Talking and laughing
Shi Xiaonian's eyes trembled, and a chill came over her body. She spilled the medicine in her hand, turned around and ran towards the main house.
"boom!"
A loud noise came from upstairs, causing the birds in the tree to flap their wings and fly away, making some sharp calls.
That was gunfire.
Shi Xiaonian raised his head and looked upstairs blankly. The sound came from the direction of Xu Bingxin's room.
"don't want!"
Shi Xiaonian shouted at the top of his lungs, his face turned pale, and he ran inside with all his strength.
Mu Qianchu quickly followed her.
Shi Xiaonian rushed up the stairs, no, no.
Mother, don't.
They had only known each other for less than a year, but their father left and their mother could no longer leave her.
No, absolutely not.
Please, please.
Mother, please, you must be well!
Mu Qianchu ran faster than Shi Xiaonian. He rushed into Xu Bingxin's room and froze as soon as he opened the door.
Shi Xiaonian rushed over and was hugged by Mu Qianchu. His hands pressed her eyes. His breath was a little unsteady and filled with distress, "Don't look, Xiaonian, don't look."
“…”
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian froze, and the blood all over his body turned cold.
At that moment, she felt like she had walked into hell.
She slowly raised her hand, pulled Mu Qianchu's hand down, and looked forward.
On the huge bed, Xu Bingxin was lying on the bed wearing an old-style women's shirt. Her face was calm, as if she was sleeping, but she held a silver pistol in her hand, and a red flower bloomed on her chest.
Very red flowers.
Like the red dye used in traditional Chinese paintings, no painter is needed. The liquid is flowing freely, dripping on Xu Bingxin's yellowed shirt.
"boom."
Shi Xiaonian's legs softened and she knelt on the ground.
Mu Qianchu frowned as he watched this scene, a touch of sadness flashed across his face. He walked forward and put his hand under Xu Bingxin's nose.
I can't feel any breathing anymore.
He looked at Shi Xiaonian, not daring to tell her this fact.
Shi Xiaonian tried to stand up, but couldn't. She simply crawled forward. Mu Qianchu looked at her in shock.
Shi Xiaonian crawled to the bedside, grabbed Xu Bingxin's hand, and reached out to caress her face, "Mom, the plane is about to take off. It's time for us to leave. Come on, get up and stop falling asleep, okay?"
Upon hearing the gunfire, Shidi, the servants, and bodyguards rushed over and blocked the door. Screams rang out one after another.
However, Shi Xiaonian seemed not to hear, holding Xu Bingxin's hand and placing it against her face, urging her softly, "Hurry up, mother, get up, be good, sleep on the plane again, get up, Get up quickly."
“…”
Xu Bingxin lay there without any response.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the wound on her chest and said, "Does it hurt? It's okay. I can bandage it. I'll bandage it for you. Once it's bandaged, it won't hurt anymore."
As she said that, Shi Xiaonian went to open the drawer on the side but couldn't find it. She threw herself at the cabinet in the corner and murmured, "Mom, wait a minute, I'll bandage you right away. No, why not?" One of you, go get me the medical kit, hurry up! Can't you see that my mother is hurt?"
Shi Xiaonian shouted to the group of people at the door.
With that said, Shi Xiaonian rushed back to the bed again, stretched out her hand to hold Xu Bingxin's bleeding heart, blood quickly stained her hands, "It's okay, mother, don't be afraid, I will bandage you right away, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." painful."
Mu Qianchu pulled her from behind and said, "Xiao Nian, please don't do this. Auntie has already left."
"Don't touch me!" Shi Xiaonian glared at him angrily, "If you do this, I will hurt my mother's wounds!"
She wants to cure her mother.
She had to cure her mother, she had to cure her.
Her mother still has to wash her hair.
"Xiao Nian!"
Mu Qianchu frowned and looked at her.
"Go away, go away, you are making a lot of noise, my mother will be annoyed, you go away." Shi Xiaonian pressed Xu Bingxin's heart hard, pressing it tightly, and her hands were stained with dye. Red her eyes.
It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine, it will be fine.
Yes, it will be fine.
Mu Qianchu simply hugged Shi Xiaonian from behind, trying to lift her away from the bed.
Shi Xiaonian struggled desperately, raised her hand and threw it hard at his face.
"Snapped."
A loud slap stained with blood.
Mu Qianchu was beaten to the point of turning his head away, with a bloody palm mark on his face. He looked at Shi Xiaonian intently, but Shi Xiaonian ignored him at all and rushed to the bed to hold Xu Bingxin's heart.
"Qianchu!"
Shi Di was stunned and quickly ran to Mu Qianchu and took out a tissue to wipe his face.
Mu Qianchu's face didn't look good. He grabbed a tissue and wiped the blood on his face. He turned his eyes and glanced at a piece of paper on the bedside table with dense words written on it.
He scanned the contents hastily, and then handed the paper to Shi Xiaonian.
"Mother, don't be afraid. I'll heal your injuries. I'll heal you."
Shi Xiaonian murmured, and suddenly a piece of paper appeared in her sight.
She looked over and saw the piece of paper on which her father desperately wanted to bring back love words to her mother. At this moment, there were many, many more words on it.
Shi Xiaonian stared blankly, and her blood-stained hands began to tremble.
After a long time, she stretched out her hand to take the paper and looked down at the content on it -
Dear Xiao Nian:
When the news of Jitao's death came back, I made this decision. Don't be sad for me, I am very happy because I have gone to heaven. There is music, waves, and Xiaoyu and Jitao in heaven, which I yearn for very much. But I feel sorry for you. I abandoned you once more than 20 years ago, and now I want to abandon you again. To you, I am really a selfish mother. I also hesitated, but I yearned for that place too much. I'm sorry, my dear daughter.
Last time, you left with Gong Ou. I think you must love that man very much, so for him, you have to live strong.
Mother bless you, you will be happy, you will be happy, and you will have everything beautiful in this world.
This is Xu Bingxin’s suicide note.
Written below the sentence in Italian about my father.
Shi Xiaonian knelt on the ground, holding the suicide note in her blood-stained hands, her lips trembling.
I hesitated.
Is this your choice after hesitation
Is it because she chose to leave with Gong Ou last time and did not stay to take care of her mother, so her mother felt that Gong Ou was more important to her, so she could just drop everything to look for her father and brother
sorry.
Mother is very important, mother is very important.
If she had it to do over again, she would stay, she would stay, please, don't go.
Shi Xiaonian pinched the letter and was in pain, but her face was dry and there was not a single tear. She couldn't cry. She couldn't cry no matter what.
Her father died and she had no tears.
Even when her mother died, she had no tears.
She didn't know what was wrong with her.
If her parents were watching her somewhere now, would they be able to go hand in hand to find her brother with more confidence
She turned to look out the window and into the dazzling sunlight.
Please, don't go.
Look at her more, she is in pain, really in pain, don't leave her, don't leave her here.
"Xiao Nian."
Mu Qianchu threw away the tissue and knelt down next to her, "I will take care of Auntie's affairs."
"I really want to cry."
Shi Xiaonian said, she tried hard to shed tears, but couldn't. She was like a heartless person without tears.
“…”
Mu Qianchu reached out and hugged her into his arms.
When Xiaonian leaned on his chest, she couldn't cry. She could only scream hysterically, but even her screams were broken.
The sound sounded like a ghost wailing in the night.
It makes people shudder to hear it.
Xu Bingxin lay calmly on the bed, letting the blood on her chest turn her shirt red. The corners of her lips were always curved into a faint smile.
With the help of Mu Qianchu, Shi Xiaonian held a funeral for Xu Bingxin.
My father and mother's funerals took place less than a week apart.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the beach and scattered Xu Bingxin's ashes into the ocean. Now that I think about it, when her mother scattered her father's ashes, she was hinting at her future path.
But she didn't understand.
She only wanted to take her mother away. She only thought about this, but in the end she failed to take her mother with her.
Maybe, my mother is really happy.
Because finally I can swim in the sea with my father.
The wind blowing from the sea was so strong that Shi Xiaonian's skirt was flying like butterfly wings. Mu Qianchu stood aside and accompanied her quietly.
The urn is empty.
Shi Xiaonian still stood there motionless, looking at the sea.
"Xiao Nian, let's go back."
Mu Qianchu took the urn away from her hand, handed it to Shi Di beside him, and walked back with Shi Xiaonian in his arms.
Shi Di looked at their figures closely together with a look of loneliness on his face.
After experiencing the death of both parents in succession, Shi Xiaonian has become numb to death.
She let Mu Qianchu hug her and leave.
Mu Qianchu brought her into the room. Shi Xiaonian was sat on the bed by him. Mu Qianchu looked down at her and said, "Okay, you can sleep for a while. I'll call you when dinner is ready."
Mu Qianchu gently helped her lie down, covered her with a quilt, and stared at her deeply with a pair of brown eyes.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian was lying on the bed, staring at the top with a pair of ridiculously red eyes, eyes unfocused.
“…”
Seeing her like this, Mu Qianchu frowned and turned to leave.
Just as he walked to the door, Shi Xiaonian's dull voice sounded in the room, "I want to go back to China."
Mu Qianchu's figure froze, and a flash of displeasure flashed in his eyes. He turned to look at Shi Xiaonian, and whispered, "This is the Xi family, the place your parents left for you, where are you going back?"
"Go back to my daughter and go back to find Gong Ou."
Shi Xiaonian's voice was dull and without any emotion.
"There are many people looking for Gong Ou, you'd better have a good rest." Mu Qianchu said, opening the door to leave.
"I want to go back. I don't want to stay in this place for a moment."
Shi Xiaonian said it again, her tone full of stubbornness.
"boom!"
Mu Qianchu slammed the door in displeasure, turned to look at her, and said in a deep voice, "You won't be able to see Gong Ou when you go back, let alone your daughter!" (To be continued)