Shi Xiaonian didn't expect that she would still be able to see this paranoid Gong Ou.
After her words fell, Gong Ou's kiss suddenly stopped, and his black eyes looked towards her, with strong emotions in his eyes, "I want to see you, I'm going crazy."
Shi Xiaonian once thought that her tears were going to fall, but they couldn't.
She hugged him harder, wrapped her hands tightly around his body, and her soft voice was choked with sobs, "Miyao, I'm waiting for you to come back every second of every day. When you come back, I can hug you, no." I’ll keep you cold and frozen again.”
She was willing to bear all this.
“…”
Gong Ou stared at her deeply, slowly lowered his head and kissed her lips. This time he no longer kissed eagerly, but slowly kissed the softness on her lips.
Shi Xiaonian responded to him and hugged him with all her strength.
She is afraid of the cold because she wants to give him all the warmth, because she wants to keep all the cold in herself.
The lights suddenly came on.
No more flickering.
The room was bright.
Gong Ou kissed her lips, and something changed in his dark pupils. He looked at her and left her lips.
"What's wrong?"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.
"Headache."
Gong Ou reached out to press his head, his brows wrinkled in pain.
Shi Xiaonian asked quickly, "What's wrong? Come on, I'll accompany you to the doctor."
Gong Ou shook his head, a flash of pain flashed in his eyes. Suddenly, he fell to her side, fell heavily to the ground, and passed out.
"Miyao!"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock and reached out to pull him, but he didn't wake up.
…
It was raining heavily outside, and Feng De drove from NE and sped over.
The sky outside is no longer so dark, but it is still overcast and the rain keeps falling.
In the bright room, Gong Ou was lying on the big bed and fell asleep. Feng De stood by the bed and took off the stethoscope. He looked at Shi Xiaonian and said, "The young master is fine. It should be a brief coma caused by excessive emotions. It's okay. "
When Shi Xiaonian stood at the end of the bed, he couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief when he heard such an answer.
Just be fine.
She was really scared today. She didn't expect that Gong Ou would become like this.
"According to what you just told me, Xiaonian, the young master's situation is really weird." Feng De said, "I also asked the young master what happened in the past four years, but the young master never said anything. Now it seems that in the past four years, There was more going on than we imagined.”
What Feng De said was exactly what Shi Xiaonian was suspicious of.
"Father, no matter what we do, we must find Mona." Shi Xiaonian said, "Only she knows the whole truth, and I suspect that she has tampered with Gong Ou's illness."
She just looked for Mona's phone number on Gong Ou's cell phone, but couldn't find it.
"But I have checked the young master's medicine and there is nothing wrong with it." Feng De said.
Shi Xiaonian stood there and looked at Feng De, "Father, I must know what Gong Ou has been through in the past four years. Even if he is curing a disease, how did he cure the disease? I want to know the process.
She originally thought that the treatment would be like what she had seen a few years ago. Mona would just take Gong Ou to see the scenery and broaden her horizons.
But that's clearly not the case now.
Shouldn't a person who is cured like this have a cheerful personality? Why does Gong Ou become like this
"Okay, I will contact Miss Mona." Feng De nodded.
Shi Xiaonian turned to look at Gong Ou who was sleeping on the bed, and unconsciously touched her bare ring finger with one hand, "Father, tell me, is it possible that he has never been cured?"
So he goes from one extreme to the other.
From bad-tempered to calm and reserved, from passionate to unkind and cold.
"What does it mean to be cured? What does it mean to not be cured?"
Feng De stood beside her, looking at Gong Ou on the bed, and sighed longly, "What is the difference between a normal person and a paranoid? How do you define a normal person? The young master can control his emotions now and no longer He beats and scolds frequently, isn't this normal? But he is also too cold and inhumane, is this normal?"
“…”
Shi Xiaonian listened quietly to Feng De's words and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Maybe, how to distinguish the difference between normal people and paranoid people.
"Xiao Nian, I suddenly thought that maybe the person who can really cure the young master is not a psychiatrist." Feng De said.
"What?"
Shi Xiaonian looked at him doubtfully.
"It's nothing, I'm just imagining things. I'll try to see if I can get in touch with Miss Mona." Feng De smiled faintly, turned around and left.
Shi Xiaonian walked to Gong Ou's bed and stretched out his hand to cover him with the quilt.
Shi Xiaonian made soup in the kitchen. As soon as he entered the room with the soup, he saw Gong Ou already sitting on the bed. He was sitting on the bedside, wearing a bathrobe, looking at the rain outside the window expressionlessly.
"woke up?"
Shi Xiaonian asked with a smile.
Gong Ou turned his face and looked at her coldly with his black eyes, "There's no need to smile so brightly, I'm not the person you miss."
The cold tone made the smile on Shi Xiaonian's lips freeze.
"What do you mean?"
Shi Xiaonian walked over carrying the soup.
"During the power outage, I just lost control temporarily, not the return of paranoia as you thought." Gong Ou said indifferently, breaking all her illusions.
Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian's eyes dimmed, "Really?"
From the moment she came in and saw the indifference in his eyes, she knew that the Gong Ou who said he missed her before had disappeared.
She is really confused now. She even wonders if Gong Ou has a dual personality, why is there such an extreme contrast between before and after.
She walked to his bed and sat down, holding a bowl in one hand and stirring with a spoon in the other. She took a spoonful and said, "I have a cold and can't taste anything. Try it and see if my soup has been boiled." In place.”
Gong Ou sat there, staring at her with black eyes, and his voice became colder, "I said, I am not the person you miss."
"What does this have to do with me letting you drink soup?"
Shi Xiaonian asked calmly.
"Aren't you disgusted with me now, and you still want me to drink soup?" Gong Ou asked coldly, turning his face away from her.
"Let me feed you."
Shi Xiaonian said softly.
Gong Ou sat there, with a crack in the indifference on his face, and the disbelief in his eyes flashed away.
Shi Xiaonian scooped up a spoonful of soup and handed it to his lips. Gong Ou looked at her coldly. After a while, he opened his thin lips and drank.
"How about it?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"good."
Gong Ou said indifferently.
"Then keep drinking. This soup is good for your health." Shi Xiaonian said as she scooped another spoonful and handed it to his lips.
Gong Ou stared at her and drank the soup bit by bit with a cold face.
A bowl of soup quickly reaches the bottom.
Xiaonian smiled happily at his cooperation, "Then you can sleep a little longer. I'll make dinner for you later."
After saying that, Shi Xiaonian turned around and prepared to leave.
"Do you really miss the old Gong Ou?"
Gong Ou's indifferent inquiry sounded behind her.
Shi Xiaonian looked back at him, Gong Ou's black eyes reflected her figure, "You did so much just to bring back the old Gong Ou. Are you very happy to see me going crazy today? Do you think he is back? ”
"I didn't think so."
"I have no amnesia. I clearly remember the way you were so excited that you were trembling under me in the dark." Gong Ou said word by word.
His temperament changes, but his memory is clear.
Shi Xiaonian had no way to deny it, she lowered her head and nodded honestly, "Yes, I miss him very much. At that time, I thought he was back, and I was very excited. Because in the past four years, all I have been thinking about is that person. Soul, you suddenly appeared, I am really in trouble..."
"Get out."
Gong Ou interrupted her coldly.
"Gong Ou..."
"Get out, I don't want to see you."
Gong Ou said indifferently, picked up the mobile phone beside him and started to deal with official business again.
"Then you have a good rest." Shi Xiaonian said softly. For some reason, facing Gong Ou like this, she didn't know how to communicate every time.
It seems harder than communicating with a paranoid.
Shi Xiaonian walked out.
Gong Ou paused while typing on his mobile phone. He stared at the band-aid on his finger, his eyes slowly losing focus.
bandage his wounds;
Block the wind and rain for him;
Hold him in the dark;
Feed him soup spoonful by spoonful.
Does she really need that soul to reappear
He has worked so hard to get where he is today, and he just wants to go back
Xi Xiaonian, you can't ask for so much, you can't just go back on your word.
Gong Ou sat on the bed for a long time. For the first time, he was so dazed that he didn't even bother to solve official matters. He realized his gaffe and reached for the medicine.
The medicine is not here.
Gong Ou lifted up the quilt and got out of bed, walked out, and when he opened the door, he saw Shi Xiaonian sitting on a chair outside, holding his head with one hand to try to sleep, his eyes were half-closed, and he was coughing softly. With.
Her head fell heavily.
Gong Ou stepped forward to give him a hand, and when Shi Xiaonian woke up, she was stunned when she saw him, "Why are you up? My adoptive father said you should have a good rest."
"what are you doing here?"
Gong Ou asked coldly.
Shi Xiaonian stood up from the chair and looked at him, "I'm sitting here. If anything happens to you, I can know it immediately."
"I'm not sick anymore. It was just a special accident when the power went out," he said.
Shi Xiaonian nodded without saying anything, "I know, what do you need? I'll get it for you."
"The medicine I carry with me."
"Is it the blue bottle? I'll get it. You go back and lie down first."
Shi Xiaonian left immediately, coughing as he walked.
Her cold got worse.
Shi Xiaonian quickly took the medicine bottle back. Gong Ou was still standing there. She handed the medicine to him, "Here's the medicine for you. Go and lie down. Your body is your capital. You can't produce any value by wasting your capital, right?" ?”
She spoke to him through his current train of thought.
“…”
Gong Ou looked at her, reached out to grab the medicine and turned around to leave without even saying thank you, as if she owed him something.
Shi Xiaonian looked at his tall back with bitter and helpless eyes.
Is the man who said he missed her so much that he went crazy really him? It became really fast.
Shi Xiaonian thought that she was mentally strong enough, otherwise she would have collapsed if Gong Ou changed like this. (To be continued)