is wrong.
Big mistake.
"Do you regret being with Gong Ou?" Mu Qianchu asked, "Do you regret destroying me and your entire family because of him?"
"What I regret is that I shouldn't have made any promises to you. No matter it was the first time or the second time, I shouldn't have made a light promise to you. If so, would your hatred be less?" Xiao Nian asked.
She should have always refused, she should not have compromised even once.
This became her sin, a sin that could not be washed away.
Hearing this, the hatred on Mu Qianchu's face deepened, and he glared at her and said, "If you hadn't promised me never to be with Gong Ou, do you think I would have chosen that moment to save you?"
That's not the time yet.
He should wait until she gives up completely on Gong Ou!
"If I had known today, I would rather die on the operating table!"
Shi Xiaonian said it forcefully, staring at him.
"What did you say?"
Mu Qianchu's expression stiffened slightly.
What did she mean, indifferent to everything he did
Shi Xiaonian walked to the side and said in a dull voice, "I remember you said before that I have changed. In fact, we have all changed."
He is no longer the clean boy who fell in the snow.
She is no longer the girl dependent on him.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian walked to the imperial concubine's bed, picked up the cup, and held the cup in her hands. The coffee was already cold and had no temperature at all.
"what you do?"
Mu Qianchu asked.
Shi Xiaonian walked towards him step by step and handed the cup to him, "Mu Qianchu, up to today, it is meaningless for us to say who is right and who is wrong, because we can't go back even if we regret it."
"You still want me to die?"
Mu Qianchu asked, staring at the coffee cup in her hand, in disbelief.
"Please pay with your life for my father and my fiancé."
Shi Xiaonian said stubbornly, with bloodshot eyes and tiredness written on her small face.
She no longer had the energy to argue with Mu Qianchu.
She just wanted this to end as soon as possible.
"..." Mu Qianchu stared at her, his eyes red and watery, and gritted his teeth and said, "I told you, I didn't want to kill your father! I didn't!"
He never thought about carrying human lives.
He never thought about taking the lives of her family, because he always hoped to be with her.
"Aren't you going to drink?"
Shi Xiaonian asked calmly, his eyes were dull and dim, and his voice was calm as usual, as if he was just asking, don't you drink coffee
"Do I have to die in your eyes?"
Mu Qianchu smiled bitterly and pointed at his heart, "Xiao Nian, look at this place. How many times has it hurt you? Can you just ask me?"
By the end, his voice was no longer full of hate, but became trembling.
He cried.
Tears fell from his eyes.
He was like a defeated soldier, standing helplessly in front of the general who was bent on acquitting himself, persistently asking the general to see his scars.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood there in silence, the hand holding the cup frozen in mid-air.
"No matter how many things I have done that are damning to you, don't forget one thing, I love you!" Mu Qianchu said loudly, tears welling up, "From the time we met, excluding those six years, I Is there any minute or second in the remaining time that I don’t love you for?”
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood numbly.
Compared to Mu Qianchu's crying, the numb expression on her face made her look so cold-blooded.
"Is there any minute or second that I don't expect that we can be together again and support each other like we did in the past? But what about you?" Mu Qianchu let his tears flow down and said bitterly, "I always think about what I am. What did I lose to Gong Ou, is it tenderness and care? Then I will be more gentle to you and protect you with my life! Am I wrong to think so? "
“…”
"But you still followed Gong Ou and left!" Mu Qianchu said, "Then what did I lose? Is it power? Is it power? I thought that if Gong Ou stepped under my feet, you would look at me again! I Is it wrong to think so?"
“…”
"I love you so much that you want to kill me. Is this all my fault?"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian stood there, her eyelashes trembling fiercely.
She heard the pain in his voice, which was so sad. She listened to his accusation silently, and then she slowly put the coffee cup back to her side.
Mu Qianchu looked down at her and reached out to wipe the tears from his face, with stubbornness in his eyes.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly. This was the first time she saw Mu Qianchu crying like a child who had been wronged.
Maybe he was right, it was her disregard for love that ruined everything.
Therefore, it was not him who killed his parents, but her.
It wasn't him who killed Gong Ou, it was her.
Everything is her fault.
She couldn't wait to see the twins one last time, she knew it.
Shi Xiaonian slowly picked up the coffee cup and lowered his head to taste it. As soon as his numb lips touched the rim of the cup, the cup was knocked down hard.
The whole cup of coffee spilled on the floor.
The cup shattered.
Mu Qianchu glared at her hatefully, "Why don't you commit suicide if you can't kill me? Xiaonian, let me tell you, from today on, you are mine!"
As he spoke, Mu Qianchu pulled her into his arms forcefully, lowered his head and kissed her lips, sucking her in hard. He held her face with both hands, tossing and turning, grinding his teeth on her lips as he frantically tried to pry her lips. Open her lips.
Shi Xiaonian's breath was taken away by him, and he immediately struggled desperately.
She is his.
Gong Ou's power is gone, Gong Ou is gone.
Why isn't she his
"boom."
Shi Xiaonian couldn't struggle and kicked his leg hard. Mu Qianchu was kicked back two steps and bent down to hug his leg.
She kicked him right on one of his bones, and the pain was fatal.
Shi Xiaonian stood there, breathing rapidly, wiping his lips with his hand, looking at him blankly, "Mu Qianchu, I'm not yours!"
Not even death.
Mu Qianchu put down his legs in pain, stood there, pursed his lips, and savored the taste of her lips, "Do you think you can leave now? Go out and see if anyone here is not mine, don't say this The island is this house, if you can get out, I will let you go!"
"You want to imprison me?"
Shi Xiaonian asked, his voice surprisingly calm.
"The Gong family has imprisoned you for so long, and you are still willing to be with Gong Ou. I think you probably like this kind of routine!" Mu Qianchu said, his voice a little gloomy, "Maybe in this way, you will soon She will be attracted to me."
Now he doesn't even dare to say a word about falling in love again.
Because she has never loved.
Ah.
A good sentence has never been loved.
"..." Shi Xiaonian stood there silently, raising his eyes to look at Mu Qianchu, his eyes particularly cold.
That look made Mu Qianchu very uncomfortable.
Mu Qianchu had never had such a quarrel with Shi Xiaonian, and having exhausted all his strength, he turned around and walked out.
"Do you know why I suddenly got engaged to Gong Ou without any hesitation?"
Shi Xiaonian's voice sounded behind him.
Mu Qianchu turned back to look at her.
Of course he wanted to know.
He still doesn't know why they agreed that she and Gong Ou could get engaged as soon as they said they were engaged, leaving her behind again.
Shi Xiaonian turned to look at him, "Do you know what is the biggest difference between you and Gong Ou?"
"What is it?"
Mu Qianchu wanted to know and almost went crazy.
"Gong Ou asked for my engagement at the cost of his own life, and you took the lives of my father and fiancé to ask for it from me." Shi Xiaonian's voice was very wooden, without any emotion, "If it were you, who would you be tempted by? ?”
“…”
Mu Qianchu finally knew the answer behind the engagement. His eyes flickered slightly and he walked out without saying anything. His steps were so hurried that he almost fell down.
So embarrassed.
…
Shi Xiaonian was placed under house arrest by Mu Qianchu in a small room.
She is used to standing at the window and looking at the scenery outside the window. She seems to have a special connection with house arrest. At first, it was Gong Ou who put her under house arrest; later it was Luo Qi; and now it is Mu Qianchu.
She loves freedom so much, but her freedom is imprisoned time and time again.
However, she should be free soon.
Shi Xiaonian stood at the window, her face pale and haggard, without any blood. She held a heart-shaped diamond ring between her fingers, held it up in the sun and stared quietly.
The bright light of the diamond emitted and fell into her eyes.
gorgeous.
Miyao, look, the ring you gave me is still so dazzling.
Just wait, I will find you soon, don't be afraid of being alone.
You should have met Xi Yu, right? Does he look like me? What about my parents? Are they particularly loving? Do you miss me very much
Gong Ou, when I get to heaven, I will play "Never Forget" for you.
Shi Xiaonian stared at the ring in her hand quietly, with a deep smile on her face, but the smile was unusually pale and haggard.
"boom."
The door was pushed open from the outside.
The smile in Shi Xiaonian's eyes suddenly dissipated. She lowered her head, put the ring back on her ring finger, and then silently walked to the sofa nearby and sat down.
The person who came in was Mu Qianchu.
Behind him was a brow scar doctor in a white coat, holding several bottles of potions in his hands.
Mu Qianchu was holding a tray in his hand, with steaming food on it.
He walked towards her, placed the tray in front of her, stared at her with his eyes lowered, and said in a low voice, "Put nutrient water or eat, it's your choice."
Of course Mu Qianchu knew that Shi Xiaonian was on a hunger strike.
She knew there was no hope of killing him, so she chose to wait for death.
“…”
Shi Xiaonian sat there in silence, without saying a word.
All that needed to be said had been said, and she had nothing more to say to Mu Qianchu.
She just wanted to wait quietly for her own moment to come.
It had been two days, and Shi Xiaonian didn't eat, drink, or talk. If he kissed her or touched her, she would immediately fight back like a wolf, biting him until blood dripped from his mouth.
Seeing her like this, Mu Qianchu said to the eyebrow doctor, "Give her some nutritional water."
"Yes, Master Mu."
The eyebrow doctor nodded.
Mu Qianchu stood up and picked up Shi Xiaonian. Shi Xiaonian didn't resist, she just opened her mouth and bit his arm.
“…”
Mu Qianchu frowned in pain, let her bite him, carried her to the bed, and put her down. (To be continued)