered his memory, but I no longer want his company and have pushed him away time and time again."
Thinking of this, Shi Xiaonian felt even more guilty. She slowly squatted down, wrapped her arms around her knees, and closed her eyes apologetically.
"Whether he loses his memory or recovers it has nothing to do with you!" Gong Ou looked down at Shi Xiaonian who was squatting on the ground, and said in an arrogant and domineering tone, "Because you are mine!"
She was destined to be his.
Even if Mu Qianchu didn't lose his memory, she wouldn't be with Mu Qianchu!
"Qianchu must hate me very much. He didn't want anything for me. He was hurt so many times, but I ignored him. I didn't even go to see him again before he went to France." Shi Xiaonian closed his eyes, His voice was sad, "He must have hated me before he left."
She felt guilty when she thought that Mu Qianchu had been waiting for her in the last moments but she didn't go.
Hearing this, Gong Ou frowned in displeasure. Was he going to blame him again
"Hey! Shi Xiaonian!"
Gong Ou knelt down in front of her and stared at her with his dark eyes, "Don't say I'm tyrannical. I'll give you three days to be sad. After three days, you have to treat me like before! I am the only one in your eyes and heart! Listen! Have you arrived yet?"
In front of her, he specially found a step for himself.
All the stairs in the world will be found by him.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian squatted there, not in the mood to argue with Gong Ou, and said calmly, "You still have to help me find Qianchu, okay?"
She still couldn't believe that Qianchu died like this.
Gong Ou gritted his teeth and pointed at his eyes, "What do you see here?"
"What?"
Shi Xiaonian didn't understand what he meant.
"Jealous - jealous!" Gong Ou gritted his teeth and roared, "The search and rescue team has already searched and rescued, how can I help!"
Even if I can help him, I don’t want to!
If you have time, why not sponsor a few Hope Primary Schools!
“…”
Shi Xiaonian bit her lip.
"Get up! Go home!" Gong Ou said.
Shi Xiaonian squatted still.
Gong Ou stared at her, and finally had to compromise in a cold voice, "I know, I will find it for you! Go home, little ancestor!"
He forcibly picked her up from the ground, pushed her into the car, then sat on it, and said displeasedly, "If I die one day, I don't know if you will be so sad!"
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian glared at him.
"Why are you staring at me? Are you still angry at me?"
He has been tolerant enough today!
How dare she stare at him like that.
"Can you please stop talking nonsense? Is it so easy to say whether you are dead or not?" Shi Xiaonian glared at him and said.
"Why can't you say it? I just..."
"Shut up! Gong Ou!"
Shi Xiaonian's eyes were round and she stared at him angrily. Her tone was very serious and she would not allow him to joke about this kind of thing at all.
“…”
Gong Ou sat next to her and looked at her serious expression. He was immediately speechless. The domineering look on his face gradually disappeared. He turned his head and said in a low voice, "Shut up, just shut up."
He has a bigger temper than him.
What woman.
…
For several days, the search and rescue team only recovered some aircraft wreckage and found a few bodies, all of which had been soaked beyond recognition.
After identification, it was not Mu Qianchu.
At this time, Shi Xiaonian no longer wanted to hear any news about the identification of the body in the news. She would rather not hear it.
Even if she couldn't hear it, she could still deceive herself that Mu Qianchu was still alive somewhere and not dead.
The sun shines through the glass window. Shi Xiaonian is sitting on the bay window, leaning against the wall, holding her knees with her hands, looking sideways at the scenery outside the window. There is the forest in the distance.
She looked outside, but her eyes were unfocused and confused.
"Xiao Nian, if you leave today, we will break off our friendship!"
"Xiao Nian, has my respect for you turned into condoning you?"
"Ever since I recovered my memory, you are the only one I believe in, and you are the only one who is bright in my world."
"I just want you to know that when you leave my sight today, it will be a farewell between us."
The last encounter with Mu Qianchu kept replaying before her eyes.
When you leave my sight today, it is a farewell between us.
It turns out that this was not a word of anger, they really said goodbye to each other, but why was it done in this way, why...
If she had known that it would be like this, she would have spoken to Mu Qianchu properly that day.
The person she hurt the most was Mu Qianchu, who suffered too much for her. In the end, it was because she made her relationship public that he chose to leave another country, and then such a tragedy happened.
Now she was filled with guilt and regret.
The door was pushed open and Feng De walked in from the outside. He walked up to Shi Xiaonian with a plate of appetizing fruit in his hand and said, "Miss Shi, please eat some fruit."
"I have no appetite, take it off."
Shi Xiaonian sat on the bay window and said lightly.
"Miss Shi..." Feng De sighed and comforted her, "Miss Shi, just as you believe, maybe Master Mu is not dead yet, he just left and doesn't want to contact anyone. Why do you torture yourself? Woolen cloth?"
Torturing yourself is torturing the young master.
To torture the young master is to torture the entire imperial castle.
In the past few days since receiving the news of the plane crash, Shi Xiaonian has been hiding in various rooms. Except for a few words with the young master, she said nothing to others.
The young master also indulged her and would not lose his temper with her, but only took it out on the servants.
The castle's furniture has been replaced three more times, and it will be too late for the factory to produce any more.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was silent, didn't speak, just looked outside.
Seeing this, Feng De sighed helplessly and turned to leave. After thinking about it, Feng De couldn't help but said, "Just think of me as an old man who talks too much. Miss Shi, you only feel sorry for Master Mu now and don't care about him anymore." ?"
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly turned her head to look at Feng De, "What's wrong with Gong Ou?"
Gong Ou is doing well these days.
Maybe he was jealous and suspicious at first, but he didn't do anything to her in the past two days. She felt sorry for Mu Qianchu and he didn't say anything.
"Ms. Shi, didn't you watch the news?"
Feng De asked.
Shi Xiaonian shook her head. She didn't want to hear any more bad news, so she refused to listen or see.
"Now there is a conspiracy theory in the public opinion. It is said that the young master caused the air crash in order to win the beauty alone. Your sister has made insinuations in front of the media. This kind of public opinion cannot be suppressed." Feng De said, "The young master has been in the air for the past two days. I didn't pay attention to this matter, I always wanted to make Miss Shi happy."
"How could this happen? I haven't heard Gong Ou mention it."
Shi Xiaonian opened her eyes wide in surprise.
Shi Di will not be willing to turn things upside down, right? Go spread rumors again.
"The young master is probably afraid that Miss Shi will be burdened if she finds out." Feng De sighed, and then said, "But I think it's right to feel sorry for Master Mu, but Shi Xiaonian can't just ignore the young master."
"I'm going to check on him. Where is he?"
Shi Xiaonian got down from the bay window without thinking much, put on her slippers and ran outside.
"studio."
Seeing this, Feng De breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that Miss Shi had not completely forgotten the young master.
Shi Xiaonian ran out anxiously until she reached the studio door.
The door is ajar.
Shi Xiaonian did not go in immediately, but looked in through the crack in the ajar door and saw many computers hanging on the wall inside, all of them open, displaying codes that she could not understand.
In the middle, Gong Ou was sitting on a massage chair with a keyboard on his knees. His slender fingers were tapping quickly on it, as if he was playing the piano in a hurry.
She looked at Gong Ou, his side face was stern and his brows were furrowed.
Suddenly, he threw the keyboard aside harshly, with annoyance all over his body, as if he had a deep hatred for the keyboard.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.
When she saw him these days, he was fine. She didn't expect that he was still so irritable in private. Are he worried about public opinion? (To be continued)